âWhat are you talking about?â
I spoke in a rather sharp voice.
I hated drinking guys!
It reminds me of the past when my father was alive.
My father always drank alcohol. It was as if alcohol was flowing out of his pores.
Luckily he didnât hit me, but that was the only good thing.
Whenever my father drank, he used abusive language to me. A girl born after eating her mother, a mean one, a strong oneâ.
I think 90% of the reasons I was sick was because of my father.
Thatâs why I hate men who drink alcohol.
But, Sylvester is drinking alcohol before coming here!
I narrowed my eyes.
âIf youâre drunk, you have to sleep. Why did you come here and become a mess?â
âDrunkâ?â
Sylvester looked at me blankly.
âI didnât do anythingââ
He looked a little discouraged.
Huh. Uhm.
Heâs not the drunk man I thought he was.
I calmed down a little and looked at Sylvester.
âIâm just here to talk to youâ. If you donât like it, Iâll go back.â
Sylvester said, dropping his shoulders.
Sylvester, who is always confident and full of spirit. Iâve never seen him like this before. And I was more curious than disgusted.
Looking at Sylvester, who was so discouraged, I didnât think he would get mad at me or verbally abuse me.
Itâll be okay, right?
I glanced at Irene.
âYou stay in front of the door. You have to come in as soon as I shout.â
âAh, yes!â
Irene left the room in a hurry. And stood in front of it with the door a little open.
This should be okay, right?
I stared at Sylvester.
âWhat do you want to talk about?â
âJust because.â
Sylvester breathed heavily, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.
Then he sat down in a chair.
The slightly opened eyes looked more drowsy. It was a gaze that gave a somewhat decadent feel, so I unknowingly avoided his eyes.
Then Sylvester slowly opened his mouth.
âYou, what do you think of me?â
ââWhat?â
I didnât understand what he meant, so I asked back.
Sylvester spoke from time to time.
âHow the hell do you think when you talk like that every day?â
What does that meanâ?
Then I thought, âOh, my.â
âIs it because I asked for money?â
I was shocked and opened my mouth wide.
âYou donât want to pay me?!â
âItâs not like that.â
Sylvester ruffled his bangs and bit his lip.
âI can give you anything, like money.â
Then give it to me.
I almost said that.
I held it in well myself.
âSometimes they say you can only live by looking at my face.â
âNo, thatâs not it.â
âI hate you who have changed your mind now.â
Sylvester said in a little whining.
Is he whining?
That Sylvester?
I opened my mouth wide.
I couldnât believe this situation!
âI didnât change my mind. I was always like this.â
âYou mean you always liked the Crown Prince from the beginning?â
Oh, the story of how much I like Callian.
I really didnât know where and how to resolve the misunderstanding.
Even if I said no several times, he didnât believe it, so I had no choice but to remain silent for now.
Sylvesterâs eyes turned to me. He let out a long sigh and swept his face with his hand.
âYou, I hate you.â
Seeing him say this makes him feel a little cute. I canât believe a drunk man feels this cute.
It was really me too.
âOkay. Do you have anything more to say to someone you hate?â
âIâm sleepy.â
âWhat?â
âI said Iâm sleepy.â
Sylvester slowly got up. And he came to me.
Holding my hand gently, he raised my body.
âLetâs sleep together.â
Uh, in the meantime, I went to bed without realizing it.
Flop!
My body is laid down.
Sylvester is still lying next to me, holding my hand. He looked at me and smiled.
âIâm just going to sleep. So donât touch me.â
Thatâs what Iâm talking about?!
âGood night, Ophelia.â
He smiled brightly like a child and kissed my forehead gently.
Huhâ?
Wait.
He kissed me?
His breath is still on my forehead. My heart was beating so fast it felt like it was going to explode. I just froze.
But Sylvester already fell asleep.
âWhoaââ
Youâre just going to sleep like this?
I was so dumbfounded that I had no choice but to hold it in and look at Sylvester.
Badump, badump.
My heart was still beating so fast.
His breath on my forehead did not easily leave.
It seemed like I wonât sleep well today.
*****
When I woke up in the morning, Sylvester was not there.
Well, of course.
Yesterday, he was so ugly that he couldnât see me because he was embarrassed.
At the same time, I was relieved on the one hand.
Because I was embarrassed to see Sylvester, too.
I didnât want Sylvester to remember yesterday. I wanted it to be something that only I remember.
âCome to think of it, I really donât like men who drink.â
Yesterdayâs Sylvester was cute.
I even thought that it would be nice to drink often and treat me like that.
âAh, itâs dangerous.â
I barely calmed down my heart for Sylvester, but I canât believe itâs alive again!
âNo, I canât.â
I shouldnât have liked Sylvester.
Never! Never!
I held on to the rope, vowing like that.
Soon after, Irene came in.
âMadam, are you awake?â
âHmm.â I sat down in front of the wash water that Irene brought and answered.
âDid you sleep well last night?â
Irene said in a tone that looked at me lightly.
I glared at her.
âYeah. I slept very well. So, why donât you stop make that kind of expression on your face?â
âEy, but!â
Irene said with a shiver.
âYou donât know how happy I am because it seems that the relationship between Master and Madam has improved! Really!â
âIt got worse.â
I turned my head and muttered.
âMaybe.â
âLook! Youâve gotten better!â
âI said no!â
Iâm denying it like this, but itâs true that itâs gotten better.
The relationship between Ophelia and Sylvester in the past was like a time bomb that really didnât know when it would explode.
From Ireneâs point of view, it must have felt like she was walking in a tightrope.
But itâs different now.
I got along well with Sylvester.
Irene seems to like the pick in this part.
But Iâ.
âI canât.â
If we get along better here, there is no turning back.
It means that my grand plan is going to be in vain!
So I shouldnât like him.
For real!
âHurry up and get ready. Iâm going out today.â
âAh, yes! I understand!â
Irene hurriedly untied my hair and brushed it.
It was then.
âAre you awake?â
A surprising voice was heard.
âHoneyâ?â
It was Sylvester.
No, if something like that happened yesterday, I thought we wouldnât meet today, but for him to open the door like this!
I looked at Sylvester in surprise.
Sylvester approached me scratching his cheek.
âDid you sleep well?â
âHuhâ Uh. Yeah. I slept well.â
âYeah. Me too.â
After that, there was silence.
Sylvester didnât seem to know what to say, and I couldnât say anything because it was the same.
An awkward silence filled the gap between us.
âYesterday.â
Gulp.
I swallowed my dry saliva. And waited for his next words.
âI canât remember anything.â
I opened my eyes wide.
âI didnât say something weird, right?â
âYou didnât!â
I shouted.
âReally! You didnât do anything!â
âIs that so?â
Sylvester finally swept his chest with a slightly relaxed look.
âThatâs a relief.â
He then said with a promise.
âI wonât be drinking like that in the future. Iâm sorry.â
No, you can do that thoughâ.
I couldnât say that, so I agreed at first.
âYes, I got it.â
Silence came again. The awkward atmosphere between us.
Did Irene read this atmosphere, too?
She sneaks back and stands with her mouth covered.
âEhem.â
Sylvester coughed.
âI heard youâre going out. Take care.â
âYes. See you in the evening.â
âYeah.â
Sylvester left the room right away.
Looking at Sylvesterâs back leaving like that, I felt disappointed without knowing why.
No, I definitely didnât want Sylvester to rememberâ.
So why am I upset?
I didnât know myself well either.