Funny thing about marriage.
Sometimes I look at my husband and think, I canât imagine having loved anyone as much as Lachlan Kane.
And other times, I just want to make him suffer.
In a loving way, of course. Most of the time.
Like now.
I watch from the hammock as Lachlan checks his gear and lays his wet suit out to dry in the sun on the porch of our beach hut. I give him a saccharine smile as he bends to place a kiss on my forehead and then heads inside, leaving the door open. He canât see the way my eyes narrow behind my sunglasses, or the way my smile turns menacing as I roll out of the hammock and follow behind him.
âHow was your dive?â I ask as he picks up his wedding band from the dresser and slides it onto his finger where the tattoo of a gold star is recently healed, the pale yellow and black lines vibrant.
âGood. Saw a couple of manta rays. Lots of fish. A ribbon eel. Really cool.â
âCool, yeah. Cool.â Lachlan gives me a suspicious glance over his shoulder, but my waiting smile is flawless. I lay a reassuring hand on his arm. âWhy donât you get in the shower? Iâll join you in a sec.â
Lachlanâs eyes sweep down my body, lingering on my bikini top, dropping to my navel and the waistband of my jean shorts, trailing an electric current down my bare legs. A slow, ravenous smirk spreads on his lips.
âSounds like a good idea to me, duchess,â he says as he runs a hand over my hair and presses a kiss to my forehead. âSee you in a minute.â
My smile becomes lethal when he turns his back. As soon as I hear the water turn on, I get to work.
By the time I enter the bathroom, the steam has started to gather at the ceiling and across the surface of the mirror. Lachlan stands beneath the spray of water with his head bent, his eyes closed. Water sluices down his thick bands of corded muscle and inked skin. An ache fills my core as I take a moment to just watch.
âYou gonna get in, or are you just gonna stand out there and admire my Keanu-ish hotness all afternoon?â he asks without opening his eyes.
I roll my eyes and unbutton my shorts to slide them over my hips. âYouâre way hotter than Keanu.â
âI know.â
Lachlanâs self-satisfied smile turns heated when I pull the string at my back and let the bikini top fall to the floor. He pushes the glass door open and offers me a hand to step inside, and as soon as I take it he wraps me in a wet embrace.
âSo beautiful,â he murmurs in my ear as he runs a hand down my back, following the contour of my spine. His palm stops at my ass and he presses me closer, his length hard against my stomach. âMaybe we should extend our stay here. Itâs good to see you so relaxed.â My breath catches as he bites the junction between my neck and shoulder. He soothes it with a kiss. âI take back what I said that one time about beaches being boring. Itâs a hell of a lot more fun when I get to fuck my wife morning, noon, and night.â
Lachlan kisses a line that follows my collarbone and then down to my right breast. He sucks my nipple and my hand twines into his hair to grip the short strands. I press him to my chest and he groans. âMaybe we should stay a little longer. Iâm not ready to go home.â
Lachlan moans his agreement into my flesh before he kisses his way to my other breast, teasing my nipple into a firm peak. Before he can kiss his way lower, I pull away and let my hands trail down his chest and the rippling muscle of his abs to anchor to his tapered waist. I keep my eyes on his as I slowly drop to my knees. He blows out a long breath as I take his erection in a firm grip and spit on the tip.
âYou sure you wonât get bored?â I ask with feigned innocence. I blink up at him as I stroke his length then run my tongue along the underside of his erection. He shudders when I skate the crown across my lips.
âOne hundred percent sure.â His hand threads into my hair and my lips envelop the crown of his erection. I suck hard on his cock and let him free of my mouth with an audible pop. âLark ⦠Christ Jesus.â
I work his erection. My motion is slow, my grip firm. I cup his balls and take him deep. I swallow his length. My tears mix with the water that pelts my face every time he hits the back of my throat. I moan around his flesh, let the vibration push him closer to the edge, closer and closer until heâs shuddering and cursing and chanting my name like a prayer. I feel every muscle in his body tensing. I hear his impending release in the desperation that colors every whispered word.
And in the moment before heâs ready to fill my throat, I let go of my husband and back out of his reach.
Lachlanâs confusion meets my waiting smirk. Heâs trembling with the release I just denied him. His eyes scour my face, his brow creased with worry. âDid I do something wrong?â
I drag the back of my hand across my lips and open the shower door. âDry yourself off and come out,â I say as I step out and tug my robe off the hanger to drape it over my arm. I donât bother with a towel. I nod to his watch where it sits on the counter. âGive me five minutes exactly. Not a single one more or less.â
I shut the shower door and leave the bathroom with the sound of Lachlanâs confusion following on my heels.
When Lachlan exits the bathroom a few moments later with a towel wrapped around his waist and a wary look on his face, Iâm waiting, sitting on the edge of the bed.
âWhatâs going on?â he asks as his eyes dart from me to the bed and back again. âWhat is this?â
I pat the surface of the bed, stirring the torn strips of paper that litter the surface. âCome and have a look.â
The crease between Lachlanâs brows deepens and then he approaches, stopping next to me. He picks up a piece of paper but sets it back down when he canât glean anything from the few words typed on it. When he takes a second strip, a deep blush flames in his tanned cheeks. He meets my eyes and I slide the shoulder of my robe down to reveal a black leather bra strap.
âYou know,â I say as I pull the tie on my robe, âevery time you take off that wedding band, I feel compelled to get vengeance for those divorce papers you gave me as a âpresent.ââ
Lachlanâs throat bobs with a swallow. âI was trying to give you a choice.â
I shrug.
