THE THROBBING IN my head was what woke me up. It felt like it was getting smashed in a door repeatedly, and all I could do was lie there and take it.
Ugh, even my eyes hurt, which was why I couldnât seem to pry them open.
And then there was the unease in my stomach that I didnât recognize, like a turbulent storm had rolled through, leaving my insides swaying precariously.
God, this had to be the hangover from hell. I remembered doing shots with East, though how heâd convinced me to join in was beyond meâ â
Wait.
Shit.
Iâd been the one to ask him, hadnât I? Because Iâd been pissed off at Mr. Carrington.
My eyes flew open, and that was a mistake. The sun was too bright, sending a fresh wave of pain through my skull.
Was this all from alcohol, or had East given me something even stronger? Because damn, this was intense. It didnât help that Iâd apparently fallen asleep in a chair, judging by the stiffness in my neck and back. I forced my eyes open again.
I was in a chairâ¦that wasnât mine.
Squinting, I shielded my face from the sun streaming in windowsâalso not mineâand realized in a heartbeat where I was.
I was at the Carringtonsâ place. Mr. Carringtonâs place. Sprawled out in a leather chair with a blanket over me. How and why was I here?
The house was quiet as I pushed the blanket aside, but when my bare chest and undone pants came into view, I sucked in a breath. Holy shit, what happened to have me half-naked and alone in a chair at Mr. Carringtonâs house?
âThat was quite the performance you put on last night.â
I looked up to see Mr. Carrington staring at me, his head slightly cocked, his hands in the pockets of his pants.
He was already dressed like he was heading to the office, in a navy suit and tie that cost more than most peopleâs rent in the city, or at least from what Iâd heard.
Goddamn he was gorgeous, and that wasnât the alcohol lingering in my system doing the talking. Mr. Carrington wore a suit better than anyone Iâd ever seen, and even as hot as that was, I couldnât help but wonder what was underneath those layers.
His gaze roved over me and a faint smirk appeared as he took in the exposed skin my blanket had uncovered. Belatedly I realized he had a full view of my unzipped pants, my briefs tented with the hard-on that mornings brought.
I pulled the blanket back over my lapânot that he hadnât already gotten an eyefulâand felt a flush of heat rise up my neck. It wasnât that I didnât want to offer Mr. Carrington a view of me, but I was feeling a bit off-kilter, not sure what the hell was happening and figuring I probably looked like a mess, if my clothes were any indication.
What was I doing here? And what did he mean about putting on a performance?
âPreston?â
âMr. Carrington, umâ ââ
âOh, weâre back to Mr. Carrington, are we?â He turned on his heel and walked out of the sitting room. âThatâs interesting.â
Interesting? What did he mean by that?
I quickly scrambled to my feet to follow, but instantly regretted it when it felt like a boulder rolled around inside my skull.
Holy shit. This was the hangover from hell.
I grabbed hold of my head to make sure it wouldnât roll off my shoulders, and promised myself I would never, ever go to East for anything again. Even if my life was in danger.
After regaining some semblance of balance, I looked down at my rumpled state and figured I should at least try to look presentable. It was bad enough I was in his house with no knowledge of why. I could at least try to look like I hadnât gone on a two-week bender before I showed up.
I quickly buttoned my shirt, tucked it in, and zipped up my pants, and still couldnât for the life of me remember why Iâd unzipped them in the first place.
I knew what I wished the reason was, but the likelihood that had happened was nonexistent.
Resigned to the fact that this was as good as it was going to get, I made my way out of the sitting room and spotted my sweater hanging over the banister of the stairs.
That was weird. I didnât remember putting it there, but maybe Mr. Carrington had?
I stepped inside the kitchen, and Mr. Carrington turned from his espresso machine, coffee cup in hand.
âI figured you could do with one of these.â He handed over the steaming cup.
âOh my God. This smells like heaven.â I groaned as the aromatic scent hit my nose. When I glanced over the rim of the cup, I noticed Mr. Carringtonâs eyes were locked onâ¦my lips.
The throbbing in my head was joined by a distinct throb between my legs as he lifted his gaze back to mine and grinned.
