other two run into the haunted maze with a bunch of other girls while us guys stay out front, both Trent and myself walking toward the exit the moment they disappear.
Twisting the lid off my water bottle, I take a drink and offer one to Trent, but when I glance over, finding him eyeing me curiously, itâs obvious heâs got something to say.
âWhat?â
He hesitates. âI know you donât want to hear this, but I donât think what youâre doing is a good idea.â
âYeah, whyâs that?â
âDemiâs not like the girls youâve dated, Nic. She stays out of drama, cares about school, thinks about her future.â
âYou think I donât know all that?â
âHow would you, youâve steered clear of her for years. All of a sudden youâre forced to be her partner in class, and youâve changed your mind?â
I glare long enough for him to look away, not speaking until he forces himself to face me.
âYouâre acting like you donât know the ins and outs of why, man. Youâre my best friend, or youâre supposed to be, but right now Iâm gettinâ the vibe youâre against me here.â
âIâm not,â he says. âBut I donât want to see this end up in ruins either.â
âItâs been a fuckinâ day, bro. Less than twenty-four hours if you wanna be technical.â
âThatâs my point.â Trent frowns. âLess than a day, and all the girls believe it, youâre touching her, and sheâs letting you?â his eyes widen. âAnd I donât know if you just played it right or what, but it looked like you kissed her.â
âAnd if I did? Whatâs the issue, Trent?â
He shakes his head. âIâm just saying itâs kinda soon for you two to be acting this comfortable with each other.â
âMaybe we are.â
His head pulls back. âAre what?â
âComfortable with each other.â I toss my water bottle in the garbage. âLike you said.â The girlsâ light screams have me stepping closer to the exit, knowing theyâre coming out soon, but I keep my body facing his. âSheâs chill. Iâm chill.â I give a small shrug. âFaking it ainât all that hard, my man.â
The girls rush out in the next second, each one in small fits of laughter, and our attention shifts to them.
Macy smiles but then lets out a small growl as she shoves Demi into me. âSpank her, Nico, she deserves it.â
Demiâs hand plants on my chest and she looks up, green eyes full of laughter. âSorry. Sheâs being a hater because I pushed her through the clown part ahead of us.â
A low chuckle leaves me, but all I can focus on is the spank her part.
Demi clears her throat, smiles and turns to her friends.
âIâm hungry,â she announces. âCan we go get some food now?â
âWe just ate a few hours ago!â Macy points out.
âShellfish,â Demi argues, looking at her like sheâs crazy. âIâm a normal human. I need hardcore carbs to fill me up.â
âBut the swing line is low!â Krista pouts and tries to reason. âThereâll be snacks out for us when we get back.â
Demiâs shoulders fall, her head snapping my way when my arm lands across her.
âIâll take her to get some food while you ride the swings, and weâll meet you on the next ride.â
Krista crosses her arms, narrowing her eyes on me. âAnd no delaying for a quickie in the boardwalk showers?â
Demi laughs goodheartedly, reaching out to pat Kristaâs arm. âNo, honey. Thatâs only you and your man who can enjoy the filthy, sandy, shower floors.â
My head slices to Trent who rubs the back of his neck, giving a small shrug.
I laugh, looking to Krista. âWhere you goinâ next?â
âSnacks, drinks, and a DJ will be set up in the conference room at the hotel at nine, so letâs do the skylight ride last, then we can head back and party?â
âSounds good.â Demi nods, looking to me for confirmation.
I agree, and the two of us break away from the rest of the group.
We get a few feet away when she nudges me in my ribs with her elbow.
âYou can take your arm off me now,â she teases.
âNah.â I tug her closer. âOthers could be watching.â
She chuckles. âAh. Right.â
I steer her toward the food court, but she turns me the opposite way, headed straight for Dessert Row.
âI thought you were hungry?â
âI am. For some deep-fried Oreos.â
I laugh and she looks up at me, smirking.
