I sense the moment Kylie enters the building. Even if I hadnât already known it was her first day at SeCure, I wouldnât have missed her presence. My wolf senses prickle. A growl rises in my throat. Swallowing it back down, I move from my desk and pace to the wall-to-wall windows, gazing out at the Catalina foothills. My collar is suddenly too tight. I want to shed my clothes, take my wolf form. I want to run. To howl. To hunt.
When Tucson courted SeCure to move our headquarters to the city, I played hardball, pressing for tax advantages and new roads to the proposed location. But, in truth, it was a no-brainer. Tucson is perfect for a shifterânestled between three mountain ranges, with a population of only a million, it gives me quick access to wilderness while retaining all the advantages for business. Attracting high-caliber employees wasnât hardâmost professionals were delighted to relocate to the desert, even with the hot summers.
I built the headquarters at the base of the mountains. My own mansion also nestles into the front range of the Catalinas so I can run and hunt at any time.
I pace in front of the windows, skin tingling. Iâm actually considering shifting in broad daylight. My wolf wants out. He wants to hunt, to kill. Or fuck.
Mine.
Yeah, my wolf wants to fuck that hot little human on the sixth floor. If I were smart, Iâd stay way the hell away from her. But I wasnât thinking with my brain when I recommended hiring her in the first place.
I canât get Kylie out of my head. Over the past two weeks, her scent comes to me at night. I see her in my dreams. The memory of her long legs and bat tits gets me hard every time.
How can a human be so attractive?
A tap on my door. âMr. King? Your nine a.m. is here.â
With a sigh, I sit at my desk. âSend him in.â More business shit to deal with. Kylie will have to wait.
~.~
Jackson
I force myself to wait until eleven a.m. By then, my entire body twitches from the effort of resisting instinct. Shooting to my feet, I stride out of my office, past my secretaryâs desk.
She looks, surprised. âYour eleven a.m. is waiting, sir.â Sheâd already told me once, and Iâd asked for a minute.
âYeah, I know. Iâll be back in five.â Or ten. Or however long it takes me to throw my little Batgirl up against the wall and fuck her senseless.
I shove my wolf back down. This is a bad idea. Sheâs human. Beautiful. Fragile. Breakable. At best, Iâd bruise her. At worst⦠Iâd break her.
But I have to see her.
I take the elevator to the sixth floorâthe memory of touching her making my cock even harder. Thank fate we were stuck together. Thank fate I didnât realize how her scent called to me until after we were out of the enclosed space. Only years of control kept my wolf from taking over and claiming her right there. Control and being so fucking confused.
Iâve never felt this way before. I shouldnât feel this way. Especially not about a human.
I prowl down the hall, ignoring the way all the employeesâ conversations die when they see me. Most days, I welcome their nervousness. It satisfies the predator part of me. Today, I have different prey.
I donât need to ask where my little hacker is stationed. Her scent leaves a trail. Vanilla and spice, and a flavor I donât recognize.
My hunt ends at a tiny windowless office. Kylie sits studying her computer screen with a coffee mug at her lips.
Although I donât make any noiseâshifters tread far more quietly than humansâshe snaps her head in my direction before I step through the doorway, blinking as if she doesnât quite believe Iâm real.
âMr. King.â She swivels in her chair but doesnât stand. My wolf likes that sheâs lost her fear of me. She crosses her long bare legs, and I thank the fates sheâs wearing another short skirt. âOr should I call you J.T.?â
So sheâs still annoyed at my little deception. Her voice holds a note of scorn no other employee would use, and damn, but it makes my cock twitch.
The sight of her thrills me, but I allow myself only a small grin. âYou may.â
Her gaze flicks to the doorway behind me, and only because Iâm part wolf do I recognize a slight trapped animal vibe under the confidence. Like it makes her itchy to have the only exit blocked. Must be part of her claustrophobia. I step into the office and away from the door to give her an unfettered exit, and she relaxes.
