When he heard Miss Justiceâs slightly bleak and confused words, Klein could empathize with her. This was because he had previously had similar thoughts.
After recalling snippets from self-help books, he deliberated and said, âA fatherâs death is so insignificant to the entirety of Loen. One or more cases might happen every day, but to his childâs family, it is something that can change their fate.
âSimilarly, if we donât reach the level of an angel, everyoneâs outcome will be sealedâdeath and be buried. But this doesnât mean that the time from when we were born to the time we die is meaningless.â
Audrey nodded slightly when she heard that. She once again said in a self-deprecating tone, âI understand all of this. However, the secrets you mentioned had a huge impact on me, and I couldnât control my emotions.
âAs a Psychiatrist, I actually needed someone else to counsel me...â
Klein smiled and said, âIsnât this very normal? Many times, we can tell if someone elseâs condition is normal, but we canât clearly see our own problems. Didnât you mention that you and Susie counsel each other from time to time?â
Due to the fact that Dwayne Dantès had seen Susie, the golden retriever, Audrey didnât hide anything related to her during their chats.
Audrey nodded gently and said, âYes... thatâs right.
âIâve already straightened my thoughts out. I should do what I can and not leave any regrets.â
She gradually adjusted her mental state.
Klein then said, âItâs not just a matter of not leaving any regrets; we might be able to add to the forces that resist against the apocalypse.
âCompared to the whole, this might be trivial, but even the vastest desert is made up of grains of sand. The boundless ocean is also formed by droplets of water. As long as everyone sends out as much light as the heat inside them[1], it might bring some hope.â
âSends out as much light as the heat inside them...â Audrey repeated the keywords in Gehrman Sparrowâs words softly.
âDonât quote me,â Klein added with a smile.
The corners of Audreyâs mouth curled up as she replied with a faint smile, âCould it be something Emperor Roselle said?â
That I donât know... I have to endure a strong sense of shame when flipping through his quotations. I hadnât finished reading it all this time... Klein didnât give an affirmative answer, nor did he deny it. Instead, he said, âStart hypnotizing me. Let me forget things related to the cosmos, and only remember the corresponding reminder.â
âA little while longer. I would like your advice on something.â Audrey openly made a request. She took this opportunity to recount what she had been doing recently, as well as the difficulties and perplexities she had encountered. â...Mr. World, what suggestions do you have? What should I do to lessen the suffering of the people of Backlund before the war ends?â
As for stopping the war, although she wanted to, she knew that she didnât have the ability to do so.
At the same time, she also understood that even Mr. World wouldnât be able to do it. Even if Mr. Fool personally intervened, he would at most be able to turn the situation around. There was no way to stop the war. After all, this world war was essentially a battle between deities.
After hesitating for a few seconds, Klein calmly said, âAlthough the Spectator pathway tries to act behind the scenes as much as possible, and although I always keep the words âcautionâ and âcarefulnessâ in my mind for everything I do, and try not to put myself in a dangerous situation...â
When he said this, Audrey subconsciously thought to herself, From the various rumors at sea, the descriptions of Fors and the others, and the demigod battle I witnessed, I really canât see the âcautionâ and âcarefulness.â Thereâs only âdominanceâ and âradicalismâ... Hmm, to be able to do those things and survive on strength alone is indeed not enough...
Seeing that Miss Justice was listening seriously with her green eyes filled with attentiveness, he continued, âIn this world, nothing can be easily resolved without taking risks.
âSometimes, I do something with the thought that âdeath is a possibility.ââ
The muttering in Audreyâs heart stopped. She fell silent for a while before slowly saying, âI understand what you mean.
âThere are many times when you canât do what you want while ensuring absolute safety. You can only choose one of them.â
Klein nodded and decided to let Miss Justice understand the reality of this world better, so as to prevent her from being overly idealistic when she did things.
âThe method you mentioned just now is the most feasible, with the least risks. The people who can help the people of Backlund are the nobles, Churches, businessmen, and the royal family.
âWhy donât we rob Feysac, Intis, and the Feynapotter army of their food?â Audrey subconsciously asked.
Klein calmly said, âThis is because the three armies have already entered the Loen Kingdomâs borders. Even if you can escape a demigodâs notice and successfully snatch the food, they will not collapse. They will definitely snatch the food from the surrounding people for sustenance. The effects will not be significant in the short term. As for the long term, we might not have the luxury of time to wait that long.â
When that happened, it was obvious to Audrey who would be the true victims.
This was the difference between a war between deities and an ordinary war.
