THIS HAD TO be a dream. I was currently in what seemed like the worldâs largest bathtub with a gorgeousâbut entirely out-of-my-leagueâman Iâd fantasized about for years. A rush of jets massaged my muscles, picking up where Raul had left off, but it wasnât his touch I felt anymore.
Water lapped at Archerâs chest as his strong hands kneaded my calves, stroking me slow and deep from where he lounged opposite me, a contented smile on his lips. I was happy to let him rub me however he wanted, as long as I got to do the same. His legs encased me on either side, and I ran my fingers through the dark hair there.
A light layer of bubbles from the jets floated along the surface, obscuring my view of him, but Iâd already memorized every inch of himâto the point where I could close my eyes and firmly see what I wanted to. And God knew I could still feel him.
âRelaxed?â Archer murmured when my eyes fell closed for a moment.
âThis might be the best night of my life.â
âReally?â He seemed surprised. âThatâs a big statement.â
âWhy do you sound so shocked? Do I need to refresh your memory of what just happened?â
Archer chuckled, lowering the leg heâd been rubbing and lifting my other to his lap. âI donât think itâs anything Iâll forget.â
âGood.â I wanted to be so permanently marked on him that heâd always remember these nights with me. I didnât care how selfish that was. Iâd finally gotten a chance to be with him in a way Iâd never, ever expected to, and Iâd be taking advantage.
âI wondered if it would beâ¦too much,â he said, giving me a sexy half-smile. âBut you never fail to shock and amaze, do you?â
I considered all the things Iâd done since the night I kissed him and shook my head. âI think you bring that out in me. Make me feel brave.â
âDonât try to tell me youâre shy, Preston. I wonât believe you. Not now.â
âYouâve known me for years. Have you ever seen me like this?â
Archer studied me as he stroked my ankle. âIâve never looked at you like this before.â
I couldnât help my smile. âWell, Iâm glad youâre seeing me now.â
âAfter that performance in my sitting room? Impossible not to.â
âJust had to force your hand a little,â I said with a casual shrug, like I hadnât needed a hundred shots from East to make that night happen. Then I thought back to the way Iâd come all over his fist and chuckled. âQuite literally.â
âYou definitely did that. I lost all my self-control.â
That made me pause, and even though I wasnât sure I wanted to hear the answer, I said, âDo you regret it?â
Archer opened his mouth to answer, but then snapped it shut and looked down at the water as he lazily drew circles up and down my skin. It felt like forever before he spoke again, long enough that my heart was in my stomach by the time he said, âI probably should.â
It wasnât the yes Iâd been dreading, and I breathed a sigh of relief. I understood why heâd think thatâall the real-world complications that weâd be forced to face if anyone ever found out. Or if the few who knew decided to spill our secret.
Which made me wonder how long weâd be keeping this under wraps. How long it would last. Not that I wanted an end date, but I could also feel the way I would fall, way too fast, for this man.
âSounds like you want to keep me around, Mr. Carrington.â I tried to keep my words light and teasing. âShould I call off all my other dates?â
His eyes narrowed, and I felt that bit of jealousy all the way to my cock. âHow many others do I have to worry about?â
Fucking none was what I wanted to say, but that would make it too easy. Men like Archer wanted a challenge, didnât they?
âNot many. Just a few here and there,â I said flippantly, and Archerâs hands stilled on my calf.
âWhich translates to how many, exactly?â
âYou really want to talk numbers? What about yours?â
Archer raised a brow. âI have decades on you.â
âThen you better get to counting.â
He slapped a wave of water in my direction, hitting me straight in the face. âSmart-ass.â
âDonât you mean hot-ass? Or have you forgotten the way I rode you earlier?â
Archer groaned, and his head fell back against the lip of the tub. âJesus, that mouth.â
âYou want it again?â I grinned.
âOh, I do. But those decades mean I need a rest first.â
I laughed as I bent my legs and moved them under the water beneath his. âI can give you that.â
âGee, thanks.â He stretched his arms out along the edge of the tub, but the way he tapped his fingers along it told me something was on his mind. I stayed quiet, letting him work it out until he said, âI donât want you to be with anyone else while youâre with me.â
I swear my heart stopped at his words. Thatâ¦was unexpected, but exactly what Iâd wanted and never thought I could ask for.
