Couple months later.....
I woke up due to someone shaking me, and when I opened my eyes seeing Dontae, I regretted it.
"What do you want?"
I asked him still with my eyes closed, over the months he's become more crazy. And to make matters worse I haven't been out the house, the only outside I get is the backyard which is not interesting to look at anymore.
"For you to get up, so I can tell you something."
I didn't reply as I continued to lay there until he opened my eyelids causing me to instantly sit up.
"Can you please leave me alone!?"
"I'll leave you alone when I feel like it so as of now you need to get your ass up, and get ready."
I sighed and continued to sit there as if he said nothing, until I felt him slap me.
I instantly reacted by continuously socking him everywhere until I started getting tired, and eventually he grabbed my hands.
"So that's what we doing now?"
"I fucking hate you!"
I yelled as I reached over and repeatedly socked him until he grabbed my wrist.
"I fucking love you, don't you see!?"
He yelled back with hurt in his eyes, but his eyes instantly changed back to looking empty.
"This isn't love, this is abuse."
I said while trying to get him to release my wrist which were starting to hurt from his tight grip.
"You don't know what your talking about, so shut up."
He said calmly as he continued to sit on the bed looking at me.
"I do actually. Shamar never put his hands on me aggressively out of anger, instead he would go work out. Like a real man should!"
Once I said that he grabbed me by my neck and I began clawing at his face until he stopped me.
"I'm not Shamar, I'm Dontae and don't forget that."
"Oh how could I ever forget who you are?"
I say dramatically looking at him, not backing down from his hard glare.
"Bitch!"
He said as he got off the bed.
"Your mamas a bitch."
"And that bitch will beat your ass."
"Bet."
"I really don't understand you, you been gone more three months now and your still acting the same way as when you came here."
"There's no need for me to change, I don't understand why you took me in the first place."
"Your mines forever."
"All your screws must be loose if you think that silly shit."
I said back, as he shook his head and walked out the room.
I laid back on the bed and began to think.
Why me!? My life is starting to become more of a mystery to me. Everytime I turn around something new is going on and it's killing me. I wish that this was all just a bad dream and when I wake up everything will be back to normal like it was. I just wish my life wasn't so complicated.
Just then my water broke.
"Damn! Damn! Damn!"
I said as I slowly sat up and began to get off the bed going to the bathroom.
I stripped out of my night clothes I wore and got into the bath tub filling it up halfway up with hot water.
I laid back and rubbed my stomach as I began to feel contractions, which made me groan loudly.
Dontae came strolling into the bathroom just looking at me.
"What are you doing all that screaming for?"
"Go check the bed."
He looked at me and slightly turned his neck before leaving out the bathroom.
He came back a couple seconds later with the dumbest remark.
"Congratulations. Now get ready to have a home birth cause I'm definitely not taking you to a hospital."
"Really?"
"Yea, now I'll come back in a few minutes do you need anything?"
I just looked at him, as I felt another contraction.
"I take that as a no."
And with that he walked out and in came his mother Shirley.
"Hey babe, so let me see how much your dialted."
"Don't touch me women for all I know you could be trying to kill me like your crazy ass son."
"Girl please my son ain't crazy, and he definitely wouldn't kill you because he's a very sweet gentleman."
"That's a damn li-"
Another contraction hit and it was more painful then the other ones.
Shirley got into the jacuzzi sized tub and began to examine me.
I couldn't even muster up the words to stop her, and what she said next had me really shocked and scared at the same time.
"Those babies are ready to come out, I already see one of their heads down there."
I nodded my head as she got out and returned back with Dontae and basically all the supplies you need for a baby.
30 Minutes Later...
Daylen and Hayden Moore were born on March 6.
They were both 7 pounds and what amazed me is they were holding hands when they came out.
After spending a hour getting cleaned up and getting relaxed and holding my babies I began to think.
As I realised what today's date was, I felt bad but also good at the same time. Today is Shamar's birthday and the twins were born the same day.
"Happy birthday baby, and babies."
I said under my breath, and I looked at my two adorable blessing. I just wish Shamar was able to see and experience these moments, but thanks to Dontae he took that away from him.
"Mommy why they look white?"
Maloni asked as Terrell just sat there quietly looking at them smiling.
"They were just born Maloni, so they'll start to get they color as they get older."
"Ohhhhhhhh ok. How do you feel?"
"I'm actually really tired but I don't want to go to sleep."
I was telling the honest truth, I was fighting my sleep because I refused to leave my babies in the care of crazy and delusional people.
"Don't worry mommy, I got this go to sleep and will watch them. Right Terrell?"
Maloni asked as they got off the bed and went to the couch where the babies bed was.
"Yuuuuppppp."
"Ok you two be careful, and if anything and I mean anything happens wake me up."
"Even if they move or hiccup?"
Terrell asked with his eyes still on the twins.
"Yup."
I said as I put the twins in their nursery, and got back on the bed getting comfortable falling asleep.
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