Sophia
Growing up, I rarely invited friends to my house. On the few occasions I did, before I knew better, those kids either said horrible things about me at school or ghosted me, or both. Either way, I lost whatever connections I had outside the home.
Max Burrows wasnât like the friends who discovered my secret. He wasnât a part of the middle class, so even if Iâd grown up in a typical middle-income home, that wouldnât have been normal to him because he mingled among the elite. He hadnât liked my pink panties dangling off the couch or my mugsâor pretty much anything about me, and that was before heâd seen the worst of it.
I kicked a blown-up exercise ball in the hall out of the way and scurried to where Max stood, my heart racing. âWhat are you doing here?â
I attempted to shove him back out the door, but the darn man wouldnât budge, not even when I was inches away and glaring at him.
He smiled at my mother, then spared me a glance. And that was when I realized how close I was and that I still had my hands on him.
Leave it to Landlord Devil to have a firm body beneath the buttoned-up exterior. I dropped my hands and stepped back.
âI came to give you this,â he said, and handed me an envelope. He was wearing a suit, per usual, this one a subtle gray plaid with a zippy charcoal tie, and he appeared polite, revealing nothing of his thoughts.
Which I had to give him credit for, because my childhood friends had never waited until they were out the door before they said exactly what they thought about the house.
âThis is the address on your lease application,â he said. âI was on my way to an appointment and thought Iâd drop off your deposit check.â
Max
âCan I get you something to drink?â the older woman, presumably Sophiaâs mother, asked. Sheâd also been the one to answer the door.
âNo, Mom.â Sophia grabbed my arm with a firm grip for someone so small. âMax was just leaving.â
âIâd love a glass of water.â I smiled, and Sophia frowned. She was cute when she was angry. Cute at other times too, but especially when Iâd riled her up. She didnât seem the type to anger easily, and I took special pleasure in arousing it in her.
âIâll be just a moment,â her mother said and hurried off into what looked like a kitchen. Difficult to tell, as the room was full of disparate items. Was that a dog kennel on the counter? I hadnât seen any dogs or cats. Though Iâd seen a lot of other things wrong with the picture.
The home Sophiaâs mother lived in was extremely cluttered, to put it mildly. There was very little space in which to walk and a distinctly unpleasant odor.
I glanced at the small hand on my arm, tightened in a death grip and attempting to tug me back the way Iâd come. âYou need to leave,â Sophia said in a low voice. âMy mom isnât well.â
It was clear there was an issue with the house, quite possibly from a habit of the motherâs, but Sophiaâs mom seemed like a warm person and in possession of her faculties. âIâm good.â
Sophiaâs lips compressed, and her fair eyes glowed with anger.
If looks could kill, Iâd be dead right now.
Her mom reappeared a second later, carefully holding a glass with sunflower decals along the top edge. âHere you go,â she said, handing me the glass. âSophia mentioned your name was Max?â Sophia promptly dropped her hand from my arm, her body taut and vibrating with frustration beside me. âShe doesnât bring many people around,â her mother said, looking up in thought. âItâs been, what, a year, Sophia, since your friend Paul visited?â
Sophiaâs face paled, and her green eyes grew haunted.
A hollow sensation swept through my gut. It was all fun and games when Sophia was feisty, but not when she was upset.
I gulped down the water and handed the glass to her mother. âThank you. I didnât realize how thirsty I was until you offered. I should head out.â I touched the underside of Sophiaâs elbow. âCan I give you a ride? Iâm headed back to the apartment.â I wasnât, actually. Iâd been on my way to an appointment, but Iâd decided to reschedule it because this was more important.
She peered up as though confused.
âGo, go!â her mother said and ushered us toward the door. âDonât worry about a thing, Soph. Iâll have that room cleared out in no time.â
Sophia winced, but she reached back and gave her mom a tight hug that had my chest constricting.
She might be ashamed of the house, but not the mother.
I was envious. Appearances were everything where I came from, the downside of growing up in a place that was rigidly controlled. The warmth and overt caring between Sophia and her mother was the opposite of what Iâd experienced.
We walked down the steps to the concrete sidewalk, and I maintained a light touch on her arm the entire way. Sophia seemed out of it, and I worried sheâd trip and hurt herself if I let her go.
I guided her to my car and opened the passenger-side door, regretting my decision to come here more by the second. Had I known it would be this distressing for Sophia, I wouldnât have done it.
She shook her head as though finally realizing where we were standing. âI can catch a ride.â
âIâm going home anyway. I donât mind taking you.â
She hesitated a moment, but she must have been too exhausted to argue, because she stepped inside the car and settled in the front seat, setting her workbag on the floorboard.
I let out a heavy sigh of relief as I rounded the rear bumper. Sophia was upset, and I did not feel good about letting her find her way to the apartment. I would have, in fact, turned into the stalker I wasnât and followed her to make sure she got there safely.
