WHERE DREAM AND REALITY MEET (3)
As Bruno was heading down to the first floor, he discovered Evangeline sitting down at the corner of the staircase. The sight of the girl resting her chin on her small hand seemed serious.
He got worried she might still be in a bad mood, so he approached her carefully. When he quietly sat down next to her, Eve turned around slightly and from what he could tell, she seemed okay.
âEve.â
Evangeline glanced at Bruno then she turned back again and sighed deeply, like a tired old man.
Bruno pressed his lips together to stop himself from laughing. The serious look on her face was so cute that he just wanted to hug her.
âWhy do you look down? Are you still mad at Damian? Do you want me to scold him for you?â
âNo. Iâve made up with big brother Damian.â
âThen what is it?â
âPretty big brother.â
â...Hm?â
âI wish I had someone who likes me the most.â
âWhat? Of course, thereâs someone who likes you the most, Eve. Both your parents and Damian, they love you a lot.â
âNo, I know that. But Father loves mother the most. And big brother Damian loves mother more.â
â...â
Caught off-guard, Bruno couldnât say anything. And he couldnât reply that it was not just Evangeline complaining.
The Taran familyâs father and son were both in the very tight grasp of the Taran Lady of the House. But it didnât mean they didnât love Evangeline. The familial love for Evangeline, and the other form of love for the Duchess were both absolute. Since Bruno could sense this, it was hardly possible that Evangeline couldnât. On the contrary, because she was a child, she was more sensitive to it.
âBig brother, you like mother more than me too, donât you?â
âEve.â
Bruno didnât know what to do. He wondered how best to explain this in a way that wouldnât hurt Eveâs feelings.
âYou canât compare who like who more when it comes to this. Eve, can you say you like one of your parents more than the other?â
Evangeline was quiet for a while then she muttered.
â...Jude isnât like that.â
âJude isnât like what?â
âJude said he likes me more. He said he likes me way more than his mom and my mom.â
Bruno lipâs twitched upwards crookedly. That little rascal.
âAnd so you like Jude?â
âMn.â
Ha, Bruno snorted. And he remembered the affable smile of Jude, the younger brother of his friend, Chris.
âWe shouldnât underestimate him because heâs a child.â
Didnât he sneakily ask Eve to marry him? He had thought it was just something an immature little boy said without really knowing what it was, but perhaps the boyâs intention was more cunning than he thought.*
Even if he was Chrisâs little brother, Bruno couldnât leave his precious little sister to be eaten up. Brunoâs fighting spirit burned against Jude.
âThen I will be the one Eve likes the most.â
Bruno smiled meltingly as he watched his sisterâs eyes open wide. It was a sweet smile that might have caused the young ladies who were always peeking at him to faint from ecstasy if they saw it.
âOr do you like Jude but not me?â
Evangeline quickly shook her head. Then she grinned softly with rose cheeks.
How cute, Bruno rubbed Evangelineâs small head then he picked up the book next to her and stood up.
âLetâs go upstairs. Iâll read it to you.â
âMn!â
Evangeline took Brunoâs held out hand with excitement.
âBut big brother. Youâre really so pretty. Youâre prettier than Patricia.â
Evangeline was still too young to fall for Brunoâs charming smile. So she expressed her appreciation from the viewpoint of a child. Patricia was a lovely princess doll that Evangeline cherished.
â...â
Bruno knew it was a compliment, but he let out a sigh. His complex mood couldnât really be described as pleasant. He prayed for the day Evangeline would remove the title âprettyâ from his name.
* * *
âThey say kids only listen when theyâre kids.â
Hugo pulled her close and squeezed her shoulders. His large hand gently stroked her back.
âAre you still unhappy? Eve apologized and said she was sorry.â
âIâm not mad at Eve. Itâs just...my heart feels lonely. Sheâs already so big...â
âItâs just a childâs tantrum. Donât take it so seriously.â
âI guess Iâve only thought of Eve as a young child.â
âShe is still young.â
âNo. I think sheâs grown up. I remember you saying this a while back: Even after raising them up, children will later go out to find their own path.â
Hugo laughed deeply as he listened to his wifeâs grumbling. It looks like today, he was fated to appease both mother and daughter.
âI did say that. Let the kids grow. All I need is you.â
â...â
Actually, when he said it like that, Lucia was unwilling. Just as she couldnât imagine a life without him, she couldnât imagine a life without her children.
âWow, you wonât say it back, even if itâs just lip service.â
â...Hugh. Um...â
âItâs fine. This is why they say the one who loves more loses.â
âWhere in the world is that weird confidence coming from? Did you look into my heart or what?â
âOriginally, the lacking side is the side that feels it.â[1]n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
Lucia was silent for a while then she sat up.
âLacking?â
Hugo felt like he could see her rigid expression despite the darkness in the room, so he grabbed her arms and pulled her back into his embrace.
âWhyâre getting serious again? Guess I canât say anything.â
âI love you. I donât want you thinking that I love the children more than you.â
âI know. Itâs just an issue that canât be helped. You have a definite priority between me and the kids and I know you have a hard time distinguishing it. I have no intention of pushing you to feel exactly like I do. I just donât want you to worry too much over the childrenâs issue. Donât set your sight elsewhere when someone whoâs always thinking about you is right next to you.â
â...Your smooth talk is getting better and better.â
Lucia burrowed into his chest. When she lost her mother at a young age, she thought she would never meet someone who would love her unconditionally like her mother did. Sometimes when she felt the overflowing love he had for her, her heart was overwhelmed.
Translatorâs corner:
[1] Not sure how to word this. From my (limited) understanding, heâs saying the side that wants more feels the lack of love?? Thatâs my best explanation. For anyone that knows KR, this is the raw: [âìë ë¶ì¡±í ìª½ì´ ëë¼ë ë²ì´ì¼.â] If you have a better wording, please let me know.