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Hours later, a ringing pierced the air, and I cracked open my eyelids, wincing at the light streaming through the windows.
âHello?â I heard Will answer.
I rolled over and snuggled into his back, chasing the warmth of last night.
Heâd been holding me all night in between spells of waking up to have sex, and I was going to kill whoever was bothering him this early. I had no plans to leave The Carfax Room today.
âUh, just a minute,â he said and turned over, pulling me into his chest. âHey, sorry I woke you.â He kissed my nose. âRikaâs on the phone.â
âFor me?â I whined.
I felt the cell phone brush my hand as he tried to give it to me, and I kept my eyes closed, yawning as the warm jewelry on my ring finger tapped against the cell.
I smiled, remembering what happened last night.
âHello?â I said.
âSo, I hear youâre engaged,â she taunted.
I opened my eyes, narrowing my brows. âHowâ¦?â
But then I stopped myself. The videos. People were filming on the street.
Fantastic.
âCan you meet me?â she asked. âAlone?â
Alone?
I glanced up at Will, his eyes closed, but his thumb rubbing circles on my shoulder.
âWhere?â I asked.
âThe Carriage House in Meridian City.â
âNow?â
âAn hour,â she clarified.
I kissed the lines of one of the tattoos on Willâs chest, unable to stop myself from grazing his soft skin with my lips.
âTwo,â I told her.
I couldnât leave him yet.
âSee you soon,â she said.
We hung up, and I smiled, climbing back on top of him and feeling his body stir to life underneath me as a grin spread across his lips.
Yeah, you know whatâs up. Come here.
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Will tried to give me his car, but then Iâd have to deal with parking, so I just took an Uber to Meridian City, instead.
I stepped down from the Jeep Cherokee, zipping up my brown leather jacket and looking up at the Carriage House sign, not even having to look through the windows to see the array of wedding dresses inside.
I knew what this place was. What did she want me for?
Asking someone to drive almost an hour to talk to you meant it was serious, and Iâd really had enough drama to last a lifetime.
I was pretty sure she wasnât angry with me, since weâd all been naked in the same room night before last, but that didnât mean we were friends.
Yet.
The Jeep drove off, the sounds of the city behind me filling the air as horns honked in the distance, and pedestrians passed me from the left and right.
I looked down at my ring and couldnât help the smile at how it suited me perfectly. Like Iâd always worn it.
Heading toward the shop entrance, I smoothed back my hair, pulled tightly into a high ponytail, and slipped my hands into my pockets to ward off the chill in the air.
After Iâd gotten off the phone with Erika, Iâd logged online and canceled my credit and debit cards, since I had no idea where my wallet dropped after I was taken in San Francisco. Then, I transferred some funds from my bank there to the nearly empty bank account I still had here and went to a store and bought clothes to get me through the next few days.
Thankfully, I didnât need replacement glasses, because Will had thought of that. Now I could see Martin if he were coming for me, which he hadnât yet, strangely. Iâd gone to the bank and shopping, all under the protection of Micah and Rory, of course, but it was like the jail break had never even happened.
Was he coming for us? Was Will ready?
I opened the door and stepped inside, the place appearing empty as I drifted around all the displays. I stepped into the dressing room, seeing Erika on the riser in a gorgeous gown of silk and sequins, the bodice tight and the sweetheart neckline complementing her body perfectly.
Her hair fell down her back as she looked at herself at all angles, and I inched in, seeing Winter speaking quietly into her phone as her fingers trailed over notes in her lap. I squinted, seeing the tips of her fingers move from left to right as she spoke.
Kaiâs wife slouched in a white cushioned chair, tapping away on her laptop. Where was Alex?
I cleared my throat. âUm, hi,â I finally said.
They all looked up, Winter stopping her talking and turning toward my voice.
Erika spun around, her blue eyes bright. âHey.â
She was gorgeousâalmost regal in how she wore the gown.
I walked in, approaching her as I gripped the phone in my pocket that Will had given me. I was kind of tempted to run. I didnât do well in groups of women. Erika Fane intimidated me, even in high school, and she was two years behind me.
She stared down at me, and it took a moment to square my shoulders and hold her eyes.
âSoâ¦â she said, trailing off.
Soâ¦
But she just kept staring at me.
Jesus, what? My cheeks warmed, wondering if it was the train car sex, me sending her friends to prison, or me breaking Will out of jail last night that I was going to get grilled about first, but then she took my hand and looked down at my engagement ring, her own snowflake diamond setting gleaming in the light.
She was going to tell me I wasnât good enough for him.
She was going to tell me they couldnât trust me.
But instead, she asked, âYou happy?â
Am I happy?
Confusion, and then relief, hit me, and thenâ¦a laugh filled my throat, and I couldnât keep it bottled up. I let out a chuckle, butterflies filling my stomach.
