âAbsolutely fucking not.â I leaned my hip against the kitchen counter, folding my arms across my chest, my eyes wide at Laius. He was irritably calm, smirking at me behind the smoke of his coffee. How could he be okay with this? Could he not see that was Tironeâs plan all along? To get me and him in forced proximity away from Laius so he could reclaim me? Of course, he couldnât. He didnât know anything, and it was all my fault.
âYouâre being unreasonable, Miss Meneceo,â Tirone said in warning. He was resting his elbows on the other side of the counter, his intentâdark as alwaysâstare digging a hole into me, eliciting his threats in their own way. Of course, this was his idea to get me to be alone with him. Of course, he had to lie through his teeth, feeding Laius whatever story to convince him to accept his genius solution to the problem.
âIâm not being unreasonable. Iâm being violated.â
âViolated? What do you mean violated, Jo? Who the fuck violated you, my old lady, in my own place?â Laius asked, his temper evident in his voice.
âYou exposed very private details of my life, my secrets, my traumas to all of your friends, whom I donât even know yet, by the way, and to a former student of mine, whom overnight Iâd learned he was my boyfriendâs son, with no consideration whatsoever to boundaries or consent.â I was sincerely upset about the first part. The Tironeâs part was an embellishment for emphasis. Or a cry for help. I wanted to tell Laius everything. I just didnât know how.
âI donât need consent to protect you, baby, and I donât give a fuck about boundaries when it comes to your safety. You know Iâd do anything in the world without limits to keep you safe, like kill anyone that threatens you in any way, not just tell my brothers how to work with me on that,â Laius said.
âShould you not have, at least, asked me if I was ready for this overshare yet? We talked about this. Not only did you decide the timing for me, but also you decided the course of my life here without even discussing it with me.â
âI am discussing it with you.â
âAfter you had this whole conversation with people that, regardless of whom they are to you, are practically strangers to me, while I was sleeping off the drugs you made them use to kidnap me.â
Docâwho was, other than Fort, the only member of the Night Skulls Iâd officially metâhad explained the dizziness, dry mouth, fatigue and the urge to sleep were all side effects from the drugs Hook and Texas used to bring me here.
Heâd made a prospectânot a sweetbutt because he didnât know where I stood with them after my incident at Rosewood, which was another thing everybody here knew about me when I knew nothing about themâbring me some food and water, waited with me until I scoffed them down and gave me some meds that would help me sleep the side effects off, and so I did all day yesterday.
âYou shot me in the guts,â a man, who must be Hook, slurred from the leather couch across the far wall of the lounge, lifting a beer glass at me, his other hand on the gauze on his stomach for emphasis. He was wearing jeans only. His hair was dark and in a messy ponytail. His beard was light, lighter than Laiusâs, his eyes big and dark blue, and he looked like he had one of those permanent scowls on his forehead.
âAnd almost broke my leg, yâall. Letâs not forget about that. Had to do something,â another one said, glancing at me over his shoulder from the opposite couch. Texas, I presumed. Dirty blond. Also had no shirt on. God knew if he had pants on or not. Thankfully, the kitchen was behind that couch, and I could only see his head.
âWell, if youâd just introduced yourself properly, we wouldnât have been in this situation,â I said.
âWe didnât know you were alone. Prez said you had company,â Texas said.
Tirone ducked his head and moved a little so heâd block anything from my view but him. âWho was it you were supposed to be with in a motel in Utah, Miss Meneceo, if I may ask?â
âYou may not, and stop staring at me like that.â
âIâm sorry,â he taunted. âItâs a little weird, after all this time, to see you have blue eyes. Itâs like youâre a totally different person.â
I shifted on my feet and directed my gaze toward Texas. âDid you bring my phone by any chance?â
He shook his head. âWhat phone?â
âThe one I was holding when you raided my room. Hook?â
âNo, maâam. I was busy being shot.â
âOh for Godâs sake,â I mumbled. âLook, Iâm sorry I shot you, but would you not have done the same thing had you been in my shoes?â
âSure thing. I ainât blaming ya. I admire your courage.â
I blinked in confusion. He didnât show enoughâanyâemotion to know if he truly meant it or was mocking me. Honestly, other than his hand on the gauze and the slur in his voice, I wouldnât know he was shot or was in any pain either.