âWhat?â
âBefore this weekend I didnât even know Nico Sykes knew how to laugh.â Her feet stop moving so Iâm forced to stop with her. âNow here you are, smiling, laughing.â She tilts her head to the side, a coy grin on her lips. âAnd to top it off, youâve only had one or two temper tantrums today.â
I glare. âI donât have temper fucking tantrums.â
âMood swings, tantrums, random moments of dickishness. Call it what you like,â she mocks. âBut careful, fake boyfriend, or I might start to think youâre having a halfway decent time.â
âYou clowninâ on me?â
She chuckles as she pulls away, so I let my arm fall, shifting to face her as we step into the line.
âMaybe I am, D.â
She squints. âAm what?â
âNot miserable.â
She eyes me a second before a small laugh leaves her and she steps up to the order window. As quick as she pays, Demiâs being handed a paper bowl full of deep-fried Oreos covered in powdered sugar.
âIâll eat as we walk so Krista doesnât strangle me for being gone so long.â She lifts one of her pieces up, biting into it with a soft moan. âSo good.â
We look at each other, and she chuckles.
Iâm sure she can see the need in my eyes, while hers only hold a playfulness I enjoy as she covers that sexy mouth of hers thatâs still full.
Iâd like to fill it up with something elseâ¦
âSorry.â She fights a smile, wiping her mouth, before going in for another bite.
âMoan like that again andââ
The ringing of my phone cuts me off, and I drag it from my pocket to find my dadâs name flashing.
My feet stop moving, tension wrapping around my shoulders as I glare at the screen.
He never calls.
âYou can answer that if you need to,â Demi says and I look to her. âI can walk ahead.â
No.
I hit ignore, shoving it in my pocket and fall in place beside her, the two of us heading where we know the others will be.
My dad calls three more times between the walk there and the end of the ride.
Weâre back with the group and entering the hotel lobby when it rings again.
âDamn, whoâs blowing you up?â Trent whispers. âIs it Josie?â
I scoff and glance around to make sure nobody is in earshot. âItâs my dad.â
âWhoa.â His eyes widen. âWhy you think heâs calling?â
I frown. âI donât know. Could be about my mom, Iâm about to try and call her right now. If not that, then itâs about the fight with the fuckhead in the locker room.â
âHeâs been watching you guys all day, you know,â he says, referring to Alex.
âGood. Let him think he can take her, itâll be that much sweeter when she decides she donât want him.â
âAnd if he goes in now while she still does, or if she keeps on wanting him, then what?â
I shove my phone back in my pocket, my eyes sliding across the room where Demi is. âThen I find a reason to force her to stay.â
âBlackmail?â
I look to my friend. âIf I have to.â
Trent shakes his head with a sigh. âYou need to be careful, Nic. For real.â
âI told you to let me worry about this.â
âIâm tryinâ, my man,â he says, eyeing me a moment before changing the subject. âYou goinâ to your room first or straight over to the party area?â
I look to Demi who laughs, letting go of Carleyâs legs so she can slide off, ending the piggyback ride she was giving her.
âD,â I call.
She says something to the girls and heads our way, her long hair laying half over her shoulder. She bumps into Trent, smiling at him briefly when he chuckles.
I frown, pulling her attention back to me. âYou goinâ to your room first?â
âHell yeah. I canât dance in this thing.â She pats her hips.
âRestrictive attire on the front liner?â Trent teases her.
âI know, right?â She smiles. âBlame Macy. She made me wear it.â
âShe make you leave the underwear behind too?â I bite out.
Trentâs eyes go wide, as do hers, and while he clears his throat and walks away, Demi prickles.
She waits until heâs far enough away before she steps toward me. âWhat the hell was that?â
âNothing.â I tip my head back. âShouldnât have let him in on that.â
My phone starts ringing again, and her eyes fall to my pocket a moment before coming back.
âSo why did you then?â
âDonât ask stupid questions.â
Her head tugs back and she opens her mouth to speak but pauses, bringing herself even closer instead. âIâve never been able to figure you out,â she whispers.
