to you.â
I shake my head, stuffing my phone in my pocket. âDonât, my man. I donât want to hear it.â
âYou need to.â
With a sigh, I turn to him. âI get it, you donât like how this happened, but weâre good. Things have changed.â I donât say it out loud, Thompson is by us, and nobody else needs to know we started off as a lie.
âI know things have changed, thatâs why you need to hear me out.â
I shake my head and turn around, ready to walk and find the girls.
âSophomore year, two times.â
Tension wraps around my shoulder blades, locking me in place as I replay Trentâs rushed words.
It takes several seconds, but slowly, I look behind me, my body shifting until Iâm fully facing my best friend.
âWhat?â
Thompson falls a few feet back, rubbing at the nape of his neck, and my eyes dart back to Trent.
He hangs his head, taking in a deep breath before he stands tall to meet my glare. âIâve been trying to tell you.â
My pulse hums in my ears, my steps like heavy lead as I force a foot forward. âYou think this shitâs funny?â
âTrust me, Nic. I know itâs fucked up.â
I shake my head, denying what heâs saying. âWhat are you tryinâ to do? Why you fuckinâ with me?â
He holds my gaze, my best fucking friend. The only person who knows the truth about everything in my life. My dad, my mom, Alex. Demi.
Demi.
I lunge at his ass.
, now, but donât run or security will follow you.â
I look over my shoulder, my smile fading when I recognize the seriousness of Thompsonâs face.
He glares. âTake your friends with you.â
I glance to Carley nodding my chin and walk as calmly as I can toward our area, the girls a few feet behind.
Itâs dark, but I manage to see between the trucks as I grow closer, and I gasp.
Nico and Trent are fighting, their bodies slamming into the bumper of Trentâs truck and rolling off onto the small patch of grass in front of it.
Or more, Nico is fighting while Trent more or less allows him to toss him around.
âOh my god! Nico, stop!â Krista hisses, her wide eyes flying to mine as she rushes forward. âDemi, what the hell?!â She glances back.
Oh my god⦠shit.
This isnât happening, not tonight.
Not after we finally got to spend some alone time together as a real couple, away from all the fake.
Away from everyone.
Thompson is suddenly grabbing Krista by the sweater and tugging her back. âNu-hu. Youâre not gettinâ hurt, girl.â
âThen stop them!â She starts to cry.
Thompson glances past her, wincing when Nico lifts Trent from the ground, punching him square in the jaw, not the slightest attempt to block it.
Thompson looks to Krista. âHeâs got it cominâ and he knows it. Leave them. Iâll step in if it gets nasty.â
Nico nails him in the gut and Trent groans, stumbling around and slamming into the side mirror a foot from where Thompson stands.
Krista screams again, gaining Trentâs attention.
Concern lines his eyes and he lifts his hands to Nico, stepping toward the fence to put some space between them.
âThatâs enough. Youâre scaring the girlsââ
âDonât,â Nico seethes, shoving at him again, his shoulder hitting the metal wiring. âTalk about her like sheâs yours to worry about and Iâll break your fucking hand, quarterback.â
âNico, whatâs your problem?!â Krista fights to get past Thompson again, but he holds her still.
âSay it. Right now, to my fucking face, Trent.â Nico creeps closer to him.
Trentâs eyes fly my way before going back to Nicoâs, pleading. âCome on, man.â
âYou were man enough to do it, not man enough to say it out loud?â
Trent only shakes his head, leaning against the fence, blood dripping from his lip.
âDonât act like you arenât proud, asshole. Say it!â Nicoâs jaw flexes repeatedly, but I canât see his face. âNow, Trent.â
Trentâs eyes are solemn, regret slipping over him. âAll right,â Trent relents. âDem andââ
âEnough of the nickname! Itâs one letter, motherfucker!â
Trent sighs, at a loss.
There is no calming Nico or hoping he calms himself.
All Trent can do is lay it out and all I can do is hope we donât end as quickly as we began.
Trent does as heâs asked. âDemi and I slept together, but it was a long time ago.â
âFuck, man.â Nicoâs hands fly from him, sliding over his head and folding behind his neck.
He blows a harsh breath into the air, and my lungs feel the loss.
âHow was I supposed to tell you? Youâveââ
âWanted her since before you had her and told you all about it?â he shouts. âYeah, I fuckinâ have.â
Whoa, what?!
âIt was two years ago, and yes, I should have told you when it happened, but you stopped talking to her after everything with your dad, and the threat fromââ
âWatch it,â Nico warns.
Trentâs body sags, and he tries to reason with him. âI didnât know she was still inside you, man, and I didnât realize where the two of you were headed. I thought you dancing with Miranda would haveââ
He cuts off, his eyes darting to Krista and then back to me.