âThatâs all I wanted to know,â Erika said, smiling at me. âCongratulations.â
âThanks.â
Well, that was easy. She gazed at me with her warm eyes, and I heard the other two say âcongratulationsâ, as well.
âWeâve never been properly introduced.â She held out her hand. âErika Fane. You can call me Rika.â
I took her hand. âEmory Scott.â
Kaiâs wife set aside her laptop and stood up, offering me her hand. âNikova Mori, but everyone calls me Banks.â
âBanks,â I repeated. But then I remembered. âNikova,â I said to myself and then to her. âNik? Youâre Damonâs sister?â
She looked surprised, nodding. âThatâs right.â
And then Rika chimed in again. âAnd so am I, actually.â
Huh?
But she waved me off. âItâs a long story. Weâll explain later.â
She and Banks werenât related, though, were they? Or else that train thingy was a whole lot weirder now.
âWinter Torrance,â the other girl approached slowly, holding out both hands.
I took hers, shaking it. âItâs good to meet you all.â
âAnd you know Alex,â Rika said, nodding behind me and then hopping back up onto the riser.
I glanced over my shoulder, seeing her lean against the wall, her bag hanging at her side as she gazed at us, almost looking like she was waiting for an invitation.
I hadnât seen her since we left the train, and I wasnât sure if she wanted to talk about anything.
Turning back to Rika, I told her, âYou look really beautiful. Is that dress for a special occasion?â
âItâs my wedding dress.â
Her wedding dress?
Winter stepped up on the riser, running her hands down the fabric and then touching Rikaâs face.
âItâs red.â She smiled. âI can feel it.â
The dress was strapless with red fabric, and a tight bodice featuring gold embroidery around the breasts. It hung on her like it grew out of her skin, and I loved her long blonde hair hanging down her back with it.
It was an unconventional dress color, but why was I even surprised? Why shouldnât she do whatever she wanted?
Rika suddenly sucked in a breath and dropped her head, a couple of tears spilling down her face. âBest do this now and not down the aisle, I guess,â she told us, laughing a little as she raised her eyes again, looking utterly lost in a way that made her finally seem real. âSo many emotions. My stomach is swimming. Heâs never not did this to me, you know?â
I could relate. No matter how tough you thought you were, the one who owned your heart had the real power.
Banks spoke up, cooing, âAw, thatâs so sweet. You love him so much he makes you nauseated.â
I snorted, and Rika and Winter busted up with laugher. âTo be frank, yes,â Rika barked playfully at Banks.
She twirled on the riser, the gown fanning out and the train rustling on the floor.
âHeâs my life,â she said, âand I couldnât be happier about that. Nothing is worth anything without him.â Turning, she looked at us, taking Winterâs hand as she gazed around the room. âI love you guys, you know? I love to fall, but I donât want to do it alone.â Her chin trembled. âThank you for being my family.â
I wasnât so sure she loved me, having only recently met and all, but she was a little love drunk, so I took it. I hoped I was that happy on my wedding day.
She inhaled a deep breath and then clapped her hands. âAll right, enough!â She wiped her eyes. âChampagne for everyone, and bring in the dresses!â
âHuh?â Winter asked.
But before Rika could answer, two carts of gowns were wheeled in, and a tray of glasses filled with sparkling, golden champagne.
âWhat is this?â Banks asked Rika.
Some lady carried the tray to Rika, and she plucked a glass of champagne off. âPick your favorite and go try it on, so she can fit it,â Rika told us.
I looked at the racks, long dresses trailing to the floor in colors of black, silver, white, and gold.
Did this mean she wanted us in gowns, as well? Orâ¦like bridesmaids?
âRika, these are incredible,â Banks said, guiding Winter to the dresses. âAre you sure?â
Rika didnât answer her, just dropped her eyes to me. âI hope you find something you like.â
âI donât thinkââ
âChoose,â she said, cutting off my protest.
Then she spun around with the glass in her hand as the tailor checked the fit.
I turned, watching Banks and Winter sift through the choices, smiling and giggling like teenage girls, even though I knew they were both mothers now.
What was Rika thinking? I couldnât be a bridesmaid, which I assumed that this was all about. She would only dress her bridal party, not the guests.
Still, though⦠I drifted over to the racks, seeing Banks pull out a black gown and Winter trailing her hands over the different fabrics.
I reached for a gold, sparkling A-line with long sleeves and a trim waist, but Alex cut me off, pulling a sheer silver off of the rack with a V-neck, spaghetti straps, and dark gray embroidery on it.
âThis,â she told me.
I took it, not seeing how I could wear any underwear under this. It wasnât see-through, but it was thin and hugged nearly every curve.
