Translator: Blushy
Editor: delishnoodles
Countess Rosensteinâs reputation in social circles isnât good.
However, an unexpectedly large number of nobles talk to me.
They want to get to know Orpheus through me.
Even now, I was surrounded by three nobles.
One is a young man, and the other two are young ladies.
From what Iâve heard, all three arenât married yet.
They talked about the same thing as everyone else: Orpheus.
ãIâm jealous that you could get married to such a wonderful person.ãMost of the people who speak to me say this.
With irony, heâs too good for a woman like you.
âThe women who admire him donât mind being temporary partners, so have mercy.â
âMy friends say that too. She is so attracted to Count Rosenstein, her face turns red, and she bursts into tears just by glancing at him.â
âOh my, isnât that you?â
âNo way, Iâm different. Although I am attracted to himâ¦â
Both the young ladies are gorgeous.
They are lively and sparkling.
One of them had bright golden hair and resembled Diana somehow.
âBut heâs as popular as always. I canât believe a prideful lady would say that she wouldnât mind being his plaything. Madam, arenât you proud?â The young man, who was listening to the young ladies talk while smiling, interjected, and I replied with a vague smile.
As always, they continue talking even if I donât say anything.
They ramble on about how excellent and popular Orpheus is.
However, I know how wonderful that person is even without having to be told by others.
Because Iâm by his side.
âCome to think of it, I heard that he took in a blind relative and theyâre living together.â
âI heard about that too. Earl Rosenstein is very kind, isnât he? I envy the young lady. What kind of person is she?â
âIâm sure sheâs a beautiful lady since sheâs related to that handsome man, right? ⦠Well, not as much as you, though.â
They also bring up Diana a lot.
People who are suspicious about the relationship between Diana and Orpheus, are particularly interested in knowing what kind of person she is since she doesnât appear in social circles.
They look at my reaction to make sure.
âSheâs a gorgeous person. Iâm no match for her.ââ
I return an unwavering smile at their rude stares.
Iâm not lying.
Diana is beautiful.
She has a radiance that eminates out from within.
But they donât agree.
âWhatâs her hair colour? Eye colour?â
âHow is she compared to the Princess?â
âHer personality?â
I couldnât help but give a small sigh behind my fan.
My fatigue came back even though I was taking a break.
My reputation is terrible in social circles, but there are still people who talk to me.
Not because theyâre interested in me, but because they are interested in Orpheus.
I could probably answer their questions with a heartfelt smile if we were an average couple and our relationship hadnât broken down.
I would possibly boast about Orpheus more than them.
My beloved husband is wonderful, and Diana is a good friend, I would say.
âââ Also, if there was no irony or jealousy.
Renee had already returned and was standing behind me.
I got bored of what they were saying because it didnât seem like they were going to change the topic, and was about to leave, when the young man said something that bothered me to the women who were praising Orpheus, âCome to think of it, this is something I heard from my friend, but Lord Rosenstein doesnât like people who fall in love with his good looks. He gets uncomfortable when people approach him amorously. I guess that just shows how many women try to approach him. Iâm extremely jealous of him, but I guess people struggle in their own way when theyâre better than others.â
I, who was about to get off my seat, froze just like that.
This is the first Iâve heard of this.
Orpheus is a gentleman, and heâs kind to women.
Iâve seen many women approach him, but he gently refuses them all without looking disgusted or hurting anyone.
Iâve never heard or seen the kind of reaction that this man mentioned, and Iâve never heard about this before, and I canât imagine it from the way Orpheus behaves typically.
I couldnât believe it, and the women looked surprised as if this was the first time theyâve heard of this.
They covered their mouths and criticised the man with their eyes.
âWell, did the person himself say it? That person? Itâs a lie.â
âI canât believe it. Because isnât he a kind, caring and a wonderful gentleman to everyone? Right, Countess Rosenstein?â
â⦠Right.â
See? The man, who was being glared at, shrugged and laughed in a troubled way, âYou may not believe this, but my friend heard this from Lord Rosenstein himself. Most women change just by seeing him, and heâs sick of it. I mean, doesnât he like that candid woman? I think itâs alright to be a little cold.â
I thought quietly as I glanced back at the three talkative people.