âNo.â Nico shakes his head, running his hands through his hair. âAre you for real, man?â
âNic,â he says quietly, walking toward him. âItâs notââ
âNot what?â Nico shouts, punching into the crossed metal of the fence on the side of Trentâs head. âNot what I think? Then why would my best fuckinâ friend purposely go behind my back and try to fuck what I had going by inserting drama between us? And this on top of the bullshit you just stood here and fuckinâ told me? Letâs hear it, asshole. How the fuck is it Iâm supposed to take this?â
âTrentâ¦â Krista starts forward, and this time Thompson moves to the side. âWhatâs he talking about?â
Trentâs face grows taut. âI asked Demiâs dance coach to switch us, make Nico her partner and me Demiâs for the practice part. I knew sheâd agree or might have already planned to do it herself.â Trent glances from Krista to Nico. âI was only trying to speed up the inevitable.â
âInevitable?â Nico laughs, but there isnât a hint of humor in it. âThatâs my girlââ
âShe wasnât!â Trent explodes. âThatâs the thing you kept forgetting, Nic!â
Krista gasps as my body stiffens.
What the hell?
The fall of Nicoâs shoulders is instant and everyone is quiet a long moment.
âThat what this is about?â Nico pushes. âI asked you, point blank. You said no, was that a lie? You want my girl? Or am I supposed to say you want her again?â he spits harshly.
âI canât do this,â Krista cries and runs off, Macy and Carley following behind her.
âKrista!â
âKrista donât leave! Itâs not how it sounds!â Trent shouts urgently. âFuck!â
Nico scoffs, slapping a coffee cup off the edge of the truck, and glares at the sky.
Krista running off is where Trent draws his line.
He scowls, taking a small step toward Nico who stands just as tall. âI donât want to fight with you, man, I love you and Iâm fucking sorry. I wish I could take it back, but I canât. I know I deserve everything youâve got to throw at me right now, trust me, I get that, but the shit youâre saying is way off base, and I canât stand here and take it because itâs fucking with my relationship. My real relationship,â he broaches.
My mouth drops open.
He knew this was fake?
âI canât allow that, so Iâm going after my girl.â Trent takes a few slow steps away before breaking out in a full run.
Thompson clamps a hand on my shoulder and walks off next and soon itâs just me and Nico.
Nico drops his forearms on the hood of his truck and hangs his head between them. âGo away, Demi. I canât look at you right now.â
âThatâs not fair.â
âI donât care. Go.â
âJust like that? You donât want to talk about this, ask questions? Explain how he knows this was fake?â
Nico scoffs, then lifts his head. His face is blank, eyes hardly open. âDonât even. And what kind of questions, D? âCause Iâm not interested in the positions you fucked my best friend in, or how long it lasted, or where it took place.â He blinks carelessly. âYou were right, a fake boyfriend doesnât need to know a damn thing. You do you, D.â He pushes off the hood, and steps toward me, but only so he can glide by. âI think Iâll find Sandra. Take that hall pass you offered before.â
âNo you wonât.â A heavy pressure weighs in my chest, and I spin to face him. âYou wonât because you know youâll lose me if you do.â
His lip curls. âWhat makes you think I care?â
âNeek⦠stop,â I whisper. âWeâre past this â no more tug of war. I want you and you know it. So just⦠stop.â
His face is a picture of rage, but thereâs anguish in his eyes. âYou fucked Trent.â
âA long time ago.â
âAnd you never felt the need to tell me this?â
âI didnât think about it!â flies from me, and a wave of nausea rolls in behind it. âWhen we talked about my not being a virgin, I thought you were mocking me, using it as a way to talk crap or something. I figured he had told you after it happened. I had no clue he kept it to himself until later.â
âAnd still, not a fuckinâ word about it, huh?â
Damn it!
Anxiety builds in my gut.
I have nothing but the truth and itâs a pathetic one.
âI didnât think about it,â I say quietly. âI get itâs messed up, and Iâm sorry, but I⦠didnât think about it.â
He shakes his head. âI donât know what Iâm supposed to do with that.â
âDonât push me away over something that happened before we did. How was I supposed to know weâd be standing here two years later?â
âYou were supposed to come clean when you finally woke up and realized I wanted you.â His anger dissipates as he pushes against me, his fingers lifting to brush across my cheek. âYou were supposed to be mine and only mine.â
âI am.â
âBut he had you first.â
âSo have me last.â
His lips hit my ear. âIâm walking away, Demi. Let me.â
Sensing thereâs no other choice at the moment, I do.