âHowâs your head?â
I wasnât sure, but something about the way he said that made it feel like there was a double meaning there.
âIt looked like it was bothering you.â
Or maybe it was just me.
âYeah, itâs pretty bad.â I grimaced. âI, um, I donât really remember all that much.â
I wasnât sure how I expected Mr. Carrington to react, but his deep, sexy chuckle as he turned back to his espresso machine was not it.
Fuck. Clearly Iâd embarrassed myself if he was laughing about it. Great. This is what I got for trusting East. Iâd wanted to forget last night, forget that humiliating text, and clearly Iâd forgotten my brain somewhere in there too.
I might as well just apologize and get it over with.
âLook.â I moved up to the counter, still not entirely sure my legs wouldnât give out on me. âWhatever I did last night, or said, Iâm sorry.â
Mr. Carrington turned back around with his own cup of coffee and ran his eyes over me. How could I have been so stupid to show up on his doorstep last night? It wasnât like showing up drunk was going to make him think I was less of a mistake.
As regret over anything inappropriate I did began to wash over me, Mr. Carrington walked across the kitchen and stopped a couple of inches from me.
âWhy are you sorry?â He leaned against the counter, looking effortlessly sexy. âWhen you were such a good boy.â
His words immediately hit their mark as the memory of Mr. Carrington standing over me last night flashed through my mind. Iâd been in the chair I woke up in, working my dick as I watched him cross the room toward me. At that moment, I hadnât been feeling any shame, hadnât been self-conscious in the slightest, not with the hunger I felt for him driving me. And then he was standing there, looking down at me with the same desire in his expression that Iâd been feeling, wrapping his hand around mine on my cock, and what heâd said had thrown me over the edge.
âYou can follow orders, can you? Then show me. Be a good boy, and come.â
âHoly shit.â It was a miracle I didnât drop my mug as shock rolled through me. Bits and pieces of the night began to fill my mind, but all I could focus on was Mr. Carringtonâs words and the way he was looking at me now. Like he was waiting for me to remember, almost like he hoped I would?
That couldnât be right. But heâd wanted me toâ¦come for him. And heâd called me a good boy just now for doing what he wanted.
All the blood in my head went straight to my rising cock.
He dropped his gaze to take a greedy look. He wanted me. That much was obvious.
âLooks like you remember,â he said, as a spark of heat appeared in his eyes.
âI⦠Did we⦠Did youâ¦?â
He arched a brow. âDid I what?â
Fuck, he wanted me to say it. But I didnât have whatever liquid courage Iâd downed last night, and the words tripped on my tongue.
Just say it. He wants you to.
âYou ordered me to come,â I finally said.
âHmm.â He took a sip of his coffee. âAnd you did so. Beautifully. All over my hand.â
My eyes almost popped out of my head. âAll over yourâ¦Â Fuck.â
His mouth quirked over the edge of his mug. âWe didnât get that far.â
No shit, because there was no way, even as drunk as I was, I wouldâve forgotten that.
My mouth had gone dry, and I took a long drink before summoning up what I needed to ask. It wouldâve been an unhinged question a day ago, but considering what Iâd woken up to, maybe it wasnât that crazy.
âBut youââI stopped and wet my lipsââwant to?â
Oh my God, Iâd just asked Mr. Carrington if he wanted to fuck me. Iâd imagined it hundreds of times, and now Iâd just put it out there.
Then again, Iâd come all over his hand last night. That was so depraved that I was ready to combust again right here and now.
He set his mug aside, and I forgot all about the pounding in my head or the way my body physically ached. It was an altogether different kind of ache that overtook me now. The top of my ass hit the counter as he backed me up against it, and I left my coffee there before gripping the edge of the marble.
He didnât have to touch me for me to feel him everywhere, and his voice was a sexy caress when he said, âI want a lot of things. Itâs just a matter of whether I should take them.â
âLike what?â I pushed, not knowing when Iâd get another chance like this. I wanted him to spell it out. To reassure me I wasnât the only one putting himself out there. That he was finally on the same page, or willing to be.
