âI shouldnât harp at you given whatâs happened with your family, but donât you forget who you are! Although youâre a Sun, youâre foremost a Qin after crossing our threshold. You need to think of the Qin clan in whatever you do. Donât forget that your husband is grand preceptor!â The old dowager had been nursing this breath of ill will all these days. Although it was such a pity that a great talent like Sun Yuanming was gone just like that, the old dowager was more worried that the Qin clan would be dragged down by the Duke of Dingâs household.
The emperor had given a decree. Regardless of whether or not it was reasonable, an imperial decor was an imperial decree. Sun Yuanming might be a self made martyr, but his crime of defying an imperial order was very real as well. The old dowager had tried stopping Qin Huaiyuan from going to the Ding Manor after everything had happened on that fateful day, but her son was now an adult and had his own ideas. Sheâd thought that heâd just take a look, but heâd actually stayed and started helping! When she sent servants with messages that sheâd taken ill, heâd only come back to confirm that she was faking, and sprouted all sorts of noble ideals before leaving again.
But what was she doing all this for? Her son wasnât the sort to forget his mother after taking a wife, so maybe née Sun had said something or done something. Now that the old dowager finally had her daughter-in-law under her thumb again, it was the perfect opportunity for her to vent her irritation.
Née Sun was already grief-stricken and felt even more muddled after all this. She wasnât the sort to analyze the bigger picture to begin with, and her brains were a complete churned up mess at the moment. She didnât think deeply about the old dowagerâs words at all. She just felt that her mother-in-law was faulting her for spending so much time at home.
Qin Yining needed only one look at née Sunâs expression to know that her motherâs temper was going to make the usual showing. She wanted to stop the proceedings, but née Sun moved even faster.
âOld Dowager, youâre simply too heartless! Such a tragic thing has happened at home and my parents are ill from grief. Yuanmingâs funeral wasnât yet wrapped up either, so how could I possibly have just left them behind? You should be putting yourselves in their shoes and not throwing a tantrum!â Née Sunâs voice was a bit hoarse, so her words were even scratchier than usual when she screamed.
Qin Yining knew that this wouldnât end well when she heard this. She quickly explained, âDonât be angry, Old Dowager. Mother didnât mean that...â
The old dowager had already shot to her feet in anger, completely ignoring her granddaughter. âMe, throwing a tantrum? Is there any daughter-in-law in this world that speaks to their mother-in-law like this? Iâve been lenient towards you all these years, so what, you think Iâm a soft target? Put myself in their shoes? I donât have a grandson who would die for his cause, so I really canât empathize!â
âYou!â Née Sun shook from fury. Her greatest regret in life was that she hadnât been able to give Qin Huaiyuan a boy after all this time. How much derision had she suffered from her mother-in-law for that in all these years? And here she was, using that to attack née Sun again? Tears trickled down née Sunâs face as she clutched her chest, unable to catch her breath in between sobs. âI know the old dowager doesnât like the sight of me. Iâll...â
âWhat, you want to go home?â The old dowager was both infuriated and vindicated when she saw née Sun cry. She snorted coldly. âDo you think the Ding Manor is still the Ding Manor of old? Iâll give you a word of advice since youâre my daughter-in-law. Although Yuanmingâs now a martyr, he still showed disrespect towards the emperor. A blade is suspended over the Ding Manor as long as the emperor doesnât express his stance on this. If youâre truly filial, then you should think about your family!
âYouâre not a child, surely youâre not worse at life than your daughter? Look at how a perfectly fine darling Huiâs turned out under your care! When looking at you, I should be rejoicing that my dear Yi was stolen away all those years ago so that she remained free from your influence!â
Such devastating words caused née Sunâs face to drain of all color. The old dowager shouldnât be lecturing her like this in front of her daughter and servants. How would she have any face or dignity in the manor in the future? She felt that her dignity had already been trampled firmly into the dust by the old dowager!
Meanwhile, off to the side, Qin Huining had been unable to eat or drink for the past couple of days because the one she liked had died right in front of her. Her complexion was ashen and sheâd lost a great deal of weight. She felt humiliated, furious, and resigned when she heard the old dowagerâs words, heavily ladened with undertones. So were they saying that in occupying Qin Yiningâs rightful place, sheâd actually saved the old dowagerâs real granddaughter?
Qin Yining looked at the bawling née Sun, the hotly glaring old dowager, then at Qin Huiningâs lowered head as the foster girl suppressed her emotions. She felt at a loss for what to do. Née Sun didnât have a clear mind. The old dowager prioritized self gain above all else. Qin Huining was so very sensitive and easily jealous... Something serious would likely happen if the three continued continued in this vein.
