I CHECK my phone for the time before sliding it into my pocket. Penny and I are both in the English building on Thursday afternoons, but my seminar ends half an hour before her creative writing class. Even though the end of January has been wet and miserable so far and I stepped in a puddle of half-melted ice earlier, I canât stop smiling. As soon as she comes out of the building, Iâm going to surprise her with a trip to the bookstore.
Maybe for other girls, you get her flowers or chocolate or trips to the spa. I know what my girl likes, though, and thatâs books instead of flowers, gummy bears instead of chocolate, and semi-public orgasms instead of spa treatments.
Fuck, Iâm grinning like an absolute asshole. I used to tease James about it, but now I get it. You have the girl you need in your life, and it feels like anything is possible. Weâre deep into the season now, where every game counts just a little bit more, but Iâm relaxed. Aside from the fact that UMass is ahead of us by a game and Dad and I havenât spoken since Christmas, life is good. Pennyâs my redheaded angel, and if not for the fact I know I wouldnât want a relationship with anyone but her, I canât believe I went almost twenty-one years before experiencing what it feels like to be able to call a girl mine.
Sheâs practically skipping on her way out of the building as she chats with a classmate, but as soon as she sees me, she runs into my arms and jumps. I catch her weight easily, making her laugh against my lips as she graces me with a kiss. Sheâs warm from being inside a toasty classroom for over an hour. I kiss her back for a couple of seconds before setting her down.
âWhat are you doing here?â she says. âThought you had practice.â
âIâve got about two hours before I need to be at the rink.â I clap a gloved hand atop her head. âFigured thatâs enough time for the surprise I have planned.â
Her grin lights up her entire face. âA surprise?â
âYou have the time?â
âFor you, always.â She takes my hand as we start down the sidewalk. âWhat is it?â
âDonât you know how surprises work?â
She keeps begging me for hints the whole walk over. One of the nice things about McKee is that Moorbridge is entwined with the campus, so you can hop around both without always needing to get in the car. We could have taken the bus; itâs chilly out, with piles of snow on either side of the sidewalk and ice melt crunching underneath our shoes, but it feels pleasant with her by my side.
She realizes Iâm heading for Book Magic when we turn the corner onto Main Street, and she starts skipping for real, practically dragging me to the entrance. I stop her just before she runs inside, though, and say, âHere are the rules.â
She pouts, those big blue eyes fluttering. âRules?â
âWell, one rule,â I amend. Iâm going to enjoy the fuck out of this. âWhatever you want, Iâm buying.â
A slow smile works its way over her face. âWhatever I want?â
âAnything.â
âWow,â she breathes. âThis is better than sex.â
âWell,â I say, ânot better, butââ
âBye!â She pushes open the door and runs inside before I can finish my sentence.
I follow, shaking my head, but I canât stop smiling. She might think that a trip to the indie bookstore in town is better than getting down to business, but Iâll change her mind later. Iâve been dying to come on her tits again, and I know my dirty girl wonât say no to that.
I find her in the romance section, which I was expecting; she already has three books tucked under her arm. She beams at me in a way that makes my chest hurt, and I canât help but cup her face with both my hands and tilt it up for a kiss. Her lips are just a little chapped and cold, and I have this unstoppable urge to look around the store until I see someone and introduce Penny as my girl.
When we break apart, the mischievous look on her face is gone. She just looks happy. I still donât know what happened in her past that sometimes makes her shy away from me, but I hope sheâs realizing that whatever it is, Iâm not going anywhere.
And then I do spot someone, a woman a couple years older than us, wearing a Book Magic t-shirt. Her black-framed glasses, plus the curly brown hair, give her an owlish look. She nods at the book at the top of Pennyâs stack. âThat one is great.â
âOh, awesome,â she says. âI donât read that much historical romance, but itâs been on my list for a while.â
The woman nods as she straightens a display. âWhen you finish it, come in and tell me what you thought. Itâs my favorite in the seriesâMiles is such a wonderful hero.â
âSheâs writing a book,â I say, gesturing to Penny. âMy girlfriend. Itâs seriously good.â
âCooper,â she says, blushing.
âWhat?â I say. âIt is, and I read so you know Iâm not lying. Itâs a romance novel.â
The woman gives us an interested look. âWe have a creative writing group that meets here twice a month,â she says. âDo you go to McKee? You could join us.â
âUm, Iâdâ¦â Penny gives me a wild-eyed look.
âSheâd love to,â I finish.
She blushes deeper, but says, âThat sounds amazing, I really would love to. Whenâs the next meeting?â
I leave Penny to chat with Monicaâthe woman introduces herself as we keep talkingâand wander to the fantasy section. I pick out a couple books for myself, then snag a copy of Daisy Miller, which I need for my Modernism class. By the time I meet Penny at the register, she has ten books in her arms and is chatting with Monica like theyâre old friends.
âIâll email you the first chapter tonight,â Penny says as I take the books out of her arms. She reaches up to kiss my cheek. âThanks, babe.â
Monica steps around the counter to do the checkout. âHe supports your writing and heâs buying? Make sure you keep this one.â