âTo start with, Iâd like to hear you say my name. My first name.â
A frown creased my forehead. âI didnât say it last night?â
âYou did.â Mr. Carrington lowered his gaze to my lips. âBut I want you to say itâ¦sober.â
If he was worried I was about to tell him this was all some kind of drunken mistake, he had nothing to worry about. I was more than happy to say his name.
âArcher.â
Mr. CarrâArcherâsâeyes darkened as though Iâd flicked some kind of switch, and he braced a hand on the counter beside me and leaned in until a breeze wouldâve had trouble getting between us.
âYouâre right,â he said in a voice that vibrated through me. âI have wanted to hear you say that. I just didnât know how much until you shouted it last night.â
âTouch me right now and Iâll shout it all over again.â
âFrom just a touch?â
I craned forward, trying to capture his mouth, but he backed up.
âUh uh, we have things to discuss before that.â
I let out a groan that made him shake his head.
âAnd apparently patience should be at the top of the list.â He grinned in a way that was so fucking sexy I almost fell to my knees.
Is this really happening?
Archer picked up his mug and eyed me from a safeâbut frustratingâdistance. âYouâ¦are a complication I did not see coming.â
âWell, thatâs not trueâ¦â
âYouâre right. Poor choice of words.â
I ran a palm down my aching length and squeezed, wishing like hell I could come all over again. âNo, just frustrating ones.â
âSo I see. But you arenât the only one feeling a little on edge this morning. So I think itâs best if we take a step back andâ ââ
âNo.â
âExcuse me?â
I pushed off the counter and walked over to where he stood. Iâd come here last night because Iâd been shut down. Iâd been told what we did was a mistake. Archer wasnât saying those exact words now, but it felt like that was where he was headed, and Iâd be damned if I left his place with him thinking that after everything that heâd just said.
Yeah, because barging into his house, stripping, and coming all over him didnât get that message across.
âI donât want to take a step back. I donât want to leave here and you to go to work, only to convince yourself of all the reasons this is a mistake.â I leveled him with a pointed look. âThat Iâm a mistake.â
Archer let out a sigh and put his mug down.
âI shouldnât have sent that message to you last night.â He hooked a finger through the belt loop in my pants and tugged me forward. âI was trying to push you away, make you see that this, whatever this is between us, itâsâ¦â
âComplicated?â
âTo say the least.â
Feeling brave, I put a hand to the lapel of his jacket. âIt doesnât have to be.â
Archer scoffed and released me, taking a step back. âPreston, this would be nothing but complicated.â
âWhy? Becauseâ ââ
âIâm on the board at Astor. Iâm president of the Elysium. Youâre twenty-plus years my junior, and Iâm friends with your parents. Oh, and letâs not forget that to the outside world youâre straight and dating my daughter. I need to think about this, Preston, and so do you.â
âSo thatâs it?â I blinked, trying to wrap my mind around the fact that my one and only time with Archer Carrington would be a drunken haze of a memory. âIâve waited so long for something like this to happen with you, and the fact itâs blurryâ Wait.â My eyes dropped to the impeccably tailored suit jacket he wore, zeroing in on his right bicep. âDo you have a tattoo on your arm, or did I imagine that?â
Archerâs brow rose, but he didnât answer me. Instead, he finished off his coffee and headed to the sink to rinse and stack his mug. When he crossed back to me, he pushed my coffee in front of me.
âI have to go to work and you have to go to school.â A soft, mocking laugh left him as he shook his head. âNot complicated⦠Right.â
He went to step around me, but I grabbed his arm. âThe tattoo?â
Fire flickered in Archerâs eyes, the heat from seconds ago returning. âBe a good boy, finish your coffee, and let me go to work.â
My dick jerked at the request. âAnd if I do that?â
âThen the next time I see you, Iâll let you look for yourself.â
âFuck.â I let go of his arm and nodded. âI can do that.â
âIâm glad to hear it.â
Archer left the kitchen, and I followed, leaning against the doorframe to watch him walk down the hall to the front entrance.
âSo that means thereâll be a next time?â I said as he reached for the front door.
He stopped and glanced back, his scorching gaze traveling over me, making my heart pound in time to my pulsing dick.
âWell, I canât exactly avoid you. Youâre dating my daughter. Have a good day, Preston.â