âI ⦠I tattooed it on my finger,â he says as he holds up his hand as though Iâm seeing his ink for the first time. âI donât want to lose the band in the ocean.â
âAnd yet, I donât really care.â I give Lachlan a sardonic smile as I pull the other shoulder down to reveal the leather and lace bra that I made myself. Itâs not perfect, not like it would be if Lachlan had made it, but he stares at my chest as though itâs a beautiful work of art.
I stand, letting the robe fall to my feet to reveal the rest of my work. Lace panties. Leather straps. And a glittery black dildo attached to the harness Iâm wearing.
Lachlanâs eyes turn black with desire.
âLike I said. Never again. And now Iâm going to fuck you on those papers. Iâm going to fuck you until you never forget who you belong to. Get on the goddamned bed.â
Lachlan holds my eyes for a long moment before his hand moves to the bunched fabric where the towel folds at his waist. He tugs it free and lets the towel drop to the floor. His erection twitches as his eyes drop to the dildo, feral need consuming his gaze.
Lachlan moves toward the bed with predatory grace, his steps slow and purposeful. He passes close enough to me that I can feel his body heat, his eyes not leaving mine, not even as he places his fists on the mattress.
âWhat does red mean?â I ask as his first knee presses down on strips of torn paper.
âStop.â
âYellow means?â
âSlow down.â
I watch as the mattress dips beneath the weight of Lachlanâs muscular body. He positions himself on all fours in the center of the bed, his back tense, a shudder rolling through his powerful frame. I smile as I pick up a small bottle of lube and crack open the lid. âGreen means?â
âFuck me until Iâm spraying my cum all over these feckinâ papers.â
I run my palm across Lachlanâs ass before I give it a sharp slap. âSuch a good boy,â I coo as I tilt the bottle of lube to let the first thick drops land on his ass crack. With my hands on his smooth skin, I separate his ass cheeks and maneuver my hips to drag the tip of the dildo through the viscous liquid. âAre you sure youâre a good boy, though?â With one hand, I grip the toy and press it to the puckered hole, massaging the tight ring of muscle, circling it until the lube spreads and I feel him start to relax.
âYes,â he hisses.
âReally? Or are you my fucking whore?â
I press the tip of the dildo to the pleated hole, keeping the pressure on until it slips past the resistance. Lachlan cries out with the sensation, dropping his head to his arm as I move with him, keeping the end of the dildo lodged in his ass. He takes a few deep breaths and I caress the thick planes of muscle that bracket his spine.
âColor?â I ask.
âFeckinâ hell,â he whispers.
âLast time I checked, that wasnât a colorââ
âGreen, fuck. Green.â
I flip my wet hair from my eyes and keep my gaze on the sight before me as I push the toy deeper into Lachlanâs ass. My back arches as I keep the pressure on, steadily moving forward until Iâm stretching and filling him, my powerful, lethal husband reduced to shuddering, unraveling, animalistic need.
âDonât forget the part about you screaming my name as you spray your cum on these bullshit papers,â I whisper.
And then I pick up a rhythm of thrusts.
Slow and steady at first. Long strokes. I pull out all the way to the tip of the dildo, then push back in until I fill him completely. Lachlan growls with pleasure. Moans as I pick up a faster cadence. Shudders when I scrape my nails down his back and slap his ass. And just watching what I do to him stokes an ache deep in my belly. I seize the power of every rocking motion and I know that Iâm the one pushing him to the brink of madness. That there are billions of people in the world but I am the only person he trusts to throw him off that cliff and still give him a safe place to land. I know it in every thrust of my hips. Every tremble in his arms. Every curse and unsteady exhalation. I revel in every moment of pulling Lachlan Kane apart.
Sweat coats Lachlanâs skin in a glistening film. He grips the sheets with bleached knuckles. Torn papers rustle on the bed as I thrust with a quickening pace.
I drape my body over Lachlanâs back and reach around his hip to grip his cock. He hisses with pleasure as I coat my palm with the pre-cum gathered at the tip and stroke his length.
âCome for me, baby,â I whisper in his ear. âSay my name loud enough that the whole damn island knows whose whore you are.â
A gravelly moan escapes Lachlanâs lips as I ramp up the pace of my thrusts and pump his erection. âChrist, Lark. Lark,â he grits out. And he says it again. And again. And again. My pace is unrelenting. Iâm merciless. I want him mindless with pleasure. I want him to be ruined. To know my name is the only word he can remember.
And my name is the only thing Lachlan says as he comes.
His spine locks. His cock pulses in my hand. Ropes of cum spray across the bedding. Across ripped paper. Across words like divorce, and irreconcilable, and final decree. Theyâre all stained with the proof that we are unbroken. My husband and I chose a different path. We choose it every day.
I wrap my arm around Lachlanâs waist and press my cheek to his back where I can hear his heartbeat riot through muscle and bone. And he lays a hand on mine, holding me close. Itâs a long moment before I start to slide my touch away and pull out. I take my time, reveling in every shudder and shiver he makes as I slip free.
The second the dildo leaves his ass, Lachlan flips me over and I laugh as he pins me beneath his knees. He fumbles with the buckle for the harness as though heâs desperate for a taste of my pussy. When itâs finally undone, he tosses it to the floor and then pulls the lace panties aside as he settles between my legs.
âYour turn,â he whispers, and with a devious grin and a dark wink, he feasts.