Translator: Henyee Translations Editor: Henyee Translations
Dinner was held at a stylish Japanese restaurant. It wasnât big, and we occupied the largest table. It was a long table with everyone sitting opposite each other. The atmosphere was cozy and casual. There were a dozen people in the design department, along with me, who was new. Director Mike was sitting at the far end. I sat across from him, and Leo sat beside me.
âCome, letâs raise our glasses together and welcome Melanda to the FB design department,â Mike said.
Except for a few of my colleagues who drove, everyone else drank sake. I didnât want to drink, but this was a welcome party for me, after all, so I couldnât refuse it. Shirley, who was sitting beside Mike, said, âMelanda, I recommend you drink this plum wine. Itâs delicious.â
I had no choice but to let her pour me a glass. This plum wine was delicious. It was sweet and refreshing to drink. I took a few more sips. When I looked up, I felt Mike staring at me. I suddenly felt my face heat up. It seemed like this wine was quite strong.
My colleagues were very enthusiastic. Everyone laughed and chatted about interesting things and gossip at work. From time to time, someone would come over to have a drink with me, ask me a few questions, and give me some advice. I took it all. Unknowingly, I had drunk a few cups of plum wine. I got up and wanted to go to the washroom, but I felt a little dizzy and my steps were unsteady.
Leo stood up quickly. âYou okay? Do you want me to join you?â
âIâm fine. Iâm very good!â I flung his arm away and walked out alone.
In the washroom, I washed my face. The cold water made my warm face feel much more comfortable. Looking at myself in the mirror, I suddenly felt confident. âYou can do it, Melanda! Even if Mike sits opposite you, even if you guys face each other every day at work, you can still handle it! Didnât you do well today? The past is the past. If you want to continue living your life, you have to overcome the past.â
When I walked back to my room from the washroom, I almost walked into the wrong room, but I found it anyway. For some reason, I kept feeling like someone was following me. When I returned to my room, Mike was not there. But after a while, he returned.
When it ended, Leo insisted on driving me home. But I glanced at Shelly, who was following him, and said, âItâs okay. Iâll just call a cab. You can send Shirley back.â
Just as Leo was about to say something, Mikeâs car pulled up. âIâll send Melanda. Itâs along the way.â
âIs it really along the way?â Leo asked me.
I didnât know how to answer.
But Mike said, âOf course. We live on the same block.â
Didnât we agree to keep it a secret? I glanced at Mike angrily and got into the car. I sat in the back on purpose and closed my eyes as soon as I got in the car. Shirley was standing right there. A companyâs front desk was usually the equivalent of a gossip hub. Now, the whole company knew we lived on the same block. What a headache!
Even after the car drove out for a while, the two of us hadnât spoken.
Mike was the first to break the silence. âAre you okay? Why did you drink so much if you canât drink?â
âDidnât you tell me to come?â I snapped. Even though I knew it was not his fault, who told him to tell people we were neighbors?
âI know youâre angry. I just think theyâll find out sooner or later. Weâll go the same way often in the future. I donât want them to always guess at our relationship.â
So that was it. I was thinking about today, and he was already thinking about the future.
âIs Leo into you?â Mike asked.
âWhat are you talking about? This is our first day meeting.â I felt baffled.
âYou have to believe me. Iâm a man. I know the way a man looks at a woman.â
âCome on, Mike. There are plenty of girls in the office who are interested in him.â I didnât want to continue the topic. But Mike didnât seem to want to stop the discussion. âBut heâs interested in you, isnât he?â
âOkay, so what if youâre right?â
âHeâs younger than you, isnât he? Heâs too young.â
âHeâs only two years younger. Heâs 22 years old.â
âSo you like him too, right?â Why did I feel like Mike was a little angry?
âI didnât say I like him. Youâre the one whoâs been pestering me about this topic. Mike, even if I like him, what has it got to do with you?â I didnât want to be so blunt.
âMelanda, Iâm worried about you.â
âMike, Iâm not a little girl anymore. Iâm 24 years old and Iâm the mother of a 5-year-old. You donât have to take care of me like youâre taking care of your sister anymore.â I knew. I always knew that he treated me like his sister.
âI know. I know youâre grown up. Youâre different from before. I just wanted to remind you that such a young boy wonât take relationships seriously. They have a lot of time. Maybe he thinks youâre different from the girls around him. Thereâs something novel about you. Iâm just afraid youâll get hurt again.â Mike analyzed it for me very seriously, and his tone was very gentle.
I said nothing more. Silence fell in the car again.
Clearly, Mike was jealous. But why? He didnât like me. He didnât like me before, and he didnât like me now. He had a girlfriend. Wasnât it strange that he was jealous of Leo? I wondered..