412 Having Sex With A Boy
Note:- This is a sensitive chapter.
A mistake, she had been called.
Married into a patriarchal family, it had been expected that Winterâs mother would give birth to a male seeing all other women in the family went through the same trend. Sadly, when she went for a scan, it turned out that it was a girl.
Winterâs mother was from a very poor family hence it could be said that it was a blessing to have married into a rich family. In one word, she adored and worshipped the floors her father-in-law stepped on hoping to please him and her husband as well. Her father-in-law held the authority in the family and her husband didnât have the spine to speak up to his father.
Hence, it was a huge disappointment to the woman when she found out she carried a female. Her father-in-law had five boys with no girls, hence pregnancy was carefully planned to give birth to the ârightâ sex.
Knowing how girl children in the family were not given the due recognition and respect they deserved, Winterâs mother didnât want the same fate to befell her child. So she tried her best to abort the child, all to no avail. The child was determined to stay.
Hence she had no choice but to carry the child, however, she lied to everyone including her father-in-law that she was carrying a male child. Unfortunately, such a lie couldnât last forever.
Thanks to her numerous abortion, the woman had a difficult birth and almost lost her life in the process. She successfully gave birth to Winters but lost her womb, not to mention that her husband found out her lie.
Determined to end her life if her husband told his father the truth, she convinced the man as well into her ploy of deceiving the whole family that she had a male child.
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None of the family members were permitted to see the child and the patriarch didnât have much thought about it seeing that his six other daughter-in-laws had male children. Moreover, the woman lost her womb, she must be depressed about that. Hence, everyone let her be.
Winters knew something was wrong with her body as early as three years old. She couldnât exactly describe it, but it felt wrong?
For the fear of her lies getting out, her mother had been obsessively close to her. She was home-schooled throughout her early childhood and when questioned by others, her mother claimed she was a sickly child and deserved attention when she wasnât.
Her mother exterminated every communication with fellow playmates and even her cousins in fear her secret would get out. The only people Winters grew up with were her mother, father, and her nanny. Her nanny was the one who took over her motherâs role of keeping a close eye on her when she wasnât around to do so.
Her hair was always kept in a buzz cut since it made her look much more masculine that way and Winters almost came to believe that she was a boy until she had an encounter. The nannyâs daughter came to hang out with her and then she saw her pee. That was when it hit her.
As a smart kid, Winters made more research, and guided by instincts, she figured everything out on her own, after all, it was her body. However, she didnât tell her mother and played along. She had noticed the power dynamic in her family and understood her mother did it for her, or so she thought then.
But then the truth couldnât be hidden forever because when puberty came, it hit Winters hard. During the end of her middle school, no amount of cutting her head or hiding her boobs could stop the truth.
Her grandfather had been furious as expected after they hid the truth from him for fourteen years and threatened to cast them out of the family. Although he didnât make good of the threat, the cold treatment he gave them was as good as it.
However, to Winters, that was freedom. Freedom to be who she was supposed to be! Freedom to stoop down and pee freely instead of standing upright and standing the chance of wetting her pants in that position!
Freedom of growing her lustrous dark hair! Freedom on crushing on cute guys without being seen as weird or gay! Freedom to let her growing beasts rest without binding them to hide her sex. It was reliving freedom or so Winters thought.
When she started her first day of senior high dressed as a girl having grown out her hair during the summer break, Winters had expected to be welcomed with open arms, however, she was treated like a freak and bullied by everyone. No one understood why she had to live like a boy and that it wasnât her fault.
Some of them claimed she was actually a transgender while others said she was a pervert who intentionally pretended to be a guy to get close to the other guys. Winters didnât have any female friends since she acted like a boy throughout her life, only a few male friends. But that was the beginning of her nightmare.
One of her male friends pretended to sympathize with her situation only to get into her pants. As if that wasnât enough, the news spread throughout the school the next time and she became an object of ridicule.
She heard most of the guys ask the asshole who took her virginity, âHow was it? Did it feel like having sex with a boy?â They made crude jokes about it.
As if that wasnât enough, when Winters got home, she constantly got abused by her mother who clearly lost her mind after her identity leaked.
Her mother would grab her hair and scream, âIt is all your fault! Why did you have to grow?! Why did you have to develop those boobs? Why couldnât you be muscular?! Why werenât you born a boy?!â She would slap and hit her till the nanny or her father came to her rescue.
In one word, Winters was in a dark place for a long time.