As soon as Sophia fastened her seatbelt, I started the car and pulled onto the street. Her silence was worrisome. âAre you okay?â
Her voice was soft and faint when she replied, âWhy did you come today?â
Why had I come? It suddenly seemed less about the deposit and more about understanding this woman. Only now I was regretting my decision. I hadnât wanted to hurt her, and that seemed exactly what Iâd done. âI already told you.â
Her glare on the side of my face was weighted with anger. âYou gave me an excuse about the deposit, but no rich landlord personally delivers a check. Especially not before a tenant has moved out.â
My office could have mailed the check, and typically that was done after a tenant moved out, but there was another reason for my visit. âIâd like you to reconsider breaking your lease.â
She pinched the bridge of her nose and closed her eyes. âWhy?â she said with a look of exhaustion. âOr youâll sue me for breach of contract?â
Okay, I deserved that. Iâd been surprised and then annoyed when she told me she was moving. But it wasnât because of money. âJack wants you to stay, and he believes Iâm the reason youâre leaving.â That was the truth. Just not the whole truth.
There was a chance Iâd pushed an innocent woman to flee. I wasnât proud of it.
I also didnât want to see her go.
Her eyes met mine briefly, filled with equal measures of anger and hurt. âAnd if I donât stay?â
I gentled my tone. âYou are free to break the lease without repercussions.â
She shook her head. âAre you doing this out of pity? Offering me my room back after you saw my momâs place?â
I looked over, brow furrowed, before returning my gaze to the road ahead. âThereâs nothing wrong with a humble home.â
She made a derisive sound in the back of her throat. âHumble⦠That guy my mom mentionedâPaul? He was my last serious boyfriend. He dumped me as soon as he saw where I lived, after weâd been dating a year and were considering marriage. He told me he didnât want my mom to be a part of his future family. Itâs more than just the home.â
My hands gripped the steering wheel. On the outside, I had the ideal family, but it was all smoke and mirrors. âThat guy you dated was a shallow excuse for a human being.â
âAgreed,â she said, then seemed to catch herself. She looked as though she hadnât expected my response.
Imagining Sophia hurt by others for things out of her control⦠It bothered me. And I was the dickhead whoâd added to her pain on the rooftop, and probably a few other times because of my trust issues.
âNo pity,â I finally said. Because I didnât pity her. What I felt was admiration. âMy best friendâs happiness is important, and he says youâre a good roommate. And that I have beenâ¦rude.â
She snorted, and I took that for agreement.
I wasnât a total ass, just occasionally when my protective instincts fired in the wrong direction. âYou asked for the deposit, and it caught me off guard. Jack passes on the reduced rent to whoever sublets. Iâm not used to someone giving up a thing of value. Especially not when it comes to the opposite sex. Thatâs the world I live in, and people rarely sway from their roles.â
âSo what youâre saying is, women donât turn down your money.â Her expression was pure annoyance, and relief flooded my chest. The distress sheâd exhibited at her momâs had me antsy and prepared to bust down buildings to protect her. âMaybe those women actually liked you?â she said.
I sent her a look.
She smiled. âRight. I can see why women wouldnât like you for who you are on the inside, what with your handsome looks and fancy sports car blocking the view.â
âDo I sense sarcasm?â
âYou realize you can be rich, good-looking, and genuinely liked? Though that last one could be a struggle.â
Swinging briefly into oncoming traffic, I dodged a double-parked car. âI deserved that.â
âIâm just saying,â she continued, rubbing salt in the wound, âthat if you were a kind person, which I question, there might be people who could tolerate your presence.â She shifted toward me, and the side of my body lit up. âFor the record, Iâm not one of them. I have a particular distaste for arrogant, rich men. No amount of money can compensate for a chocolate-stealing thief who shows off his wealth with his suits and expensive sports car.â
I rubbed my chest in mock pain. âOuch.â
Her lips twitched in what looked like a smile. She didnât hate me. I hadnât won her over yet, but she didnât hate me.
There was a Machiavellian side of me that enjoyed riling up Sophia. She didnât back down when I was being an ass, and I respected that. But I was even more pleased to make her smile.
We drove the rest of the way in relative silence, except for the erotic tension that filled the airâpossibly entirely on my end.
I let out a sigh. I was attracted to a woman who hated me. Because of course I was.
Back at the apartment, I followed Sophia up the stairs, trying hard not to stare. Iâd been on dates since Gwen and I separated, but youâd think Iâd been locked up in a monastery. Now that Iâd mentally admitted my attraction to Sophia, the floodgates had opened, and my gaze snagged and held on a pert little rear. I had issues.
She stopped on the landing and swung around. âIâll stay at Jackâs as long as you donât pity me.â
I didnât dare breathe, worried sheâd take it back. Which solidified my ruination when it came to this woman.
âNo pity.â There was something undeniably appealing about her holding to her convictions.
âAnd one more thing,â she said, one curvy hip cocked. âMy sister will be staying now and then, so donât give me a hard time about it.â
âWhatever you and Jack work out is fine with me.â
She turned for her apartment, and I was about to head up to mine, forcing myself to remain cool and not look back, when I heard her say, âOh, I forgotâ¦â
I looked back, and the view was worth it.
âTouch my chocolate again,â she said, fire in her eyes, âand youâll lose a digit.â
A vision of a jerry-rigged finger guillotine inside her chocolate cupboard flashed before my eyes, and I smiled.
I liked this girl.