I change into it and join everyone again. I tell them that I accidentally met Mr. Karan and Ms. Shanaya today then we have dinner and I get to the bed.
Sunday, 10th January 2016
I wake up late because of all the hard work done yesterday and also the mental fatigue I had. My hairs are a total mess right now like a nest and I am yawning a lot even after brushing my teeth.
I brush my hair as well, smoothens my skirt of the pajama. I wash my face twice to look fresh. Yesterday night, mom said that we are going to the water park today that's why I have to pack my stuff. I open my closet to look at the two-piece swimsuit mom ordered online a few days ago.
It is an orange and white-colored bikini having a white background and orange leaves on the top. Part of me is thrilled and enjoying and the other part is full of fear at the thought of wearing it.
Man! This living a girl's life for a month is really spinning on my head. I am starting to feel girly not that I started finding boys attractive moreover like a lesbian. I don't know how this will end. Let's find it later.
I pack my bag with a swimsuit, little makeup kit, sun cream, and some other important things. I head downstairs to the kitchen and ask mom what's in breakfast?
After breakfast, I ask if I can invite my friends to the water park and she immediately agrees. But soon I realize what I have done. This means I have to wear that in front of all of my friends. I think, "Now the damage is done. Oh, God."
I call everyone and inform them to meet me in 1 hour and they all agreed. Actually, the real reason for calling them is John. I can't leave him alone at any moment. Keeping him happy is the only current solution I can see for now.
The simple reasoning behind is the soul is making him depressed and every single effort to keep him happy will reduce its effect. They all join me on time and dad locks the house before moving.
It takes 45 minutes of drive to reach the destination. Dad joins the line to buy tickets and we wait outside for dad to come back. My friends try to pay him the price of the ticket but he refuses saying it's a treat from him. We all jump in joy and cheer except John.
When I look at him, he just smiles. We all enter the park and dad suggests eating something first. He said we can go wherever we want within the perimeter of this park. I know the real reason why he left us alone. I am sure he wants some alone time with mom.
I giggle at the thought and everybody starts staring at me. I ignore the stare and run towards the canteen while dragging Bobby with me.
At the cafeteria, I ask Bobby, "What do you like to eat?"
Bobby, "Whatever you order, I am okay with that, big sis."
I, "Hey, don't call me that."
Bobby, "Sorry, I forgot girls don't like to look aged." She giggles.
I, "I am gonna rip your face from your body."
As soon as I finish my sentence, she runs away and I start chasing her. Soon, I catch her and tie in my arms so she can't run away. We both fall on the grass due to the exhaustion from running and laughing.
I get up and give her a hand. She grabs it. We both move back towards the cafeteria and order two burgers in king size. By the time, everybody else also joins except Shubham and Bhavika and order their meals.
I ask about where they are and Kritika tells me that they want some alone time and will join us later. Kritika asks me to come aside to have a conversation.
Kritika, "Amayra, actually, I am a little scared of John now. None of us can leave him alone but that doesn't help how I feel."
I reply, "I can understand Kritika but we all are together. Nobody can harm you. You can stay close and don't let him part away from us and we all will be fine. Trust me, I am doing my best."
Kritika, "I know and I trust you. I just, just, I can't help it but your words surely put me at ease at least for the time."
I give her a hug and join back on the table. Mandeep informs that the order will be ready in a couple of minutes. He says, "I know this is not the right time but we won't get it later. Do we need something left to discuss tomorrow's auditions?"
Suman, "We don't have our love birds with us. So, let's park this conversation till lunch."
I, "I agree, and moreover I don't want Bobby to feel left out right now."
Mandeep agrees and we eat. After finishing the business here, we agree on changing for the water rides and pool party. John tries to refuse and say, "I will look after you all from outside." but Mandeep and Pawan pull him forcefully and take him to the changing room.
Suman calls Bhavika to tell Shubham and her the plan and they say that they are coming in five minutes. After changing, we gather at the rides and we are ready to jump in.
I can't tell you, how scared I am thinking about their reaction seeing me in a bikini but surprisingly nobody reacts at all. This confused me even more. I couldn't help asking them.
I, "Guys, I thought you are going to react seeing me in this costume."
Pawan, "Oh sorry, you look amazing in that." He replies casually.
Mandeep, "I would say you look damm cute in this." His reaction was also pretty normal.
Before anyone says something, I speak, "I mean, are not you feeling that I look stupid wearing a bikini?"