The sunlight in front of the window was warm. Zuo Yue was sitting on the balcony of the bedroom with her cat in her arms. She was half-asleep when she heard someone knocking on the door.
She opened her eyes and looked back at the bedroom door.âCome in.â
Xu Yuan pushed the door open and entered. She saw Zuo Yue still holding the cat in her arms and leaning on the sofa all day. She could not help but walk over.âYouâve probably been back for many days. Why do you always look like you donât care about anyone? Also, donât let your cats appear in front of your grandpa as much as possible. These two days, your grandpa has been criticizing you in front of me and your dad. You know that your grandpa has a bad temper, but why do you like to go against him?â
He knew that his motherâs sudden search for him must have something to do with his grandfather.
Zuo Yue leaned against the sofa and did not move. She squinted at the sunlight outside the window and sighed.âMom, Grandpa doesnât like anyone except for Cheng Xin. Who has he liked in our Zuo family? I rarely go in front of him anymore, but I was scolded by him. If I ran to Grandpa every day like Chengxin, I would probably have been scolded until my heart was made of glass.â
âYou also know that Chengxin comes to see your grandfather every day? Whose grandfather was that? Why canât you learn from Miss Cheng? Go to the old master and put in a good word. Otherwise, your granddaughterâs status will be overtaken by him.â
Zuo Yueâs lips twitched.â Chengxin has a motive. Mom, you know it too. She doesnât want to be the granddaughter of the family. She has been persisting for years to win Grandpaâs favor. She wants to be the granddaughter-in-law of the Zuo family wholeheartedly.ââ
Xu Yuan did not say much when she saw Zuo Yue speak so straightforwardly, but she clearly understood in her heart.
Xu Yuan sat on another armchair by the window and looked at Zuo Yueâs lazy appearance.ââAfter you came back from Boston, you didnât seem to be interested in anything.â
Zuo Yueâs eyes paused for a moment, but she did not answer. She only lowered her head and rubbed the cat in her arms against her neck. Then, she used her hand to stroke the cat in her arms, as if she did not intend to answer.
âIs it a relationship problem?â
âNo.â Zuo Yue raised her hand and rubbed her nose.â Mom, Iâve been trying my best to gain back the weight that I lost recently. Didnât you notice that Iâve been eating and drinking well recently and that I look ruddy?â Heâs just a little lazy. Whatâs there to worry about?â
âBefore your uncle left, he specially asked us to bring you back. He also said that your relationship wasnât very good and asked us to be more careful. However, seeing that you could indeed eat and drink after you came back, I wasnât too worried. Just now, if Wang Ma hadnât said that you locked yourself in your room every day and that it wasnât normal for you to be quiet, I wouldnât have been in the mood to come and talk to you.âXu Yuan said softly,â Your grandfather is about to die. There are too many things in the Xu and Zuo families that I need to deal with. I just hope that you can get over it, whether itâs a relationship problem or any unhappy thing. Donât go into a dead end.ââ
Zuo Yue did not say anything else after replying.
âHave you called your uncle recently?â
âNo, I havenât.â
âDid you guys completely cut off contact after you separated?âXu Yuan raised her eyebrows slightly.
For some reason, even though there was nothing wrong with her motherâs words, Zuo Yue could still vaguely feel that her mother was trying to probe for something.
Could it be that the suspicion from last time had not been completely dispelled?
Zuo Yue immediately looked up at her.â Uncle is usually so busy. When I was in Boston, he took care of me all because of you, Mom. Now that Iâm finally free, he doesnât even contact the Xu family and doesnât keep in touch with you. Why would he specially call me?â
Xu Yuan paused and suddenly changed the topic of the call. She asked directly,âZuo Yue, whatâs your impression of your uncle?â
âWhat impression?â
âWhat do you think of your uncle?â
â.. Itâs alright.â Zuo Yue really did not want to mention that person, but her mother kept mentioning Xu Chengfengâs matter. This made Zuo Yueâs heart, which she had tried hard to suppress and calm down every day, feel like it was being pricked by needles.
A person left just like that, and completely cut off contact just like that.
He didnât even send a text message, let alone a phone call.
It was as if he had disappeared from her life without a trace.
âYour uncle is also at the age where he should get married. I donât know if his little girlfriend left with him when I went last time.âXu Yuan vaguely mentioned this matter again.
âDonât ask me about this. I donât know either.âZuo Yue answered vaguely and then pulled the blanket on her body up. She said lazily,ââIâm so sleepy. I want to sleep.â
As she spoke, she closed her eyes and pretended to fall asleep.
âStill sleeping? There are twenty-four hours in a day, and you can sleep for sixteen to seventeen hours almost every day. Did you come back from vacation just to sleep? Youâre too lazy to act coquettishly with your grandfather. Youâre too lazy to participate in the family matters. You only know how to hug these cats every day. Do you plan to spend the rest of your life with cats?â
Zuo Yue immediately opened her eyes.â Even if I really spend the rest of my life with a cat, itâs still much better than finding a person who makes you feel that you canât be with and worrying about him.ââ
Xu Yuanâs expression froze and she immediately looked at her.ââWhat did you say?â
As expected, it was still too impulsive.
If her mother had not kept mentioning Xu Chengfengâs matter, she would have been able to calm down a little. At this moment, she was really anxious and uncomfortable.
She simply did not say anything else and pulled the blanket over her head, refusing to communicate.
Xu Yuan looked at her thoughtfully for a while, then suddenly turned to look at the row of small dolls in the crystal box on the cabinet beside Zuo Yueâs bed. After thinking about it, she did not want to think about it so complicated.
No matter what, she still felt that she might have been thinking too much.
Even if Zuo Yue was young and ignorant, Xu Chengfeng would definitely know his limits. Therefore, the relationship between those pure uncles and nephews should have always been that simple. There was nothing else.
But who was the person that Zuo Yue said she couldnât be with?
âZuo Yue.â
âAiya, Mom, just take it that I accidentally fell in love with a married man. Is this explanation enough? Stop guessing and let me sleep for a while!âZuo Yue said in a muffled voice as she hid in the blanket.
âZuo Yue, you must have a bottom line.â
Zuo Yue knew that her mother had believed her random excuse. She did not say a word and buried her face in the cat fur. Her nose gradually turned sour.