I wake up in Malcolmâs arms Monday morning, and though I see thereâs a bit of light stealing through the drapes, I can tell thereâs still maybe ten or twenty minutes to dress for work . . . maybe Iâll just stay right here forever.
Heâs still in bed, his eyes closed, his dark hair in a delish rumpled mess. I shift my hip, lightly trailing my fingers up his chest, noticing the claw marks of my nails on his pecs.
My eyes widen. What . . . holy shit, did I do that?
Welcome to the land of the crazy in love, Rachel. This may have been why you were so reluctant to move here?
Grinning, I rub my fingers over the marks, and his hand slides up my back. I lift my head in surprise. His lips are curled as he watches me.
âI actually clawed you last night?â
His voice is husky with sleep. âNo, the girls who came in while you were sleeping did.â
I smack his shoulder and he catches my hand, his voice deepening. âCome here.â
âSaint . . .â I breathe as he rolls over me.
He reaches between us, sliding his hand down to cup me between my legs. âHmm?â
Shivers run through me. âYou had me a thousand times last night.â
Gruff whispers as he kisses and nibbles my ear. âDid I? It doesnât seem like enough.â
âMalcolmââI push at his shoulder a little and edge up to sitââin five minutes I need to get dressed for work.â
âYou own your work.â
âNot yet. I havenât signed anything, and last you told me, itâs today at two p.m. In the meantime Iâm going to meet with my possible future team and start getting to work.â
âAll right, Rachel,â he says, clearly indulging me. âIâll only take four minutes and fifty-nine seconds.â He pulls me back down.
âMalcolm!â I laugh, then look at him, my smile fading. âAre we really going for this? Your first monogamous, exclusive relationship?â
His grin remains, but the glint in his eye turns serious. He nods, kisses my shoulder, then smiles softly down at me, brushing his thumb over my skin. âWeâre doing it. And Iâve got an eight-thirty.â
After a quick shower where itâs hard to focus on just showering, I find myself sitting on the corner of his bed with a towel wrapped around my body, just watching himânot even caring Iâm going to be late. Heâs got a thousand and one identical shirts and ties and jackets, and as he buttons the one he plucked off the hanger, I watch him become Malcolm Saint before my very eyes. My eyes taking in his every move, his nimble fingers zipping up his slacks, his muscles flexing as he slides a shiny leather belt around his narrow waist.
He looks at me when he feels me watching, a dent appearing in his forehead as he frowns. As if he doesnât realize Iâm just sitting here drooling my face off. Why canât it be like the cavemen times, when all that mattered was getting food and then we could gorge on each other and lock ourselves in here forever?
But he doesnât want just the food; he wants the world, the moon.
And, apparently, me.
âCome here.â He pulls me up and I close my eyes, my toes curling when he sets a kiss thatâs almost chaste on my lips. âWeâre meeting the lawyers at two to make it official. Start planning your board; one thatâll help you make your new venture whatever you had once dreamed Edge could be. Give yourself a team that will help you build the platform you need to put whatâs here,â he taps my temple, âout there.â He signals out the window.
Laughing with a combo of pure raw nerves and excitement, I nod.
He chucks my chin. âHave coffee with me before I go?â
âYes.â
âIâm knotted up.â He twists his neck side to side as we walk out. âYou really know how to tangle up a man in bed,â he says, patting my butt affectionately as we walk to the kitchen.
I inspect every inch of him leisurely as he makes coffee andâtrying to be a good girlfriendâI reach out to massage his hard shoulders.
It doesnât last long. Easing behind me instead, coffee in one hand, me in the other, he stares out at Chicago like an overlord surveying his land. I lay my head back on his shoulder and let him rock me slightly as we look at the city. The city, the world, the horizon. I sense he has most of that, but he wants more, everything we see out there, and what we canât see.
Everything he thinks he can accomplish, heâs going to get.
When I go pour my coffee, I spot a crisp, white, posh-looking invitation on the kitchen island near one of his sets of car keys. It reads:
I smile when I read the invitation to one of the cityâs grandest galas. âAre we going?â I ask his back.
âWeâre always going.â He brings his coffee cup to the sink, his eyebrows drawing together as he looks at me. âAnd that smile?â
âI was just thinking that . . . itâs nice.â
He kisses my temple. âGet a dress.â
âSaint, I have a dress.â
âGet one on me.â
He sets down his credit card. I leave it on the granite counter, knowing heâll kick up a fuss when he sees that I didnât take it. Iâm humming as I put the invitation back in place.
I canât wait to see where our relationship is going. People speculate on what I am. His girlfriend, his four-month girl, his lover, his fling, his obsession, his one sole error in judgment, his mistake. They can call me whatever theyâd like, it doesnât change anything.
Iâm his plus one . . . and heâs my everything.