I lean against the wall, crossing my arms over my chest. My wolf wants me to puff out my muscles, and run out to hunt and bring her back a rabbit for lunch. Down, boy.
Her scent hits me hard, bringing on the prickle of the shift. I will it back, hoping my eyes havenât changed color.
She arches a brow. âIs that what you go by?â
âNo.â
She sets her coffee mug down and stands. The skirt hugs her tight body, her heels making the muscles of her calves stand out in stark relief. A faded Spiderman T-shirt stretches across her chest. This girl has a superhero fetish.
Too bad Iâm the villain. I want to yank the T-shirt up and drag my tongue up that flat belly to the perky tits.
âListen, I want to apologize again for what I said. I didnât mean any of it. I was justâ¦jealous.â She sounds sincere.
I didnât expect another apology. The set of her shoulders says sheâs on the defensive, but the softness in her face and voice tells me sheâs actually trying to make nice. Which isâ¦refreshing. My employees, business colleagues, hell, everyone in my life either sucks up to me, or talks shit about me behind my back. Or both. Only other shifters are real, but the Arizona packs donât love me. Which is my own fault.
âJealous of what?â
She shrugs. âYour brains, I guess.â
Another surprise. Most people are jealous of my success, my money, my power. They seem to think I havenât earned them. I got lucky. âIf you got inside my head, you wouldnât find much worth keeping,â I say. Just a lifetimeâs worth of guilt. Any therapist would point out my obsessive career drive as compensatory. And if the psychotherapist knew what Iâd done to deserve my self-loathing, theyâd lock me up. But my mistake canât be undone. My mom canât be brought back from the dead, and my stepfatherâs death still came too late.
Kylie studies me.
What does she see? A giant, awkward geek? A creepy guy? Or does she see the wolf in my eyes, the predator that wants to put her on her hands and knees and fuck her senseless?
âYou like my code.â My voice is hoarse, guttural, this close to the change.
âI do.â She gives a slow, sensuous smile, as if talking code is foreplay. Her teeth are perfect and white, lips plump and glossed. âYour eyes are lighter than I remembered.â
Fuck.
I blink rapidly, forcing back the change. âThey change.â Not a lie. âIâve been working on a new language.â Jesus, this really was geek-talk. Next thing Iâll be telling her a âonce, at band campâ¦â story.
Her eyes light up, and she moves forward, invading my space. Sheâs toned and leggy, but her tits and ass would make the perfect handful.
âIâd like you to test it for me.â
Oh fatesâwhat in the hell am I doing? I never let anyone see my work, especially not a brand-new employee whom I know nothing about.
She leans closer. âIâd love to.â
Are her nipples hard?
âIt would have to be after hours, on the side. I know Stu has other work for you.â
âSure, great.â She isnât daunted by overtime, apparently. Definitely a legit geek.
âMy office, six p.m.â Sounds like a date. It must have sounded that way to her, too, because the scent of female arousal reaches my nose.
I ball my fists, pressing my blunt fingernails into my palms to keep from snatching her body up against my own. I imagine her naked, sprawled out on my desk with her legs open wide.
No. No, no, no. It canât happen. Some wolves are able to have sex with humans, no problem, but they wouldnât have the urge to mate with one. A human wouldnâtâshouldnâtâinspire the urge to permanently mark her with my scent. But it seems this one does. And that makes fucking her an impossibility. Because I canât mark her without serious injury or death.
Her berry lips part, as if waiting for a kiss.
I step forward.
âAm I forgiven?â Her whiskey voice goes straight to my cock.
I pin her with a cool glance. âWeâll see.â
The scent of her nectar grows stronger. She likes my authority.
I leave before I shove her skirt up, rip off her panties, and bury my tongue in her.
Not going to happen. Canât. Happen.
I walk away, body tense. My wolf wants to be unleashed.
Maybe I need to get outside. I use my cell to call my secretary. âVanessa, cancel my appointment. Iâm going out.â
~.~
Kylie
Holy sexballs, Batman. Jackson King has a thing for me. Why else would he show up, all growly and intense, and invite me to his office?