I push against her chest. âYou sayinâ youâve tried, Little D?â
She tilts her chin, observing me with a feisty fire. âI might have answered that if nice Nico was standing in front of me. Itâs one thing â still shitty â to be an ass when itâs just the two of us, but in front of others?â She clicks her tongue. âBetter work on your attitude if keeping this charade up is important to you.â
My eyes slim. âThat the key, playinâ nice?â
She shakes her head, placing her lips a breath away from mine.
âDonât play,â she whispers. âBe. Youâve got it in you.â
âYeah.â I place my hands on her hips lazily. âAnd how would you know, Pixie?â
She slides free of my grip.
âYour mask slipped today,â she tells me. âYouâre not what you pretend to be.â
âAnd what do I pretend to be?â
âCold and cavalier.â She eyes me as she steps back. âThatâs not you, itâs your go-to defense.â
âDefense from what?â
A small smile plays at her thick lips and her features pull in thought. âIâm not sure yet, but it seems Iâll have time to find out, yeah?â
A heaviness settles over me as I look at her, and Iâm not sure what to make of it.
âWanna know something I decided today?â
I lift my chin.
Tell me.
âIâve decided⦠youâre not a total asshole.â
An unexpected chuckle leaves me, and as a result, a pleased smile spreads across her face.
Demi laughs, spins on her heels and catches up with her friends. The three of them take off down the hall, but not before she jerks to a stop, so she can shout over her shoulder. âFind me on the dance floor, Neek!â
Neek, huh.
My muscles lock when the thought is echoed by the last fucking voice I want to hear.
âNeek, huh.â
I glare after her, taking my time to whirl around and face the little bitch behind me.
I step into his space and he doesnât back away.
âI see you decided to get her ready for me after all.â His lip curls.
âTouch her while sheâs mine and Iâll break your fucking fingers. Then you really wonât be catching shit, but hey, at least youâll have a solid excuse to run home with.â
Alex shoves me, and I let him, stumbling back a few steps.
I smirk, tip my chin and point at his bitch ass. âCatch you later, Hammons. Iâll save a seat for you at breakfast, huh?â
âWeâll see about that.â His eyes harden.
My phone rings again, and a sinister smirk covers his face.
âBetter get that, Sykes. Might be trouble at home.â
My jaw clenches, and I reach out, gripping him by the collar and tugging him in. âWatch yourself, Alex. If you havenât noticed, Iâm done with your bullshit. Done. Youâre not untouchable, even though you think you are, so go ahead, play your fucking game, Iâll be here playing it better.â I shove off him, and he stumbles, hitting his back against the wall. âTell your pops I said hi, motherfucker.â
I take a few backward steps before turning and heading for my room.
Fuck him.
Iâve just got the door closed and am tugging off my shirt when my phone rings again, but I ignore it and dial my mom instead.
As I figured, she sleeps through the call.
I toss it on the dresser where itâll stay the rest of the night and run my hands down my face.
This is what he wants, me to stress the entire fucking weekend, to ruin any chill time I might have. All I wanted was a damn day to forget, but I guess that was too much to ask.
Demi said I come off cold and careless.
Iâm not.
I donât speak because my thoughts are constantly racing, my fucked-up reality sitting at the forefront of my mind at all times.
I work my ass off at sports to try and get picked up by a college team, even though I likely canât accept any offer that may come in.
If I go, who stays here to watch after my mom?
I canât leave her alone, my dad is already slowly killing her, and she refuses to see it, refuses to let him go even though he has a new home and wife and preferred son, a better version of me, as he loves to say.
I drop back on my mattress, staring up at the cracked ceiling.
Demi and her friendâs loud laughter floats beneath the adjoining door of our rooms and despite my shitty fucking mood, the corner of my lip tips up.
I donât know what the fuck Iâm doing, but that doesnât mean Iâm going to stop.
I close my eyes, take a deep breath and let it out.
Fuck it.
Iâm taking a few more hours, shoving everything to the back of my mind, and dealing with the damage of it all later.