I understand what Sylvester is saying.
He thought I ruined Fleurâs plan on purpose.
I felt unfair again.
Itâs really not like that!
âItâs a coincidence, a coincidence. Itâs not like that on purpose.â
âReally?â
Sylvester, umm, then frowned one eye.
âThen Iâm disappointed. I thought you were only trying to screw Countess Fleur.â
âSo what if I did?â
âI was going to compliment you. Of course.â
I let out an exhausted sigh.
Sylvester was always like this. He tried to praise me in this strange way.
âYou know youâre really weird, right?â
âThatâs unexpected.â
Sylvester shrugged his shoulders.
Seeing Sylvester like that, I pouted my lips.
âIâm a little upset.â
âAbout what?â
âBecause how misunderstandings keep happening.â I said it with all my heart. âI really want to raise my reputation.â
Sylvesterâs expression changed strangely.
He looked at me and looked a little dissatisfied.
âDo you have to do it like that?â
âYes. I have to do that.â
I answered back firmly.
âThat way, after the divorce, I can make a living wherever I go.â
âHa?â
Sylvester snorted.
âThat damn divorce. Arenât you tired of it?â
Why is he suddenly saying this?
I was surprised and asked back.
âYouâre not thinking about not getting divorced, are you?â
Sylvester didnât answer.
This silence felt strange to me.
Itâs like a strange feeling of anxiety that Sylvester really wonât get divorceâ.
âReally, donât do this.â
I grabbed his arm and said.
âRemember the promise we made in the beginning. You said you would divorce me. On the condition that I seduce the Crown Prince.â
ââ¦.â
Sylvester stared down at me.
What is he thinking?
The intention is hidden in the blue eyes. And I wasnât good enough to read his mind.
How long did the silence last?
By the time I began to get a little nervous, Sylvester opened his mouth.
âYeah. I got it.â
In response, he grabbed the arm I was holding and pulled it out.
âSo, get away from me.â
âNo I mean, you donât even like being touched by my hand?â
Shaking off abruptly, I narrowed my forehead and said.
âYouâre so mean.â
Sylvester looked down at me and smiled. Then he spoke in a soothing tone to me.
âTomorrow.â
âWhat?â
âWeâre going to the Grand Duke tomorrow.â
I canât believe itâs already tomorrow.
I nodded and waited for Sylvesterâs next words. He said.
âThen itâll make headlines in the newspaper. The reconciliation between you and the Grand Duchess.â
Sylvester twisted his lips.
Then he said something I wanted to hear the most.
âThen your reputation will go up.â
He stroked my hair like a mess.
âYou can look forward to it.â
I was really looking forward to it, and the next day what I expected happened.
******
On the way to the Grand Duke.
Sylvester didnât talk much in the carriage.
I didnât have anything to say, so I didnât bother to talk to him. Instead of talking, I fell into thought.
Yesterday, I recalled my conversation with Sylvester.
âThat damn divorce. Arenât you tired of it?â
Sylvester, who says so, is really strange.
That ominous feeling that he really wonât divorce meâ.
âThen what should I really do?â
Suddenly, my eyes became dark. Because I was planning to live a peaceful and comfortable life after my divorce! And a lot of things will happen in the future, and I didnât want to join it.
Thatâs why I tried to leave quickly!
âYou canât do this.â
I thought I should get a definite answer.
So I turned my head toward Sylvester.
âHoney.â
âYou canât.â
âAh, really!â
I rebelled.
âDonât you have to listen to me first and then say that I can or canât?â
âBecause the only time you talk like that is when you say useless things. So no. Rejected.â
âWhooââ
I swept my hair back. How can a person be so rude?
I exhaled through my nose and wiped my eyes.
âThis is really important. So listen to it.â
âBut I donât want to.â
âAre you going to keep doing this?â
Sylvester laughed and nodded his head. I thought I really needed to tell him.
âDivorce, will you do it?â
âI was wondering what you were going to say, but youâre saying such useless things again.â
âWhat do you mean useless things!â
I was very angry.
As I took a deep breath, Sylvester looked at me with a serious face. For some time, he didnât say anything. He just stared at me.
What is he trying to say?
I swallowed my dry saliva because I was nervous for no reason.
Then Sylvester slowly opened his mouth.
âI think I said it yesterday, too. I got it.â
ââAbout what?â
âAbout divorce.â
âReally?â
âYeah.â
After receiving such a definite answer, I felt at ease.
Well, Sylvester probably has no reason to continue his marriage with me.
I smiled satisfactorily and nodded.
âBut.â
At that moment, Sylvester spoke to me.
âWhy do you want to get a divorce so badly?â
He continued even before I could answer.
âAre you trying to chase the Crown Prince?â
âItâs definitely not like that.â
I answered back firmly. I keep getting this misunderstanding, but this time I really wanted to correct the misunderstanding.
So I said what I had in mind the whole time.
âItâs just that I want to live alone in peace. Quiet and peaceful.â
Itâs my dream.
Living a peaceful and healthy life alone without any involvement in the original work.
Oh, Iâm happy just thinking about it.
I smiled.
Sylvester looked at me indifferently.
âSo youâre going to live in peace and chase the Crown Prince around.â
âItâs definitely not like that!â
I shouted.
âIâm now close to His Highness because of my promise with you. Otherwise, I wouldnât have met His Highness. Really!â
I said it with anger. I thought Sylvester would have understood if I said this much.
âI donât believe you.â
Oh my.
I canât believe Sylvesterâs misunderstanding is so deep.
What should I do?
It was really dark in front of my eyes.
âThink of what youâve done while chasing the Crown Prince. Do you think I would think that you donât have any feelings for him with just a few words?â
âNo, thatâs true.â
I touched my forehead. I had a headache, so I didnât want to talk anymore.
âHa, I donât know. I donât know. Anyway, I said my position. I want to get a divorce and live a peaceful and happy life!â
Sylvesterâs expression changed strangely.
âArenât you having a peaceful life now?â
âNot really. Because there are many things that have happened.â
âWhat happened?â
He said as if he really didnât know anything. I was speechless and spoke in a little irritated tone.
âIâm already stuck in the political arena. I hate things like that. I just want to live without knowing anything.â
âYou were good at politics considering that.â
âI do it by squeezing out my strength. Itâs hard.â
In my words, Sylvester stared at me.
âThen.â
He continued to speak slowly.
âYou mean you can give up your thoughts on divorce when youâre at peace.â
ââIs this how you think?â
âYeah. Thatâs what I think.â
I donât think so.
I wanted to say that, but Sylvesterâs expression was so scary that I couldnât say it.
âFirst, I got it.â
I slowly looked into his eyes.
âWill you divorce me?â
âHow many times should I say I got it?â
âWhy are you angry? I just need to know.â
Hmph.
I snorted and turned my head around. Then, Sylvester burst into laughter.
âYouâre such a strange person.â
Why do you say what I want to say?
I was speechless and opened my mouth wide.
*****
When the carriage stopped, Sylvester got off the carriage first.
And he reaches out to Ophelia. Naturally, she took his hand.
Sylvester thought Opheliaâs hands were so soft. And itâs very pretty.
âDamn it.â
This is all he thinks about all the time.
Sylvester turned his head, clicked his tongue.
âDivorce, will you do it?â
âYou will divorce me, right?â
How many times does he have to answer before she believes what he says?
Sylvester bit his lips hard.
He was thinking of divorcing Ophelia.
No, they had to get a divorce.