He wants to show me his code. Is that what the kids call it these days?
Maybe heâs just being nice, making up for his first impression. Maybe he wants to put me, a new employee, at ease on my first day. Throw me a bone. The big one in his pants. Heh.
But no. Iâm not that girl. Iâve never even been with a guy. I didnât read Career Advice for Dummies, but Iâm pretty sure sleeping with my boss is not a good idea.
Even if itâs Jackson Kingâ¦
After a few minutes of daydreaming, I shake myself.
No, K-K, I scold my libido. Donât mess this up. Iâve just landed my dream job. No more life of crime, or being on the run. No more hiding, the only excitement in my life discovering what Mémé made for lunch.
And Jackson King is probably a player. Maybe thatâs why thereâs no news about a girlfriend. He probably sleeps with his employees and pays them for their silence. Jerkwad.
If only he didnât have such pretty eyes. I thought they were green. Today, they were light blue.
I tap my keyboard, acting busy in case Stu interrupts me. Even though we can email or chat via the intranet, he drops into my office, often. I still havenât figured out why he was so gung ho to hire me. Glowing recommendations from college professors donât seem like enough.
I pull up Google to do a search on Stu, to see if I can learn more, and end up typing in Jackson Kingâs name instead. There he is, unsmiling as always, in a photo shoot for Wired magazine. He stares through the camera, his thick hair mussed and jaw clenched. His typical leave me alone or else look.
It only makes me want to get closer.
Only a few more hours before I can go see his code. And I actually do want to sit and program with him, even if it means unpaid overtime. Maybe diving into a project will end the awkwardness between us. Iâm standoffish and snarky in real life, but online, Iâm Catgirl. Leaping tall buildings in a single bound. Solving the worldâs problems, one hack at a time. When my dad was alive, we moved so much between his heistsâunable to stay in one place. The computer was my home. I didnât meet my friends at the mall. I met them online. And codingâthe numbers just made sense. A challenge and a comfort at the same time. Something about hiding in plain sight.
For some reason, I think Jackson King would understand.
At six p.m., I leap out of my chair. My heart pitter-patters at a jaunty tempo as I take the stairs to the eighth floorâthe executive level.
When I break out of the stairwellâwhich brings back bad memories, but not as bad as an elevatorâI walk briskly. Act like you belong, and people will assume you do. My father gave better advice on blending in than any business book. As a thief, he would know.
I do belong here, I tell myself, as I head to the corner office. For the first time in my life, I belong.
Kingâs executive assistant is packing up, pulling on a light jacket and slinging her purse over one shoulder. Sheâs cute. And her blouse is unbuttoned way too low.
Holy cleavage, Robin.
I try to walk past her.
âExcuse me? May I help you?â
I whirl with a bright smile. âSure. Iâm here to see Mr. King.â
The assistant shakes her head, bouncing her perfect blonde curls. âNo. He doesnât have any appointments.â
âYes, he does. He asked me to look at some code.â I extend my hand, doing my best to look friendly, despite the frosty reception. âIâm Kylie McDaniel, the new infosec specialist.â
The young woman shakes her head again and ignores my hand. âNope. Itâs not on his schedule. And Mr. King really doesnât like to be bothered. I can try to make you an appointment?â Her voice drips with doubt.
The door behind her pushes open. âMs. McDaniel.â
I shouldnât have done it. I couldâve just waited until the woman walked away, and gone in anyway. But something in me itches for a fight.
Eyes glued to the assistantâs face, I answer, âJ. T.â
The assistantâs eyes widen right before her face pinches up tight.
Fortunately, my over-familiarity doesnât seem to piss off Jackson. He doesnât explain himself to his secretary, but then he doesnât have toâitâs his company. He steps back and gestures impatiently toward his office.
Only on him would authority look so hot.
âNice to meet you,â I tell the assistant as I swagger on by.
She ignores me. âDo you need me to stay, sir?â
No thanks, Iâm not into threesomes.
