OLIVIA
âAlex is going to kick my ass, isnât he?â
âI wonât let that happen.â
Mayaâs lips tightened into a thin line.
âNormally, I wouldnât believe that. But if thereâs anyone who can get through to that stubborn man, itâs you. But Livy, Iâm not taking the fall for this.â
âI wonât let you.â
âAnd Iâm staying right outside the door.â
âThatâs okay.â
Right now, Maya could have demanded anything of her and she would have agreed. She needed to see Lina. Nothing else mattered.
She held a crumpled piece of paper in her hand.
~Everythingâs different now~.
Was it for the better? Or worse? She didnât know and frankly, she didnât care.
Her blood was simmering, and a thirst for revenge was gnawing at her. It was a feeling sheâd never experienced before. Her fingers were tingling, the heat spreading from her core to the rest of her body.
Being human felt ~wrong~ in this moment. She wanted to be a beast.
âIf you need any helpââ
âMaya, Iâll be okay.â
âAlright, no need to snap.â Mayaâs shoulders sagged as she reached into her back pocket, pulling out a key.
Their usual victims probably wouldnât be contained by a simple lock, but Lina was human. She couldnât escape a locked room. Her mate ~could~.
What had they done with her mateâno, she couldnât get distracted.
She needed to stay focused.
âStill not going to tell me why you need to see her?â
âLet me see her first, then Iâll tell you.â
âIâm calling bullshit on that, but okay.â
Maya turned her back to Olivia to unlock the door, and once the key was removed, she stepped back and gestured towards it. âSheâs all yours. Just leave some leftovers for the rest of us.â
Normally, she would have chuckled, but not now. Now, she wanted to both rush in and run away. Her stomach was churning, making her feel sick.
No matter how many times she licked her lips, they remained parched and cracked.
She had to do this.
It wouldnât change anything. It wouldnât fix this. But it would help her understand.
She needed to understand, otherwise she didnât know if she could move forward. She could have understood why Lina did what she did.
~Really~.
Olivia had been in tough spots herself.
She could have forgiven Lina, even if it was clear that Alex wouldnât trust her and wouldnât want her around Olivia. Maybe she could have defended her.
But this? This heartache? How could she explain that?
How could she justify it?
She gripped the doorknob, yanking it open. On the other side, she found a surprised Lina. She had been sitting at a kitchen table, a plate of food in front of her.
But now, the fork she had been holding clattered onto the wooden table.
Olivia took a few steps in, enough to close the door behind her.
âWhy?â
âPardon?â Linaâs hands fell to her thighs as she locked eyes with Olivia.
âWhy?â
âIâI already told you.â Her lower lip trembled. âI didnât have a choice.â
There was always a choice. She didnât have to go to such lengths.
Why do this to someone?
Olivia lifted her hand and dropped the crumpled piece of paper on the table, allowing Lina to see it.
âWhat is this?â
âRead it.â
âOlivia, I donâtâI donât understand.â
âItâs a simple piece of paper that says my hCG level is zero.â She clicked her tongue against her teeth. âDo you know what that means?â
As Linaâs lips parted and her face turned ashen, Olivia knew she understood.
âIt means I was never pregnant. Because even if I had miscarried, there would still be hCG in my blood. But there isnât.â
She had asked Maya to help her with another blood test. She couldnât involve Ale; she couldnât drag him into this until she knew what was going on.
She hadnât told Maya why she was doing it. She hadnât told Maya what the results revealed.
âI had a feeling something was off about the bleedingâit just didnât seem right. I thought, maybe it was just me. Maybe it was just me not wanting to lose my baby. But there was never a baby to begin with.â
She had found courage in that unborn child; she had battled to keep that child safe. She had never seen it, never felt a kick, never heard a heartbeat, but she had loved it.
It was all a lie.
She thought she had this life growing inside of herâand it was ripped away from her.
Even though she wasnât miscarrying because there was no child, it felt like she was. The child she thought sheâd have was never there.
Lina had done this to her.
âSo, Iâll ask againâ¦WHY?â
Lina brought a hand to her chest, rubbing at her neck. âHeâhe asked me toâto trigger your heats.â She sucked in one of her cheeks, likely biting it from the inside.
âIt worked a little too wellâI couldnâtâI donât know why you had so many. It was supposed to be once or twice, enough toâenough toâ¦â She swallowed hard as if she was choking down bile.
âEnough to lure the other packâ¦â
Oliviaâs eyes widened, revealing the whites, as she started to pant. She was barely holding back the urge to bare her teeth.
Lure?
She manipulated her.
She played the victim in this, someone who had no other choices, someone trying to save someone she lovedâ¦
âIâI panicked, so I gave you shepherd's purse to stopâto stop your periodâ¦and then⦠you had the fever and Alex panicked⦠I thoughtâI thought I changed the blood tests. I got them. I got the mail.
