Nate didnât regret taking the fall. Of course not. Nate knew that his father would be angry, like usual, but he didnât regret it.
He saw that Brody was hurting. Behind those tattooâs, behind that mask of independence and strength was someone who was thrust into a life he hadnât been expecting and Nate could relate. He didnât know what he wanted from his life, but he knew that boring council meetings werenât what he dreamt about. No, he dreamt of meeting his mate, of sweet kisses in the rain and watching movies together. He dreamt about meeting his other half and just fitting together, so, so perfectly that he would never feel alone again.
He knew that he would have to put up with his father and the meetings and the responsibility, but he wanted more. He wanted people. He wanted his person.
He was in the garden, sitting on one of those park benches with his legs crossed under him. The wind was light, the cool breeze moving through his hair and making the leaves on the tall treeâs sway back and forth rhythmically.
He was just sitting when he saw a figure moving towards him. He looked over and saw that it was Brody, a hardcover book pressed under his tattooed arm as he walked.
Nate wondered what he was doing, since Brody had been the one to storm off before. There was no anger or ill feelings written on Brodyâs face as he approached, yet his expression was mostly unreadable.
âHey,â Nate called out as Brody approached, testing the waters.
Brody sat down next to him, âYou did a nice thing for me, and I appreciate it.â
Nate smiled triumphantly, knowing that what Brody had said was as close to an apology as he was going to get. âThank-you.â
âI hope you donât get in too much trouble with your dad, I donât want you to suffer because I let those guys get to me,â Brody told him, his eyes turned down.
Nate shook his head, âDonât be sorry. I can deal with my father just fine.â
âAre you sure?â Brody asked.
âYeah. Uh, about what I said yesterday..â Nate started.
âItâs fine,â Brody shook his head, âItâs alright.â
Nate turned on the bench so that he was facing Brody, âNo, itâs not alright. What I said was cruel and mean.â
Brody bit at his lip, âYou didnât mean it.â
âNo, I didnât. You deserve to be the leader of your pack just as much as I do, and just because you are a second born Alpha doesnât mean anything at all. You are here, prepared to work hard and improve your pack and that it more than most of these Alphaâs are doing.â
âThank-you,â Brody muttered, almost as if he was embarrassed to be accepting the blatant compliment. âCan we call it even?â
âYes. Yes we can.â Nate smiled, âWant to be friends?â
Brody looked surprised, âYeah, I, uh, I would like that.â
Silence filled the space between them, but for the first time it wasnât awkward, the silence didnât hold harsh words that were held back, it was just silent. Silence between two friends.
Nate smiled at the word. Friends.
Only an hour ago he would have never thought this to be possible, a friendship between the most unlikely of friends.
They walked together down to the pond that they had been to the previous day, sitting down on the green grass and talking. That hard cover book stayed protected under Brodyâs arm the entire time that they walked.
âHow did you find this pond, I havenât seen one other person here or even heading in this direction,â Brody asked.
âHunter and I found it one day, we used it to throw a party on the full moon.â
Brodyâs eyes widened and a smile graced his face, âReally?â
âYeah, Hunter and I jumped in the lake with our clothes on at like one in the morning and we got so cold that we had to run back to our rooms to change clothes,â Nate smiled at the memory, âThen we got drunk on cheap vodka that someone brought and almost got lost in the forests. Thank-god for the fences.â
Brody laughed, âThat sounds like Hunter.â
âYou must miss him,â Nate stated carefully.
Brody nodded sadly, âItâs nice to be here, to be where Hunter used to go. I feel close to him.â
Nate reached over and placed his hand on Brodyâs arm, squeezing it gently. After a few moments he let go, his hand coming to rest in his lap again.
The mood was down and so Nate stood up, extending his hand to Brody.
Brody took his hand without question, allowing Nate to hoist him off the ground until he was on his feet, the book still under his arm.
âWhere are we going?â Brody asked, looking at Nate through curious eyes.