Banks and Winter disappeared into dressing rooms. I asked Alex, âShouldnât you be trying one on?â
âI have mine.â
Taking the dress, she led me into a small room and unhooked the white drapes, pulling them closed on us.
In minutes, we had my clothes off, heels on, and I was stepping into the gown as Alex pulled it up my body and fastened the hooks in the back. Awareness pricked at my skin as she touched me, and I worried that she was worried.
About what, I had no idea. There were too many things to count right now, but I wanted to talk to her. There were still no repercussions concerning Blackchurch, and we hadnât heard a word about any survivors.
She hadnât had closure with him. He could be dead.
âMargaritas and pizza tonight?â I teased.
Will would freak if I disappeared on him, but he was fine. She wasnât.
âIâm working,â she said in a low voice, fastening the last hook.
Working⦠It only took a moment to click.
She had a date.
âNo,â I said.
âThereâs nothing wrong with what I do, Emory.â
âIs that what you told him when he tried to stop you?â
Her eyes shot up to mine, and I knew right then and there that Iâd hit the nail on the head. Aydin shouldâve fought harder, but he did try once, didnât he? He came for her.
She stood up straight, and I wrapped my ponytail around my fist, creating an updo as I looked at myself in the mirror.
âWeâre two of a kind, you know?â I told her. âBoth too stubborn for our own good. He came after you, but your heart had steeled, and there was nothing to do except keep putting one foot in front of the other and never look back, right?â
I knew her, because I knew myself. We were the same.
Tears welled in her eyes, and she shook her head to herself. âI wouldâve liked to make love to him just once.â
âSo why didnât you?â
âBecause he wouldnât pay for it,â she shot back, her eyes full of pride.
Pain hit my heart.
I dropped my ponytail and wrapped my arms around her, squeezing her tight. Her body stayed frozen for a moment, but then I felt her melt and she released a quiet sob against my shoulder.
I squeezed her more, tucking my face into her neck as she wrapped her arms around me, too.
Iâd wasted so much time being afraid of everythingâholding a grudge, letting my pride lead meâbut there was nothing to lose in going for it. This was it. We had one shot. They were destroying each other like Will and I did, but the worst of it was she might not have another chance with Aydin.
I got lucky.
We held each other for another minute, and then she sniffled and pulled back, wiping her tears.
âShit,â she whispered, looking up and down my body. âHeâs going to be hard in three seconds when he sees you in this, you know?â
I laughed, immediately seeing Will in my head getting a look at me dressed all hot for the first time ever. I might sit far away from him at this wedding and really let him suffer.
I turned and took in the fit as I envisioned my hair down with some curls. I felt beautiful.
âYou and Will have been close,â I told her. âBest friends.â
âYou have nothing to worry about, Em.â
âI know.â That wasnât what I was implying. âI trust you.â
I met her eyes in the mirror as she fluffed the gown and checked the waist.
âI have to ask you to do something for me,â I said.
She nodded. âIâm on it. What is it?â
I opened my mouth to tell her, but then I heard someone call me from outside of the dressing room. âEmory, are you okay?â
âUhâ¦â I looked to Alex and back toward the drapes, realizing we didnât have time for this right now. âWeâll talk later,â I told Alex and then shouted, âYeah, coming.â
We stepped out of the dressing room, Erika still on the riser, and I gazed at Banks and Winter, both standing in their beautiful dresses fit for the Oscars.
Rika smiled at me. âIt fits you perfectly.â
âIâll take up the hem a little, I think,â the tailor, with the brown bun on top of her head and a black blouse buttoned up to her neck, said.
âDo you have time?â Rika asked.
âIâll get it done.â
Rika nodded at her, and I stepped closer, spinning around in front of the mirrors.
âIs this for the wedding?â I asked her.
âIf you like it.â
I definitely like it.
I beamed at her. âI love it.â
Her excited eyes darted from me to Winter. âDoes it feel good, Winter? Not too tight?â
The other girl, her almost white blonde hair falling over one shoulder in beautiful waves grazed her fingers over the white feather gown, looking like a swan. âI love how it feels,â she said, her voice wispy. âI almost donât want to wear it. He wonât have patience for the buttons, and itâll end up in shreds on our bedroom floor.â
Banks laughed, and I snorted. How does someone so soft and gentle fall in love with Damon Torrance, for crying out loud.
Butâ¦I guess after seeing him completely under her spell in the train kitchen, she was exactly his type.
Rika looked to Banks and Banks shrugged a little, apprehensive to admit that she liked her black gown with the off-the-shoulder straps and a bodice that made her breasts damn near bulge out of the top. She looked regal, though.
âItâs perfect. You did perfect,â she told Rika. âItâs totally me.â
âGood.â Rika nodded, looking around at all of us with a mischievous smile playing on her lips. âBecause I have an idea.â