âNOT GONNA LIE, Iâm getting a little nervous.â Archer glanced out the back window of his car and then raised a brow at me.
âWhat? You donât trust me? Even after I didnât let you break a hip at the rink?â I smiled, because Archer wasnât anywhere near the disaster on ice that heâd claimed to be. As a matter of fact, heâd only almost fallen once, and that was due to the group of kids weaving in and out between our legs. The list of things Archer did well kept growing.
He held his hands up. âYouâre right. We could be in the ER right now if it werenât for you.â
âExactly. So in keeping with the festive holiday theme weâve got going on today, and the fact that weâre trying to stay on the down-low, this place is perfect.â
His driver opened the back door, and I stepped out first, followed by Archer. He whispered something to his driver, who nodded, and then we headed toward the entrance of Rolfâs.
Archer reached for the door first, pulling it open for me, and that made my stomach do a little flip. Such a gentleman, opening doors for meâbut also such a date thing to do.
Because, holy shit, we were on a date. Me and Archer Carrington. That blew my mind.
I felt Archerâs hand on my lower back, guiding me inside, but the moment the hostess greeted us, it disappeared. I wished I could tell him to put it back, or reach for him, but those were luxuries we couldnât afford outside of a hotel room. It was enough just to be somewhere, anywhere, with him.
âYou said festive, but I think Christmas threw up in here,â Archer said as he looked around at the décor.
It was a little ostentatious, with so many holiday lights, garlands, and decorations that you couldnât see the ceiling or the walls. There had to be thousands of ornamental balls of every color hanging from the ceiling and wrapped around pillars. The wildest part was that Rolfâs was like this all the time, not just for Christmas.
âWhatâs wrong, Mr. Carrington? Canât handle a few balls in your face?â I teased, as the hostess led us past the bar to a small table for two.
Before I could sit down, Archer pulled out a chair and motioned for me to sit.
First he was holding open doors, and now he was pulling my chair out for me? There was definitely something to be said for dating an older man.
âThank you,â I said, taking the seat.
âYouâre welcome.â He scanned the room before sitting down, and when his eyes stayed over my shoulder, I frowned and looked behind me.
âWhatâs wrong?â I asked. âSomeone you know?â
He shook his head, unfolding his napkin and laying it across his lap. Then he finally looked at me and smiled, while under the table I felt his foot brush against mine.
âI needed this view so I can watch the door and play with you at the same time.â He winked, and I felt my stomach do that damn flipping thing again. âOh, would you look at that, youâre blushing.â
My cheeks did suddenly feel a little warmer. âNo, Iâm not.â
âYes, you are.â Archer leaned across the table and said in a voice that did nothing to help the heat in my cheeks, âItâs fucking adorable.â
It was embarrassing. After everything weâd done together last night, I was getting all rosy-cheeked because he was playing footsie with me. I highly doubted Archerâs previous dates would blush so easily.
He chuckled as he picked up the menu. âWhatâs got you nervous? The public space or my touching you? I can stop.â
My cheeks burned even hotter then, because it was none of that. I loved the fact he was touching me, even more that he was doing it in public. If I could, I would announce to everyone in this restaurant that Archer was mine, and Iâd reach over and hold his hand right here at the table.
âI donât want you to stop.â I moved my other leg to rub against his. âAnd Iâm not nervous. Itâs justâ¦â
Archer raised a brow when I paused, and I shrugged, trying to play off how much Iâd enjoyed those familiar touches, those intimate moments on the way in.
âItâs just⦠I like the way you wereâ¦um, treating me.â
âTreating you?â Archer put his menu down and the question in his eyes told me he wasnât quite getting the fact that I was usually the one doing all theâ¦gentlemanly things.
âOpening the door, pulling out my chair.â I bit down into my lip. âYou know, date things.â
âAh, I see. Well, this is our first date.â
My heart skipped a beat at the confirmation that he felt the same way I did about the dayâmusic to my ears. But then my mind played it over and over in my head. âFirst date⦠You say that like thereâll be more.â
Archer ran his gaze down over me. âI sure hope so.â He gestured to my menu. âNow pick something to eat, before I drag you over here andâ ââ
âEat my wiener?â
Archerâs mouth fell open, his words leaving him until I started to laugh.
âSorry, I couldnât help it. Weâre in a German restaurant. Iâm allowed to say wiener.â
âOf course we are. Balls and sausages.â
âI mean, do I know how to pick a first date or what?â
âItâs definitely one Iâll remember.â Archerâs lips twitched, even as his eyes softened. âFor many reasons.â
By the time the waitress stopped by, weâd each picked out something to eat, but apparently weâd both had enough sausage for now. Archer went for the roasted Long Island duckling with mashed potatoes, red cabbage, and cranberry sauce, while I opted for the Rahm schnitzel in paprika cream sauce with vegetables and spätzle.