âA tree,â Nate stated simply.
âA tree?â Brody repeated, the confusion clear in his tone.
âA tree.â
Nate motioned for Brody to follow him, and Nate led him further away from the pond and deeper into the forest.
Brody quickened his steps until he was right next to Nate, âArenât we just going to run into the wall?â
Nate shook his head, but didnât give away any more information.
They only walked for a minute before Nate stopped them both, looking up at the large tree which stood tall in front of them.
Nate had been here a few times before, but never with another person. He looked over at Brody and saw that he was staring up at the tree with those emerald orbs.
The tree had large roots which stuck out from the ground and was full of branches all the way to the top, which peaked up high in the air.
âIt is quite a beautiful tree,â Brody commented, shifting the book from under one arm to the other.
âThat it is,â Nate stood next to the tree, lifting his hand to come to rest against the hard wood of the trunk, âand we are going to climb it.â
Brodyâs eyes widened, âClimb that?â he looked up at the tree, a once appreciative gaze turning into a more fearful one. âNo way.â
Nate smiled cheekily, âYes way.â
âNo, uh, Iâll just stay down here and read,â Brody nodded towards his book.
Nate crossed the difference between them, coming to stand face to face with his friend. âBrody, it will be fun, I promise you.â
Brody took a deep breath, âWhat if I fall?' he asked seriously.
Nate smirked, 'Oh, but my darling, what if you fly?'
Brody smiled, 'Erin Hanson quote. I'm impressed.'
'Are you coming?' Nate asked, looking up at the tree.
'Fine,' Brody agreed.
Nate smiled triumphantly and gently pried the book from Brodyâs hands, placing it gently against the base of the tree.
Nate then hoisted himself up onto the first branch, using his wolf strength to easily lift himself up until his feet were placed firmly on the low hanging branch. He looked down at Brody who did the same.
Nate smiled and faced the tree, using the large muscles in his arms to practically swing from branch to branch. He could hear Brody steadily making his way up the tree behind him.
The higher they got, the more that Nate could see of the scenery around them.
He was just over halfway to the top when he stopped, wrapping his hand around the branch above his head and walking out along it, stopping when the branch dipped slightly under his weight. Not wanting to fall off, he stopped and looked out. From where he was he could see the buildings a fair distance away and if he turned his head he could see the giant wall that was closest to him, the top of it just above his head.
He head the high pitched chirp of birds and looked over to another branch where he saw two baby birds in a nest. They were nestled against the twigs and sticks around them, chirping happily.
âBrody, come see this!â Nate called out happily.
Nate frowned when Brody didnât reply in the first few seconds.
âBrody?â Nate called out, looking down.
His frown got deeper as he saw Brody. He was a few branches lower than him, his arms wrapped tightly around the trunk of the tree while his eyes were screwed shut.
âBrody?â Nate asked, this time softening his voice.
âYeah?â came the muffled reply.
âAre you alright?â
âUh, yeah,â Brodyâs lie was obvious.
Nate swung down carelessly, stopping when he reached the same branch which Brody was standing on. He approached the other guy with caution.
Brody looked unquestionably horrified in this position, his body flush against the trunk, arms wrapped tightly around the hard wood, eyes pressed shut as if he believed that he would be back on safe ground if he blocked out the world around him.
âBrody, hey,â Nate pressed a gentle hand to his arm.
Brody twisted his head so that he was looking at Nate, his green eyes finally opening.
Nate smelt it then, it was a mixture of Brodyâs scent and fear. Brody wasnât just a little worried, he was full blown afraid and that caused a pang of worry to shoot through Nateâs body. He didnât like seeing his friend like this.
âWhatâs going on?â Nate asked. He was hanging on with one hand which held the branch above their heads.
âUh, I may have looked out and uh, we are high up,â Brody spoke rushed and nervously.