Qin Yining sent a request for help in a look to Qin-mama. The old servant immediately nodded slightly with understanding and patted the old dowagerâs chest to calm her mistress down. She helped the old dowager to a seat, coaxing, âDonât be angry, mistress. Senior Madame is straightforward and never means anything else. Weâre all one family. You were also concerned about her family, no?â
She then turned to née Sun. âSenior Madame, donât blame Old Dowager for speaking too harshly. Sheâs just in too much of a rush. You know how difficult court is for the lord these days. Donât be sad, the old dowager just means well for the family.â
Not only did this pacify the old dowager, it also gave née Sun a face-saving way out. A smart person would go with the flow and offer an apology, thus closing the book on this matter. Née Sun however, shot back, âI know the old dowager wants to distance herself now that somethingâs happened to my family! What happened to that fawning enthusiasm for this marriage when our family was mighty and awe-inspiring? Now that the lord is in ascension, you forget who made it all possible! You shirk away whenever anything happens. Where is your heart and conscience?! What a low-down display!â
Née Sun spoke the truth, but some truths could only be spoken of at certain times. Did she want to continue living in the Qin Manor after saying that?! Qin Yining held her forehead and pulled née Sun down on her knees. âPlease donât be angry, Old Dowager. My mother is confused with grief. She didnât mean that.â
âDidnât mean that?â The old dowagerâs face was flushed beet red. No one was certain if this was from fury or embarrassment that her intentions had been found out. âIf it wasnât for the fact that you have such a mature daughter Yi, Iâd have my son divorce you today!â
âHave him divorce me if you donât mind your son having the reputation of kissing up to those in power and kicking them away when their use is up! Iâve had enough of in-laws like this!â Née Sun flung away Qin Yiningâs hand and whirled to leave. The girl quickly caught up to stop her mother, throwing a look at Qin Huining as well.
Qin Huining was at least more quick witted that née Sun. Even though the two girls didnât get along normally, they still knew who was family in critical moments. They were all members of the main branch, and all of them would lose face with née Sunâs actions. Sadly, Qin Yining overestimated Qin Huiningâs emotional intelligence and underestimated the girlâs selfishness.
âOld Dowager.â Qin Huining knelt, a layer of mist in eyes swollen from crying all these days. âDonât be mad. Mother didnât mean what she said. She has a very loving relationship with father, so please forgive her on account of father, if nothing else.â
These were persuasive words, but they were just a ladle of hot fuel to the fire that was currently the old dowager. She loved sons more than daughters and felt possessive about them. Although she wanted her sons to coexist well with her daughters-in-law and grew angry whenever the latter did something wrong, she was still secretly gleeful when her daughters-in-law showed their failings. This way, her sons would realize more firmly who was closest to them.n/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
This mentality was precisely what Qin Huining grasped. Née Sun already didnât love her, why should the girl speak on her behalf? There wasnât a single good thing in this family!
As expected, the old dowager exploded into new fury when she heard this and smashed the teapot and teacups. âYou idiot woman! I knew you were goading Mengâer and making him stay at the Ding Manor to help your family! Take a look around and see the times weâre in! Your nephewâs dead, do you want your husband to be dragged in as well?!â
Née Sun had just been pulled to a stop in the courtyard and was livid at the old dowagerâs words. She opened her mouth to retort hotly, but chest pains struck and everything went black in front of her eyes. Her body softened in a faint.
âMother! Mother!â Qin Yining caught the unconscious née Sun.
âOh no, Senior Madameâs fainted!â Qin-mama quickly summoned servants and sent more to fetch a doctor.
The old dowager was jolted out of her rage. Was this a new trick? Had née Sun really fainted or was this an act? Was she trying to pull the wool over the old dowagerâs eyes or something else?!
Qin-mama came running out of the house. âQuick quick quick! Bring Senior Madame into the house!â
The serving girls and granny servants moved into flustered action.
âDonât move her randomly.â Qin Yining peeled off the people wanting to help. âIâve seen people whoâve suddenly fainted actually fail to recover after being moved. The doctors later said it was palpitations and that patients shouldnât be moved when it flares up. Hurry, go find Bingtang!â
The last was to head maid Jixiang, who nodded rapidly and sprinted off. Qin Yining had sent Bingtang and Songlan back to prepare a bath after they returned to the Qin Manor. While waiting for Bingtang, she repeatedly pressed the acupuncture points beneath the nose and between thumb and index finger.
Qin Huining was also kneeling at née Sunâs side, sobbing over her mother. âMother, donât scare me! Hurry and wake up!â
Qin Yining smiled coldly and didnât care that the old dowager and Qin-mama were behind her. She cared even less that a yard full of servants were standing around them. She raised her hand and gave Qin Huining a resounding slap!
She held nothing back in this slap and sent Qin Huining crashing to the ground seeing stars. The foster girl turned to the side and spat out a mouthful of blood. A tooth was actually mixed in the blood!
âAh! My tooth! You!â
âLet me tell you something, Qin Huining! Iâll let you off the hook if motherâs fine. If anything happens to her, Iâll be the first to slice and dice you!â
âHow dare you?!â
âJust try me!â The look in Qin Yiningâs eyes was so cutting that it made Qin Huining shudder. She didnât dare meet the fourth missâ eyes and weakened.
âHow is this my fault?â
âThen is it the old dowagerâs?! The old dowager is benevolent and wasnât thinking those thoughts before. It was you stirring up trouble and leading her to say those words!â Qin Yining continued rubbing née Sunâs clammy and spasming hands, pressing down on acupuncture points. She continued anxiously, âI wonât argue with you now. Iâll let you live if motherâs fine. If sheâs not, dust off your neck and wait for me!â