âNo.â
So he gives others the monosyllabic answers, too. Good to know.
âOkay, good night?â the secretary says, a hint of desperation in her voice.
Without a word, he shuts the door. It shouldnât satisfy me, but it does. And now Iâm alone with Jackson King.
âYouâre late,â King growls.
Heâs taken off his suit jacket and tie. His collar stands open. His broad shoulders fill the dress shirt.
âAm I in trouble?â
He doesnât answer, only rolls up his sleeves.
Holy hotness, Batman.
âIf you miss me, Iâm only two floors down.â
King grunts in answer and stalks behind a large, solid oak desk with a leather captainâs chair. A retreat, but heâs back in a seat of power. Two smaller chairs sit in front of the desk. I drop my bag in one but donât sit down. Iâm not a naughty student visiting the principalâs office.
Now, thatâs a fantasy.
Kingâs office is impressive. Two entire walls of floor-to-ceiling windows showcase a breathtaking view of the Catalina foothills, which glow pink and purple in the setting sun.
âYour secretary sure is protective of you. Are you fucking her?â Oops, maybe a little too blunt. But if heâs a man-ho, leching on all his employees, I want to know.
âExcuse me?â That stern voice warns me to settle down. Too bad it only makes me more excited.
I shrug. âShe seems jealous.â
âSo you conclude Iâve taken her to bed?â
My face floods with heat. Once again, the first words out of my mouth are totally inappropriate. What is it about him that brings out inner thoughts? Around him, I canât hide.
He tilts his head to the side. âI donât think sheâs the one whoâs jealous. What did you think we were going to be doing up here, Kylie?â
I shiver when he says my name.
âDid you think weâre going to sleep together?â
âNo.â My lie isnât very convincing. I should know. I was trained to lie. âNot at all.â
His gaze drops to my breasts, and he raises his eyebrows, as if making a point. His eyes are light-blue againâalmost silver. Méméâs change like that. Sometimes they look chocolate-brown, like mine, other times they are golden.
I look down. My freakinâ nipples are standing out so far they show through my bra and T-shirt.
Damn.
I cross my arms over my chest to hide them. âLook, weâre both adults. You invited me up here. Show me what youâre going to show me, and Iâll tell you what I think.â
âYou think youâre ready?â
I saunter to his desk and plant my hands on it, leaning in. âKing, Iâve been ready for you my entire life.â
For a moment, King regards me. He pivots, squaring off to face me. He seems bigger, bulkier. His eyes burn into mine, ice blue with a black band around them.
A musky scent washes over me, spicy and masculine. My pulse picks up as I hear a low rumbling sound. Itâs coming from King.
I straighten. âYou okay? You seemââ
âThis isnât going to work.â
âWhat?â I choke out, like heâs punched me in the gut.
He closes his eyes, opens them, getting himself under control with visible effort. Whether itâs temper or attraction, I canât be sure. I feel numb as he walks back to the door, presumably to see me out.
âLook, Iâm sorry.â I touch his arm. Electricity surges through my fingertips. King sucks in a breath. âIâll behave. I really want to see your code.â
He steps back out of reach. âNo. This was a mistake.â
âGive me another chance,â I plead. âI can act professionally, I swear.â
He turns and hits me with the full force of his gaze. His eyes drift over my mouth, my breasts, down the length of my bare legs. Tingles spread through me. âMaybe. But I canât.â
I shiver again. My senses go on alert, danger twining with excitement. Thereâs a predator in the room, and heâs got his sights set on me.
âYou need to leave, Kylie.â
Ouch. Not even his sexy voice can soften the rejection. I back toward the door, swallowing. The air in the office is electric, making the hairs on my nape stand up.
Something has happened between us. Something I donât quite understand.
âIâm sorry.â I search for more to say. âI didnât mean toââ
âIâm not someone you should be alone with.â
âWhat? I donât understand.â
âThis isnât a good idea.â Head bowed, massive body outlined in red from the setting sun, Jackson King looks like a hero in a comic book, a being from another world.
