Chapter 30//"Carter stop making up a whole load of bullshit, you jealous bastard"
"But look how big they are" I continue to look down my really tight dress.
"Nobody told me they looked this big" I continue.
"Crescent stop looking at your boobs, now tell me, hair down or up" Emily asks pouting and showing me each hairstyle.
Tonight is probably the last party before school ends for summer, if you don't include the summer ball, which is after the football final.
I finally drag Emily away from the mirror to her car.
"How are things between you and Elliott?" She asks wiggling her eyebrows at me.
"They're amazing, he's just so gorgeous"
"I have shipped two for the past 2 years, you two are so different yet so alike"
I laugh at her enthusiasm about my relationship.
"Cress, you're really going out with the hot and gorgeous Elliott Grayson, the player boy" She adds nudging me.
"I know I still can't believe it"
We make it to the house and I begin to look around to see if Elliott's here yet. My phone begins to ring, I take it from my bag and instantly answer it when I see Elliott's name pop up on the screen.
"Hey beautiful, remember how you told me you liked sexy bad boys" He says through the phone, Emily next to me raises her eyebrows, probably cause she heard what Elliot had said.
"Yeah and?" I ask, having no idea where this question is going. He should be here by now.
"Well I'm not trying to show off or anything but when my GPS said turn left, I turned right!"
"Your lost aren't you" I sigh.
"What no, why would you think that... Okay maybe" He muttered defeated.
I try and figure out where he is right at this moment in time and instruct him the directions to the house. Eventually he turns off the phone finally realizing which road he as on.
I sit on the sofa looking at the red cup in my hands. I run my finger around the rim of the cup not wanting to take a sip of it.
"You seem like you're at a funeral rather than a party" Carter mocks, from beside me. I turn to look at him, his golden hair is spiked up and there's a shit eating grin on his face.
"All there is to do is drink, and then drink and drink some more and then your final goals is to get wasted" I sigh putting the cup on the table beside me.
"Or you can look at it more like forgetting about your problems, dancing till you can't feel anything or getting high" Caret explains.
"Well you don't seem to be doing any of them," I tell him.
"Then why don't you come dance with me for fun, as friends" Carter and Elliott are friends, I should be safe with him. I think about his question, and nod and follow him near where the music is coming from.
"So you and Grayson, huh?" he asks.
"Yeh me and Elliott" I respond a sharp edge in my tone.
"I would never think you'd get with him," Carter tells me.
"And why would you think that Carter?" I bite.
"Please Cress, everyone used to see the hate you felt for him when ever you were in the same room as him"
"Well they say there's a thin line between love and hate"
"But I don't understand how you can believe that he likes you when he hurt you so much"
These thoughts are always running through my mind but I always pushed them aside.
I place a smile on my face just for Carter "Because I love him"
"I don't know, Elliott has never loved anything and I've know him for most of my life. I've never seen him care about anything, and that's why Daniel's being so protective"
"People change they just need a chance"
"Yeah I guess, but just remember there are people who still care about you if you find out he's not as true as he seems to be" I look at him trying to understand what he means. Elliott isn't telling the truth about something?
Cater studies my face with his dark brown eyes "Do you remember that day when Elliott and you were partners" He says trying to lighten the now tense mood.
Elliott and I where the ones who were messing around but Carter was the one who got in trouble.
"Our Science teacher was so pissed at me that she got me banned of the team for a week" He laughs and I laugh along with him. It was actually hilarious.
"What's going on here"?
We both turn around, I'm about to smile at Elliott when I see him but his face is filled with rage as he looks over at Carter.
"What are you doing with her"?
"I was just keeping your girlfriend company while you're out doing whatever the hell you wanted"
"You get away from her" Elliott's voice is icy cold; it's as though there's something behind Elliott's voice. Something only the two of them knew.
"Are you afraid, I'm going to tell your girlfriend all your past secrets"
Secret?
"Cress just so you know Elliott can't go without sex with a girl for over 1 week and he's always gloated about the amount of girls he's slept with, do you really want to be with him"
I don't care about Elliott's past, that's all I keep repeating in my head. I keep my mouth sealed shut.
"Carter stop making up a whole load of bullshit, you jealous bastard" Elliott was fuming with Carter.
"Does my opinion count here" I speak up, both boys sharply glance at me.
"NO!" They both shout at me. Okay then.
"I wouldn't be surprised if Elliott was late because he was fucking another girl"
I feel sick rise up form my stomach, but before I can say anything, Elliott punches Carter square on the face. I gasp, completely not expecting that.
