Translator: Aura / Editor: SaWarren
Once my parents and ladies-in-waiting calmed down a bit after the shock of my pregnancy news, I took a day off and went to visit Grand Duke Kapmen to deal with the magic issue.
I used magic twice unconsciously. Both times with bad results. The first time I froze Heinleyâs hair, which was dangerous, and the second time I messed up the doorknob by freezing it.
So far, I hadnât had any major problems because I had rarely touched other people directly, but once my child was born I would want to caress it. In the worst case scenario, I could freeze the baby, so I had to resolve this as soon as possible.
âDid you use magic?â
Grand Duke Kapmen asked with a puzzled expression upon hearing my words.
âYour Majesty?â
He couldnât seem to believe it.
Certainly, it was rare for someone who never had any talent for magic to suddenly become a mage. Although there were cases of people who manifested as mages after adulthood, it wasnât common.
âYes. It was like ice. Maybe itâs water magic.â
âFrom freezing my heart to freezing everything around me, what canât you do?â
âHmm.â
â⦠Ignore the first half⦠the second too.â
âI know itâs hard on the Grand Duke.â
âI just hope that one day the effects of the potion will wear off.â
âIâm sure it will be so.â
âWill you pray for me, my angel?â
âHmmâ¦â
âIgnore that too.â
âI will.â
Fortunately, the awkward atmosphere slowly dissipated as we began to talk about magic.
Although Grand Duke Kapmen was off topic at times, he was one of the top graduates of the magical academy. When I told him about my past experiences, he immediately explained calmly.
âItâs not that difficult. Itâs not that Your Majesty made a mistake.â
âThen Iâll be able to handle it?â
âOf course. In fact, youâll be able to control it naturally over time. Thatâs how it is in most cases.â
âI canât wait for it to happen naturally.â
âI understand. You mentioned that both times the magic came out of nowhere, right?â
âYes.â
âEven when you canât control mana, magic doesnât come out of nowhere. You must have been driven by something you wanted to get or know.â
I remembered Heinleyâs lovely head and the closed doorknob.
I wondered what was going through Heinleyâs head, and I wondered what they were talking about on the other side of the door⦠ahh.
Grand Duke Kapmen moved his lips slightly as if he had read my thoughts. However, he seemed to refrain from saying, âYou see,â because it would be too obvious what he had done.
âI get what you mean. But if magic arises every time Iâm interested in something, isnât that a more serious problemâ¦?â
âFirst, let me teach you how to distinguish the flow of mana. Magic has no rules, itâs related to instinct, so you have no choice but to feel the mana and control it by yourself.â
Once he finished speaking, Grand Duke Kapmen approached me and raised his hand. As if he wanted to grab my arm. However, he didnât and hesitantly lowered his hand.
When I looked up wondering what was wrong with him, he muttered with an awkward expression.
âI have to grab your arm.â
What?
âItâs okay?â
His question was not easy to answer. I wouldnât mind if it was someone else who was teaching me. But being Grand Duke Kapmen, it was a little uncomfortableâ¦
As I hesitated, Grand Duke Kapmen sighed and said,
âAsk the Emperor, maybe he can do it too.â
âCanât all mages do it?â
âNo. In my case, I learned it working as a teacherâs assistant when I was in the magical academy, usually no one pays attention to other peopleâs mana.â
Grand Duke Kapmenâs explanation was not a boast, but a fact.
I waited until lunchtime to go explain the situation to Heinley. I thought he might as well, but he waved his hand in a surprisingly tense manner.
âMy Queen. I donât think thatâs a good idea.â
âYou canât?â
âI wouldnât have let you go to the academy alone if I could⦠If I tried I could do it, but I feel itâs dangerous.â
âWhy?â
When our eyes met, Heinley averted her gaze and murmured,
âThere was one time I tried to do something like that and it didnât work as expectedâ¦â
What is wrong with him? He seemed to have some trauma related to this.
In the end, I decided to have Grand Duke Kapmen help me feel the mana in front of Heinley.
âEmpress Navier, hold out your hand.â
Although Heinley didnât know that the Grand Duke fell in love with me after drinking a potion, he couldnât hide his unease when Grand Duke Kapmen grabbed my hand.
While I tried hard to pretend not to be aware of his expression, I turned my attention to my hand held by Grand Duke Kapmen.
âPlease focus on the sensation going up along the length of your arm.â
âAll right.â
It was hard for me to concentrate at first because I was worried about Heinley. But once I closed my eyes completely, I felt a tingling around the palm of my hand.
âHuh.â
âCan you feel it?â
âJust a littleâ¦â
After a while, I felt it again. This time around my wrist.
It was a strange sensation. It was like a very faint electric shock. It wasnât painful, but it was definitely felt.
âI can feel it. Itâs a tingling.â
âItâs because of the nature of my mana. Now Iâll put some more in.â
Just as I was about to nod to concentrate on my arm, someone suddenly pulled my hand away from Grand Duke Kapmen.
As soon as I opened my eyes in surprise, I saw Heinley in the middle of the Grand Duke and me with a flushed reddened face.
With one hand gripping mine and the other gripping Grand Duke Kapmenâs forearm.
âHeinley?â
Looking at him with a quizzical expression, Heinley said with a stiff smile.
âMy Queen. I myself will learn it from the Grand Duke and do it.â
âIt could relive your traumaâ¦â
âJealousy seems to suppress the trauma.â
Grand Duke Kapmen chuckled as if he had read his thoughts.
In any case, it was convenient for me. I preferred Heinley to do it, so I quietly stepped aside.
Heinley stood where I was a moment ago, the two of them hesitated and joined hands.
Wait⦠what the hell were they doing? I unconsciously bit my lower lip as I watched the scene.
It was very funny. Why did they both have that expression? It was a face of utter displeasure.
But I couldnât laugh because they would both feel embarrassed, so I looked at them with a deadpan face.
Just then, the door burst open and McKenna ran in.
âYour Majesty, Your Majesty!â
He had a very serious expression.
McKenna had permission to freely come and go from Heinleyâs office. He seemed to have rushed in on urgent businessâ¦
As soon as he saw Heinley and Grand Duke Kapmen with their hands clasped together, McKenna was perplexed.
âWait, what are you guys doing?â
His expression got even worse when he saw me standing off to the side.
âEmpress, what are you looking at?â
McKennaâs pupils quivered rapidly.
âWhy, why do our Emperor and the Grand Duke hold hands so amicably, and why does Your Majesty look at them so happilyâ¦â
Belatedly, Heinley and Grand Duke Kapmen let go of each otherâs hands. Taking about five steps back.
âItâs because of me.â
When I stepped forward to try to fix the situation, McKenna said with narrowed eyes,
âAh, of course, itâs because of the Empress. Well, the basics are bread and coffee, but if itâs coffee with milk so much the better.â
He spoke in a very solemn tone. However, what kind of metaphor was that?
âI donât care what the three of you do by mutual agreement. But donât ask me to play the role of jam.â
Jam?
âAh, this isnât the important point.â
McKenna patted his own head before grimly exclaiming,
âChrista has committed suicide!â
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