Shen Yuechuanâs attack was fierce and merciless, so Xiao Yunyun could only take clumsy breaths. Occasionally, she would find an opportunity to inexperiencedly respond to Shen Yuechuan.
However, her response could only lead to Shen Yuechuanâs more fierce attack.
Shen Yuechuan could feel that Xiao Yunyun was almost out of breath, but he didnât want to let go of her hands as if he had been obsessed.
After such a long time, he dared to say that he loved her and hold her in his arms. He didnât want to let go of her so easily.
âUhh... Shen Yuechuan...â Xiao Yunyun said in a sobbing tone and in a hoarse voice because of being suffocated.
Shen Yuechuan noticed that she was uncomfortable, so he left her lips. The hot kiss fell on the corners of her lips and on her cheeks...
Xiao Yunyun suddenly felt thatâ
When Shen Yuechuan kissed her, something profound and intense came out of his body and melted all over the ground.
Now it seemed to be love.
Xiao Yunyun felt as if she had been accidentally fed a can of honey. The sweetness spread from the tip of her heart to the bottom of her heart, flowing along her blood vessels to her whole body.
She stared at Shen Yuechuan for a while, then suddenly turned her head and kissed him on the lips. âI love you too.â
After the offensive kissing, her lips became moister and plumper, like cherries that just got ripe on a branch. They silently lured people to taste them.
Shen Yuechuan was tempted and lowered his head to pick the fresh cherries.
Unlike before, Shen Yuechuan steadily and gently sucked her lips this time, as if he wanted to lead Xiao Yunyun into another warm world.
Xiao Yunyun finally learned to breathe. She raised her head to accept Shen Yuechuanâs kiss, wantonly feeling his breath, temperature, and close contact.
On the late autumn night, the air in City A was already pretty chilling, but the ward was so warm that it was almost able to melt chocolate.
Xiao Yunyun felt that the kiss lasted for almost half a century. When Shen Yuechuan let go of her, she looked at him in a daze and leaned against his chest, unwilling to move.
At this moment, Xiao Yunyun felt that nothing else was important.
No matter how cold the weather was or how long the night was, it didnât matter anymore. Anyway, as long as Shen Yuechuan was by her side, she was not afraid of the cold or the darkness.
It didnât matter that her right hand was seriously injured. Didnât Shen Yuechuan say that her right hand could possibly be cured? As long as Shen Yuechuan was by her side, she believed that there was still hope for everything.
It did not matter what would happen to them in the future. As long as she was with Shen Yuechuan, she could have nothing.
Shen Yuechuan touched Xiao Yunyunâs head and said in an extremely soft and gentle voice, âItâs still early. Sleep for another while.â
Xiao Yunyun shook her head and held Shen Yuechuan even tighter, as if she would not let go of him.
Shen Yuechuan looked down at her while stroking her slender fingers. âWhatâs wrong?â
âI donât think I can fall asleep.â Xiao Yunyun blamed it on Shen Yuechuan. âItâs all your fault. You have to be responsible.â
Shen Yuechuan smiled and kissed Xiao Yunyunâs forehead with his warm lips. âOkay, Iâll be responsible.â
Not only would he be responsible for Xiao Yunyun tonight, but he would be also responsible for every moment in the rest of her life.
Xiao Yunyun was somewhat surprised.
In her memory, it had been a long time since Shen Yuechuan had promised her one thing so straightforward.
She raised her head, and looked into Shen Yuechuanâs dark and deep eyes in confusion. She couldnât help asking, âWhy... why did you always lie to me before? I had already thrown caution to the wind when I confessed my love to you. Why didnât you dare to accept me?â
â...â After a long silence, Shen Yuechuan said slowly, âWeâre not allowed by the ethics and laws to be together. Yunyun, Iâm afraid that Iâll hurt you. Compared with the rumors, Iâm even more afraid that Iâll hurt you.â
After enduring for such a long time, Shen Yuechuan finally said it out.
Xiao Yunyun blinked her eyes, and all the knots in her heart were unfastened.
It turned out that Shen Yuechuan had done so for her own good.
He was afraid that rumors would hurt her, and he was afraid that she would not be able to bear the publicâs criticisms and accusations, so he overruled his heart with his head and refused to get close to her.
He might think that as long as he refused her, she could forget him. As long as she was sent abroad, she could start a new life.
He didnât ask her what she wanted, but insisted on being good to her with his own logic.
Xiao Yunyun shook her head and said seriously word by word, âShen Yuechuan, in fact, Iâm not afraid. I know what youâre worried about, but I donât care about what others think of me.â
âWho I like is my freedom. Even if I shouldnât like you, what can I do since I fall in love with you? As for how those who have nothing to do with me judge my feelings, I donât care at all. I never intend to live according to othersâ wishes.â
Shen Yuechuan looked at Xiao Yunyun without saying anything. His eyes became darker and thicker than the night outside the window.
Xiao Yunyun tilted her head and asked, âWhatâs wrong?â
Were her words so difficult to understand? Shen Yuechuan seemed not to understand.
