The hairs on the back of my neck stand up as I walk to the Range Rover in the solar panel-covered parking. I lift my nose to the air and sniff, but all I smell is the cool spring air of the desert.
The moon beckons me, makes me itchy to shift and hunt for Kylie.
I reach the vehicle and stop.
A dark head is visible in the passenger seat of my car. I know immediately itâs her.
My body surges into emergency mode, the shift upon me. I donât know what to thinkâsomeoneâs murdered her and put her in there. Or that sheâs waiting to kill me. Or sheâs committed suicide and left her body for me to find.
I know itâs Kylie, and getting to her is a goddamn emergency. I rip open the door.
Sheâs not dead. Sheâs not even hurt. And sheâs not holding a gun.
All I find is a pale, tear-streaked face punctuated by huge, miserable eyes.
Relief and fury simultaneously flood my veins. I haul her out of the car by her wrists and slam the door.
I donât smell fear on her, but sheâs docile, like she knows she deserves my wrath. Obviously sheâs delivered herself to me, which makes no sense logically, but the wolf in me approves.
âKitten, you have to be crazy showing up here tonight.â
A single tear tracks down her face. She bites her lip and nods. âYeah. Iâm crazy.â
âYou have thirty seconds to explain yourself.â I donât expect her to have an explanationâI canât fathom anything that would possibly excuse her behavior, but I need to hear what she has to say.
âWhen I got home last night, my grandmother was gone. Theyâd taken her.â More tears well up in her beautiful eyes, and the scent of them does something to my wolf. Every cell in my body screams at me to protect her, to fix whatever has made her cry. âThey called, and a computer-generated voice said I should have done what they instructed me to do.â Two more tears track down her cheeks.
Iâm ready to tear these fuckers apart with my teeth. I wouldnât even need to shift to do it.
âMémé is all I have. Stupid me. I thought theyâd give her back if I installed the code. But, Iâm sure sheâs dead. Iâve been perfectly set up to take the fall for ruining SeCure. Iâm sorry, Jackson. I screwed you, but Iâll do anything to help you fix it. I know you have no reason to believe me. I know you have even less to trust me. But Iâm here. Iâm offering myself up to you.â She holds her wrists out like I have handcuffs. âCall the cops, if you want. But you know Iâm more useful to you outside of jail. And I sure as hell want to make them pay for what theyâve done toââ Her face crumples, and Iâm helpless to do anything but pull her against my chest.
The rightness of her body against mine soothes the wolf.
âShe may not be dead.â
Kylie bunches my button-down shirt in her fists as her tears wet it. âWhy would they keep her?â she chokes.
The scent of her anguish fucking slays me. Sheâs right. Her grandmother probably is dead.
âGet in the car,â I say, more gruffly than I mean to. I throw open the door. âYouâre my prisoner until we figure this out. You wonât leave the mansion. You wonât do anything but eat, sleep, and trace this fucking code to shut it down. Got it?â
She nods and slides into the passenger seat. âYes, sir,â she whispers. She sounds so forlorn and lost, but my wolf still takes her deference as a win.
Mine.
She came back to me. Mine to handle. Mine to punish.
Mine.
~.~
Kylie
Jackson doesnât speak as he drives to his mansion. I canât believe he didnât wrap a fist around my neck and squeeze. Or call the cops.
Heâs angry, still. I sense his fury, simmering underneath the tightly-leashed control. But it didnât stop him from wrapping me up in his arms and letting me cry on his shirt.
I was right to stay in town. Itâs the first right decision Iâve made in a long time.
Iâve never trusted anyone but family before, but something about Jackson King keeps me coming back, checking my insecurities at the door, and offering myself up on a silver platter. Itâs crazy.
Because he truly holds my life in his hands now. It would have been so easy for him to turn me over to the police. They could make an ironclad case against me. And maybe he still will, after I help him quarantine the infected data.
But, somehow, I donât think so. Jackson feels like safety to me. Like home. The opposite of the utter loneliness I experienced walking down Congress Street contemplating my future.
âThanks,â I say hoarsely.
He turns his serious gaze on me. âIâm glad you came back.â
âDo you believe me?â
âAgainst my better judgment, yes. I do.â
I settle back against the seat, exhausted, but relieved. âIâll do anything to help. I wonât rest until Iâve fixed it. Okay? I promise.â
He reaches over and brushes my cheek. âI will help you, too, kitten. Iâll hire a private investigator tomorrow to look into your grandmotherâs disappearance.â
Itâs a sweet gesture, but I doubt a PI will be able to find anything a hacker couldnât. Still, tears of gratitude leak from the corners of my eyes.
Jacksonâs nostrils flare, and his glance shifts from the road to my face. He rubs away one of the tears with a knuckle. âTell me about your grandmother. She lives in Tucson?â
I draw in a steadying breath. âWe moved here together. We live together. Iâve been living with her sinceââ I stop because Iâve already told him too much about myself. I donât want him to piece it all together.