He mistook my silence for hesitation and ran a hand through his hair. âI realize that seems a little hypocritical after tonightâ ââ
âNo,â I interrupted, finally able to breathe again. I wanted to tell him fuck yes, but I didnât need to show how eager I was. âTonight was different. It was with you.â I lifted a shoulder, like I wasnât as affected as I really was. âIf thatâs what you want, I can give you that too. As long as it goes both ways.â
âIt does.â
âFor how long?â I was pressing my luck, but what the hell.
Archer studied me, his head cocked. âFor as long as we both want.â
That wasnât helpful for me at all. If I had my way, Iâd chain his ass to mine permanently.
Guess Iâd have to make him fall in love with me, then.
âKeep booking us here and you might have to deal with me for longer than you want,â I said. âAlthough I think youâll just end up pissing off Mr. LaRue if he finds out.â
âOh God.â Archer let out a rueful laugh.
âWhat?â
âI just remembered how young you are when you call my friends by their formal names.â
I guess that was a little weird, but calling Westâs dad Jacques felt bizarre.
âWhat can I say? Iâm a polite young thing.â
Archer eyed me for a beat and then, before I knew it, reached under the water, grabbed my ankles, and hauled me onto his lap. Water sloshed around us, some over the edge of the tub, but that didnât seem to bother the gorgeous man wrapping his arms around my waist.
Archerâs blond hair seemed much darker after heâd run his wet hands through it, and I couldnât resist spearing my fingers through the damp strands. I twisted them at the back of his head and studied the light sheen of moisture dotting his skin.
A rumbling sound, much a like a purr, escaped Archer as I kissed up to his ear. âWant to hear something funny?â he said.
I brushed a kiss across his lips. âTell me.â
âIn my phone, your number is under PYT.â
PYT? I thought back to what Iâd just said, and laughed. âSeriously? As in, polite young thing?â
âNo.â Archer chuckled, trailing his fingers down to flirt with the top of my crack. âBut close.â
Was he trying to drive me crazy? The idea that he had a secret name for me, just like I had him, was naughty as hell. I tightened my grip on his hair, my impatience getting the better of me, but that just made him laugh harder.
âTell me.â
Archer nipped at my lower lip. âWhat do you say?â
I bucked my hips forward, rubbing my cock along his. âTell me now?â
Archer pinched my ass, making me squirm, humor sparking in his gorgeous eyes, and I loved being the one to bring that out of him.
âIt stands for pretty young thing.â
Oh fuck. All this time Iâd wanted Archer to look at me, to really notice me, and not the guy he thought was dating his daughter. âYou think Iâm pretty.â
âYouâre very fucking pretty. You donât have to sound so smug about it.â
âAre you kidding? Iâve waited for years for you to look at me the way youâre looking at me now.â
Archerâs eyes widened a fraction. âYears?â
I nodded and sat up on his lap, my hands trailing down to his chest. âYou know that.â
âI justâ¦â He swallowed and nodded. âYouâre right, I do. Sometimes it still catches me off guard, thatâs all.â
âUh huh.â I ran my eyes over him and, not wanting to ruin the mood by getting too serious, grinned. âWant to know what you are in my phone?â
âOh God.â Archer groaned and leaned his head back against the tub. âI donât want to know, do I?â
âI mean, Iâm going to say yes.â
One of Archerâs eyes opened. âWill I regret it?â
I shrugged, feigning innocence. âGuess you wonât know until you ask.â
He reluctantly sighed and shook his head. âOkay, what am I listed as in your phone?â
I grinned. âF-I-L-T-H.â I walked my fingers down the center of his chest and under the water.