âBesides, Iâm unable to do that. The capacity of Travelerâs Bag is limited. Itâs the same for the âTeleportationâ recorded in Leymanoâs Travels.â Justice Audrey began to counsel herself as she asked thoughtfully, âIf I were to really obtain food from the nobles, businessmen, and royal family, what reaction would the Church have when they discover traces of my interference?â
Klein maintained his previous tone and said, âA tacit acquiesce.â
â...â Audrey vaguely felt that this was the answer, but she couldnât figure out the reason.
Klein continued, âBelievers are the anchors of the deities. One believer is an anchor point. In this aspect, there is no difference between a noble and a poor person. In essence, no one is nobler or lowlier.
âUnder normal circumstances, nobles and merchants can use their status, power, wealth, and influence to help the Church maintain its system and spread its faith. Therefore, they are more important. But in this situation, who is more importantâthousands of anchors, or millions of anchors?
âThis is a simple problem in mathematics.â
Faced with the truth of the veil that had been ripped off, Audrey was momentarily speechless.
Seeing this, Klein added, âFrom this point of view, whatever you want to do on a wider level has its meaning.
âYou will help the Evernight Goddess and the Lord of Storms stabilize their anchors. In the future, this might be critical to resisting the apocalypse.â
Audrey pursed her lips bit by bit, holding them pursed for a long time before relaxing them. She chuckled and said, âOnly now do I realize that Iâm actually a little proud of my status as a noble.â
âNobility is in your character, not status.â Klein helped her finish her sentence.
Audrey slowly exhaled and calmed her chaotic inner thoughts. She didnât make up her mind as a result.
She casually said, âOur Tarot Club and the Church... Uh, the relationship with the Church of Evernight seems pretty good.
âMr. Fool and the Evernight Goddess are allies?â
This question stumps me... I do wish to become allies with the Goddess, but âSheâ might not be interested... After lampooning a few times, Klein said in a serious tone, âYou can think of âThemâ as allies at the moment.â
He deliberately emphasized that it was only now, so as to prevent himself from being slapped in the face by reality in the future.
At the same time, he muttered the real answer in his heart:
Based on the current situation, the Goddess was an angel investor of the Tarot Club, the major shareholder...
Audrey nodded slowly and suddenly smiled.
âI was just thinking about what you could be mumbling inwardly when you answered âallies at the moment.â It must be interesting, just like when we were exploring Liveseyd.â
...Lady, a Psychiatrist isnât suited to joking with a patient on such matters... Is it because weâve been chatting for too long in the past half year and have become much more familiar with each other that youâve revealed your true nature? Please show some respect to this adventurer in front of you who is famous for being cold and crazy... Yes, I have to say, the Spectator pathwayâs ability to adjust their own emotions is indeed impressive... It was all Leonardâs fault that time... Klein was first taken aback before he pretended that nothing had happened as he leaned back into his chair.
âLetâs begin.â
Audrey immediately reined in her emotions and began to seriously and carefully attempt to hypnotize him.
After everything was over, Klein confirmed that Miss Justice wasnât under the notice of the Great Old Ones through the crimson star after she returned to the real world.
Of course, he had already forgotten anything regarding the Great Old Ones or Outer Deities. He was just able to confirm that nothing abnormal had happened from Miss Justiceâs condition.
Phew... Klein heaved a sigh of relief. He threw the piece of paper that could awaken his memories into the junk pile and told himself to wait until he became an angel.
...
Backlund, Bridge area, in an apartment.
Emlyn White looked at Maric, who had suddenly appeared in front of him. The former took off his hat and bowed in an extremely gentlemanly manner.
âWhatâs the matter?â Maric sat on the sofa and leaned forward, his hands clasped.
Emlyn pulled a chair and sat down. He smiled and asked, âDo you still wish to deal with the important figures of the Rose School of Thoughtâs indulgence faction?â
âDo you have any leads?â Maric asked indifferently.
Emlyn was definitely prepared before he paid the âvisit,â so he said unhurriedly, âI do not have any clues regarding the person-in-charge of the Rose School of Thought in Backlund.
âHowever, after the war escalated, the Southern Continentâs East and West Balam, Star Highlands, Paz Valley, and Haagenti Plains have been thrown into chaos. Many of the Rose School of Thought demigods have emerged and walked onto the stage. They are no longer so difficult to lock onto.â
Maric looked at the red-eyed and thin-lipped Emlyn and said, âWhich duke or marquis of the Sanguine are you representing?â
âAm I not allowed to represent myself?â Emlyn raised his chin slightly and asked with a smile.
Maric shook his head seriously and said, âYou are only a Sequence 5; you arenât qualified enough.â
He had said it so directly that Emlyn was momentarily at a loss for words.
[1] Quote from a leading figure of modern Chinese literature, Lu Xun