"I'm not going to tell you again Carter keep out my relationship"
I almost felt slightly scared of Elliott, having seen his face filled with rage and hatred for Carter again. Like I had never seen Daniel and Elliot argue I also have never seen Carter and Elliott get in to a fistfight. They were always there for each other.
With that Elliott tugs on my arm away from the situation, I willingly go along though I was filled with confusion.
I feel my back hit the wall against me, his blue eyes were dark with rage and I feel myself tense ready for him to shout at me, though I don't even know what I did wrong.
His jaw was set with anger, and my heart was drumming in my chest, he could probably feel it because that's how close up he was next to me. I was viscously biting my lip so hard I was worried it was about to start bleeding any second.
"Do you believe him or not" Elliott asks I was surprised; his voice wasn't filled with the anger it contained a few minutes ago. Instead his voice was low and deep, and there was a soft caring tone to it, like he was fully concerned about what I thought.
I could tell by the way he was intensely staring at me that he was concerned about my answer. I knew that my answer right now would define his attitude.
Something in my head was screaming at me to believe Carter, that Elliott was doing something wrong, he really was hiding something from me, but then my mind runs back to how carful and kind he is around me. The way he holds me like he's never held another girl.
My answer goes against all I have ever believed about Elliott.
"I don't believe him"
It was almost like he let out a sigh of relief, his features soften.
"But you do know for the record if you ever cheat on me, or our relationship is some kind of joke, I will actually murder you" I tell him seriously.
"Feisty, that's why I like you" He laughs; I can tell that his anger at Carter has finally calmed down.
"Elliott your such a angry person that is scares me" I tell him when he takes a step back form me.
"Dawson I would hurt everyone in the world except you"
*
The party really was getting boring now, I deicide to look for Emily, when I finally find her she is getting close and personal with a cute guy form our Math class.
When she glances over at me I give her a thumbs.
I go outside and catch a glance of my brother.
"Get that out your mouth both of you" I tell Elliott and Daniel off.
I had to admit Elliott did look vey attractive leaning against the wall with a cigarette at his lips as he blew out smoke. But I also didn't want home to get lung cancer or a heart failure.
I take the killing machine out Daniels hand, throw in to the floor and stand on it with my heels.
"Your such a pig cress" Daniel says unfazed as he takes another on out a packet form inside his pocket.
He also takes out a lighter. I glare at him.
He flickers the lighter on, and I instantly try and grab it out his hand.
"Ah shit' I say, looking at the red mark on my hand form he fire, and the lighter drops to the ground.
Instantly Elliott is standing in front of my protectively "What the fuck man" Elliott says.
Daniel glares at him "Elliott calm down she's my sister"
I could see the intense glare between the two of them and my heart sinks thinking the reason for this was my entire fault.
"I'm going inside" I mutter, trying to walk away form the situation.
Elliott follows me inside but I ignore him he knows how much I hate smoking but he still loves to do it.
"Crescent come on don't be like that" He says my full name which is very rare that make me stop and turn around to look at him.
"For every minute you're angry you loose 60 seconds of happiness"
"Elliott stop trying to act all sweet and cute it's not going to work"
"Oh I don't care about your feeling, it's just whenever your sad or angry it makes my heart so really I'm thinking about myself"
I feel a smile crack at the corner of my lips; I slap him in his hard abs.
"Your such a idiot"
"Ah but I'm your idiot"
*
It was the final football game tonight and we had to win, every year for the past 3 years the team had dedicated they're life to training and hopefully it would as off today. This was our second last year for the football team to achieve they're dream.
Everything inside me was desperate for Elliott and his team to win.
For the past few weeks while Elliott and me have been together, Elliott spent nearly every afternoon training, sometimes I went a long but I didn't really fit in. But I also loved he way Elliott dedicated himself to the sport.
I dress op in all my fleecy clothes including the gorgeous hoodie that Elliott had given me. I had my earphones in my ears and my music turned right up as I danced around my room getting ready. I used my mascara as a microphone as I apply a light coat to my eyelashes.
How unlucky is it that I have the darkest shade of brown hair possible but my eyelashes are blonde?
At the pitch it was completely crowded with people and I don't get a chance to see Elliott.
"They've never lost, they always win" Emily tells me concerned. The team they were against had never lost the final they were amazing.
"And there's tension in the team between Carter and Elliott, that's not going to help" She continues and I agree.
Soon the whistle blows and the game begins, the sky was purple as the sun was setting.
The ball was being passed back and forth so much that I can't keep up with it.
I bite on my knuckle in concentration, my eyes following Elliott. I could tell by the form of his mouth that he was constantly swearing.