âSince when?â he asks sharply, like he already knows.
âSince my parents died. Sheâs all the family I have. Had,â I modify, my stomach lurching.
âIs she dead, kitten? Do you know it in your gut? Reach beyond the fear. Yes or no?â
No.
Relief slips around me like a blanket. âI donât think so,â I croak. Iâm fascinated by Jacksonâs reliance on gut instinct over logic. A man with a brain like his? If he trusts it, so do I.
Jackson gives a single nod. âThen we need to crack this code and find her.â
I square my shoulders, the mantle of purpose returning. My brain launches into dissecting what Iâve seen of the malware. I pull out my computer. âMind if I work in the car?â
âIâd be pissed if you didnât.â
We drive another ten minutes in silence with me studying the unlaunched code I copied from the thumb drive earlier. When we reach Jacksonâs mansion, the automatic gate swings open, and he pulls into the drive. I snap my laptop closed and shove it in my bag, looking up at the house.
Jacksonâs black wolf dog stands on the step looking down at us as the car rolls past. His greeting lacks the waggy-tailed joy of a normal pet. Thereâs an aloofness to it, an eerie quality that makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up.
âIâm not sure wolves should be kept as pets,â I mutter as he pulls into the garage.
Jackson arches a brow. âI wonât let him hurt you.â
I wonât let him hurt you is quite different from he wonât hurt you. The capacity to maim or wound is definitely there.
âWhatâs his name?â
Jackson hesitates, like his dog doesnât have a name, or he doesnât remember it. âWolf,â he says finally.
âWolf? Thatâs original.â
âKeep up the sass, kitten, and Iâll add to your punishment.â
A shiver runs through me, although I donât think itâs fear. âPunishment?â I give myself a mental high five for saying the word without my voice quavering.
âMmm hmm. But weâll deal with that later. Right now, we have work to do.â
We get out of the car and enter through a laundry room and into the kitchen. Wolf meets us there. He bares his teeth at me, growling. Heâs even more frightening in full light. He stands as high as my waist, and the black fur at his nape is ruffled with anger, amber eyes staring right at me.
âEnough.â Jackson doesnât sound nearly as worried as he should, as far as Iâm concerned.
I freeze. âI donât think he likes me much.â
Jackson prods my back from the door, still unconcerned. âHeâs just protective.â To the dog, he says, âKylieâs staying with us. Youâll be watching over her, got it?â He bats Wolfâs muzzle away, and the dog turns and slinks out of the kitchen.
I exhale a shaky breath. âTell me again why you have a wolf for a pet?â
Jackson ignores my question. âCome on. Iâll take you to your room.â
I push back the disappointment that I have my own room. But what did I think? Jackson would take me into his bed and cuddle me after what I did to his company?
A blow like this may not end SeCure but even if we isolate the potential damage, a loss in reputation may eventually undermine the entire companyâs well-being. Even with my help cleaning up, the damage will persist.
I follow him up the stairs.
Jackson leads me to a guest bedroom and switches on a light. The room is tastefully appointed, but, like the rest of the house, lacks any personal touches. I have a feeling he hired a decorator. âYouâll stay in here. Iâm going to catch a few hours of sleep before I have to get back to the office.â
âIâll stay up,â I say immediately. Thereâs no way I can rest, especially now that I believe my work can help recover Mémé.â I pull my laptop out again. âI need into your system, please. To know how this thing works and spreads. And I need to know what your team is doing to contain it.â
He cocks a brow. âThought youâd already hacked it. But, no, you went the easy route and used my computer. I must be the biggest idiot on Earth to have left you alone in my office.â
Heâs already leaning over me, punching in the password for his Wi-Fi then logging me into SeCure. He smells divine. Like pine trees andâ¦masculine strength. Yeah, I know thatâs not a smell. But thatâs what his scent evokes.
âNo, you werenât an idiot. You thought you could trust me. Iâm going to make it up to you.â
He cups my chin and lifts my face. âI love it when you grovel, kitten.â
A flush spreads across my chest and up my neck. âIâll bet you do,â I say drily, blushing further when I remember I have a punishment coming.
What will it be this time? Another spanking? I hope itâs somethingâ¦even more intense.
He explains the orders heâs given his infosec team for quarantining and moving SeCureâs data. His plan sounds solid to me. âIt looks like they have it well in hand, so Iâll work on tracing the malware back to its source.â
âGood.â He drops a kiss on the top of my head. âWake me up at seven a.m. if Iâm not already up.â
OMG. Iâm playing house with Jackson King. The directive goes straight to my naughty parts as I imagine pulling the sheets off his naked body and arousing him.
Mind out of the gutter, K-K. Thereâs work to be done.