I canât say for sure whether Orpheus hates women who approach him because Iâve never seen this before.
After all, heâs the type of person who is kind to a woman who he had married because of someoneâs last request.
However, thereâs a chance that he feels unhappy inside even if he doesnât let it show on his face.
However, that wasnât what worried me.
âââ What would Orpheus think if I approached him like this?
The wife, who has disliked her husband until now, suddenly starts flirting and snuggles up to him.
He might think at first, maybe sheâs reflected on her actions and want to start over, but then, Iâll act the same as before and remain a bad wife.
A normal person would get annoyed and wonder what Iâm up to.
The relationship would deteriorate further.
All the more so if Orpheus hated women who flirt with him.
Still, the wife doesnât stop persisting, and even Diana gets jealousâ¦
âThis is an interesting conversation.â
They stopped talking and concentrated their glances on me.
The man stiffened a little. Maybe he thought he had put me in a bad mood.
âMm, Countess Rosensteinâ¦â
I didnât answer him and covered my mouth with my half-opened fan.
âââ Itâs not about pulling back all the time, sometimes I should push once in a while.
I acted in a lot of loathsome ways, but Orpheus was still putting up with me.
It might be only a matter of time, but I couldnât take things slowly because I wanted to be divorced as soon as possible.
âââItâs worth a try.
If I fail, then I just have to think of another way.
It takes time to build trust, but it only takes a moment to break it.
âThanks for letting me hear such an interesting conversation, Viscount Heidfeld. Please tell your father hello for me. Well, have a nice day, everyone.â
I got away from the three silent people and quickly left the gambling house.
âSo, I think Iâm going to change the way I do things a little bit,â I said, and Claude, who was sitting directly opposite me, and Claire, who was standing next to me, didnât say anything and looked mixed.
I was once again at Claudeâs apartment.
Today is the day I promised to meet him, and this time I brought Claire with me instead of Renee, and the three of us chatted while practising embroidery around the table.
Claude was the one who was teaching Claire and I how to embroider.
He is really skilful with his hands and is really good at embroidering even though he is male.
âI think itâs a great idea, but is there a problem?â I stopped embroidering and asked, and the two people still looked mixed as they stayed silent.
A little while later, Claude opened his mouth a little hesitantly, âWell, in the current situation, he will get iffy about it.â
âRight? What do you think, Claire?â
âIâ¦â Claire also stopped embroidering, and for some reason, she looked at Claude a few times for help.
Claude turned away as if he was avoiding her, and Claire stared at her hand.
âI-I think Master will be shocked. I donât know if it would make your relationship worse.â
âEven if it doesnât get worse, he would be iffy about it. ãWhat are you doing now?ãI can picture him saying that in a cold voice.â
âI wonder about that. He might be surprisingly happy to accept it. He might think that youâve finally come to your senses,â Claude answered instead of Claire.
He crossed his hands behind his head, leaned back and crossed his legs.
âNo way. I mean, nothing else will change, right? Iâll still go out like always, waste money, gamble and go to meet my lover, you know? He wonât say that Iâve come to my senses now, will he? Heâll definitely get angry. Heâll yell, whatâre you scheming?â I said as if convincing myself.
I told them about the idea that I had come up with when I heard about those things at the gambling house, but I didnât think they would react like this and became a little uneasy.
âAnd my relationship with him is horrible beyond repair. If this method fails, then it wouldnât be a big deal. He would be compelled to reject me in front of Diana, right?â
âHe might think that you guys can talk and try to persuade you? He might think that you went back to how you used to be. He doesnât just worry about Diana; he also cares about you too.â
âI donât think so. Because Iâve said it clearly⦠This is the real me. Iâve been playing a good girl all my life.â