There's a sudden uproar as the other team score again. Elliott kicks the floor in frustration as Daniel had actually just gone ahead to lie on the pitch with frustration.
As the game goes on there isn't much luck for the team, the gap between the points was increasing and our team was slowly giving up.
The rain suddenly begins to pour, so I get out an umbrella form my bag and hold it up on top of me and Emily.
Elliott's blue eyes suddenly look in to the crowd and find mine, it was almost like he was looking at me for some sort of help though we both knew there was no way I could do anything.
"You can win" Was all I mouth and he gives me a sad smile.
The tension was running high as the teams were throwing everything out the bag but they only had a few moments to catch up with the points. Even though I was desperately shouting for them to win though I knew it was over.
The game was getting more and more brutal and every time Elliott was thrown to the ground I felt my stomach drop.
The whistle blows for end of the game and the other team is screaming with joy.
I instantly get out the crowd and go down to the pitch.
Down at the pitch the first person I run to is to my brother and give him a one handed hug as I keep the umbrella up to stop my hair from getting wet.
"There's still next year" I tell him kindly.
"We knew we weren't going to win this year, so we paid attention to they're tactics. We're going to get it next year" he tells me hopefully.
Then I catch a glimpse of Elliott's brown hair; I turn in his direction to run to him.
"I'm going to beat their Asses next year" Elliott tells me frustrated.
"Elliott you did so shit today"
"Wow what a great girlfriend you are, I bet it's because you can't give me a blowjob now" He replies looked surprised.
"How many times do I have to tell you, I am not going to give you a blowjob if you win"
"You said it 2 nights ago"
"If you start talking to me in the middle of the night I'm going to tell you anything to get you to shut up"
"You also described how much you wanted to lick cream of my stomach"
My cheeks burn up in embarrassment.
"And you also told me..."
"Elliott if you say another word, I'm going to run you over" Daniel says form behind us, that's when I want to melt, knowing my brother just hear everything Elliott had just said. I groan out loud.
"Are you frustrated Cress?" Elliott asks, I roll my eyes at him.
"Sexually frustrated?" He asks winking at me "Because that's one thing I can solve"
He takes he umbrella out my hand and the water from the sky is pouring over my head.
"Give it to me Grayson" I yell "I'm so fucking wet give it to me"
"I'm keeping the umbrella Cress," He tells me putting it higher in the air. I look around and wonder why everyone is giving me a wired look.
"Give it back you dick" I shout jumping up to try and reach it.
"You want to see my dick well Cress keep it for the bedroom"
I put the hood up of my hoodie and walk to the car. I take the car keys Elliott had given me earlier and unlock his car.
Elliott eventually comes to the car after what feels like ages.
The whole drive is terrible, Elliott was bad enough at driving but for him to drive in the rain, well it was eventful.
"You need to have your driving license taken off you" I finally relax now that I was out the car.
We both go up the stairs towards my room. As soon as Elliott enters my room I close my door behind the both of us.
Using the element of surprise I push Elliott backwards, he looks at me in surprise as he leans against the wall.
I put my arms around his neck and bring his head down and stand on my toes, to put his lips against mine. Elliott doesn't move but the melts in to it. I move my lips until; I feel my chest tighten in pain from not breathing.
I tug at the hem of his t-shirt that was clinging against his fit body, I pull it upwards as Elliott pulls it off and tosses it aside.
His stomach muscles tense as I run my hand down his front.
All of a sudden Elliott flips me around, I open my eyes to already see his blue eyes studying my face, which makes a shiver run down my spine.
His eyes were filled with lust and I knew he was thinking what I was thinking.
He moves his face closer to my ear.
"Trying to act dominant Cress, it's not going to work" He warm breathes against the inside of my makes my heart flutter.
He leaves soft kisses form the bottom of my earlobe up to my soft jaw line; I bite my lip trying not to let out all sorts of sound.
His hands were tracing lines down my sides while mine were placed against the wall, to stop me from melting to the ground. He begins to suck on a sweet spot on neck and I cant help but let out a loud groan.
The heat was building up in the room and I couldn't help but glance at the lust in Elliott's dark blue eyes
I slowly remove my top, while Elliott stares at me; I chuck it at Elliott's face, which makes him grin.
"Your such a tease Cress"
I instantly start to unbuckle his super tight jeans, I don't see why guys are allowed to wear supper skinny jeans, it's irresistible.
"Cress are you feeling okay, didn't someone give you something" Elliot ask me grabbing my wrist, I was already embarrassed enough and he was now making my cheeks turn beetroot.
"What are you not ready" I ask him, I was trying to sound confident about my decision.
"You know if we don't stop now, I won't be able to" He tells me his voice was soft and concentrated.
