I SLIPPED INTO the back seat of my private car Saturday morning, the delicious ache in my body from my time with Preston almost goneâbut still lingering enough to remind me of what Iâd done the other night, and was looking forward to doing again, as soon as the opportunity presented itself.
It was as if my younger self had re-emerged in the past week and decided to come and take my body for a spin. Or maybe that was just a side effect of having a gorgeous college-aged guy wanting to tear my clothes off whenever he was near.
Either way, I wasnât about to complain, I hadnât felt this good in years. Hell, I couldnât remember ever feeling this good.
Something my willful cock seemed determined to remind me every time I thought about Preston spread out naked in my bed.
I shifted in my seat and did my best to push that image aside, knowing that was a dangerous thought, considering where I was headed this morning. Elysiumâs Winter Ball was getting closer, and that meant today I needed all hands on deck.
Those hands just happened to include Prestonâsâ¦as well as the rest of the Park Avenue Princes.
So playing it cool today was the name of the game, even if it killed me not to pay Preston any attention. I wasnât sure I trusted myself not to give us away if I so much as talked to him in front of the others. At least Iâd have enough on my plate wrangling all the volunteers and workers whoâd be helping to transform Elysium into a winter wonderland, so there wouldnât be time to think about anything other than todayâs agenda.
At least, that was what I was telling myself.
My phone buzzed in my lap, and I looked down to see an incoming call from Serena. âGood morning, Lovebug.â
âHey, Dad.â The sound of girls shouting in the backgroundâwell, screeching was more like itâmade me wince.
âEverything okay over there?â
Serena mustâve tried to cover the phone, because even though it was muffled, I could hear her shout, âGuys, quiet down for, like, two minutes.â
There was a response to that, one I couldnât make out, and then she was back.
âSorry, itâs been a crazy morning. One of our freakinâ pipes busted and thereâs water everywhere.â
I straightened in alarm. âWhat? How? Is everythingâ ââ
âIâm fine, weâre all fine. Well, Victoriaâs losing her mind because sheâs the messiest human in the world and kept all her clothes on the floor where itâs flooded, but thatâs her own fault.â
âWhereâs your super? Tell them I can be there in ten minutes.â
âNo, Dad, I wasnât calling you so youâd come over. I know youâve got Elysium stuff today.â
âYou take priority over anything else,â I said, my mind shifting to crisis and organizational mode.
âNo, really, weâre fine. The superâs here, and Leslieâs parents are on their way. They can handle whatever needs to happen. I was just calling to give you a heads-up and see if you donât mind my staying with you for a few days.â
âBug, of course I donât mind. Stay as long as you need to.â
âThanks, Dad. And, umâ¦â
When she hesitated, I frowned. âWhat?â
She lowered her voice. âIs it okay if Victoria and Leslie stay too? Their parents are a little moreâ¦uptight.â
I almost snorted out a laugh, but managed to keep myself in check. A house full of girls would be nothing but entertainingâand loudâbut I was up for the challenge.
âYou all are more than welcome, you know that. The alarm code hasnât changed.â
Serena sighed in relief. âThank you, youâre the best. Weâll get our stuff together and head over in a little while. Everything is just soâ¦wet.â
âGood thing I wonât need the washer and dryer for a while,â I teased. Then, on a more serious note, I said, âAre you sure you donât need me to come over?â
âI promise. Weâre all good.â
âExcept for Victoriaâs clothes. Got it.â
âExactly,â she said, and I could hear the smile in her voice. âThereâs, uh, something else I wanted to ask you about.â
I opened my mouth to tease her about using my private car while they were at my place, but then I snapped it shut when a long silence followed. A silence that told me whatever she needed to ask, it wasnât easy for her to say. And that could only mean one thing.
Preston.
âYou wonât be having anyâ¦visitors while weâre there, will you?â she said.
My stomach fucking sank. Not because of her question, but because of the fact she had to even ask it at all.
God, what was I even doing?
âNo,â I said, closing my eyes. âYou donât have to worry about that.â
When silence was all that met my ear, I added, âAre you worried about that?â
âAbout your havingâ¦a visitor?â
âNo.â I sighed and rubbed the back of my neck. This was greatânow we were talking in code. âAbout all of it. Any of it.â
I could hear some rustling, the noise in the background fading as though sheâd moved away from the chaos unfolding at her place, not wanting anyone within earshot for whatever she had to say next.
âI mean, itâs a little, umâ¦â
I winced as she tried to find the right words, but I waited. I needed to know how she felt. Not put words in her mouth.
âItâs different. Thatâs all,â she said, her voice low. âIâm used to Preston being with other people, but this is taking a little bit to wrap my head around.â
I could understand that. It had taken me a second to wrap my head around it all too. None of that would matter, though, if Serena had a problem with any of it. So I needed to tread carefully hereâmake sure she really was okay, not just saying it.
âI just want you to know that before this happened, I never looked at Preston likeâ ââ
Serenaâs boisterous laughter cut me off mid-sentence, and as her burst of hilarity began to dissipate, she managed, âI know that. Geez. You think I wouldnât be able to tell if you were perving on my boyfrâfakeâboyfriend?â
Iâd had no goddamn clue. I hadnât even known Preston was gay, for fuckâs sake. So how was I supposed to know whether my daughter was brighter than I was?
