Sweet Addiction
Chapter 15; Justin Payne
I lay on my bed shaking and wincing from the pain that has been inflicted onto me by mam. After Kyle left having discussed our assignment, mam entered my room an hour later and hit me with her belt across my back and my legs and arms,
She wasn't happy that I invited Kyle over for an assignment. She called me a "whore' and a bish as usual.
To worsen all this, my period has just started and my cramps and back pain are killing me slowly.
It hurts so badly.
Why me?
I wish periods were given to guys and erections to girls. Wait, no, no, no and no!
That would be so weird!
I sigh and dive deep into the covers and wince because of the movement. I cant even move.
This is going to be a loooong day in bed.
My alarm goes off but i ignore and let it scream as i stay rooted in one position on bed. It finally goes off and i sigh relaxing in bed but i can't seem to sleep properly because of the wounds and period pains.
I hate this!
I hate this so much.
An hour or two later of just closing my eyes and trying to sleep, my phone starts ringing and i groan. It keeps ringing and ringing like many people are calling.
Arghhhhhhhh
I know it's my friends calling and worrying about me but now is seriously not the time,
I am in so much pain.
I suddenly start hating Backstreet boys because the same song has been going on and on non-stop, i shut my eyes and imagine myself kicking my phone outside the window but that doesnt seem to work at all.
I finally let the music keep playing as i close my eyes and count 1000 sheep as sleep finally kicks in.
An hour or so later, my bedroom door is kicked open and the sound startles me as i jump in shock. I groan flinching as i lay back on the bed, my back facing the door.
Who is it?
My phone is still ringing and i hear the person's footsteps as he draws closer to my bed. I open my eyes to meet an angry confused looking Kyle holding his phone and giving me a look of disbelief.
"Go away!" I say groaning and craddling while closing my eyes.
"Nessa, what's wrong? Why haven't you been answering my calls and why are you still in bed?" He asks in an angry tone with a hint of worry and concern latched in his voice.
Why can't he just leave me alone?
I'm having girly issues and i need girly time.
Arghhhhhh!
"I'm Justin Payne." I say in a muffled voice.
"Nessa, tell me what's wrong so that i can help you." Kyle says in now a frustrated voice.
I sigh, "Grandma is stuck in traffic,"
"What!!"
"I'm visiting Tom." I say, hoping he understands now. My best friend and i used to use these phrases when we were referring to that time of the month.
We would always take care of each other during these times. Actually, we always knew each other's time of the month. We would always give each other massages, feed and watch movies together wrapped together in a warm blanket.
God, i miss her so much.
Kyle unwraps the blanket away from me and i wince at the coldness from the room and the pain. I groan covering myself with my hands.
"What the fuck?!" Kyke grumbles and i open my eyes to meet his which are on my arms
Uh oh!
Why is he still here?
"Go away, Kyle!" I groan closing my eyes and praying he leaves,
"I'm going to kill her," i hear Kyle mumble angrily to himself and my eyes immediately shoot open.
"No, you're not." I state firmly.
"Are you fucking serious? That woman fucking hits you for no fucking reason and you still want to fucking defend her." Kyle snaps and i stay quiet.
He is right.
I have no right to defend her.
"She is my mother." I say quietly and i hear him sigh and sit on my bed.
"She is not supposed to treat you like this. You deserve so much better," he says softly and my heart aches then,
"But i won't let her fucking come next to you." He grumbles angrily and i sigh noding.
"Why are you still in bed?" He asks, his hand stroking my hair and i smile at the small gesture.
"I'm Justin Payne."
"What does that mean?" He asks and i shake my head in disbelief,
"I. Am. Just. In. Pain." I state slowly,
"That doesn't stop you from getting up and answering your phone." He stated, now angry and frustrated.
Oh God
How should i freakin tell him
This is going to be so embarasing.
He wont leave me alone so i guess telling him will make him run for the hills and let me have peace.
I know this girl whose boyfriend broke up with her because she was disgusted by her periods.
Sometimes boys are so inhuman and inconsiderate,
I wish the girl told him his erections are weird and unhealthy and they make him look like a cow on heat period.
Ha!
"Nessa." Kyle warns, getting tired of my silence, i groan and finally let it all out,
"I'm in my periods, Kyle! That bad time of the month that girls dislike. That time when they lose a baby, okay!? You may leave now." I state in exasperation and look up to see Kyle's emotionless face staring at my embarassed flushed one.
Oh dear!
There is now an awkward silence between us which has been going on for like centuries.
Why isn't he leaving?
Why isn't he looking disgusted?
Kyle suddenly gets up and leaves the room. My heart sinks to the floor and wave of disappointment, sadness and heart break washes over me. Tears start briming at the corners of my eyes and one slips down my cheek,
Why did i have stupid hope he would stay?
I'm such a pathetic girl.
I grab some sheets and wrap them around my body as i drown in self pity. I hear the sound of his car as he drives out of the driveway and the dam falls.
He left me!
That's the last thought in my head before i fall into a sad slumberland without my dearest Prince Charming.
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A nice sweet aroma fills my nostrils, waking me up and i keep sniffing as i open my eyes.