âI grabbed your purse on the way out, if thatâs any good,â Texas added. âWe sent a prospect for your car and luggage, too. Itâs right outside.â
âThank you. Thatâs definitely helpful. Can you ask him if heâs found my phone?â
âThe fuck is the matter with you and that fucking phone?â Laius suddenly asked, his tone taking an edge. âI told you Iâd get you a new one.â
âItâs not about that. I needââ I wished I could have explained, but Michele made me promise. âIt has important number-s.â
A muscle popping in his jaw, Laius pointed at my own steamy cup of coffee heâd made me himself. âBaby, why donât you drink your coffee? Get your head clear so we can talk about school over breakfast? Iâm on a two-week ultimatum to save your ass. I donât have time to waste.â
âStarting a new job as a front, while your dropout son acts as my student when heâs in fact going to be my bodyguard, isnât going to save my ass. Iâm not applying to any jobs until everything is sorted out,â I pushed the mug, âand I donât drink black coffee.â
Tirone rounded the counter and went to where they kept the pots. âI know how you drink your coffee. Iâll make you another cup. Two sugar, one cream, right?â He subtly winked at me. âIâm not a dropout anymore, by the way. Iâm going back to school for real.â He glanced at me, his eyes sad and genuine. âI only dropped out for you, not because I wanted to.â
âYou didnât.â I refused to believe that story because if itâd been true, I had no idea how I was supposed to deal with it. âI donât care what lies you told everyone to convince them to give you that cut youâre wearing now, but you didnât drop out for me.â
âItâs true,â Laius said. âI checked.â
I froze for a second, a lump forming at the back of my throat. âHow did you check?â
âI called Delilah last night. She confirmed the whole thing. Armando Lanza went to their place and sat with Rex to make him rat you out. Rex refused, but McNamara was too much of a pussy. He tried to make my boy do it. Thatâs when they had that fight. Thatâs why he dropped out.â
My lips parted with a breath that was stuck in my throat as my stare yawed between Tirone and Laius. Tirone who all this time had been telling the truth about why he left. Tirone whom I thought had dumped me when heâd been nothing but genuine about protecting me. Tirone who had gotten into a fight with his stepdad because of me. And Laius who went to prison because of it. Because of me. Laius who thought I was worth saving that he was ready to put his life and the lives of his people at risk to keep me alive. Laius whom I fell in love with hard and deep as a result of a misunderstanding between me and my ex, his only son.
âYou called your ex, again while I was sleeping?â I was being a bitch, but I needed to change the subject because I was about to cry, and my mind was unable to think of a good excuse for that without causing suspicion. Because it was swelling and pulsing with literal pain from what heâd just revealed.
âYou fucking shitting me right now? I called to check Rexâs story. Besides, sheâs the mother of my son. Iâm allowed to call her without supervision.â
âOh, because you co-parent much?â My voice shivered. I lowered my head as I walked past him, tears on the verge of spilling. âI⦠I have to get out of here.â
âLet me come with you,â Ty yelled after me as I walked to the front door.
âNo. I want to be alone.â I ran down the couple of steps of the porch. The sun blared in my face, and I realized I didnât have my sunglasses on. It didnât matter. I had a spare in the car.
âThe fuck you are. Jo, get inside,â Laius shouted.
âNo. Iâm goingâ¦shopping. Yes. Shopping by myself. I havenât changed my clothes in two days because I donât have any.â
âYour bags are in your car. Iâll get them for you and take you shopping later. Now, get back inside.â
âFuck you. Iâm not a baby in need of a babysitter. Iâm not your prisoner either. Iâll go out whenever I want.â I stalked across the open yard. I didnât know how the compound looked like until now. It was basically a plantation house in the back, an open yard with cars and motorcycles lined up everywhere, and a garage out front, all enclosed in gated walls.
When I found my car, I opened the door. Luckily, it wasnât locked. I looked for the keys. They were inside, my spare pair of sunglasses, too. I hid my wet, burning eyes immediately and started the car. Tools banged from the garage as I headed down the gate. A few men with prospect cuts stood, unmoving, with their hands clasped over their crotches.
âPlease, open the gate,â I said as politely as possible.
âSorry. We canât,â one of them said, his gaze awkward, as if he was sorry he had to do this or something. âPrezâs orders.â
What the fuck? âPlease, move out of the way. I wonât say it again.â
âIâm sorry, maâam.â
I banged the horn with my fist long enough to irritate the dead. âLaius! Tell your men to open the fucking gate!â
He didnât answer me, and no one came out of the house or moved off the fucking gate. Fuck it. I blew out of the car, slamming the door. âI swear to God, if you donât let me out now, Iâll run your men over and crash my car into the gate!â
I waited for five seconds. Nothing.
âIâm going to count to three! One! Two! Three!â When he still didnât come down, I climbed back into the car and reversed it as far as the distance allowed, screeching the tires so heâd know I wasnât bluffing. That was only when he appeared at the front door. I squinted at him in the rear mirror, switched gears and held the steering wheel tight, foot ready on the gas.
âThe fuck. Jo, donât,â he warned, Tyâs face emerging behind him.
âWatch me.â I squared my shoulders and slammed the gas pedal.
Ty held his head with both his hands, and Laius ran after me like a maniac, yelling, âStop the fucking car!â
The poor prospects stared between me, as I went toward them in full speed, and him. If they were smart, they would get out of the way or better yet, open the gate.
Suddenly, Laius wasnât behind me, and the prospects scattered away. It was just me and the yellow gates about to manically embrace.