735 Can I trust You Enough
âDrawing inspiration from you?â Adele sassed at her without holding back her anger. She said to her, âItâs just like the kettle calling the pot black, thatâs quite rich coming from your mouth, mother.â Her tone held a note of finality that sliced through the air around them.
Angelicaâs mouth opened and closed at the same time without a single word coming out and she almost looked like a fish that had stepped out of its comfort zone and was now gasping for air on land. She looked at her daughter with her wide, unbelieving eyes and couldnât take the insult lying down.
Adeleâs comment provoked an outburst of anger from her, she said through gritted teeth, âI donât know what vendetta you have against me, Adele? Iâm guessing itâs probably revenge for giving you away to your fatherâs family, but then I would do that over and over again! Your family was the one that was capable enough to give you a bright future! This⦠!â She pointed to her stomach with a look of disdain,â is exactly why I never had you stay with me?!â
âWell, reality check one,â The corners of her lips lifted in a sneer, âIt didnât exactly work out the way you wanted, why? They never cared about me! And perhaps, if you were eager enough to fight for me and werenât obsessed with a man that doesnât give a fuck about you, then this wouldnât have happened! I would have been raised with love and enough guidance not to repeat your mistake?!â Adele shouted back at her.
âYou rude brat!â Angelica lifted her hand to slap her but she caught it and said in a condescending tone,
âDonât even think of it when you donât have the right to do so! You shouldnât be surprised anyway, after all, like mother, like daughter.â She fling her hand away and waited to see her next reaction.
With the way her motherâs chest was heaving up and down, Adele thought that she would try to start a fight with her or even kick her out. However, her mother did the opposite by breaking down into tears and leaving her dumbfounded.
And that was the point where Adele knew that she had to leave. Nobody was going to emotionally manipulate her into doing something that she doesnât want to. However, Adele took just one step when Angelica grabbed onto her
âPlease donât leave,â She looked up at her with her teary eyes and began to apologize profusely, âIâm so sorry! Your mother is so sorry! I shouldnât have given you up so easily, please forgive me, Adele.â Angelica begged her so desperately that even though Adele still held grudges against her, she had to give up on them for the moment.
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âIâm not leaving, so can you stop pulling my arm before you dislocate it,â Although her words were not cold as before, they still lacked warmth, but then it was baby steps, right?
A few minutes later, her mother had composed herself and the both of them were seated down, conversing amicably for once. Angelica was smoking away at another cigarette and she looked so composed when compared to her meltdown earlier.
âWhoâs the babyâs father?â Angelica asked, more like interrogating her. At least the judgemental look in her eyes was gone and Adele could endure her a little bit more.
âSomeone you wouldnât know,â Adele answered honestly, yet vaguely.
Her mother gave her the look, she wanted more.
Adele sighed, âYou wouldnât know him anyway, but his name is Elijah and currently both of our families are not on the best terms so you can understand why I came to you. This news canât get out, not while tension is still tight between both families.â
âIs he rich enough to take care of you and the baby?â Her motherâs primary concern was his financial status. She refused to believe that her daughter was knocked up by a nobody. If there was any trait her daughter should have picked up from her, it should be her ability to select the ârightâ men.
âWell, his family is old money, so you can say heâs rich enough. But then, he wouldnât be taking care of me because he has no knowledge of my pregnancy and would never know. Iâm training my child all by myself!â She stated firmly.
âNo, no, no, no!â Her mother shot up to get her feet, beginning to panic. She whirled around to Adele and said to her with red-shot eyes, âYou really want to end up like me? Is that it?â
âThatâs where you are wrongâ¦.â Adele stood up to her feet and told her, âI would never end up like you because I have worked so hard and made a future for myself. I am in a position in the family where Iâm second to the best. I have my own money, can eat whatever I want, and buy whatever I want without me having to hook up with a man.â Although Adele knew that it was too rude of her to bring that up and rub it in her motherâs face, it was the best way to sink the information into Angelicaâs head who thinks the entire world revolves around men.
She went on to say, âThis child is my foolish mistake and a temporary setback. And I would raise him or her without the father and give my baby the best life. So donât give me that sympathetic look because my future is secured already. I can do it without him.â
âBut then, he -â
Adele cut her off with her cold glare and Angelica shut her mouth, swallowing numbly. Adele said to her, âThe only reason I came to you is that I know nothing about childbirth. So donât think too much about it because as far as Iâm concerned, youâre still that woman that abandoned me after birth.â
âFine,â Angelica took a deep breath, âThen sit down and let me make you something to eat, youâre a mother now and need all the nutrients that you can get. After that, we talk.â
Her mother said and was about to walk past her, only for Adele to grab her arm and halted her in her steps,
âThe Draven family and our family are not on good terms which means that Benjamin cannot know of my pregnancy for the moment. Can I trust you not to go spill your guts to him?â Adele searched her gaze, knowing that she was taking a huge leap of faith here.
Angelica stared back into her eyes, saying, âI know that I have many shortcomings as your mother. However, no matter what, my daughter comes first before any other thing. Itâs my time to make it up to you, Adele.â She promised her.
âGood,â Adele said, finally letting go of her arm with an air of relief.