I found myself in a mysterious space which could be said to be dark and bright at the same time.
My field of view was also filled with colors that I canât recognize if itâs black or white, but itâs definitely not gray. I also couldnât distinguish if I was on the ground or is floating.
I have worked as an assassin for a long time, but in my later years, I spent my daily adventures along with the other heroes who scouted me for my expertise.
Even though my perception ability is normal, I wasnât able to grasp the current circumstance at all.
ãHello~ã
ãWhoâs there?!ã
I heard someoneâs relaxed voice all of sudden.
I canât tell whose voice it was, nor from where it came from.
But the owner of the voice appeared right before me.
A small figure appeared as if clearing out the black and white clouds that were blocking my vision.
Even though sheâs standing right in front of me, I canât feel her presence.
And, although I could recognize her as a woman, I was not able to recognize her face at all.
And then her face became visible, her silver hair, red eyes, and beautiful white skin became recognizable. But Iâm not familiar nor acquainted with anyone who had those features.
ãWho are youâ¦ã
ãMe? Iâm god.ã
Although she introduces herself as a god, there wasnât an ounce of dignity at all in her gestures.
No, I canât even recognize the quality of her voice. Although I can understand itâs a beautiful voice, I have no memories of it.
ãWhatâs the meaning of this? Why canât I seem to recognize nor understand youâ¦? ã
ãAh, that? Thatâs my doing. Iâm a god after all. If you look directly at my figure, it will end up in a SAN checkmate, you know? ã
ãSaâ¦n⦠What?ã
ãWell~, donât worry about it. In other words, it will be good for you if your recognition is obstructed in this manner.ã
ãThis space too?ã
ãThat is, of course.ã
The existence that claimed to be a god is the one obstructing my perception.
I decided to believe her this time, although Iâm highly doubtful about her reliability.
After all, I was already at deathâs door at that time.n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
Itâs not strange to actually meet a god after death, right?
ãIn other words, Iâm already dead, right?ã
ãNn, thatâs right. You are unmistakably, completely, and perfectly dead, nothing more than that! ã
ãI didnât really want to hear that confirmation thoughâ¦ã
If my former comrade Maria somehow managed to arrive even when Iâm on the verge of death, I would have been able to survive because sheâs a master of healing magic.
However, resurrection of the dead was designated as a taboo and was sealed.
It was said that souls must always be meant to enter the cycle, as the doctrine says so. Itâs not permitted to unnaturally obstruct it.
In addition, Maria doesnât know this technique. In short, it was impossible for her to revive me.
ãI see, that means I will be returning to the circle of souls.ã
ãWell, you can think of it that way.ã
While seemingly having fun, the god did a fluttering dance.
However, the next words Iâve heard after that made me think deeply as to what she was implying.
ãWhat is it. Are you telling me that itâs possible to be resurrected somehow? ã
ãWell, resurrection is impossible. However, that doesnât mean there isnât any other way besides that. You have quite excellent companions.ã
ãHah?ã
As a question mark floated above my head, god puts her hand on her mouth andãMufufuãlet out unpleasant laughter.
ãNo, itâs nothing. But let me just say one thing.ã
ãWhat?ã
ãI welcome you to a new horizon! Letâs make a splendid welcome! ã
ãHaaâ¦?ã
I was rendered speechless not knowing what this so-called god did, and all of a sudden I was struck by something without understanding what it was.
Right then, I was immediately hit by dizziness and my vision became dark.
Am I standing? Am I sitting? I canât understand, but my vision delineated a marble pattern, like a dribble of milk in a cup of tea.
ãW-Whatâ¦?ã
ãIt looks like it will begin soon. Well, I do enjoy using loopholes like this.ã
ãWhat is thisâMy body, what is happening?!ã
ãYouâre going to be returned to your original world. Well, Iâve interfered with the success rate just a little bit.ã
ãJust what are youâã
ãOh, right, while Iâm at it, letâs also add Interference as a bonusã
The self-proclaimed god continued to mutter incomprehensible things.
And then my consciousness was suddenly cut off, and I sank into the darkness.