âITâS COLDER THAN a witchâs tit out here this morning.â
I glanced past our group of bundled-up friends to where Travis was shoving his hands in the pockets of his ripped jeans as we headed through the gates of Astor.
The snow was falling pretty hard this morning, but despite the frigid forecast, Travis had opted, as always, for looking good over feeling good. In other words, he was freezing his ass off right now in black designer jeans and a sheer rocker-esque shirt, and the only thing that looked remotely warm was the scarf heâd wound around his neckâall in the name of âfashion,â of course. Hell, he shouldâve gone with Donovan to the shoot he had this morningâit was for some new, edgy brand that wanted him and Kelly to represent them. Travis wouldâve fit right in.
âYou have such a way with words,â West joked. âMaybe you should come with me and JT to next weekâs poetry slam.â
Travis screwed his nose up. âYeah, how aboutâ¦no. The last thing I want to be is a third wheel in a room full of sappy poets.â
JT looked around his boyfriendâs shoulder. âYouâd be surprised. Most of the poems on slam night are full of outrage over injustices andâ ââ
âPeople who think shouting out their problems on a stage will change the world?â East rolled his eyes. âLetâs not forget theyâre doing it all for a cash prize.â
JT looked at EastâJTâs least favorite person after he learned East had bet West to date him. Even if it had all worked out in the end.
âThey do it to send a message. To have their voices heard. The prize is just an incentive for people who might beâ ââ
âIn it for the money? Come on, Golden Boy, if these people were really so impassioned, theyâd be chaining themselves to a tree on Wednesday nights or camping outside city hall. Not standing up on a stage for a couple of Benjamins.â
JT shook his head. âYouâre such an asshole.â
âAnd youâre such a Pollyanna.â
âOkay, okay.â I put my hands up between all of them. âHow about we just agree that Travis shouldnât go anywhere near a poetry stage, for the sake of the craft?â
âOr you could all just shut the fuck up, âcause no one cares.â Daire tossed his cigarette butt to the ground and crushed it with his heel, much like I suspected he wanted to squash the conversation.
âSo eloquent, as always, Daire. Perhaps you should attend the poetry slam. Youâre full of outrage. Or is it just rage?â East jogged up the steps to the main door, where a younger classman automatically opened it for himâor us, I supposed.
The group filed in one after another, Serena and I the last to make our way through.
âThanks.â I smiled at the fresh-faced kid, a first year for sure, who immediately looked away and mumbled, âNo problem.â
It was well known around campus who we were and what families we belonged to. The Park Avenue Princes had a reputation to maintain and came from a long line of legacies that preceded them. So whenever someone had the chance to get in our good graces, they would take it, whether it was through opening a door or bringing us our morning breakfast. Itâd been that way for years.
Did I think it was particularly fair? No. Was it the way it was? Yes.
That didnât mean we couldnât acknowledge them or be polite.
We walked down the main hall toward our private hangout, a room our group had commandeered and designated as our own the first year we were at Astor. Classes werenât due to start for another fifteen minutes, but this way we could fuel up on caffeine and foodâand catch up on any gossip we mightâve missed.
Hushed voices and curious eyes always seemed to follow our movements as we made our way through the bustle of students on their way to class or the coffee carts and breakfast stands around campus.
Nothing seemed out of the ordinary until we got close to a crowd we knew relatively well through Gavinâs boyfriend, Joey. Weâd hung out with them here and there, and it had been cordial enoughâbut lately theyâd been mostly MIA.
They were huddled close, several girls and guys, and as we approached, it was like they shared some kind of silent message amongst one another, because each and every one of them turned in our direction.
âFuckinâ hell.â Travisâs words mirrored every single one of our reactions as we all got a good look at Joey and the twisted direction of his nose, and a right eye that was the same gruesome shade of purplish black that Daireâs was.
Oh fuck. This was not going to end well.
I turned to Gavin, whose eyes had been glued to his phone all morning, and was about to lead him away from the shitshow that was about to go down when he all but ran into a frozen Travis.
As silence descended in the hall, Gavin looked up from his phone. When he spotted Joey, and the crowd tightening around him like a defensive move in some kind of battle, he loudly gasped.
Great. This was just fucking great.
