Translator: Dragon Boat Translation Editor: Dragon Boat Translation
âI appreciate your loyalty,â Gu Chengrui said with a hesitant sigh. âYouâre getting older, and traveling wouldnât be ideal for you. Besides, the residence needs someone to look after it in our absence.â
Niu Fuguiâs shoulders slumped in disappointment. âThen I shall await your return,â he replied dejectedly.
Later that night, while tidying up his books in the study, Gu Chengrui was struck by a sudden tightness in his chest. A violent coughing fit ensued, culminating in a bloody expulsion from his mouth.
Staring at the crimson stain on his hand, he froze for a moment before uttering, âI hope I can hold on until we set sail.â
The door creaked open abruptly, revealing Gu Chenglin standing on the other side. Gu Chengrui swiftly concealed the bloodstained hand behind his back.
Gu Chenglin initially paid little mind to what his cousin was hiding. However, upon noticing the blood at the corner of his mouth, he was jolted awake. He rushed forward and grabbed Gu Chengruiâs arm. âCousin, what did you just try to hide?â he demanded.
âNothing. Why are you here so late?â Gu Chengrui countered firmly, his voice betraying no hint of his illness.
Gu Chenglin, however, remained unconvinced. Recently, he noticed his cousinâs increasingly gaunt and haggard appearance. He initially attributed it to exhaustion. But now, the evidence pointed towards illness.
âDonât try to deceive me,â he challenged, raising his hand to wipe away the blood at the corner of Gu Chengruiâs mouth. âCousin, how long do you intend to keep this from me? Is this the reason behind your sudden urge to embark on this voyage? Youâre sick, arenât you?â
âDonât let your imagination run wild,â Gu Chengrui dismissed his concerns. âItâs merely a nosebleed, an effect of the recent heatwave.â
Gu Chenglin leaned against the table, his gaze fixated on his cousin. He had undeniably become thinner, and his complexion had darkenedâno, it was a sickly pallor. His skin had lost its former vibrancy, leaving him with a dull appearance. The green tinge in his eyes had intensified.
Despite possessing only rudimentary knowledge of medicine, Gu Chenglin could discern that something was seriously wrong with Gu Chengruiâs health.
Ignoring his questions, Gu Chengrui continued tidying up the books in the study.
Realizing his cousin wouldnât budge, Gu Chenglin turned around, ready to storm out in a huff.
Sensing his frustration and fearing his plan wouldnât hold, Gu Chengrui stopped him. âI assure you, Iâm fine. Donât breathe a word of this to Chengxi and the others.â
âAre you trying to tell me thereâs no problem here?â Gu Chenglin countered, spinning around to meet his gaze directly.
Gu Chengrui playfully struck him on the head with a book. âYou rascal! Canât you simply wait for me to call for you?â he chided. âHonestly, Iâve been terribly worn down these past years. I simply yearn for a quiet place to retreat for a while. While itâs true there are some issues with my body, itâs nothing major. After two years of recuperation, Iâll be back to my usual self.â
âWhat kind of illness is it?â Gu Chenglin pressed, his brow furrowed with concern.
Gu Chengrui hesitated for a moment before replying, âTuberculosis. But donât worry, Iâll be alright.â
âIs this the truth?â
âI might lie to others, but remember, you mustnât breathe a word of this to anyone.â
âThen Iâll help you organize your books,â Gu Chenglin offered.
âNo need,â Gu Chengrui refused gently. âYou have your own responsibilities now, and they wonât be light. You need to mature quickly. Focus on your own affairs.â
With that, he gently pushed Gu Chenglin out of the study before he could protest.
Seeing his cousinâs resolve, Gu Chenglin offered no further argument and retreated back to his own room. However, the image of Gu Chengrui coughing up blood haunted him, preventing sleep from claiming him. He felt helpless, unable to do anything to help.
Finally, he got up and headed to the clinic to find Gu Chengxi. Unfortunately, Gu Chengxi couldnât leave his patients unattended all day, so he returned to the residence.
The next morning, unable to bear the worry any longer, Gu Chenglin rose early and made his way directly to Gu Chengxiâs house.
Gu Chengxi, practicing boxing in the courtyard, saw Gu Chenglin come in. He was stunned for a moment, then retracted his fist. âYouâre suffering from insomnia. You came to me early in the morning with a pair of dark circles under your eyes. Whatâs wrong?â