For now, though, we were sharing a jumbo shrimp cocktail.
âThese are delicious.â I dunked the end into the spiced tomato sauce on the plate.
âWatching you eat them is delicious.â
I took another bite, licking my lips clean. âAre you flirting with me, Mr. Carrington?â
âAre you trying to drive me out of my mind, Preston?â
I brought my thumb up to my lips and sucked it clean. âMaybe a little.â
âMaybe a lot, Iâd say.â Archer took a bite of his own shrimp and shook his head.
âWhat?â I grinned and reached for the glass of wine in front of me, enjoying the choice of vintage that Archer had picked out for us.
âNothing.â
âLiar.â
He swallowed his bite of food and reached for his own glass, settling back in his seat. âOkay, fair enough. I was just thinking howâ¦young you make me feel.â
I paused, wine glass halfway to my mouth. âAnd is that a good thing, orâ ââ
âYes, yes.â He grinned at me, a relaxed, charming smile that was so sexy I decided it was all mine. âItâs a very good thing. I think Iâd forgotten how to have fun, how to exist outside of work and family, and Iâd definitely forgotten to take the time to enjoyâ¦â His words trailed off as he eyed my body, and I knew what he meant, but there was no way in the world I wasnât going to push him to say it.
âTo enjoy what?â
Archer took a sip of his wine, his eyes finding mine over the rim of his glass. âYou know what.â
âI do, but can you tell me anyway?â
âNow whoâs flirting?â
âAnd whoâs driving who crazy?â
Archer scoffed. âTouché.â
âSoooâ¦â I sat forward in my chair and rubbed my foot up the inside of his leg. âWhat had you forgotten to take the time to enjoy?â
Archer shifted in his seat in a way that told me his dick was just as interested in this answer as mine now was. âA sexy body and flirty mouth. But donât worry,â he promised as he topped off both our glasses. âI plan to take the time to rectify that as often as possible, now that Iâve found someone who has both.â
Jesus. He was waaay better at this dating thing than me. Probably because heâd been doing it longer. But somehow Archer had made me feel all the things in one date. Iâd been nervous, excited, happyâand now hot as hell.
âHmm. You sure you can fit me in with those workaholic tendencies you mentioned earlier?â I lifted my glass to my mouth, teasing the edge with my lips and watching the way Archerâs eyes caught on the move. âI can be a little distracting.â
âI think we both know itâs more than a little.â His gaze darkened as I swallowed down a mouthful of wine. My tongue dipped out to catch a wayward drop from my lips, and I saw the way his fingers tightened around the stem of his glass.
âYouâre looking at me like you want a to-go bag,â I said with a smirk.
âIâm seriously considering it.â Archer hooked his foot beneath mine, and I was surprised when he didnât flag down the waitress. âBut I can show some self-restraint to get through lunch. I think.â
I chuckled. âGuess Iâd better make sure never to bring you lunch at the office. You might shove everything off your desk and have your way with me.â
As soon as I said the words, I remembered the way Iâd wanted to do just that during my last visit. From the way he stilled with his wine halfway to his lips, so did he.
He set it down without drinking.
âThis is a fantasy of yours,â he said.
Iâd started to agree when the hostess came back to seat a couple behind me, and I leaned forward, keeping my voice low. âYou fucking me into your desk so hard I feel you for days? Iâve thought about it more than a few timesâ¦Mr. Carrington.â
Desire flared between us, and Archerâs hand on the table inched toward my own. It was only the slightest touch, just his fingertips grazing mine, but it felt like an electric shock.
He swallowed thickly. âIâll have to see if I can make that happen. After hours, of course.â
Of course. Because no one could know about us, especially those he worked with. Even if I always visited under the guise of working on Elysium projects, I doubted weâd be able to stay a secret if they heard his heavy thrusts making his desk creak.
I cocked my head, studying his sinful mouth. âI look forward to it, sir.â
âYou better stop. Or is punishment another one of your fantasies?â
âNo, but Iâm beginning to think Iâd be open to anything with you.â
âFunny. I was just thinking the same about you.â
Before he could elaborate on that, our meals arrived, bursting the private bubble weâd been in. Archer unhooked his foot from mine but kept us touching as he cut into his duck.
I tried to behave myself, tried to stop squirming in my chair from the clear picture of us Iâd been building in my mind. Since this was a date, that moved us past the realm of just fucking, and there were things Iâd always been curious about but had never gotten a chance to ask him.
