So Long For Now, Summer
Chapter 24
Casually
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âYes⦠Do you want to drink more? No. Donât drink. Right? Not allowed. Whenâ¦â (Y)
She guessed he wanted to know about the accident, but couldnât quite get the question out.
âYesterday.â (S)
â⦠What?â (Y)
âIt happened yesterday.â (S)
ââ¦â¦.â (Y)
âI had the miscarriage yesterdayâ (S)
ââ¦Are you crazy? But you⦠Ah really, Shim Hee-joo. Iâm going insane⦠Why would you directly move out the next day plus even carrying that luggage of yours earlier?â (Y)
âArenât you the one who moved most of it though?â (S)
ââ¦you⦠really, I donât even know how to scold you, what was that boy was doing⦠Your husband⦠what did he say?â (Y)
âHe said, there will be no divorce.â (S)
âWhat does that mean?â (Y)
âI told him I want a divorce.â (S)
ââ¦â¦â (Y)
âHe said no. That bastard.â (S)
Kim Yoon-hyeong was speechless. He merely unconsciously swallowed a few more pieces of meat, kept chewing it, but still said nothing, simply looked at her quietly, then once again continued to put a few pieces of meat into his mouth, chewed and swallowed several times before finally stared at her and asked.
âSpeak from the beginningâ (Y)
âCanât repeat anymore.â (S)
âShim Hee-jooâ (Y)
âI really canât take it anymore. Yoon-hyeongâ¦â (S)
â⦠So, you actually hate that son of a bitch when you got married?â (Y)
She didnât know as if it was expected but suddenly the name âWoo Jin-haâ was downgraded to âthat son of a bitchâ all at once. If it was before, she wouldnât allow him to be called like that, but now she didnât know whether to be mad or not.
âNo. I loved him.â (S)
âAh, now youâve done it. Look at you now. That was one hell of a shit.â (Y)
âThatâs why itâs so laughableâ¦. My life has become like a piece of shit.â (S)
âMore like it got fucked.â (Y)
âWhat should I do⦠Yoon-hyeong.â (S)
âWhat else to do? You want to divorce, and he wonât give a divorce, then go file a lawsuit. Would you like to be introduced to the lawyer that this brother knows of?â (Y)
âCould the lawyer you know winâ¦â (S)
âLetâs think more about it laterâ¦â (Y)
âWe should go to see the car later, I need to buy some furniture first.â (S)
âWhat happened to the furniture?â (Y)
âI want to move to my old home. Then looking for a job againâ¦â (S)
ââ¦How could you live thereâ¦â (Y)
There is an unsaid word in Yoon-hyeongâs sentence. A reminder of her thorns.
Gimpoâs home has memories of the best period in her life as well as the worst period.
She had wandered around ever since she left that house. A very peaceful journey. Like becoming a new person⦠That was before she met Woo Jin-ha.
â⦠If I go home now. I donât know what we are going to quarrel about again.â (S)
âDonât quarrel.â (Y)
ââ¦â¦.â
âWhat did that bastard say?â (Y)
âHe doesnât want to divorceâ¦â (S)
âNo, not that. Before that happened⦠What did he do wrong?â (Y)
âNothingâs wrong. He didnât do anything.â (S)
âYou love him so disgustingly deep, so something mustâve happened for you to be tired. So, what happened?â (Y)
Although her eyes felt hot, there were no tears. Because she already stopped crying, she finally could talk about what had happened yesterday. It took no less than 5 sentences to explain what happened yesterday morning.
Also, Woo Jin-ha was very indifferent during that period. She loves that person, but that person didnât love her, so of course, it was already expectedâ¦
Yoon-hyeong was so infuriated while merely stared at her in silence.
âYeah. Lawyer. Let me take care of the cost. Woo Jin-ha. That fucking son of a bitch. Bird shit guyâ¦â (Y)
âI have my own money too.â (S)
âWhat do you have that money for then? Do it now then. Youâ¦this insaneâ¦. What did you do yesterday? Still didnât call meââ (Y)
âI felt embarrassed. Since my husband wasnât home⦠And to suddenly have you come, even if youâre my best friendâ¦â (S)
ââ¦â¦.â (Y)
âI know it was stupid.â (S)
It never crossed her mind at all because she did not want to meet anybody, even her childhood friend while wearing a skirt completely soaked with blood. But now she knew if she couldâve just told him, even when she thought no one would care, he definitely would.
She didnât like the fact that she was no better than Woo Jin-ha.
âAnyway, I want to divorce first. It could be because that person felt a bit prideful right now or there is a situation where both of us mustnât get divorce for the time beingâ¦â (S)
âSo, what if it is indeed something? Are you just going to let it slide?â
Even if she knew he still wouldnât tolerate it, what would Yoon-hyeong call Woo Jin-ha?
Somehow, she blankly imagined there would be more swearing than just âson of a bitchâ.
âNo, I just wanted to get out of the house as soon as possible. Of course, I wanted to divorce. But now I pretended that I wasnât well, and just moved out of the house.â (S)
âYouâll just be dragged back again if you go on like this. I know you so well. This is the first time youâve been completely charmed by a man.â (Y)
âI wonât change my mind.â (S)
âNo. Complete madness.â (Y)
She oddly agreed with his sentence of her being complete madness. Yup. Even madness couldnât fully explain this.
âHa⦠The furniture store is closed. Itâs useless if it is open. Even if you ordered the furniture like one ordered fried noodles, those things wonât be ready for you right awayâ¦â (Y)
âI know.â (S)
âWhat the hell are you⦠why didnât you tell me sooner? The day is already gone.â (Y)
âItâs okay. Iâll just sleep on the floor.â (S)
âNothing in the house? Not even a blanket?â (Y)
âIt is summer nowâ¦â (S)
ââ¦this is crazy⦠Just go to my motherâs house to sleep then.â (Y)
Yoon-hyeongâs parents, who were close to her family, got divorced when they were both still in high school. Yoon-hyeongâs father left the house and left Yoon-hyeong with his mother, just like that, their dispute came to an end. So, to this day Yoon-hyeongâs mother is still living in Gimpo.
Thinking of the warm familiar face she once loved, she immediately refused.
âAh, no.â (S)
âWhy? My mother likes you.â (Y)
âI like Auntie tooâ (S)
âSoâ¦â (Y)
âBecause itâs embarrassing to see Auntieâ¦â (S)
âWhatâs this nonsense that makes you refuse to meet everyone that you know of? Didnât my mother also get divorced.â (Y)
To casually say âMy mother had a divorceâ is so like him who often said every day ever since they were a child that âthere was never anything thatâs too complicatedââ¦