Sophia
Elise called a couple days later, and she was losing her shit. âWe have rats. Big, fat, greasy rats like youâd find in a New York City gutter. I called an exterminator, but Mom wonât let the guy in! I have a midterm in thirty minutes, Soph. Do something!â
So much for taking care of myself and not everyone around me. In truth, Iâd just wrapped up with a client and didnât have another appointment that day. At least, not one I couldnât easily reschedule. âIâm on it,â I said.
Victor had given me the formal business proposal this morning, and I hadnât taken the time to look at it yet, but that could wait too. I raced across town to my momâs house.
She answered the door, her expression harried, wearing what Elise and I called her muumuu, an oversized, billowy dress sheâd owned since Elise was born. Quite possibly a maternity dress sheâd never let go of. âWhy arenât you at work?â she asked, as though there werenât an emergency brewing in the house.
I scanned the floor for rodents before stepping inside. âElise says we have rats.â
My momâs gaze skittered to the side. âMaybe one.â
I rubbed my forehead and looked around. Were the stacks of newspapers and magazines taller today? Had things gotten worse? âThe last time this happened, the exterminators couldnât get to everything, Mom. This is a problem because of the condition of the house.â
âRats are cute, donât you think?â
My jaw dropped. âNo, I donât think theyâre cute. These arenât domestic pets. Theyâre rats coming in off the street because our home is a perfect breeding ground for rodents.â
My mother pouted, but I saw the worry in her eyes. âI pick up. Thereâs never any food left out.â
I rubbed my forehead and let out a strained breath. What was her rock bottom? Was she going to start cohabitating with rats now? âWe have to pack up the extra stuff in the house and clean the place.â
Elise and I had managed to get my mom to âconsiderâ packing up the house and garage and moving boxes to a storage facility once or twice before, but weâd never gotten her to commit. The timing was always bad, or she wasnât feeling well. Getting rid of anything was out of the question, as that resulted in severe panic attacks and crying, but even she understood the house was a safety hazard. Elise and I worried that if we didnât declutter and clean the place, Mom would get sick or hurt. Or Elise would get sick or hurt.
My mom paced the narrow track of carpet between the entry and the hallway. âNot now, Sophia.â
âYes now, Mom. Not today, because I have to get back to work, but soon. And youâre letting the exterminator in. Elise said you refused.â
âHeâll spray toxic gas to kill the rats and poison us.â
Rats. At least sheâd admitted there were more than one. âMy understanding is that the place Elise called uses humane methods to get rid of the problem. Traps and such. Either way, the workers need access, but that wonât be enough. With the house in this condition, the traps wonât solve the problem long-term. Rats will keep coming back unless we do something major.â
She got a hopeful glint in her eye. âThen thereâs no point in letting pest control in today. Thereâs no time to pack, as you said.â
I groaned. She had a mental illness, likely unresolved trauma from losing my dad. I understood that, but the situation drove me batshit crazy. My initial instinct was to lure my mom out of the house, toss everything in a dumpster, and set fire to it. But then I took a deep breath and calmed the hell down.
This was my motherâs house. Her things. Taking away her control in that manner could result in a worse mental state than the one she was in. I had no solutions, but I knew that much.
âMom, you canât live with wild rodents. What if they have rabies? Pest control will set traps today and return later to remove the animals they catch. But theyâll need to return once we clear everything out. They canât manage the problem with all this stuff around.â Were other women forced to convince their moms to get rid of indoor rats, or was I just special?
âOh, great!â my mother shouted. âWhy not throw me out of my own house!â
Frustration burned so hot, tears welled behind my eyes. She never meant it when she said stuff like that. It was desperation. âMoving your possessions somewhere safe is not throwing you out. Youâll still have furniture and your daily household items. Weâd only move the things you donât regularly use, and weâd place them in storage. Where you can visit your stuff any time you like.â
Sheâd never visit the storage facility, and it would cost an arm and a leg in monthly fees, but it was the only thing my mom had ever considered. Her attachment to possessions was indescribable.
She glanced around, twisting her hands nervously. âIâm not agreeing to moving anything. And Iâm going to my bedroom while those men are here.â
I wrapped my arm around her shoulders and walked her back. âIâll take care of everything. Theyâll be gone before you know it.â
The exterminator took longer than expected. By the time I returned to the shop, Victor was yawning and had cleaned off his desk for the day. âEverything okay?â
No. Not at all.
Victor knew some things about my family, but I never shared the trouble we had at home with anyone.
I turned toward my design desk. âYou head home, and Iâll take care of any last calls that come in.â
He gave me a soft smile. âWhy donât we both leave early? The projects will hold until tomorrow, and I want you to take some time to consider the proposal. Canât consider it if youâre working long hours and helping your mother.â
Victor knew my mom had issues, but heâd never asked for specifics. He was supportive without knowing the details, and Iâd always appreciated that. âI donât mind staying.â
He shook his head. âNope. Go home. Have a good meal and a glass of wine. You deserve it.â
Okay, when he put it like thatâ¦
I often worked late, especially when we were short-staffed, but if Victor wasnât worried about closing early, why should I be? Thereâd be plenty of time to stress myself out running the business later. For now, I did as he suggested and closed the shop with no intention of working from home that night.