âJoey?â Gavinâs voice was barely audible as he stepped away from our group. âWhat happened to you?â
An ugly twist of the lips made Joeyâs swollen face even more gnarled. âYou know exactly what.â
Gavin shook his head, walking further away from us and closer to the rabid dogs straining at their leash. âI⦠No. What are youâ ââ
âSave it, slut,â one of Joeyâs minions snarled, as Joeyâs eyes shifted past Gavinâs shoulder to our very own rabid animal, and Daire looked ready to kill. âWe know you sent him.â
Gavin spun on our group, his pale eyes looking as though they were about to flash a bolt of lightning in Daireâs direction. âYou did this?â
Shit. Here Iâd been worried that all hell was going to break loose between us and Joeyâs crowd, but the anger swirling in the hall had suddenly shifted. The rage was now vibrating between Gavin and Daire.
âHeââ
âDid you do this?â Gavin demanded, louder than Iâd ever heard him speak, and Daireâs mouth clamped shut. âUn-fucking-believable.â
Gavin shoved past us, and I reached for him, but before I could offer any kind of adviceâdonât ask me whatâhe was toe to toe with Daire and seething.
âYou promised.â
The contrast between dark and light had never been more apparent as Daire glared down into Gavinâs pale face, his dark eyes giving nothing away.
âI lied.â
Gavin shoved him in the chest so hard that Daire stumbled back several steps, but he did nothing to retaliate. He merely angled his chin up in stony defiance as Gavin stormed past him and down the hall without a backward glance.
When we turned back to the group behind us, it was to see a vicious slash curling Joeyâs lips as he eyed Daire.
âGood luck fucking him now.â
Daire muscled forward, but luckily Travis and West were there to hold him back as East stepped out.
âHow about you go crawl back into whatever hole Gavin dug you out of for the few months he was bored? Or, if you like, I could have someone dig it for you.â
âYou threatening me?â
âNoâ¦â East flashed a killer smile their way. âIâd never be so obvious.â
âFucking pricks,â someone in the group hissed.
âYes,â East agreed, nose in the air, pompous as can be. âPark Avenue Pricks. A lot of fucking comes with the territory, something Iâm sure you have to beg or pay for. Now, if weâre done hereâ ââ
âMr. Easton has a paper to rewrite, if he wants a chance of passing my class next semester.â
My mouth fell open as Serena and I turned to see Zac Fletcher making his way past our group to East, and Joey and his crowd scattered.
âYour class?â In true East form, not even the new teacherâs assistant to his strictest professor, King, could rattle him. He gave Zac a typical East once-over, and from his unimpressed expression it was clear to everyone how lacking he found the black jeans, grey V-neck shirt, and sports jacket ensemble Zac wore.
Not that it seemed to bother Zac. He merely walked up to East and slapped the papers he held against Eastâs chest.
âAs far as youâre concerned, it is. This is a failed paper. So if you want to spend time with your little friends here somewhere warm over the winter break, youâre going to want to get to class. Now.â
I looked over Serenaâs head to see Westâs eyes were wide as saucers. No one talked to East the way Zac was, especially in public.
âI canât look away,â Serena whispered by my ear, and I knew the feeling. It was like watching a train wreck. You knew the crash would be catastrophic, but there was no way to stop it, so you just stood by and watched.
East arched a brow and didnât even bother looking at the papers now glued to his chest.
âIf you think for one second I will be spending my winter break anywhere near this city, you donât know who youâre talking to. Failed paper or not.â
East went to step around Zac but was stopped by a hand on his arm. He eyed it like one would a peasant touching royalty, but Zac didnât miss a beat.
âAnd if you think for one second your money is going to get you out of this, then you donât know who youâre talking to. My classroom, James, now.â
East looked to the rest of us and no doubt saw us gawking at him like a bunch of busybodies with our eyes wide and jaws on the floor. But it wasnât every day someone put James Easton in his place. Moreover, it wasnât every day he let someone get away with it. There was a first time for everything, though.
East narrowed his eyes like a snake homing in on its prey, and I hoped to god Zac knew what heâd just provoked, as East yanked his arm free and turned until he was practically nose to nose with the braveâor stupid; jury was still outâTA.
âYou touch me again, and I will report you.â
We all held our breath, waiting for the threat to land, but the only indication that East had struck a nerve was the slight twitch in Zacâs angular jaw line as he leaned in even closer and said, âNo, you wonât. Now get to class.â
Eastâs nostrils flared, and just when I thought heâd throw out something to cut Zac off at his knees, he started off down the hallâshoulders straight, head held high, the distinct scent of revenge lingering his wakeâas Zac kept watch behind him.
âFuck me.â Travis blew out a breath. âI donât know about you guys, but I need a goddamn drink.â
No kidding. Weâd barely set foot in the place and it felt as though it had just imploded on us.
I turned to what was left of our friends to see West hugging JT into his side and Travis shaking his head.