âDo you enjoy all these things you do?â I asked.
âSuch as?â
âYour job. Running the Elysium. Are they things you enjoy, or did you get forced into them?â
Archer topped his duck off with a bit of the potatoes and took a bite. âI donât think Iâd work so much if I didnât enjoy it. It was always my goal to own my own company. I just wasnât sure what form it would take until college. I got a job at a talent agency, worked my way up, realized it was something I could see myself doing in the long run.â
âHow did you know youâd be good at it?â
âI didnât. Sometimes you donât know what youâre good at until you try everything.â
His words struck a chord inside me that had my questions faltering. Iâd never really had a choice to try anything. My path had been set my entire life, and like the good son I was, Iâd never questioned it. Why would I? It was the easy road, the one already laid out for me to take and succeed my father.
But did I really want to be stuck doing something I hated when there was a chance I could find something I loved instead?
God, I didnât want to think about that right now, because it would require asking myself hard questions I didnât want to know the answers to yet.
I cut into my schnitzel and dipped a corner in the cream sauce. âAnd the Elysium?â
âThat one I kind of fell into because I knew I was the best choice.â When I looked up, he winked. âWho else could corral a bunch of elitists and get them to part with their money? My contacts make it easier than most.â
âItâs not your contacts that get people to drop money at your feet.â When Archer lifted a brow in question, I said, âYou also happen to be gorgeous. You think anyone can say no to you?â
He bit back a grin and shrugged. âItâs not a word I hear very often. I doubt itâs one youâre entirely familiar with either.â
âHa, nice try, but weâre not talking about me.â
âThat doesnât seem fair.â
âMaybe not, but Iâve wondered about you far longer than youâve wondered about me.â
Archer brought his napkin up to his lips, a curious look in his eyes. âYou can ask me anything.â
I knew some of the details of how Serena had been born, that her mom and Archer had been young and it was a one-night kind of thing. What I didnât know was if heâd ever been with other women.
âAre you gay?â I asked before I fully thought through how I wanted to ask him, and the look of disbelief on his face was comical. âOkay, let me rephrase: are you bi or gay orâ¦?â
Amusement had one side of his mouth curving up as he swirled his wine. âVery, very gay. Do I have to guess why youâre asking?â
âNo, that answer pretty much sums it up.â
He took a sip of his drink, and as he set it down, his fingers grazed mine. âSerena was quite the surprise. For both her mom and me.â
âOne you regret?â
âNo.â He shook his head adamantly. âGod, no. Sheâs the best thing about me.â
It made my heart clench the way he talked about her, the way he obviously felt about her, because I knew in my gut that my parents didnât feel the same way about me. Sure, they loved me the way theyâd been brought up to know how, but it wasnât the same. Iâd already heard from Serena the way Archer had done everything in his power to help her when she went through a destructive phase in her teen years. At that point sheâd been commuting between her parents for years, her mom on the West Coast and Archer in New York. From what sheâd told me, sheâd gotten a little too good at keeping secrets, falling into the wrong crowd when her mom had to travel so much for work. It was Archer whoâd put a stop to the back-and-forth, to create the consistency and routine she needed by living full-time with him. Being such an amazing father only made him that much more attractive in my eyes.
Like I needed a longer list.
âSo her mom was the only woman you were everâ¦with?â
âYou know when I said sometimes you donât know what youâre good at until you try? Well, same thing goes for not knowing what you like until you try.â He grinned, his eyes crinkling at the edges before he mouthed, âVery gay.â
âThatâs good to know. And just so you knowâ¦â I pointed at myself. âAlso very gay.â
His gaze moved to the entrance briefly, and then he reached for my hand, turning it face up so he could trail his fingers up and down my palm. âDo you have any other questions for me?â
How was I supposed to do anything but breathe with him touching me? In public, no less.
âPrestonâ¦?â
I tried to clear the lust-filled fog infiltrating my brain, but it was impossible. âIâm sure I have more, but I canât seem to think when youâre doing that.â
âOh? Feeling distracted?â
My cock throbbed, and I shifted on my chair. âIncredibly.â
âThis is how you make me feel,â he said, his voice husky. âAll the fucking time.â
Oh my God. Forget the questions. Forget the food, the other diners. All that existed in that moment was Archer, his sexy-as-sin voice, and those dark eyes that were staring into mine like he could see inside my soul. It made me weak in the knees, and I had to open my mouth twice before I could get the words out.
âWant to get that to-go box yet?â
That smoldering stare only intensified, sending a wave of goosebumps all over my body.
âFuck yes.â