âYeah,â Nate smiled softly, âWe are high up, but you will be fine.â
Brody bit at his lip, slowly retracting his arms from around the tree until only one hand rested against the trunk and the other reached up to grab the thick branch which rested just above their heads.
Brody looked down at his feet and below. Nate knew it was a bad move as soon as he saw it, and he was right. Brodyâs grip on the branch became deathly tight and his eyes screwed up again as his breathing became heavy and uneven.
Nate rested his free hand against Brodyâs bicep, âHey, look at me.â
Dark lashes separated to revel those emerald orbs which stared at Nate.
âI wonât let you fall, okay?â Nate told him and the promise was clear in his voice.
Brodyâs scent shifted. Nate shouldnât have even been able to smell so well up there, the slight breeze should have taken Brodyâs scent and lost it amongst the wind, but somehow Nate smelt the change in Brodyâs body, the way that his words had affected him, and Nate knew that Brody had absolute trust in him from that point.
Brody nodded, and Nate took that as a good sign, continuing their ascent up the tree. Brody followed close and Nate kept an eye on him, always making sure that he was alright. Nate felt somewhat unworthy of the trust that Brody had in him, and so he kept grabbing Brodyâs hand and watching his movements carefully, not because he thought Brody would fall, but because he knew that he had been given trust, and he didnât take that lightly, not from Brody, a person who had self-proclaimed that he didnât ever need anybody.
They made it to one of the branches on the top third of the tree, and Nate stopped, moving around the tree until they found a thick enough branch that he considered safe.
âWant to stop here?â
âYeah,â Brody replied, sitting down on the branch.
Nate sat next to him, his legs dangling down.
âYou did really well,â Nate told him.
âReally?â
âReally,â Nate confirmed.
Brody turned his eyes to Nateâs and Nate could feel the total trust in his gaze, âThank-you for not letting me fall.â
âAnytime,â Nate replied, too stunned by the trust in him that Brody had shown.
They sat in silence for a few moments, both of them taking in the view around them. They were just above the walls which surrounded the camp, and they could see all around them. They could see the mountains and the small cabins scattered around the premises of the camp.
Nate wondered out loud; âI wish that we could just transform now, I could show you the entire forest thatâs in the fences.â
âWhat up in the tree? We would most likely fall to our deaths,â Brody proclaimed.
âNot in the tree obviously,â Nate stuck his tongue out at his friend. âBut when we are down on the ground.â
Brody smiled, âThat would be nice, but I understand why they donât want us to transform unless we are with leaders. Alpha fights wouldnât be very pretty when thereâs claws involved.â
Nate nodded, âWell, one day we should walk all around these woods, well what of it we can reach,â he motioned to the walls which prevented them from getting too far.
âThat would be nice,â Brody replied, swingling his legs in the air slightly.
They spent the next few hours talking, the sun falling in the sky slightly as each moment went on and yet the two didnât even notice, they were too engrossed in each other. Brody was like no one that Nate had ever met in his life. Brody wasnât bound by politics, he just followed his moral compass. Brody wanted to care for his pack, he saw it in the way that his eyes lit up when he spoke of his family and in the way that he took everything so seriously. He loved his pack and that was the driving force behind everything that he did.
Nate was so different and he knew it. He cared for his pack, sure, but there were more important things to him. He wanted a life outside of being a future council member. He wanted to make his own choices like Brody could.
They climbed down the tree much faster than it had taken them to get up there, yet by the time they were walking through the forests the sun had turned into an orange glow which sat on the tops of the hills of the mountains around them, sending a warm glow down onto their skin as they walked.
Brody looked over at Nate, and all that Nate could think of was how beautiful those green eyes looked in the sunset.
The thought was innocent, simple, true.
Yet Nate pushed at it, nudging it to the back of his mind. He averted his eyes, looking down at his shoes as he walked and hoped that Brody didnât see the slight blush that caressed his cheeks.
Why am I feeling like this? Nate wondered.