âKing,â I say, and take a step forward.
His head snaps up, and he pins me with those blazing blues. âGet out.â
My back hits the door, and I twist the knob, unwilling to look away from the big bad King. Muscles tight and eyes wary, he looks every bit as dangerous as he does sexy. But Iâm not afraid. I want to seduce him.
Iâm crazy. I donât know anything about seduction. These feelings are crazy. I try again, one last time. âI still want to test your code. You could email me. Or something.â
âNo,â he says. âI canât.â His lips twist into a miserable smile. âLeave. Now.â His voice softens. âWhile you still have a chance.â
What does he mean? I donât stay to find out. I close the door too hard, and it slams.
âAnd stay out,â I mutter, my cheeks burning.
At least his secretaryâs not here to witness my humiliation.
As I walk away, a tortured sound rips from Kingâs office. An inhuman sound. Almost like a howl.
~.~
Jackson
I pull my clothes off in the parking lot and throw them in my trunk. Itâs reckless. There are still cars in the lot, and itâs not even dark yet, but I have to run. The moon is waxing, which makes my wolfâ antsier than usual. Thatâs the problem. Not that smart-mouthed, intoxicating little human who calls everything the way she sees it.
My chests shakes with a growl when I think about the danger Kylie is in. My wolf wants to protect her from all threats. But, of course, the only threat to her is me.
Garrett warned me this could happen. The Tucson alpha runs a tight pack. His wolves are all healthy, well-adjusted. He and I have a tenuous relationshipâI am a lone wolf on the edge of his territory. Garrett keeps reaching out. Not just to assert his leadershipâalthough he wouldnât be much of an alpha if he didnât tryâbut to save me from moon sickness. Wolves, especially big, dominant wolves, can go mad if they wait too long to take a mate. If I ever display the signs, Garrett has made it clear heâll take me down. I told him to bring his best fighters to be sure he could finish the job.
I canât be bothered with a mate. Hell, I donât even want a pack, not after my birth pack banished me. I am a lone wolf, or I would be, if I hadnât taken in Sam. But that was different. Sam needs me, and my wolf likes the kid.
My wolf more than likes Kylie. It wants me to claim her, but claiming a human is dangerous. I know the consequences of letting my bestial nature run free. People get hurt.
I canât let that happen to Kylie.
I close my eyes and let the heat consume me. The cells tear apart. Rearrange. Itâs painless but requires concentration and takes energy. Dropping to all fours, I run behind the cars, out of the solar panel-covered lot, to the rocky dirt of the desert. I lope straight up the side of the mountain, racing to get behind the crest for cover.
Nose lowered to follow a rabbit trail, I let my wolf rule. No more being a CEO. No more company, or code. No more Kylie with scent, intoxicating and forbidden. The confused hurt on her face when I told her to get outâ¦
For a long time, I run the mountain, dodging in and out of trees and scrub, stretching my muscles. The sun ducks under the horizon, and the moon rises, shimmery and plump, lighting the slope of the mountain.
I catch a familiar wolfâs scent a moment before I see a flash of black and a pair of amber eyes. I tense my hind legs and leap to tackle the other wolf, knocking the young male onto his side and nipping his ear.
Sam is scrawny for a shifterâstill large by wolf standards. My young pack brother yips and nips back until I growl and show my teeth. Sam tucks his tail and whines, offering his belly and throat.
I lick his ear and let the kid spring to his feet. Dominance and submission games are just that between usâplay. Itâs the closest thing to fun I allow myself. If not for the kidâour pack of twoâI wouldnât interact with anyone on a personal levelâneither human nor shifter. But Sam refuses to leave. He remembers what itâs like to be alone.
I lift my muzzle and trot off, knowing Sam will follow. Tonight, weâll run and hunt just like we did in the mountains of California, where I found Sam starving and half-mad, his human side almost lost. He seems to know what I cannot explain. Tonight, Iâm the one who needs rescuing.