I gasp at the sight in front of me. A huge chicken pizza with a glass of water and asprin lay on my bedside table.
Oh my Goodness!
I hear water filling in my bath tub and my familiar lavendar Dove soap fill the room with its sweet smell.
Kyle steps out of my room, all looking hot with his black fitting muscle showing shirt with the sleeves rolled up and clad in black jeans.
Did he do all this?
Of course he did,
My heart starts to ache in awe and eagles erupt in my stomach at his sweetness and care.
"Nessa, i need you to take a shower first then come and eat." Kyle says after noticing I'm awake.
"Kyle?" I call him and he hums in response, i smile at him then,
"Thank you."
He walks over to me, removes the sheets and wraps his arm around my upper back and under my knees then lifts me up. I squeal in his arms and snuggle into his chest.
Kyle then puts me down on the floor in the bath tub where steam fills the room with a sweet familiar scent,
"Do you want me to help you?" He asks and i nod.
He lifts my crop top up gently and i wince as the material rubs on the wounds. Of course Kyle notices, he is the keenest guy i know.
I look in the mirror at him. He is very angry, so so angry but i don't think the anger is directed towards me.
I bend down slowly and gently take off my shorts. Kyle visibly tenses beside me and a small smile erupts on my lip. I walk towards the bubbly water and gently step in and take a seat in the bath tub.
Kyle stays glued in his position and i giggle calling him over. He walks towards me and i hand him my soft sponge. He gently rubs the soft material around my body and especially around my wounds. I am trying so hard not to cry like a bitch because of the painful injuries,
After showering, Kyle wrapped the towel around me and i stepped out heading to my closet. He went to my bed to wait for me.
As i step into the closet, i gasp lowly and my face heats up in embarassment. In front of me is a box of tampons and another box with sanitary towels.
Dear lord!
Kyle bought these for me. Oh my God! This is the most embarassing thing in my entire life!
How
Why
When
How!
How did he even know i lacked them at the moment? I don't even know what to think or say to him right now,
I get dressed in a big black shirt that reaches my legs and a pair of small shorts. I braid my brown hair into a french braid and head out of my closet with a flushed face.
Kyle looks up from his phone and keeps it away as i sit on the bed next to him,
"Ummm.....thanks for the...umm..girly materials." I say with a bright red face, embarassed beyond belief.
He smirks, "You're welcome, Nessa."
He picks up the tray of food and feed me the now warm pizza, i feed him too of course. After eating, that's when he allows me to take the asprin.
He didnt allow me to take the medicine before saying it's not good to take medicine on an empty stomach.
Doctor much!?
After eating, i set my laptop on my bed and tune in to netflix as i open my blanket for Kyle to join me. He scoots closer and wraps his arms around my shoulder as i lay my head on his,
I play my favorite tv show, Vampire Diaries as i start watching it from the start for the eighth time. I am obsessed with the show.
I have watched Originals but its not as funny as tvd. I mean Damon's humor and the best tv couple, Delena is what keeps me watching the series over and over.
I know all the lines in my head especially the Delena moments. The chemistry sometimes, scratch that, ALWAYS feels so real.
Stefan and Elena were a cute couple but there was no chemistry..,just plain sweetness but Damon and Elena had it all, the passion, chemistry and the love.
Im sorry to the stelena fans but delena was the power couple.
Buuuutttttt not as epic as Benzo and Klaroline,
They deserved so much better.
"Is this why you said you don't fear me?" Kyle asks in amusement as we watch the scene where Damon killed Stefan's football coach.
Savage!
"Mhmmm," i smile against his chest and he shakes his head in amusement.
"Like i said before, You are something else, Nessa." Kyle mumbles kissing the top of my head.
"I know." I mutter kissing his chest.
As we are starting the second season of tvd, my bedroom door opens and my drunk mother steps in. My heart starts hammering against my chest as i tremble in fear and panic
Not this again!
"Whose car is parked in-" She curs herself off, having seen Kyle. Kyle sends her his famous spine chilling deathly glare,
"You!" Mam whispers staring at Kyle in shock, her face growing pale.
"Dare touch her," Kyle growls angrily in a scary tone and my mam's eyes widen in horror as she looks between Kyle and i in shock. She takes a step back and quickly shuts the door as i hear her footsteps run down the stairs.
I let out a breath of relief and jump onto Kyle straddling him and wrapping my arms around his neck, hugging him for dear life.
"Thank you so much." I state as a sob escapes my mouth and tears stroll down on my cheek,
"Shh, she's gone. I won't let anything happen to you ever." Kyle says gently stroking my hair.
I dont feel the slightest guilt for scaring off my mam. I mean, that's better than being abused by her, Im so grateful to God that Kyle is here, i wonder what would happen if he wasn't here considering the pain and the wounds from last time are still fresh.
What did i do to deserve him?
I like him.
I like him so much.
I pull away from him and look into his beautiful eyes. His hand goes to my cheeks wiping away the ugly tears that escaped my eyes.
I smile at him and lean in planting a soft lingering kiss on his cheek,
"Thank you, Kyle."
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