âYou think we should call Van, tell him about Gavin?â
Travis shrugged. âI donât know, man. Gavin looked pretty pissed that Daire had stuck his noseâor fistâin his business. Iâd leave it if I were you. Heâll tell him if he wants to.â
Serena nodded. âI have to agree. It definitely looked like he wanted some space.â
âYeah.â West snorted. âFrom the person he just moved in with.â
âYouâre right,â I said. âI just thought that if he was going through a breakup he might want to talk about itâ ââ
Travis hiked his bag up his shoulder. âPersonally, Iâd just want to get shit-faced drunk and forget all about that person.â
âOh yeah.â I eyed him as he started to scroll through his phone. âHowâs that working for you? Caleb do anything interesting last night?â
The scowl Travis threw my way shouldâve had the floor opening up under me.
âI donât know, did Zaddy Carrington?â
âI donât know, I havenât seen him.â
Serena scrunched her nose up. âYou guys promised no details. That includes nicknames.â
âSorry,â I said âIgnore Travis. Heâs just touchyâ ââ
âBecause heâs not being touched,â West interjected, and Travis glared at all of us.
âYeah, well, thatâs going to change this weekend.â
âYou have a date?â JTâs smile was bright and full of enthusiasm, like he thought Travis might finally find the love of his life if he went on a date.
I had a feeling that Travis was just trying to find dick.
âWell, Iâm not showing up to a Winter Ball on my own lookinâ like some loser.â
âYou wouldnât be on your own.â Serena rubbed his arm. âYouâd be with us.â
âYou and your âboyfriendâ over there?â Travis eyed the two of us. âAre you even going together, or did your dad steal your date?â
âHilarious.â Serenaâs voice was droll but unaffected as she cuddled into my side and looked up at me. âWe are still going together, arenât we? I didnât even think to ask. But Dadâs going with Rodney, so it shouldnât be a problem, right?â
Wait a second. Did she just sayâ â
âArchâyour dadâs taking someone to the ball?â
I could feel the blood draining from my face as my stomach began to twist. The happy little flips Iâd been feeling whenever I thought about Archer were now churning into a ball of knots.
âUh ohâ¦â Travis chuckled. âLooks like Prestonâs the one who wonât be getting touched.â
I shot a glare in his direction, Serenaâs words still playing on a loop in my head as I tried to recall Archer mentioning anything about a date for the Winter Ball. But no, there was nothing. If anything, heâd spent time telling me all the reasons why he didnât date.
How convenient that heâd left this part out.
âOh God.â Serena bit down on her lip, worry swirling in her eyes. âYou didnât know.â
My heart was racing a mile a minute as I tried to squash down the irrational feelings of hurt and jealousy bubbling up inside of me.
What had I expected? Archer to show up solo? For him to sit across from me and pine for me, the way I would him? How naïve could I get? But the idea of watching Archer wine and dine another man while I was across the room, unable to touch him, made me want to both throw up and punch something.
âNo. I didnât.â
âYeah,â West said as he cautiously backed him and JT away from us. âWeâre going to head to class now.â
Travis pointed at them and nodded. âAnd Iâm gonna go with.â
I couldnât blame them. I wouldnât want to be around me right then either. I felt like an idiot. Like some stupid, lovesick, overeager kid whoâd built up this fantasy in my head where someone as charismatic and sophisticated as Archer Carrington could possibly want more with me than a couple nights in his bed.
How stupid was I?
âPreston?â Serenaâs voice was soft, like she was trying to soothe me. But it was too late. My insecurities had already taken over.
âCan you give me a minute?â I fished my phone out of my pocket and held up my cell. âI just want toâ ââ
She nodded, squeezing my arm. âTake your time. Iâll wait for you over here.â
I took in a breath, trying to calm the riot of emotions wreaking havoc on my mind, and walked to one of the windows looking out over Astorâs main courtyard.
Was I kidding myself to think that Archer and I could have any kind of real relationship? I was still in college, for Godâs sake. He was out running a multimillion-dollar company.
Butâ¦heâd been amazing this weekend. So sexy and attentive, funny and smart, the best date I ever hadâand now all I could think was: would Rodney feel the same way?
I tightened my hand around my phone, the green-eyed monster rearing its ugly headâand how odd it was over something as simple as date after what weâd done this weekend with Raul and Johan.
Somehow, though, this felt more personal. Not only the thought of his spending time with someone else, but the fact he didnât tell me? It hurt.
I stared down at the screen and pulled up a message thread with FILTH, his nickname now mocking me.
You have a date for the Winter Ball. Guess you made time in your schedule for that.
Then, before I could talk myself out of it, I hit send.