"What if I don't want you to stop"
He lifts me up and throws me over his shoulder.
"Elliott this is in no way sexy" I tell him hitting him on his back until he drops me on my bad.
I feel my head hit the head bored, which make Elliott laugh as he takes soft his jeans. I instantly see his boner, I feel my cheeks light up again.
"Usually its more sexier, the girl falls on the bed and I fall on top of them and we end up in a heated make out session" Elliott jokes.
"I'm going to have a bump on my head"
Elliott grins when he sees my looking 'there'.
"See this is what you do to a guy Dawson" His voice was laced with sexiness. I grab a pillow and place it over my face to try and calm down the heat in my face.
"Elliott stop laughing at me" I tell him through the pillow. This isn't exactly how I expected this to turn out.
He uses my hand to pull me up but I can't look him in the eye because I think I'm about to burst out laughing.
"Cress look at me, I wish I could explain you eyes, and how the sound of your voice does all sorts of things to me and when you smile oh god, I think of things that will give me a one way ticket to hell"
"Elliott my eyes are no where near as gorgeous as your blue one" I sigh. Mine were just boring old brown.
Please, every time I look in to your honey brown eyes I either forget my own name or how to breathe"
"Well Elliott you make my cardiac muscle pump blood through my vascular system really quickly"
"Now I wish I paid attention in that class rather than staring at you"
Elliott places his hand behind my back; his eyes were gleaming with kindness. I take a deep breath knowing we were going to finally do it today, my heart banging in my chest with anticipation.
"Cress are you in there" I hear someone say as the knock on my door. I nearly scream in anger. Elliott freezes his hand under my back.
"Yeh, I'm just getting changed" Damn, my voice was all croaky.
"Are you okay?" Daniel asks from behind the door and I curse at his bad timing. Elliott's face was beyond pissed but he didn't say a word.
"I'm coming in" Out of surprise I chuck Elliott off my bed, and pull the closet shirt I can find over my head. There was aloud bang which was Elliott falling to the ground.
"What was that" Daniel asks.
"Vincent fell off the bed"
"I told you stop feeding him so much, it sounds like he just fell from the sky"
"Give me a minute Daniel, I'm getting out my wet clothes, you know from the rain" I mentally curse Daniel.
'Elliott hide" I whisper but he just continued to lie on the floor in his boxers I could tell he was super pissed off but he was also laughing at my lame excuse.
I decide to throw a blanket over him.
I try and pull on my wet jeans as fast as I can, but as I pull on the tight material, I trip up and fall to the ground, I swear loudly.
"Cress are you okay in there" Daniel asks concerned. I knew Elliott would be pissing himself laughing.
"Yeh just dropped the lamp, silly me"
I open the door halfway and stand in the frame and smile at Daniel, when actually I am deciding many ways to fatally injure him.
'Where's Elliott" He asks suspiciously.
"Elliott, who's Elliott, you mean my Elliott, he's gone to buy me ice- cream"
I'm such an idiot. Ice cream really, great excuse Cress.
"You look really red, are you okay"
"Oh I'm just great, I think I have a temperature, need to start dressing up warm" My words come out really quickly.
He puts his hand on my forehead "wow your really burning up, do you need to see the doctor or something"
"No! NO, just a period thing"
"I was wondering if you wanted to go pick up pizza with me, they wont do deliver because of the rain"
"No I'll stay home. I have cramps really bad cramps" I say quickly; "But remember to get me one with mushrooms and I think Elliot's coming over too," I say quickly.
"Okay" he looked slightly embarrassed since I had just told him about my period.
"And why are you wearing Elliott's shirt" Daniel really was filled with questions today.
"It's a couple thing" I tell him as I close the door in his face and let out a sigh as I lean against the door.
"Elliott was lying on my bed, laughing and clapping his hands like a retarded seal. I was actually fuming with Daniel for ruining this moment
"So, do you want to carry on our hot make out session" Elliott ask smirking at me.
"Fuck off" I tell him, completely not in the mood.
Author note:
Damn Daniel
This chapter is unbelievably long I feel so proud!!
Anyway the next chapter is a really important chapter; I have been desperate to write I since I started this book. This book is nearly hitting 1 year and the next chapter is the chapter I have been working up to.
Also the next Chapter is the last chapter in this part of the book (the book is split in 3 parts but all in one book). So after the next chapter there will be a plot change, and character changes, some will becomes more important that others.
What do you think of Daniel disturbing Cress and Elliott?
Also I'm uploading this at nearly 2AM so sorry for any grammar errors.
I'm so excited for the next chapter, so much drama. You won't know what hit you.
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