Josh's POV
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"No strings attached"
It keeps playing over and over in my brain. Why the fuck did I ever say that? And now, Avery's gonna go out on a date with some dude, and Alexia's all over me.
Which isn't that bad, actually. She's pretty hot, but she's no Avery.
Around 11ish, we finally left. Avery was under the arm of Dylan and I had Alexia under my arm.
I noticed how happy Avery was, no, is. She's happy, but I don't know why I'm not. I mean, I should be. She's my friend, and friend's should be happy for each other. But all I want to do is smash Dylan's face to the fucking ground.
And he's not even that good looking.
The fucked up thing was that we drove here together, so I had to drive with Alexia, Ryder, Marco, Emily and Emma.
And the entire ride, Alexia kept trying to hug me and shit. And the shitty thing is that...
I didn't even get turned on.
After everyone was gone, we were driving Emma's car, it was just me and Emma.
"So you and Alexia, huh?" Emma asked and I groaned. She laughed and it sounded nice. She has a nice laugh.
"Urgh. Don't even get me started. She's wayyyyy too clingy. And, sure, she's hot. But I don't just want someone who's hot. I want someone who I can offend but know's not to take it seriously. Someone who'll laugh at my lame attempts of jokes, who's pretty but doesn't flaunt it. Who'll get flustered when I compliment her. Someone who's basically, everything Alexia isn't." I tell her.
"If you were listing things Alexia isn't, we're gonna be here for 3 years. Just saying." Emma replies and I chuckle.
"You pretty much say what you want and not give a fuck." I point out.
"Yeah, pretty much." Emma shrugs.
"That's the same with me. I'm a call it like I see it kinda person." I tell her and she turns to look at me. "I know, I am too."
I smile and ask "Can we play some music?"
She laughs and says "Sure. My ipod's already hooked up."
I grab her ipod and go to her music and I freeze. I keep scrolling but there's only a couple songs that aren't in that genre of music.
"You like rock, punk, heavy metal, and all that good stuff?" I ask her.
She blushes and says "Yeah. Most girls my age like Justin Bieber or One Direction or Austin Mahone. Not me. I live for Guns N' Roses, Nirvana, Pierce The Veil, Sleeping With Sirens, My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy, All Time Low, Crown The Empire, and a shit load more. They're amazing bands with fucking great as hell music, but people judge how it sounds and not what it says. And fuck, I just love the sound too." She laughs and I smile at her.
I put it on shuffle and the first song that plays is "If You Can't Hang" by Sleeping With Sirens.
I lean back in the seat and sing along. "Met a girl at seventeen thought she meant the world to me, so I gave her everything, she turned out to be a cheat. Said she'd been thinking for a long time and she found somebody new. I've been thinking that this whole time, well I never thought you'd stay. That's okay. I hope he takes your filthy heart, and then he throws you away some day. Before you go, there's one thing you oughta know."
"If you can't hang then, there's the door, baby. If you can't hang then, there's the door, baby. If you can't hang then, there's the door, baby. If you can't hang then, there's the door!! I don't wanna take your precious time. 'Cause you're such a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty face, but you turned into a pretty big waste of my time. I don't wanna take up all your time, 'cause you're such a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty face, but you turned into a pretty big waste of my time." Emma said, cutting me off.
"You're the lowest type!!! You're the lowest!!" We yell and then I sing "I met a girl stuck in her ways. She found a boy she knew she'd change. I changed my clothes, my hair, my face to watch us go our separate ways. She said we've grown apart for some time, but then she found somebody new. I hope Mr. Right puts up with all the bullshit that you do!"
"Stay the hell away!!While I sit here by myself, and figure out how I got this way. Before you go, there's one thing you oughta know...!" Emma says and then we scream/sing the chorus.
"If you can't hang then, there's the door, baby. If you can't hang then, there's the door, baby. If you can't hang then, there's the door, baby. If you can't hang then, there's the door!!!"
We laugh and catch our breathe. "You're an amazing singer." I tell her.
She laughs and turns down the volume "Nah, you're way better."
"You know, lying won't get you anywhere." I point out. "Oh, but it did. We're in the school parking lot." She gestures.
"Well, this was fun." I say sighing.
"It was." She says and she unlocks her car.
"Can I get your number?" I ask, surprising her, and myself.
"Uh, sure. Why not?" She grins and types in her number in my iphone.
"Cool beans. Hey, you wanna come over tonight?" I ask her, surprising her and myself.
"Uh, it's late. I should, uh, get home." She says shyly, looking down.
"Alright, cool. No problem." I say and I know my cheeks are now flushed.
"How bout tomorrow? If that's good for you?" She asks and I grin "Of course." I say and she relaxes.
I wave and I get into my car and turn on the music. Emma's pretty as fuck with her wavy blonde hair and green eyes. Her amazing taste in music and obviously, her amazing "I don't give a fuck" ways. And her beautiful voice, I sigh. I was falling, hard. Very hard.
And that was something new. Even for me.
I turned on my ipod and Chocolate by the 1975, a cover, plays. I sing along and I bang my head on the wheel. How could I be so stupid? This was Avery's best friend. I may be a player but, I definitely crossed the line when it came to best friends.
But I just couldn't seem to help it. Avery and Emma, sure they were two different personalities, but usually one has a flaw. These two, they're fucking perfect.
Ew, what the fuck was I turning into? This isn't fucking Romeo and Julliet. I saw Avery naked, and there's no going back...
