~Ouch.~
Mayaâs eyes fluttered open as she rolled onto her back, the agony in her side ~intense~. ~Damn it~, that stung. And her ~legs. Crap~. Julian was ~large~, but she hadnât anticipated him being ~that~ large.
Sheâd slept with him.
Heâd slept with her.
~And it was damn good~.
~You enjoyed it. You enjoyed it a lot~.
Instinctively, she placed a hand on her neck, exploring the skin with her fingertips. It was slightly swollen, bruisedâ¦but ~no mark~.
Even now, she could tell it was still night and the moon was still visible.
~But they hadnât disobeyed Alexâs orders~. They hadnât left, and they hadnât transformed.
Maya wanted to believe nothing bad had occurred during the night, but all she could remember was skin and pleasure.
She was certain the roof could have been torn off and she wouldnât have noticed.
~Damn~.
She moved her hand to the other side, ~just to be sure~, inspecting the skin in the same manner.
âI didnât bite you,â a sleepy voice said.
Maya sat up abruptly, clutching the sheet that only covered her midriff. ~Damn~. She turned to look at Julian, who was lying on his side, his eyes still shut.
âI kept my teeth to myself,â he joked as he yawned, stretching his arms above his head.
Maya pursed her lips, bending her neck forward as a heaviness filled her. ~Mate didnât~. Was it her disappointment, or her wolfâs?
Because it made sense. ~They shouldnât~. Not now. Not this kind of permanent bond.
Yet.
~Mate didnât do it.~
It was gnawing at her, as if she had done something ~wrong~. But she hadnât. It was the right decision, the right thought.
~Even though she had exposed her neck like a bitch in heat~. So much for being the one in control.
Was everyone ~this~ pathetic with their mate?
Thinking back about Olivia all desperate and in heat made her frown. As long as she didnât get to ~that~ point.
âDonât worry, I woulda kept your teeth away.â
âIs that so?â he asked, propping himself up on his elbow, his head resting in the palm of his hand. Julian smacked his lips. âDidnât feel that way.â
âDonât start thinking youâre so special. ~I needed the release~. You showing up half-dead kinda killed my sex life, all right.â
~Not a lie~.
Stupid wolf, though. The closeness, the jealousy, the full moon. It had been a little too much. She had already slipped before without considering all that. Now, it had tipped her over the edge.
Not that she regretted it.
~Damn it~. The man was good; she had to give him that much.
She flopped back on her back, breaking their eye contact as she stretched her body, never even bothering to cover her chest.
She wouldnât be modest because of him, and if he didnât like itâwell, that was his problem.
âThank the full moon and my wolf.â
âI feel like I did say many thanks last night,â he said, his voice low and deep, tickling her from inside.
~Round two?~
~No, no, no. More like round four.~
Seriously! ~No!~ Already she could feel the dried blood around her wound, and she knew she would have to ask Olivia to change her bandage and fix her up.
And Olivia would ask about it and ~damn it~.
She wasnât looking forward to that conversation.
Then again, what were her choices? Stay here with a smug, arrogant Julian, or face Olivia, who mostly only bossed ~Alex~ around.
Option two sounded a lot more appealing. Plus it would be less dangerous. The sight of him, naked and ready, already had her nipples hardening.
~Time to put some distance between them~.
Maya swung her legs over the bed and searched the floor for ~something~. Her fingers grabbed a pile of yellow fabric as she slipped on an oversized shirt to cover herself.
Then, she dug her underwear and shorts out from somewhere in the bundle of blankets and slipped them on.
âWhere are you going?â
âBecause of ~someone~, my wound opened up again. Your nose so crappy you canât smell the blood?â
âKinda distracted by other scents.â
âYeah, well, you can say ~hello~ to your girlfriend.â
âMy girlfriend?â
Maya lifted her hand and waved it around. âYou even got two of âem. Leftie and rightie. ~Enjoy~!â
~That's one way to end a conversation~. Maya seized the moment of his distraction and bolted from the room, the door slamming shut behind her.
She didn't need his physique, his arrogance, or her own body betraying her.
A little space would be beneficial while she pieced her thoughts back together.
The hallway floor was chilly under her feet as she took long stridesâor as long as she could manageâtowards Alex and Olivia's room.
She half-expected Alex to be on guard ~just in case~, but she could ~sense~ his presence.
She was certain their self-control surpassed hers, but they didn't have any reason to exercise it. ~Oh lord, there's going to be another baby soon, isn't there~? Hadn't she ~just~ had one?
Rolling her eyes, Maya knocked on their door, letting her touch reverberate. ~No more of this âwe didn't hear youâ nonsense~.
âGet dressed!â she hollered through the door.
A growl echoed from insideâAlex, she presumedâfollowed by heavy, thunderous footsteps. ~Oh wonderful, he's in a delightful mood~. As always.
He flung the door open in an instant, his eyes narrowing at her. She could see the venomous words forming on his lips, but they all evaporated when he sniffed the air around her.
âAre you fucking kidding me?â
âYes, I'm serious. I need Olivia. I'm bleeding,â she declared, gesturing to her stomach. ~As if he didn't know what she meant~. But riling him up was ~so entertaining~.
âThat's not what I'm referring to, Maya.â
âThen what ~are~ you referring to, Alex?â
âYou mated with him?â
Was he ~blind~ now? Maya rolled her eyes, folding her arms across her chest.
âIt's called sex, not mating. You should try it. Now, can I see your girlfriend before I bleed out on your doorstep?â
âIf you didn't sleep with morons while injured, you wouldn't be bleeding out.â
âWell, my inner wolf is a lustful creature who hadn't been satisfied in a while. What can I say?
