friend Krista announces herself as she drops down at our usual lunch spot, a grassy area in the quad.
âYouâre quite excited to have been given a seven-page essay in English,â my best friend Carley whines, not bothering to open her eyes as she lays there, soaking up the California sun.
âOh, girl, thatâs not due for another three weeks.â Krista snags a bag of chips from the pile of shit in the middle of us.
âMeaning youâll start it in two weeks and three days,â our other friend Macy sasses back, making the four of us laugh.
âExactly.â Krista grins. âBut no, Iâm peppy because I heard from a bird that you, Miss Demi, were paired with hottie McHot Nico Sykes in chem today.â
Carleyâs eyes pop open and she sits up. âUm⦠what?â She gapes. âWhy didnât you say anything?â
I ignore her a minute and talk to Krista. âDoes this bird happen to be a six-foot-something quarterback you like to call daddy when no one is around to hear it?â
Her jaw drops, and she leans over to shove me backward, laughing at the same time. âYes, bitch, it does, and I told you that in secret!â
âYou told us all that.â Macy rolls her eyes.
Krista only grins wider. âYeah, but secret means you donât say it out loud.â
I smile and she sticks her tongue out in response.
âK, back on track. Come on, Demi,â Macy coaxes.
I shrug, tearing the stem off a strawberry and stuffing it in my mouth. âWhat do you want me to say, Iâm annoyed.â
âAnnoyed?â Macy purses her lips. âPlease, donât lie. Even you canât be immune to the boy and his every single thing.â
âFuck you.â I laugh. âWhat the hell does that mean?â
âIt means your vagina must be dead and in need of reviving if not even Nico Sykes gets you going. His fingers alone must be shrimp dick size, and not in a fugly way. If theyâre that long, imagine the range of the rest of him!â
My jaw drops and then a loud laugh leaves me, earning a satisfied grin from her.
âMy vagina is just fine, I assure you, and it has nothing to do with him not being attractive, because duh.â
Nico is as perfect as his running game, which is flawless.
Heâs tall and broad, muscular but not overly so, more full and strong. He has high cheekbones with perfectly thick lips, dark, sandy color hair with darker, always intense eyes. Thereâs this taunting look forever staring back, one he wants spotted but never allows you to decrypt.
Heâs far from a typical senior, screams experienced and likely has grown women wondering if heâs legal enough or not. Iâm sure the tattoo etched into the inner part of his right arm is answer enough for them.
Heâs ESPN billboard material and he knows it.
âSo, you admit you think heâs hot.â Macy nods, proud. âWhatâs the problem?â
âI needed a good partner, one I could trust to do what they say they will.â I shrug. âEveryone knows Mr. Brando is the toughest teacher here, always unorthodox, and I canât afford to fail. My mom will wring my damn neck if my grades slip and itâll be back to medication keeps you focused before I can even blink.â
âOh please, youâre focused on your own. She has to stop putting all of her screw-ups on your shoulders,â Krista says.
âShe already thinks Iâm putting too much time into dance, if I fall behind in this class, who knows what sheâll pull.â
âFuck your mom.â Carley frowns.
âSomeone needs to,â Macy mumbles.
The girls laugh, but my head tugs back in disgust causing them to laugh harder.
âOkay, but back up.â Carley leans forward. âWe know you canât fail, and we know youâd never allow yourself to, but how do you know Nico is a bad partner?â
âWeâve always known him to ditch full days, which means he misses whateverâs happening in class, so I have no reason to believe this year will be different, and besides that, have you ever seen him pay attention in a class that isnât PE?â I joke.
âHave you ever had him in a class that wasnât PE?â Carley calls me out on my judgment. âHave you had him in a class at all since junior high?â
I pause to think, and she raises her brows like an asshole.
âWhatever.â I shake my head. âMaybe heâs not a crappy student, obviously heâs eligible to play football, so he must keep at least a baseline grade point average, but still. If he isnât here every day like I am, Iâll have no choice but to carry more of our workload. Not only that, he and I donât talk anymore, and on the rare occasion weâre forced to, itâs small jibes or he goes straight up mannequin on me.â
âMaybe he doesnât know what to say?â
I give her a blank look. âHe thinks heâs a candy bag and all girls have his kind of sweet tooth, and when you donât, youâre as worthy as a wallflower.â
âIâd take a piece if offered.â Macy nods, her lips pursed.
I laugh, shaking my head while Krista pats her knee patronizingly.
âWe know, sweetheart, we know,â she teases.
âItâs not even about Nico, is it?â Carley suspects. âYou wanted to be Alexâs partner again.â
âIâve been the last two years, so I kind of expected to be, yeah,â I admit. âHe wants to be a doctor, like his mom, so I know heâs super focused in science where Nico already had his face in his phone all day today. He didnât take a single note while I took three pages. I donât know, I might try talking to the teacher again.â
âScrew Alexâs pompous ass!â Krista blurts. âHe might be good looking, but in a Wahlberg brother kind of way, while Nico is more Mark status, Calvin Klein campaign worthy. Way prettier to look at.â
I canât help but laugh.