He lowered his head and kissed Xiao Yunyun. âNothing. I just realized that I was worried too much.â
Xiao Yunyun couldnât help complaining, âItâs good that you know it!â
Shen Yuechuan smiled and pressed his forehead against hers. âHave you ever thought about what we should do in the future?â
âIâve never thought about it.â Xiao Yunyun said frankly, âMy father always says that the world is changing all the time, and that maybe one day when he opens his eyes, the world will be so different. We can make preparations for the future, but we donât have to worry too much.â
It was because she had been affected by Xiao Guoshanâs education that she dared to risk confessing her love to Shen Yuechuan.
Shen Yuechuan suddenly felt that Xiao Yunyunâs words fairly made sense.
He had been worried too much once, which led to Xiao Yunyunâs car accident. At the moment, he shouldnât make the same mistake.
âOkay.â Shen Yuechuan raised the corners of his mouth. âWe wonât think too much about it.â
âYeah, but we have to keep a low profile.â Xiao Yunyun looked very excited and said, âLetâs try the secret romance!â
âOkay,â he said and rubbed his forehead against hers, âitâs up to you.â
âYou answer me one more questionââ Xiao Yunyun asked, âWhen did you fall in love with me?â
âAhem.â Shen Yuechuan looked away and let go of Xiao Yunyun, saying, âI have to go to work tomorrow...â
âDonât leave now!â Xiao Yunyun quickly grabbed Shen Yuechuan and rubbed herself against his chest. âAnswer the questions carefully, or I wonât let you go. If you dare to leave, Iâll cry before you!â
Xiao Yunyun was still as shameless as before, and Shen Yuechuan still had a headache as before.
Shen Yuechuan pressed his temples hard and began to doubt if his confession just now was the right decision.
âTell me.â Xiao Yunyun half-threatened and half coaxed. âYou have confessed that you loved me. What does it matter if you tell me when you fell in love with me? I wonât laugh at you!â
Shen Yuechuan gritted his teeth and said, âI told you, donât go too far.â
Xiao Yunyun blinked her eyes and said, âOh, I remember you said that before, but I like to push my luck!â
Shen Yuechuan raised his eyebrows and said in a somewhat dangerous tone, âDidnât you say you liked me?â
Xiao Yunyun knew that Shen Yuechuan did it deliberately. He wanted to change the topic, and maybe he could find an excuse to be angry with her.
Hehe, Shen Yuechuan was too naive. How could she be so foolish?
Xiao Yunyun shook her head and said with a smile, âI like you âmoreâ.â
She deliberately emphasized the word âmoreâ, which made it impossible for him to be angry with her.
Shen Yuechuan sighed and answered her question honestly, âI donât know.â
Xiao Yunyun was very dissatisfied with the answer and kept asking him, âOn the island? I think so!â
She always remembered that Shen Yuechuan had kissed her on the island.
If he didnât like her, why would Shen Yuechuan kiss her? He couldnât be so bored!
Shen Yuechuan denied it and said, âIt should be earlier than you think.â
Xiao Yunyun was surprised. âSo when?â
â... Maybe when I first saw you.â Shen Yuechuan kissed Xiao Yunyunâs lips, blocking her questioning and pestering. âAre you satisfied with this answer, huh?â
âUhhh...â
Xiao Yunyunâs lips were blocked, and she couldnât say a complete sentence. She could only respond in an inexperienced way to show her satisfaction.
He fell in love with her at first sight.
The time was much earlier than she had imagined, and even better than she had imagined.
What reason did she have to be dissatisfied with the answer?
In the blink of an eye, it was already half past three in the morning. Shen Yuechuan reluctantly released Xiao Yunyun.
Xiao Yunyun gasped and said, âYou have to go to work tomorrow. Go to sleep.â
âOkay.â Shen Yuechuan tousled Xiao Yunyunâs soft black hair. âGood night.â
Xiao Yunyun grabbed his sleeve and looked at him with puppy eyes.
Shen Yuechuan obviously didnât understand her intention. He raised his eyebrows in confusion and asked, âWhatâs wrong?â
âI let you sleep, but I didnât let you leave and sleep.â Xiao Yunyun patted her bed. âI think this bed is more comfortable than that bed. Are you interested?â
Shen Yuechuanâs face darkened, and he scolded, âDonât mess around!â
Xiao Yunyun looked at Shen Yuechuan innocently and said, âHey, what are you thinking? I just want you to sleep with me. I didnât say that you could do anything to me!â
The blue veins on his forehead almost bulged out. âXiao Yunyun, donât go too far.â
âIf you sleep alone, I canât fall asleep. I can only watch you sleep.â Xiao Yunyun said in a reasonable and aggrieved manner, âThe person who goes too far is obviously you!â
â...â In the face of her logic, Shen Yuechuan was speechless.
Xiao Yunyun smiled and kindly reminded him, âIf you donât sleep now, it will soon dawn.â
Shen Yuechuan had no alternative but to lift the quilt and lie down.
Xiao Yunyun had achieved her goal. She cheered in her heart, lay down, and rolled to Shen Yuechuanâs side like a ball.
Shen Yuechuan warned in a deep voice, âStay where you are.â
Xiao Yunyun was stunned. She carefully leaned against Shen Yuechuanâs chest little by little and whispered, âHow about my current position?â
Obviously, she had achieved her goal but still complained. But Shen Yuechuan couldnât do anything to her. He could only sigh in his heart.
What could he do to her?
They had already thrown caution to the wind. From now on, apart from loving her, he could do nothing to her.
Thinking of this, for some reason, Shen Yuechuan actually felt very glad...