~*~
"Where have you been?!" James exclaims when I open the door.
"Sorry, I went to the State Fair today. I didn't tell you?" I ask as I go into the kitchen and grab an apple. I knew I was lying. I never told James where I was going. I hardly ever do. I don't want him to worry.
"You did? Oh, then I must've forgotten." James says.
I hesitate and say "Yeah. What'd you do all day?"
James goes on talking about how he almost got caught staring at his little thot.
Whoops, I meant Tiffany.
Around midnight, I finally decided to call it a night. "Alright little bro, I'm tired as fuck. Let's go sleep." I say and James nods.
I get up from the couch and I ruffle his hair and he quickly fixes it "Watch the merchaindise." James demands.
I burst out laughing and I shake my head. This bitch, already worring about his head.
As we get ready for bed, I think about how Avery lit up when Dylan asked her out. Sure, it was cool but it was way too extravagant.
Avery hates being put on the spot and having all the attention. That's where Emma comes in. Fuck, Emma.
She's just, exactly, like me.
I peak into James room and he looks up at me. "Good night Josh." He says.
I smile and "Good night kid"
He laughs and says "I love you."
I smile and say "I love you too."
~*~
I take my phone and scroll through my contacts. And I freeze. I have one new voice mail.
From Riley.
"Hey baby boy. You left kinda fast and no one's heard from you for a month. Where've you been? I've missed you li-" "Voice mail deleted." The robotic voice says.
I sigh but send Emma a good night message. "Good Night Beautiful."
She replies with a "ððð³ðð"
I chuckle and turn off my phone. I lay down on my bed and get comfortable and I close my eyes, and just as I start dozing off, I hear a tap on my window. My heart does a fucking 360 and I think "Is that Avery?" I quickly rush over to open the window and sure enough, Avery was right there.
"Hey, nice boxers." Avery says and I look down. I was wearing some kinda tight, black boxers and nothing else.
"Hey, and yeah well, you know you'd like them off anyways." I reply confidently.
She laughs but I frown "What are you even doing here, Avery."
"I don't even know, really. I was just in my room and I decided to come here. I'm sorry. If you want me to leave, I can." Avery says and I hesitate.
I want to tell her to stay, to stay as long as she fucking wants but another part of me says to tell her get the fuck out of here. She choose Dylan, not me. If she wanted me, she would've never agreed to go on this date. If that's what you can even call it.
I don't say anything for a long time and Avery moves close to me. "Hey, Josh, I'm sorry." She says and I don't look at her.
"Sorry for what?" I ask her.
"I'm sorry for what I said. You know, at the fair." She bluhes and looks away.
"You don't have to say sorry. I'm the one who should be apologizing. I shouldn't have acted like that. I mean, we're not together or anything." I say and even I'm taken back about how harsh that sounded. But I still don't apologize.
"Yeah, so, no hard feelings?" Avery says and I nod "Why would we?" I chuckle softly.
There's an awkward silence in the air but it's comforting.
"I should go. It's late." Avery says softly.
"Um, yeah. Sure." I say.
"We should just hug it out. Make the tension go away." Avery suggests.
"Sure." I say and we hug. Even the slighest touch by Avery nds elecricity down ny entire body.
When we pull away, we're 2 inches from each other's mouth.
"Let me kiss you Avery." I say in a raspy voice.
She looks into my eyes and nods. I lean in and I can feel her hesitation. I pull her closer to me and she finally opens up. She wraps her arms around my neck and I pick her up and that's when she wraps her arms around my waist. It reminds me of the first time we kissed. Out in the football feild, on the bleachers.
I walk over to my bed and I sit her down gently, still not breaking contact. I lay atop of her and kiss her neck softly. She moans my name and I look up at her. "Baby, better keep it down. My brother's right next door." I smirk and she pouts.
I suck softly on her skin and she pulls my hair. My dick starts to harden and I try to keep it under control, but it's hard. Hard controlling it and hard because it's turned on. Avery opens her mouth to say something but all that comes out is "Beep! Beep! Beep!" I rub my face in confusion and I wake up.
Aw, fucking bitch. I was dreaming!
Wait.... When did I even fall asleep? I must've dozed off. Fucking hell man!
That was still fucking hot man.
~*~
When I get to the school, Alexia practically attacks me when she see's me. Aw, fuck. This day started bad already, and now it was getting worse.
"Hey baby" Alexia said and I cringed.
"Hey, Alexia." I said.
"What do you say, about ditching homeroom and first period for a little one-on-one studying?" Alexia said, and I swear to god, I felt disguted.
"Yeah, no. I gotta get to class. Bye." I said and I bolted down the hallway. I turned the corner and practically ran into Emma.
"Hey!" Emma said and I smiled "Hey! Going to class?" I ask and then mentally smack myself for asking that. Of course she's going to class. That's why she came to school.
"Yeah. Sadly, even though it's Friday, we still have this hell to go to." She reaplied. I laughed and said "What me to walk you?" I ask. And she smiles "Why not?" She says and I take her bag from her and walk with her. This was going to be one interesting school year.
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Hi, Hi! Happy Monday! I said I was going to update Thurdsday but it was Thanksgiving so, no chance. Then Black Friday so no energy to write. Saturday was a party and Sunday, no offense but i got lazy ð Sorry! I'm so freaking happy! I have gotten 14k reads! Like omfg!!! Thank you so fucking much! I fucking love yall!
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Update: Hopefully Friday, December 5th. Aka, 2 days till my birthday since my birthday is December 7.
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