I echo his sigh, arching a little as he teases inside my folds. I am already wet for him. âAh, thatâs good, Charlotte. Thatâs good.â
âI want to kiss you while you touch meâ¦â
His mouth on mine, Michael strokes lazy circles through my sex. His fingers glide through me, spiralling into my pussy then out again to nudge at my bud. Electricity dances through me, and I whimper into the warmth of his mouth. My fingers entwined in his hair, breathing in the scent of him, all I want is to have him inside me.
His cock hardening against my thigh, I reach to stroke it, to caress the velvety skin between thumb and forefinger, to ready him for me, as he is readying me for him.
Michael trembles, his breath growing ragged, his shaft beginning to produce a warm flow. Swinging up, atop him, I straddle my Golden Lover, his beautiful cock hard between the warmth of my thighs. I donât want him to enter me just yet.
In the dark of this moonless night, with only the stars, his face is a pattern of light and shade below me, just a glint of reflection from his eyes as he gazes up at me. His hands holding me at the hips, I slide over him, my slippery folds over his hardness, before, guiding a little with one hand, I ease him into my entrance, but still, I donât take him inside me. Instead, pushing against him, rocking my hips, I tease at his cock-head, pressing it against my inner muscles and easing away again, promising always to take him inside, then back off.
He groans, âOh, God, Charlotte⦠Let me in. Itâs sending me nutsâ¦â
I chuckle, but enjoying myself, continue my teasing. The control I have, of having my Lover under me, of choosing when and how I will allow myself to be penetratedâ¦.
I gasp. Michael, gripping my hips hard, holding me still, drives upwards, spearing me in one smooth movement.
I yell and laugh at the same time. It feels so good. My slick pussy, stretched open by the thick shaft inside me, flows and pulses as our bodies merge.
Even in the darkness, I see the whiteness of his grin. âEnough teasing, Madam.â And he flips me over, onto my back. âNow weâll see who has controlâ¦â
And he thrusts, hard, and again.
âScream for me, Charlotte. I want to hear youâ¦â
It takes no effort. Michael is pummelling me inside, and it feelsâ¦. just amazing.
Shrieking and laughing, I swing up my legs, wrapping them around him, allowing him to penetrate me even more deeply.
âAh, thatâs itâ¦. youâre going to walk bow-legged tomorrowâ¦â
Heâs probably not wrong. I move to meet him, colliding my body with his as he rams home into me. My heavy breasts swinging, his balls bang against me, as we fuck our way to climax.
But this isnât fucking. This is lovemakingâ¦
Michael changes tempo, pacing himself I think, and I match him. Now, I feel the difference as he works for my pleasure, rather than his own. With each thrust, he withdraws completely, before sliding in slowly, only to withdraw once more; stretching me open and re-stretching me, as his bulging cock penetrates me.
Resting on one elbow above me, he slips his spare hand between usâ¦. He chuckles. âItâs a bit of a tight fit. I canât move my fingers. Do you want to ease your death grip on my hips?â
I relax my legs a bit, giving him more room to move, and he slips his hand into my clit. Still repeatedly slow-penetrating me, he winds his finger around my nub.
The stars I see, are behind my eyelids now. Moaning as he works my stiff bud, my hips a-quiver, the warming constriction of orgasm pools in my pussy. Breathy and panting, my heated sex throbbing to Michaelâs rhythm, I hold him tightly to me. My hands clasped around his shoulders, my face buried in his neck, gathering him to me, I moan my rise to climax before, as my pussy spasms and clutches, I wail my rapture into the silent night.
Still, he works me, gently whirling my clit, gradually filling and refilling me. It is a dreamlike, slow-motion experience, and as I descend from my climax, the only sounds are our heavy breathing and the susurration of gently lapping water.
âAh, that was wonderful,â I murmur. But now Michael is thrusting harder, more vigorously. Again, I tighten my thighs around his waist, moving to match his thrusts. I nibble at his lobes, run my fingers across his back and down his spine, as my Golden Lover builds to his own climax.
With a jar to his breathing, he cums. Deeply inside me, he shudders into my core. His groans are quiet but intense, and at the last, he rests, his face on my breasts, panting heavily, one arm curved up to stroke my face.
For long minutes we lie there together, before rolling off me, he lies back looking up again at the incredible sky.
He doesnât speak but just lies there.
He looks sad.
Why should he be sad?
What we just did was wonderful.
âMichael? Are you okay?â
He doesnât respond.
âMichael? Is something wrong?â
Still, he remains silent.
âMichael?â
âIâm sorry, Charlotte.â
âSorry? What are you sorry for? Have I upset you somehow?â
âNotâ¦. intentionally, no.â He is hesitant, clearly trying to choose his words. âI wanted to talk to you, while itâs just you and me.â
I stroke his hair. âIâm listening.â
Still he wavers. âIt wonât happen you know,â he says. âI know what youâre hoping for, but it wonât happen. Heâll not marry you.â
I lie very still, for a long moment.
Swallowing the gulp that rises in my throat, âI think he loves me. I think heâs in love with me.â
âYes, he is. But he still wonât marry you. He thinks heâs too old for you.â
For a while he is silent. âIâm in love with you too. You do know that, donât you? You believe me?â
âOf course, I do. And I love you too.â
âHis voice is strained. âYou donât love me, the way you do himâ¦â
I spin. âDidnât we go through this the other day? Itâs⦠differentâ¦. for the two of you. Youâre such a beautiful person, and I adore being with you. Itâs justâ¦.â
âIâm not so exciting to you as Jamesâ¦.â
âMichael, whatever you think, I do love you, but itâs just not the same with you, and with him, andâ¦
and, I couldnât bear to give him upâ¦â
I donât know what else to say and settle for staring into the dark.
âCharlotte. I would never try to rob you of him. I know thereâs something special between the two of you and letâs face it, our relationship, almost from Day One, has always been the three of us.â Then he laughs. âBesides, Iâm not stupid either. No single man could keep up with you. If I tried to keep you to myself, youâd have me worn to a husk in a month. You need more than one man.â
What is he suggesting?
âSo, why do you want to change things? Do you want to change things?â
âItâs justâ¦. James is your Master. Thatâs never going to be any different. Even if I wanted it, itâs certainly not something Iâm cut out for. It makes my blood run cold sometimes when I see the things you and he do together⦠But, then what am I to you? Your boyfriend? Lover? What?â
âI think of you as my Lover, and, I think, so does he. In fact, he has said so to me. Iâ¦â
âYes?â
âI think of you as my âGolden Loverâ.â Suddenly I feel embarrassed. âIâm sorry, it always sounds so good in my head. It sounds a bit silly, said out-loud doesnât it?â
Michael smiles. âNo, it doesnât sound silly at all.â He hesitates. âI have something for you if you will accept it.â