Chapter 51
âItâs fine. No matter what happened, at the moment you are with me and now I could do all those things that I imaginedâ
My breath caught in my throat as he leaned forward, his proximity suffocating me with its intensity. His breath washed over my face, carrying with it a sickening mixture of arrogance and deceit that made my skin crawl. I couldnât bear to meet his gaze, my eyes instinctively turning away from the darkness that lurked within them.
Even his vibes were repulsive. It was hard to believe that there was a time when I had been willing to do anything for him, to sacrifice everything for the illusion of love that he had woven around me.
My fingers tightened around the arms of the chair when he moved his face even closer to mine. Panic surged through me, but I fought to maintain my composure, refusing to let him see the fear that churned within me.
âStay away, Nathaniel!â I mentally slapped myself for stuttering. I need to be strong or he will definitely take advantage of my vulnerability.
âI canât! I canât stay away, Vanessa. Not especially when you are so close to mine. It was really difficult for me to stay away from you. Every night, every minute, I have prayed for you to be by my side. You donât know how much I have longed for youâ
His words sent a shiver down my spine.
Suddenly he stood back. My body tensed, my senses on high alert as I watched him warily, unsure of what he would do
next
âYou know I went insane when I came to know that you have married that Luciano. I wanted to kill him with my bare hands but when I got the information that everything was fake, I was relievedâ
My eyes widened when I heard him. How did he got to know? Has he and Sabrina joined hands?
âIt gave me assurance that you must have not done anything with him. You didnât let me close to you when we were going to get married, then how would you have let him touch you when he meant nothing to you. Right?â Nathaniel asked, his eyes, searching for mine for confirmation.
My eyes blinked and my lips remained sealed. I donât want to lie to him. It was the best decision of me not going close to him and with Luciano, it was my personal choice. I donât think I need to tell him anything about that. He could think anything he want.
âI donât know what I would have done to you if what I thought between you and Luciano turned out true. It became a nightmare for me to even imagine you with him.â He smiled and stepped forward, reducing the gap between us âI knew that you canât have such a bad taste in manâ
As he stepped forward, closing the distance between us, I couldnât help but feel a sense of unease creeping over me. And as he reached out to touch me, I recoiled instinctively, knowing that his intentions were far from innocent. But my protests- didnât have any effect on him.
His fingers wrapped around my arm as he roughly pulled me up making me stand on my feet. I stumbled, my heart pounding in my chest as I tried to predict his next move, but before I could react, he pushed me back with a brutal force, sending me tumbling onto the bed with a sharp bounce.
âBut now when you are with me, I think I should stop wasting timeâ he chuckled.
Dread coursed through my veins as I watched him unbuckle his belt, the metallic clink echoing in the silence of the room. My body instinctively recoiled, crawling backward in a feeble attempt to escape his grasp. Every fiber of my being screamed at me to run, to flee from the impending danger that loomed over me, but my limbs felt heavy and unresponsive, weighed down by the crushing weight of exhaustion and fear.
My head was spinning continuously and I was feeling nuesatic. I barely had any energy left. The truth of Luciano has already left me broken.
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âDonât come near me, Nathaniel. You will regret itâ I warned him
âRegret?â he laughed, the sound sending chills down my spine. âThe only thing I regret is not doing it earlier.â
I gulped down in horror as his pants dropped down and he came on the bed, moving towards me like a predator move towards prey.
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Gathering all the energy left in my body I tried to escape but before I could make my way out, he pushed me and I fell back on the bed once more. In a minute he hovered above me.
âNathaniel, stay away. I donât want thisâ my hands lifted and rested on his chest, trying my best to push him away.
The more I was pushing him away, the more he was moving forward. My head tossed away when he tried to kiss my lips. But to dismay, instead of stopping, he placed a kiss on my cheek. I instantly felt an urge to wipe off the place he just kissed but at the same time I didnât want to remove my hand from his chest which were maintaining a bit of distance between us.
âYou look beautiful,â he murmured in my ear, his breath hot against my skin.
A shiver of disgust ran down my spine as his nose brushed against the sensitive skin behind my earlobe, his lips trailing down the side of my neck. I trembled under his touch, my eyes tightly closed in a futile attempt to block out the reality of the situation.
âAnd smell divine,â he added, inhaling deeply against my skin.
I With Luciano, every touch had been pure and consensual, filled with love and tenderness. But here, in the clutches of Nathanielâs dark desires, I felt nothing but fear and revulsion.
âI love you, Vanessaâ
He kissed at my sweet spot but I felt nothing except repulsion.
âTell me that you also love meâ
Grabbing my chin he forced me to face him.
âI hate you, Nathaniel. I hate you!â I spat the truth right at his face, my words laced with venom as I stared defiantly into his
eyes.
A flicker of rage flashed across Nathanielâs features, his grip on my chin tightening even further.
âI would rather die than to love youâ
He gritted his teeth so tightly that for a moment âI thought he might break them.
âHate or love, you are not going anywhere,â he growled, his voice dripping with possessiveness. âYou were, are, and will always be mine. Keep this in your head!â
His words sent a shiver down my spine, but I refused to be cowed by his threats. âI belong to no one,â I retorted defiantly, my voice ringing with defiance.
But Nathaniel paid no heed to my protests. His head moved forward, reducing the gap between our lips, his intentions clear.
âMy love is enough for you,â he declared, his voice thick with arrogance.
And with this he slammed his lips against mine. I struggled to push him away but he didnât even bulge. I felt his tongue probing at my lips, seeking entrance, but I kept them tightly shut, refusing to give him an inch.
Soon his hands started roaming on my body, trying to possess me while I fought back with all the strength I had left, refusing to let him break me.
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He bit my lower lip in frustration when I refused to give in, and winced as I felt something warm and metallic drip down my chin. My blood. But still, I didnât surrender.
Growing frustrated with my resistance, he abandoned my lips and moved down to my neck, planting rough, forceful kisses along my exposed skin. And then, without warning, I felt a sharp pain as he sank his teeth into my flesh.
âAhh! What are you doing?â I cried out in agony as he bit me like a wild animal, his teeth sinking into my skin with a ferocity that sent waves of pain coursing through my body.
âThis is your punishment for saying no to me on our wedding day and running away from me,â he murmured against my skin before attacking my neck again, his actions fueled by a twisted sense of vengeance.
âStop!â I shouted, tears streaming down my face as he continued to bite and tear at my already wounded skin. âItâs hurting!â
But it was as if my pleas fell on deaf ears, drowned out by Nathanielâs relentless assault. He didnât stop, not even for a moment, his actions driven by a dark and twisted desire to dominate and control me at any cost. I lay beneath him at his
mercy.
And after around five minutes, which felt like an eternity, he stopped. My eyes were filled with tears and my throat became dry by continous crying and begging.
He pulled back, his eyes scanning the area which he has just assaulted. I could see the pride in his eyes as they scanned over my wounds.
âI want youâ
My eyes widened when he ground his neither region with mine. He was hard as an iron rod. How could he get aroused by giving me so much pain?
âI- I canât wait any longerâ he rasped, his hands trying to remove my clothes.
âNO!â I fought with the little amount of energy left in me âPlease Nathaniel. I want some timeâ
âI canât! I canât wait any longer. I thought about marrying first but I will have you now. We will get married tomorrowâ
My eyes widened to the point of coming out of their sockets. He is planning to marry me? I donât want to marry him.
âLet me have youâ he smiled sinisterly.
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