Chapter 73
Janet looked at him blankly. It took her a long moment to process what he just said.
After what felt like an eternity to Kass, Janet finally muttered with a dry voice, ââ¦This joke isnât funny, Kass.â
âI wish it were a joke. But it wasnât,â Kass said breathing heavily. âIâI canât keep this from you any longer, knowing that you trust me this much⦠You deserve to know-â
âBut you said your parents died in the rogueâs hand!â Janet snapped harshly, âWas that a lie as well?!â
âNO! Thatâs true! Listenâ¦â
Kass took a deep breath before continuing. He kept his voice low the whole time in case anyone would hear them.
âI grew up among the rogues. But my family never identified us with those ravagers. We never hurt an innocent personâs life, nor did we ever take pleasure from all the killings and robbing. So they looked down upon us, bullied us, and made our lives miserable. One day, a senior rogue named Sterning-â
âYou know Sterning?â Janet gritted.
âYes. He is the rogue kingâs right hand. Does all kinds of dirty work for him.â Kass said lowly, âSterning came into our house and asked my parents to join them in the next attack on a nearby village. My parents resisted fiercelyâ¦So they cut my motherâs belly open and hung my father on a flagpole as an example.â
A cold sensation surged up in Janetâs chest.
ââ¦Where were you when that happened?â she asked.
âHiding in the closet. As my mother told me to. I witnessed the whole thingâ¦but was lucky enough to survive them. And after that, I couldnât take it anymore. I knew I had to runâ¦as far away as possible. Blood Moon defeated them during that attack, so
I knew it was my chance-â
âSo you pretended to be an orphan and enlisted in the army,â Janet murmured.
She couldnât believe this.
She was so convinced that Kass was one hundred percent innocent! She defended him harshly in front of all the Gammas.
Yet now he was telling her that he had been lying to her all along?!
ââ¦So thatâs why you know the rogueâs tone,â she snarled as her chest tightened in the horrible feeling of betrayal. âBecause you are one of them all along-
âNO! I am not! I might have lied about my identity but my hatred towards them is real-â
âBut how do you expect me to believe you again?!â
Janet snapped her head up and glared at Kass.
âYou lied right into my face. To everyone! Why didnât you tell the truth when Daran and the others asked about it earlier?â
âBecause I knew if I told them, they would send me away!â
Kass grabbed Janetâs wrist and begged with a trembling voice, âPlease, Janetâ¦I am not scared of dying. I am just afraid thatâ¦I will be separatedâ¦from you.â
Janet looked away from him.
Her chest rose and fell rapidly in anger.
âSo what do you want me to do then?â she asked gritting her teeth, âDo you want me to hide this from everyone else while still keeping you in this army?â
âI just want to stay by your side.â
âBut how do I know if everything you just told me is another lie of yours? How can I ever trust you again with any battle plans? How can I trust you to lead my soldiers?!â
âBut you just said it yourselfâ Kass cried, raising his voice, ââthat you will trust me no matter what!â
âThat is before you told me that you are my biggest nemesis!â Janet bellowed.
They glared at each other, both panting roughly.
Kass took a step back. The next second, he shifted into a brown wolf.
Janet watched him stiffly.
What was he doing? she asked herself internally. Did he get mad and want to bite her
head off?
Janet was sad to realize that she couldnât stop thinking about the worst of Kass right
now.
Yet instead of attacking her, the brown wolf lay down on the ground and rolled around, exposing its belly area to Janet.
âSee that thunderâshaped mark?â he asked.
There was indeed a thunderâshaped imprint on his upper belly region, which looked like a brand left by a hot iron. It burned so deeply into his flesh that it was still there even after years.
âAll rogueâs kids got one of those on the day of their birth,â Kass said lowly. âThere were times when I wanted to grab a knife and gouge it outâ¦I canât choose who I am or where I came from. But does my identity matter more than my own will?â
Janet stared at his uglyâshaped brand.
Her chest contracted with the cold feeling of sadness and despair.
Then, without saying anything else to Kass, she turned on her heel and walked away. The daylight broke from the horizon, calling the dark forest back to life. Daran left a group of soldiers at Fox Town helping the people there to clear up the mess. The rest of them all headed back to the packhouse.
The group was exceptionally quiet on the way back.
Janet knew that everyone was thinking about the mole. Suspicion and doubt were spreading like a plague and there was nothing she could do to stop it.
Plus, she was carrying a dark secret with her, which could potentially get all of them killed in the future.
When they arrived back at the packhouse, Daran asked them to catch a rest. Janet did
as he said and went back to her own room.
But she couldnât sleep.
Kassâs identity was like a clog in her throat, making it hard for her to breathe.
Should she break it to the others?
If she did that, Kass would definitely be executed. Even worse, Casper and the entire Blood Moon Pack would be in trouble because they took in a rogueâ¦
But if she kept the secret, what if the mole acted again?
Could she be sure that Kass was not the mole?
These questions weighed on Janetâs heart as she tossed and turned through the night. When she finally woke up the next morning, feeling worn out and exhausted, she got a message from Daran asking her to meet them in his office.
All 5 Gammas were in the room when Janet arrived.
Steven was clearly still holding the grudge from yesterday. He snorted coldly when Janet entered the room and snapped his head towards the other side.
Maxie pulled out a chair and gestured for Janet to sit with her.
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An urgent message came in last night.â
Daran laid out a map on his desk and said, âAs it turns out, the sign of rogues moving towards Greenwald Village was only a fake out. They sent a small group to Greenwald to distract us. But their main force was actually heading towards Crimson Fortress. And based on the information we received last night, Crimson Fortress has been compromised.â
Gasps filled with disbelief and frustration could be heard in the room.
The war hadnât even started yet and the rogues had won two rounds in a row.
âThis canât wait,â Daran said darkly. âWe should dispatch troops today.â
Gammas looked at each other in silence.
âBut what about the mole?â Jeff asked, âHow can we go to war knowing that there is a mole among us? We should find that person first!â
âThey have taken Crimson Fortress. We donât have time to dig the mole out!â Maxie said.
âSo we hurried off to the battlefield and put everyoneâs life at risk? Listen to yourself!â
Another quarrel was about to break out. Jeff had stood up from his chair glaring at Maxie, as Steven looked out the window with a cold sneer on his lips.
Just then, a knock came from the door.
âCome in,â Daran raised his voice.
The door opened up and an armless woman stepped inside.
It was Angelina.
âWho is she?â Jeff leered at her
âMeet Angelina,â Daran said. âShe had spent some time with the rogues. Her experience could be helpful.â
Steven jeered loudly, âInviting another suspicious person into our group? Really? Like we donât have enough troubles already?â
Angelinaâs eyes scanned the room. Her face was somber.
âI see that you are already fighting among yourselves,â she said. âAnd this is exactly what the Rogue King wants.â