I donât sleep at all that night. Hypervigilant, I prowl the dark halls of the house, checking and re-checking rooms Iâve already cleared a dozen times.
Gianni and Leoâs men are lurking around the grounds and patrolling the perimeters, but it gives me no peace of mind.
Every bit of that I might have had flew straight out the window when Caruso told me what the intruders said to Reyna. I knew it was one of his enemies who set it upâweâve all got them.
But when the enemies are more interested in taking your daughter than killing you, thatâs a whole different problem.
So here I am again for the second time this year, pacing hallways and gnashing my teeth over a female under my protection whoâs a target for kidnapping.
Only this time, itâs not the target Iâm worried about.
I should be. Liliâs going to be my bloody wife. Sheâs a lovely girl, and sheâs going to make a lovely wife. But the moment Caruso said he believed the armed intruders were here for Lili, I could think of nothing else but the safety of her aunt.
Reyna.
Queen Devil Bitch of All Existence, who makes my blood boil and my dick hard and speaks to me with the kind of disrespect no man would dare to, because it would get him killed.
Reyna who hates me.
Reyna who challenges me.
Reyna who has the guts of a Viking and the body of a fertility goddess and the attitude of a feral cat.
I shouldnât be worried about her. If anyone ever did kidnap that woman, heâd regret it within the hour. Heâd throw her back through the front window with an apology note and speed away as fast as he could.
If she didnât drive a dagger through his heart first.
Sheâs a witch! Demon spawn of the devil!
But she shot a man for me. She had my backâliterallyâand killed a man.
Why did she do that if she hates me so much? She couldâve simply let me get killed and dusted off her hands. Good riddance to a man she insults at every opportunity and only ever calls by his last name.
And lies to like itâs her favorite hobby.
A man who made her look like she wanted to puke when she saw him without his shirt.
But why was she so concerned about my wound? Why would she care if it got infected? Why would she offer to stitch me up?
Why would she on stitching me up, then take such care as she did, biting her lip in concentration?
And why, oh fucking , canât I stop thinking about her?
We donât even like each other, for fuckâs sake!
No. Thatâs not true. I do actually like her. Despite her sharp edges that could cleanly shear off a limb, I like how smart she is. How quick-witted. How funny, though Iâm usually the punchline of the joke. I like the way she lobs an insult like a tennis drive, then hits me again when I lob one back.
I like how protective she is of Lili. How tender she is with her. Like a mama bear with her cub.
It means sheâs not all razor blades and barbed wire. Somewhere underneath all that armor she wears beats a soft heart.
A soft heart that learned how to hide from a cruel hand.
I meant what I said when I told her Iâd like to kill her dead husband. Iâd even be happy to exhume his rotten corpse and have a go at that.
I also meant what I said when I told her I never wanted to see her after the wedding. That was the Godâs honest truth.
Because every second I spend in that womanâs company is a reminder of all the reasons I agreed to an arranged marriage in the first place.
Christ. I wish a few dozen more of those intruders would show up.
Iâm going to need to shoot a lot more people before all this is over.