CHARLOTTE The dead of night:
Under heaps of bedcovers, our bedroom lit by the single candle we keep burning through the night, and the remains of the embers, glowing in the hearth, I lie, loosely entwined with Michael. I canât sleep at all, fretful with worry, and I simply rest there, watching his beautiful face.
In the dim, golden light, his features are a pattern of light and shade, finely formed; the defined line of his mouth set against a pale stubble where heâs not had a chance to shave. My pussy is a little sore from that, but Iâll not say such a thing to him. And his beautiful blond hair contrasts with oddly dark lashes, which, eyes open, frame their fantastic blue, but now, on his sleeping face, give him an oddly childlike look.
Never would I watch him like this waking. But now, free to gaze, I take simple pleasure in the beauty of my Golden Lover.
Outside there is a small noise, a splintering sound, as of breaking glass. Michaelâs eyes snap open, locking with mine.
He raises a finger to his mouth, pressing it against his lips, as he reaches under the bed, and pulls out his long-handled wood axe. He stands, naked, his breath a steam cloud, as he positions himself behind the door.
Holding the axe in one hand, he points to me, and thumbs me out of the bed, then points to the bolster and waves a finger pointing down the length of the bed. Moving as quickly and quietly as I can, I rise, push the bolster lengthwise under the blankets to resemble a human body and riffle the sheets over the top, so that itâs not too obvious there is no head on the pillow. Then, as quickly as I can, I slip on the warmest clothes I have to hand, plus my steel-capped work boots, and gather Michaelâs clothes together, ready to pass to him.
There is a creak outside the door.
Michael stands, poised, the axe held with both hands supporting it, ready to swing at whatever comes through the door. Iâve seen Michael wield that axe, splitting wood. And our Christmas tree of earlier today barely resisted his blows. He knows how to use it.
I stand well behind him, keeping out of range of the blade.
The door opens slowly, grating on ancient hinges. From our vantage point, out of sight of the intruder, all we see is the silhouette of a handgun.
As the gun, and the hand holding it, come into clear view, Michael brings the axe down, at the last-
minute twisting it so that, not the edge, but the butt of the head contacts the hand.
Iâm not sure this is an improvement for the owner of the hand. There is a scream. The gun fires and the bolster and blankets jump under the impact of the bullet. The hand itself is not severed, but surely every bone is smashed. The gun drops to the ground and I snatch it up. For good measure, Michael brings the flat of the axe head against the gun ownerâs screaming head, and he falls silent.
âCome on,â he says urgently. âWeâve got to get out of here.â
âYou canât go out like that; stark naked into two feet of snow.â
âYouâre right.â He grabs his boots, shoving his feet in, stuffing the laces inside for speed. âBring those clothes.â
Heâll fuckinâ freezeâ¦.
âWhere do we go?â
âThereâs a walkersâ shelter, only a few hundred yards down the trail. Itâs not far, but they wonât find it in the dark without knowing itâs there. Letâs aim for there, and then we can take a breather.â
How many are there of them?
Michael has only the boots he is wearing and his axe. I carry his clothes and grab my phone, stuffing it into a pocket, thanking all the powers that Iâd thought to charge it up before I came home, At the last moment, I remember a couple of chocolate bars that are in a bedside drawer, stuffing them into my other pocket. And as we leave, I pull a blanket from the top of the bed.
We make our way, silently into the night. But as we leave through the back door, there are voices approaching us.
âInto the woodshed.â hisses Michael.
Backed into the shadows, we stand silently, but the voices pass by. As we leave, for good measure I pick up a stout stick. Itâs not much of a weapon against a gun, but I feel better having it.
He had the axe under the bedâ¦.
âYou were ready for them. You thought they might come here?â
âIf Iâd really been paying attention, I would have slept with some clothes on.â
The night is bitter. Late December; Christmas only just around the corner and there is snow on the ground. There is only a cheese rind of a moon, but with the snow, reflecting shades of blue and purple into a velvet, spangled sky, we can see quite well.
âWhich way?â
âUnder the trees, into the shadows.â
As quickly as we can, we slip through the darkness, from one blue shadow to the next.
How many are there?
Shivering violently, Michael says, âDonât hang around. If they find our footprints, weâre in trouble.â
âHere.â I wrap the blanket around his naked torso, and he clutches it one-handedly at his neck, his other hand still holding the axe.
Behind us I hear can men talking; two voices I think, but I canât make out their words, then, there, right behind me, the sound of footsteps crunching in snowâ¦.
Michael hears it too, and whirling, he drops the blanketâ¦. âDuck!â he saysâ¦. I drop to the ground, hearing the whoosh of the axe swinging above me, a soft and silken sound that cuts through the air and ends in a shriek, as the axe connects, flat-headed, with something above me.
There is a muffled scream as a body drops behind me, and I jump on it, pressing my hand over the crushed and splintered remains of a face, which tries to scream at me all the while I struggle to keep it gagged.
The neck below the face has a tie, so I unknot it and stuff it into the mouth, then pick up the gun which dropped into the snow beside the body.
Leaving the squirming body behind us, Michael and I run into the night.
In the walkersâ shelter, Michael can finally pull on his clothes. He is badly chilled, and takes a minute or so to stamp the heat back into his legs, beating his arms about himself. I produce the chocolate, and we eat a bar apiece. Weâre going to need the calories.
It is very dark in here, and I can only just make out the white of his eyes as he says, âWell done, keeping a cool head like that. Most women would have gone into a panic when a bloody corpse dropped behind them.â
âHe wasnât a corpse, was he? I could see you took him with the flat of the axe. And he had a gun. They both did....â
âStill, you kept your head well, gagging him like that. If heâs lucky, he might freeze first, instead of bleeding to death.â
âDonât worry. I wonât panic. Iâll save the hysterical breakdown for later, when weâre safe.â
âGood girl.â He kisses me on the head. âWeâll head up the trail and take some of the side tracks. Under the trees, we should be able to avoid leaving too many footprints, and Iâm not sure theyâll follow us into the dark.â
âWhere are we heading?â
âThereâs another highway, six or seven miles along. If we can make it there, weâll be able to thumb a lift back to the City.â
I wave my phone at him, flicking on the screen. Concealed in the shelter, the light cannot betray us now.
In the dim light, and with my night vision well-adjusted, I can see Michaelâs face clearly now. âYour phone!â His smile lights up. âI didnât realise.â
âWell, I didnât dare try to use it out there. They could have seen it. Iâll raise the alarm. We can have a welcoming party waiting for us when we get to the highway.â
I tap in my Masterâs number.
âCharlotte? Itâs late to be calling. Is everything alright?â
Michael snatches the phone from me. âJames. We were attacked. Not sure how many there are, but theyâre armed with guns. Weâve taken out two of them, but thereâs more, so weâre taking the trail to Highway 427. Itâs several miles and weâre travelling through the dark and the snow. Can you meet us thereâ¦.?â
He listens, then grins. âGreat. See you in a few hoursâ¦. âHe glances over at me. âYes, sheâs fine⦠No, neither of us is hurt. Yes, weâre both fine, really. Yes, of course I will.â
âHeâs bringing the cavalry.â¦â He wraps his arms around me. âYou okay?â
âYup.â
He stands back, staring into my face. âThatâs it? âYupâ?â
âWhat else did you want? Some flapping female who slows you down, and goes all useless on you?â
He visibly swallows his words. âNo, and Iâve never taken you for the useless type. Câmon. Weâd better get moving.â
âWhat should I do with the guns?â
âDo you know how to use one?â
âNo.â
âSafer without them then. Toss them on top of the shelter outside. They wonât find them up there.â