âAnd he lives right behind you! Think of all the late-night study sessions you could have.â Macyâs eyes widen in excitement.
âYeeees!â Krista turns toward her. âShe can knock on his door in her tank and tiny sleep shorts, the ones we bought her for her birthday, and be like I lost my homework, help me.â
âHelp me, Iâm poor,â they say in unison, laughing.
Carley and I look to each other, chuckling just the same.
âCome on, Demi! You have to use this to your advantage,â Macy whines.
âYeah, take one for the team here,â Krista adds.
âYou have a boyfriend.â
âExactly!â Her eyes widen mockingly. âDid you not catch the take one for the team?â
âDoes Trent know you have the hots for his bestie?â Macy teases her.
Krista only flips her off with a grin.
âYou guys are crazy, no way. Can you imagine my momâs reaction?â I laugh. âMe and the guy who got kicked out of her precious country club for fucking the ownerâs daughter in the fountain on the golf course?â
âDonât forget during her daddyâs tournament.â Macy laughs loudly.
âAnd that.â
âFirst of all, screw your mom for being so critical, even though Iâm pretty sure sheâd take him as a win. Heâs literally all the things on her Demi must marry checklist.â Krista chuckles.
She has a point there.
âAnd two, Josie was his girlfriend, so not a big deal other than the whole being caught part, and three, a-holes, donât forget Nico is Trentâs best friend, Trent is your friend. You know him, would he really love and support someone like a brother who was a total douchebag?â
âTotal?â I tease, and she throws a chip at me. I smile, shrugging. âIâm not saying heâs anything other than the wrong chem partner for me. How he is as a human nowadays, I donât know. He avoids being around me, remember?â
âHe doesnât avoid you.â Krista rolls her eyes.
âNo,â Macy says sarcastically. âIt just so happens since we started high school he has something come up every single time Demi comes near, or a shit remark when he has no escape.â
I lift my hands as if to say exactly. âLiterally, today was the most weâve talked since eighth grade, and it was maybe five worthless sentences he used to try and get under my skin.â
The bell rings in the next second, so we pack up our crap. The girls toss out the garbage while I roll up our blanket and stuff it in the bag.
Ever since freshman year, weâve had the same routine for lunch. Whoever is assigned the locker closest to the quad gives theirs up and shares with someone else. We use the other to store snacks and things for lunch as well as the blanket we sit on every day.
It started as a way to have more time since we were spending half our lunch in lines, but we continued because we like having space to quietly talk amongst ourselves. Where we sit is close enough we can call others over if we want but still have our own friend time.
âMeeting at your house at six to swim?â
âSix-fifteen,â I tell her. âI have dance today, but I think I forgot my phone at home, so just come over.â
âCool. Later.â Macy and Krista walk off while me and Carley carry everything to the locker to put it away.
âI donât think you should push switching partners,â Carley says as she hangs the snack bag on the little hook, stuffing the unused water bottles into the bottom corner.
âWhy not?â I hand her the blanket bag so she can toss it on top.
She shrugs, slams the locker closed and spins the lock. âYou said yourself, youâve been Alexâs partner the last few years, maybe itâs time for a new one.â
âBut Nico? Weâre not exactly friends.â
âYouâre not exactly enemies either.â She steps backward, winking at me before she disappears.
I lean against the locker a moment, considering her words.
I guess sheâs right, Nico and I arenât friends, but I canât say weâre enemies either. Weâre simply two people who used to know each other and donât anymore.
Two people that are about to be forced to spend fifty-three minutes a day together for the rest of the year, not counting out of class time weâll likely need.
Iâm about to push off the locker when the door at the end of the hall opens, and Nico along with his on-again, off-again girlfriend, Josie, walk through, arguing. Or sheâs arguing while heâs ignoring, continuing down the hall, but then his eyes lift, officially catching mine fixated on them and he stops in his tracks.
My gaze slides toward Josie.
She frowns up at him, waving her arms around a moment in an overly dramatic fashion before she realizes heâs not paying attention, and her head jolts to where his focus lies.
Solely on me.
An instant and deep scowl takes over, and she flips me off, shoves him lightly â or attempts to, but he doesnât budge â and then storms out the way they came.
The second the door slams with her exit, Nico starts forward again, each step taken seeming smaller and slower than the last.
I stand up straight when only an armâs length of space is left between us, but Nico keeps going, glancing away as he passes without a word, as if he wasnât staring directly at me with each stride taken.
Only when heâs out of sight, do I realize I was holding my breath the entire time.
I roll my eyes at myself.
Itâs about to be a long ass year.