âFilâFilth?â Archer grabbed my wandering hand just as my fingers brushed the head of his dick. âYou have me as filth in your phone?â
I shook his hand free and wrapped mine around his full, thick length. âAs in Archer Filth Carrington.â I squeezed and stroked him, making him moan, then leaned down to whisper across his lips, âFather Iâd Like to Hit.â
âAh.â Archer squeezed his eyes shut again, letting me have my way. âFucking hell, Preston.â
I chuckled but kept moving my hand, kissing him until I was all but edging myself.
âIâve wanted you forever. Since the first time I saw you, I wondered what it would be like to be yours, butâ¦â
âBut you were too young. Way too young.â
âWell, that and no one knows about me, aboutâ¦this side of me.â I tightened my hand again, but Archer reached down and stopped me.
âAnd why is that?â he whispered, almost as though he was afraid heâd spook me. âYour friends wouldnât care. Theyâre all, well, out and proudâ ââ
âRight.â I let go of him and gave a nonchalant shrug. âBut youâve met my parents.â
Archerâs slight wince was exactly why I wasnât out of the closet. Everyone knew what the Abernathys expected of their one and only child, and being gay didnât fit into their plans.
âThey have certain goals in mind for me. Expectations theyâve molded since the day I was born. I was to go to school, get good grades, find a nice girl, and start a family. Then off to Washington Iâd go, where Iâd follow in my fatherâs footsteps.â
âPreston.â A solemn expression crossed Archerâs face. âThatâsâ ââ
âSad? Pathetic?â So much for keeping things light. I let out a breath and went to move back to the opposite side of the tub, but Archerâs hand at my waist stopped me.
âThatâs not what I was going to say at all, and where do you think youâre going?â The arched brow and no-nonsense look he aimed my way had my body stilling where it was. âI was going to say, thatâs no way to live your life. Itâs your life, not your parentsâ. Do you even like politics?â
My lips twisted, and he let out a bark of laughter.
âSo thatâs a no.â
âItâs just soâ¦boring and contentious, and thereâs so much you canât show. So many secrets to keep. Iâd be living a lie.â
âBecause of your sexuality?â
âRight. Iâm not sure I want to live my life that way. Iâm not sure I can. Not after being with you like this. This is the first time Iâve been able to really be myself, and Iâm not sure I can go back.â I bit down into my lip. This talk was suddenly much more serious than Iâd ever expected after what happened tonight.
Archer stroked my back and urged me down over him. I curled into his body, resting my cheek to his chest and listened to the steady beat of his heart.
âYou know what?â
âWhat?â
âYou donât have to decide tonight.â Archer trailed wet fingers down my cheek to my chin and tilted my face up. âOr tomorrow, or the next day.â He hugged me in close. âYouâre twenty-oneâGod, I canât believe I just said thatâand you have your whole life ahead of you.â
I nodded and played with the damp hair on his chest. âWhat were you doing at twenty-one?â
âI had a kid.â
My head snapped up, and Archer let out a loud, booming laugh.
âSee, there are worse things.â
âYouâre right. At least thereâs no chance of that happening with me.â I kissed his grinning lips, grateful for the change in subject. âThank you.â
âFor?â
âMaking me feel better about the bad decisions I made in my youth.â
âYouâre still in your youth.â A loud knock on the hotel door had Archer letting out a soft curse. âSorry to break this up, but thatâs our dinner.â
âOh, the dinner you need two of because youâre low in iron? Speaking of bad decisionsâ¦â
Archer pointed to the other end of the tub. âGet off me.â
âGet you off? Really, Archer, I think we should eat.â
Archer shifted, moving through the water as he deposited me at the other end of the tub. Then he got to his feet in one magnificent move, and the water cascading down over him showcased his glorious body to absolute perfection.
âStop it.â
âIâm not doing anything.â I batted my lashes just to fuck with him. âItâs not my fault you think Iâm pretty.â
Archer grabbed a towel off the rack and did his best to cover his erection. âYouâre going to pay for this later.â
âPromise?â
âYes.â He walked to the door of the en suite but then stopped to look back at where I lounged with my chin resting on the edge of the tub. âThe father youâd like to hit is gonna spank your ass.â
I canted said ass up out of the water and aimed a cheeky grin his way, calling out after him, âIt canât wait!â