âIâm humanâI run some errands andâand IâI thought it might stop.
âHe didnât want you pregnant, might change the scent, so I thoughtâ¦I thought maybe youâd stop having sex with Alex for a little whileâ¦or that he wouldnât knot you⦠IâI was tryingâ¦â
~Slam~!
Oliviaâs arms were trembling, her palms stinging against the table. It had happened in an instant.
There was a growl building in her chest, threatening to break free as she wondered how the table had not shattered from how hard she slammed it.
âYou were trying to make sure Iâd be their little breeding bitch?â
It was one thing to help out of desperation, but this⦠Will wouldnât have known how much she did or how much it worked. Lina didnât try to protect her; she didnât try to make this easier for her.
She tossed her to the wolvesâ~literally~. She acted out of selfishness, pure selfishness.
âI had toâ¦â
âNo, you didnât. You could have refused to do everything he asked. You didnât have to be his little bitch.â
âOh because you never obeyed him?â
~Wrong words~.
Before Olivia knew what she was doing, she had her hand wrapped around Linaâs neck as she slammed her into the nearby wall.
From the corner of her eye, she could see the table had flipped over, one of the legs broken. Had ~she~ done this? Just her? With her strength?
But she couldnât think clearly.
She could feel her muscles straining against her skin as everything on her body was tense. She wanted to see blood.
~She doesnât deserve to live. She was supposed to be pack. Pack protects.~
Yes, packs protected their own.
~Traitor~.
She would do it again. She would always protect herself first.
She couldnât be trusted.
Her pulse was racing, her throat parched from the rapid breathing.
Her nostrils were flaring with each breath she took, and her grip on Linaâs throat tightened. She watched as the words Lina tried to speak became nothing more than gurglesâ¦
And then, it was breaths.
She was trying to inhale the air, but she couldnât. Olivia lifted her even more until her feet were dangling in the air.
She was fed up with it. Why did everyone think they could decide for her and construct a false narrative.
~Why were they all fucking liars~?
The same tainted blood flowed in both of them.
They were the same.
âYOU DONâT DECIDE MY LIFE. YOU DONâT GET TO TAKE ANYTHING AWAY FROM ME ANYMORE.â
No more lies. No more pretense. No more false narratives. No more control. No more ~anything~.
She was in control now. She decided. She made her own decisions.
~Bang~.
Olivia used her grip to slam Linaâs head into the wall. Once. Then again.
âNO MORE. ENOUGH.â
Linaâs complexion was shifting, her face flushing a vivid red. She was struggling for breath. Yet, Olivia couldnât make out the sounds she was producing. All she could hear was the thumping of her own heart in her ears.
All she could feel were her own breaths.
Inhale.
Exhale.
âLivy.â
His voice reached her before he did. Before she could fully process his arrival, he was enclosing her.
His muscular arms enveloped her, pressing her against his torso. His hand gripped her forearm, forcing it to loosen its hold on Lina.
She resisted; she really did. But then she couldnât.
Her fingers slackened, and before she could blink, Lina crumpled to the ground. She was motionless. She wasnât attempting to breathe. She wasnât trying to flee.
~Dead~. Was she dead?
Olivia didnât resist Alexâs grasp. She didnât attempt to wriggle free. Instead, she leaned into him, beads of sweat falling from her nose, landing on Alexâs hand.
She might have killed her. ~She could have killed her~.
Her eyes stung with unshed tears, but she didnât know if they were born of sorrow or fury. Why? Why did everyone else get to dictate her life? Her destiny? Why did everyone else get to play God with her existence?
Was she so naive that she couldnât see it? Was she so fucking dense that she couldnât grasp that her life had never truly been her own?
She yearned to control something. ~Just one thing~.
Her heats, they were a sham.
Her life before Alex was a sham.
Her baby was a sham.
The only truth was that Will was gone. And Lina should be too.
Sheâd entered, hoping to preserve lives. Now she wanted to take a life with her own hands.
âDid she try to harm you?â
Alexâs voice was a gentle murmur in her ear, much softer than she anticipated.
Olivia shook her head.
âWhy are you here?â
âThereâs no baby.â
âWhat?â
âThereâs no baby,â she echoed, her words muffled against his arm. âThere never was a baby. It was ~her~.â
She lacked the energy to elaborate, the strength to make it clear to him.
She felt her knees give way, and Alexâs arms were the only thing keeping her from hitting the floor.
âNo baby. It was a lie.â
She let out a breath.
âA lie.â
But she was done with lies. And she was done with second chances.
~An eye for an eye.~
~She needs to die.~
~She stole from you.~
~She must pay.~
Yes. Alex had been right all along. ~Her wolf~ was ~right~.
Every action had a consequence.
It was only fair.