Clearly she was.
âGranted, I shouldâve seen this coming sooner with the way Preston would moon all over you. But seriously, Dad, I know you never thought about it, or wouldâve ever thought about it, if Preston hadnât kissed you at the charity event.â
I coughed at the casual way she just threw it all out there.
Sweet Jesus. Was this what I got for raising an open-minded, opinionated daughter?
âDad? Are you okay?â
âUh, yes, Iâm okay. Iâm justâ ââ
âThinking about Preston kissing you at the charity event?â
âSerena.â
âHeâs good, isnât he?â
Fucking hell. This conversation was going to be the death of me. I could feel a heart attack coming on with every other word coming out of her mouth.
âIâm just kidding. Look, Iâm trying to be cool about this, okay? You know how I getâmy jokes get more inappropriate the more nervous I am.â
âBug, I donât want you to be nervous. If this is too weird for youâ ââ
âOh Iâll be fine,â she interrupted, and thank God, because I wasnât positive I could promise to end things with Preston. In fact, I was fairly certain those words didnât even exist for me right now. Not when all I could think about was the way he had kissed me at the charity event. âI just didnât know how to bring this up, and, well, I just kinda worked myself into a bit of a state.â
âAnd Preston? Have you spoken to him any more about this, orâ ââ
âYeah, weâre good. Heâs just giving me some space toâ¦process.â
That made sense. It wasnât every day you found out your boyfriend/best friend was now seeing your father.
Christ. I was going to be paying for her therapist until I was ninety.
âCan I ask you something?â
Serenaâs question had me refocusing on the conversation at hand. âAnything.â
âThis thing with Preston, whatever you two are doing, youâre going to be careful, right?â
I frowned for a second, my mind automatically going where no parentâs mind should go when discussing their childâs friend.
âItâs just⦠You are the two people in the world I love the most, and this is kind of crazy, right? Like, what if his parents find out? What if the board at Elysium orâoh my Godâschool finds out? I donât want anything to happen to either of you.â
I let out a sigh of relief that that was where her mind had been.
âWeâll be careful. Plus, weâre not really doing anything wrong, Bug. Heâs of age andâ ââ
âHave you met his father? Heâs planning our joint engagement and baby shower. Heâs going to think what youâre doing is very wrong. Just promise me you wonât do anything toâ¦jeopardize each other.â
Like almost fucking him in a restroom while his parents ate dinner at a table in the same restaurant?
âWeâll be careful.â
âOkay, well, I know you have things to do, and I donât want to keep youâ ââ
âYouâre never keeping me from anything, you know that.â
âI do. So, go and boss all your volunteers around down at the Elysium. Be extra bossy with Eastâhe hates being told what to do.â
I didnât doubt it. âIâll see you tonight?â
âMe and all my friendsâ¦literally.â
âCanât wait. Let me know if you need anything today.â
âWill do, Dad. Love you.â
âLove you too, Bug.â
As I ended the call, I sighed, but whether it was in relief or the fact that Iâd somehow gotten myself into a position I had no place being in, I wasnât sure.
Again, I wondered what the hell I was doing and how this had even happened. Preston was the last thing Iâd expected, but I wasnât ready to give him up just yet. Selfishly, I knew some of my relief was because Serena hadnât asked me to. What kind of a self-serving bastard did that make me?
My door opened suddenly, causing me to start, but it was only my driver. Lost in my thoughts, I hadnât noticed weâd arrived, and I gave him a curt nod and my thanks as I exited.
Already there was a hive of activity inside the Elysiumâs gates, and I quickly shoved aside all thoughts of a gorgeous young thing I shouldnât want for so many different reasons. I could think about it, beat myself up over it, or get myself off to him later, but for the next few hours, I had to flip the mental switch to work matters.
The brisk wind had me buttoning my coat as I headed into the courtyard, stopping to inspect the lights being strung up the building.
âOh good, youâre here.â Our head decorator, Peg, hurried in my direction, clipboard in hand. âIâve gotten all the volunteer groups sorted out and in their places, so weâre good to go on that front, but thereâs a disagreement about where the orchestra will be moved to.â
âNo problem, Peg. Thanks for holding things down.â I gave her a reassuring smile.
As we made our way inside, I listened to her run down the list of things we needed to get done by the end of the day and nodded along. The sound of laughter and dozens of voices echoed down through the foyer, and I scanned the room to see what was already in motion.
I shouldâve paid closer attention to the group Peg had mentioned were helping load in the trees. If I had, maybe I wouldâve avoided looking in their directionâto stop myself from locking eyes with Preston across the room.
Heat spread through my body the second I saw him, but that was a reaction I could keep to myself. I didnât need to give anything away, not a smile, not a wave, not a greeting, because any one of those things would cause me to fail hiding my true feelings.
That was something that couldnât happen. The way Prestonâs lips were starting to curve upward couldnât happen.
I tore my gaze away, schooling my face to one of unaffected nonchalance, and focused on business. I gently led Peg toward the opposite side of the room, where I wouldnât be faced with temptation.