âGood, good.â Yao Chenggu nodded with a smile. âItâs good to see youâve come back safe and sound. Nothing else matters.â
âIndeed,â née Yao smiled as well. âDafuâs been a dead man walking these days and everything is fine now that youâve come back. As your grandparents say, nothing else matters. To be at peace is one of the great fortunes of life. A perfectly fine girl came to our householdâhow would we ever explain ourselves to the in-laws if anything happened to you?â
Qin Yining inclined her head with an amiable smile, but the scales of her heart had already weighed up their performance.
Née Ma truly cared about her and welcomed her to the family; there wasnât the slightest hint of suspicion there.
Yao Chenggu liked to keep his cards close to his chest and she could tell from his words that doubts brewed. He wasnât the sort to openly express anything, so all he said was, ânothing else matters.â
Her mother-in-law, née Yao, was highly skeptical of her purity and wasnât really asking after her good health. Née Yao was obliquely probing herâthere was nothing wrong with any part of the exchange, but stringing all of the words together levied pressure and tension on her mind.
Being of good character and having learned from the palace mamas in Great Yan, no one saw through to Qin Yiningâs true state of mind given her flawless manners.
No one except Pang Xiao.
Displeasure grew in his heart when he heard his motherâs words. âDonât worry, mom, my father-in-law is a reasonable and empathetic person. He didnât say anything when I lost Yining and when I was almost caught up in disaster a while back, it was father-in-law and second uncle who gave up their positions to save me. If he blamed me for Yiningâs matter, why would he help me? The Qins are kindhearted people, they wouldnât do that.â
Née Yaoâs expression shifted with worry when she heard mention of âdisasterâ. âWhat happened? Was it because you left the capital without orders?â She frowned and cast a sidelong glance at Qin Yining, her gaze full of resentment.
The princess consort was both angry, aggrieved, and resigned at the look. Her bottled up emotions grew stronger and she had to cover her mouth as she dry heaved.
âAiya, whatâs happening?â Née Ma jumped with shock and took Qin Yiningâs hand, finding it covered with cold sweat. She asked anxiously, âLittle lass Bingtang, come come, take a look at your miss.â
âUnderstood!â Standing in the back, Bingtang, Jiyun, Xianyun, and Xiaozhou came flying over.
Theyâd stayed outside with the grand-madame and old madame during this period of time; Jiyun and Xianyun had taught Bingtang and Xiaozhou the numerous customs of living in a princeâs household. They werenât at liberty to approach when their masters and mistresses greeted each other and Qin Yiningâs line of vision had been obstructed earlier, hence sheâd missed out on taking notice of the small group far in the distance.
Now that she took a clear look at them, she was delighted as she repressed the urge to vomit. Though Pang Xiao had said before that they were alive, it wasnât until she saw them with her own eyes that she was fully at ease.
âYour Highness, how are you?â Jiyun took Qin Yiningâs hand. Née Ma stepped out of the way to make space for Bingtang.
Bingtang exclaimed with surprise when she took her mistressâ pulse and broke out in a smile. âThe princess consort is three months pregnant and youâve already started using medicines to nurture the child.â
Qin Yining nodded, though her brows were knit together and her lips tightly compressed, joy filled her eyes. Bingtang, Jiyun, Xianyun, and Xiaozhou laughed with delight. The merriment of girls was pleasing to the ear and they quickly offered profuse congratulations, livening the atmosphere.
Née Ma widened her eyes with astonishment and then applauded with hearty laughter, deepening the wrinkles around her eyes.
âAiya, this is so good, so wonderful! Ai, why didnât say so earlier, lass? Youâre newly pregnant and your health is so poor, why arenât you lying down in bed?â
âIâm fine, grandma.â Qin Yining smiled, very grateful for née Maâs care. Compared to née Yaoâs suspicion and Yao Chengguâs aloofness, her genuine sincerity was even more touching.
Née Yao frowned at Qin Yining, then turned to look at her son. No happiness was forthcoming in her eyes, just a further furrowing of her brows.
Pang Xiao knew full well what his mother was thinking of.
âWe spent five months on the way back as it was a journey through deserts and harsh cold. Yining was captured by the female khan of Tatar to threaten Great Zhou with, they even tortured her! Sheâs never been in the best of health and this truly is my fault, I shouldnât have let her fall pregnant at this time. Ai, itâs all my fault, we should go back and rest now.â He went over to support Qin Yining and though he didnât hug her, he squeezed her hand with his.
The warmth traveled all the way to her heart, touching her greatly.
Née Ma didnât mind any of this to begin with; her only thought was that it was most important that her granddaughter-in-law was home safe. It was even better now that she was with child! Thus she nodded rapidly, equal parts happy and worried.
âRight right right, Dafu, hurry and take your wife back to rest. Use everything to help her get stronger, whether itâs ginseng or cinnamon. We have a lot of silver, so donât be miserly!â
âDonât worry,â Pang Xiao nodded with a smile. âI will definitely not be miserly, if only for your firstborn grandchild.â
âNow, what kind of nonsense is that? Itâs also for dear Yining to grow stronger. Let me tell you, itâs the hardest thing in a womanâs life to give birth for a child. Sheâs suffered so much by your side, so donât you short change her on anything you should do.â Née Ma rolled her eyes at Pang Xiao and glared warningly at Yao Chenggu and née Yao again.