âAlso, if a certain domineering alpha hadn't locked me in my room all night with a sex-crazed man during a ~full moon~, maybe I wouldn't have had to relieve myself.
âSo here we are. ~Olivia, please~,â she said, the words tumbling out quickly.
Blaming Alex was an effective way to steer the conversation.
âI'm coming,â Olivia's voice chimed in.
Maya tilted her head to peek around Alex's broad frame, catching a glimpse of Olivia hurriedly getting dressed.
Suddenly, her view was obstructed by Alex, who shifted to the left to block the doorway, prompting Maya to roll her eyes.
âReally? I've seen her naked plenty of times. ~And not in that way~, before you jump to conclusions and forget she's head over heels for you.
âGood thing she's the one, or she wouldn't have given you a second glance.â
âShe's not wrong,â Olivia chimed in from the back of the room.
âI'm not having this discussion.â
âWe could talk aboutââ
âHow's Willow?â
âThat was ~low~.â
âWas it?â
âI could ask how was Willââ
âLET'S GO!â Olivia's voice rang out as she grabbed Maya's arm, pulling her into the hallway.
~Yep, ~from Alex's glare, she could tell she had almost crossed a line, but Olivia had intervened. In her defense, he had initiated it by mentioning ~Willow~.
Maya grimaced as Olivia sped down the hall, yanking her arm hard enough to dislocate it. ~Okay, a bit too forceful~.
âCome on, it can't be ~that~ sensitive of a subject.â
âReally, Maya?â
âI'm just saying, I don't see what the big deal is.â
âYou know what the big deal is.â
âHe needs to move on.â
âLike you need to move on from Willow?â
Sometimes, she missed the meek Olivia who was lost and filled with sorrow. She had become quite sharp over the years. ~No doubt, Alex's influence~.
âNo way. Itâs not the same. Your situation was ages ago. Mine is happening right now.â
âJulian isnât interested in Willow.â
âJulian-who-couldnât-recall-his-own-name isnât interested in Willow. The ~real~ Julian clearly cared.â
âSo what? Werenât you the one who said everyone has a past? Why is it different now? Because it involves ~you~ and your mate? Sounds a bit hypocritical, donât you think?â
âListen. Itâs okay as long as everyone is respectful. Sheâs dealing with unresolved issues and we have⦠ongoing issues.â
Olivia let out a sigh, finally letting go of Mayaâs hand. It fell into the void between them. Olivia continued to walk a few steps ahead. ~She doesnât seem convinced~, Maya thought.
Maya had always been respectful. Sheâd slept with a few guys who were now mated, and she would never ~dream~ of leaving her scent behind. She knew better.
It wasnât her fault that Willow lacked basic manners.
âAlex wasnât wrong, you know. Youâre practically ~dripping~ with pheromones. Youâre practically screaming âtake me.â No wonder he thought you two mated.â
âThatâs rich, coming from the girl who had everyone in a frenzy because she kept going into heat.â
âThatâs not my fault.â
âYou still drove everyone mad. So maybe we should stop talking about ~me~.â
âYeah, well I didnât rip open a wound and try to kill myself over a pretty boy.â
âNo, but you didââ
âAlright, you win.â
Maya smirked. âReally? Just like that? Alex would have put up a fight.â
âYeah, well, youâre both sex-crazed.â
âYou have a point there.â
Maya wasnât embarrassed about sleeping with Julianâsheâd enjoyed it.
She was a bit annoyed that her wolf couldnât keep her hands off him for five minutes and pounced on him at the first chance, but ~whatever~.
She might have slept with him in the woods that time if they hadnât been interrupted, so who was she to complain?
The crucial thing was that he didnât bite her, and she didnât bite him.
Hold on.
~She didnât, did she~?
Maya halted, trying to remember the whirlwind of limbs and passionate sex from the night before.
She remembered their bodies intertwined, the way she had perhaps too eagerly offered her neckâ¦
She didnât have a mark.
Heâd said he didnât bite her.
~Oh, shit~. She hadnât done an Olivia, had she?
âMaya? Whatâs up?â Olivia asked, turning to look at her with a puzzled expression.
âIâIâm really hoping I didnât do something as stupid as you right now.â
âAlright, Iâll pretend Iâm not insulted by that. Even though itâs a strange way to be nice to the girl you want help from. What do you mean?â
âPlease, if you were going to be offended by me, you would have been a long time ago,â Maya said, waving her off.
She had said much worse things than this. âHe didnât bite me,â she clarified.
âYeah, I can see that.â
âBut what ifâ¦â
Oliviaâs mouth formed an ~o~. âWhat if ~you~ bit him?â
âSomething like that.â
âDidnât he say something? Didnât you check him?â
Maya shrugged. âHe was being all smug about everything, so I kind of hurried out of there.â Olivia barely suppressed a giggle, turning her head away from Maya. âWhatâs so funny?â
âDo you remember how many times you told me I was ~running~ from Alex and my problems and how many times you pushed me to face my issues⦠and you ran away from Julian? Thatâs hilarious.â
âI didnât ~run away~. I left quickly. Thereâs a difference.â There ~was~. She had no regrets about what happened. She could face him.
~âI am bleeding~. Remember? Thatâs what you should be worried about.â
â~Sure~.â
Perhaps she was dodging him. But she was confronting everything head-on, thank you very much. In fact, it was a power move. Yes.
Maya was letting Julian pursue her. He didnât need to know how good it felt, or thatâ¦
She enjoyed him taking control.
Damn it.
She did.
The whole idea was to seize and maintain control. How did it end up this way?
âAre you going to patch me up or just keep making snide remarks?â
âI can multitask.â
Of course. Nothing like getting stitched up by an Omega who thinks heâs a comedian. Great.