328 One-sided feelings
âLi Hua, tell me one thing: will you allow me to kill the person who sent those petty assassins?â Lóng Wei questioned her.
Li Hua wasnât surprised to hear that Lóng Wei already found out who was behind those attacks.
âIf His Highness doesnât want to follow the law, then he can,â Li Hua answered.
Lóng Wei was astonished by her answer. âI didnât expect this answer,â he stated, and looked at the bowl. âBut then you are my wife. You understand me better. Your answer should be different from the other people,â he opined and smiled at her. His mood lightened and he picked up the chopsticks to finish his meals.
Li Hua was delighted to see him smile. After they finished their meals, Li Hua asked Lóng Wei if he found out the real culprit, then why he didnât tell the King.
âBecause I wanted something bigger,â Lóng Wei replied. Li Hua was bewildered to hear him.
âThe Noble Consort is accused of something she never did. Isnât that wrong, Your Highness?â Li Hua wanted to know what was going on in his mind.
âXiuying thinks that the King will never punish her because of her incredible beauty and charms. She loves to taunt others, make others feel low, so I wanted her to feel this once,â Lóng Wei answered.
âYour Highness, so did you frame her?â She asked.
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âYes, I did,â Lóng Wei admitted.
âI admire the way His Highness works. He isnât scared of anyone,â she said and smiled. âI am not as strong as him. I wish I would be like him, then his worries will be limited,â she opined.
âNo two persons can be the same,â Lóng Wei stated. âI believe that you are stronger than your earlier self. You werenât like this before. You werenât vocal in your thoughts. Now, you are. You told Feng Lao not to cross his limits and even supported me. Thatâs your strength,â he explained to her the instances, where she showed him her strength.
âHis Highness is saying this to make me happy,â Li Hua said.
âNo. I say what I feel,â Lóng Wei said.
âI have some work left. You should go to bed early,â Lóng Wei informed her. Li Hua queried him where he was heading to.
âI will be in the palace. I will return in an hour,â Lóng Wei told her.
âI will wait for His Highness to return,â Li Hua stated.
âYou should sleep,â Lóng Wei asserted.
âI want to hug you while sleeping. His Highness can finish his work. I will converse with my attendant until His Highness returns. Is that okay?â Li Hua requested him.
âFine. You can do that. Donât go out. I will try to return soon,â Lóng Wei said and they both stood up. He stood in front of her and rested his hand on the left side of her cheek. He leaned down and kissed the middle of her forehead.
He looked into her eyes and then pulled his hand back. He left the chamber while Li Hua wondered what kind of work he had.
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Xu Zifan halted outside the room where Feng Lao was staying. He looked inside and then walked in. Feng Lao was on the floor mattress, staring at the red jade ring. When he heard the footsteps, he lifted his head and found Xu Zifan in front of him.
Feng Lao immediately stood up and lowered his hand with which he had held the jade ring. An awkward silence prevailed between the two for a few seconds when Xu Zifan decided to break the ice.
âWhy did you not take your dinner?â
âI do not have an appetite.â
Xu Zifan sat down opposite to him around the floor table. Feng Lao also settled on the floor mattress. He kept his eyes and head low as he was unable to understand what he should say.
âIt must be tough for you,â Xu Zifan said. Feng Lao lifted his head and gazed at him. He hummed at him.
âForgive me, Zifan,â Feng Lao said.
âAn apology will not work anymore,â Xu Zifan asserted. âYou should not have hidden the truth. Today, you would have been with your wife at least,â he proclaimed.
âI didnât want to marry her, but she requested me to help her. I believed that Li Hua was no more and decided to marry,â Feng Lao stated. He knew Xu Zifan was infuriated at him because he married the woman whom Xu Zifan loved.
âI do not have anything to say about it. Her death was tragic,â Xu Zifan answered and looked at the red jade ring that Feng Lao placed on the table earlier.
âYou should throw it away,â Xu Zifan said and Feng Lao briefly looked at the ring. They glanced at each other. To end the inquisitiveness of Feng Lao, Xu Zifan said, âLi Hua is now someone elseâs wife. You should not keep any memories related to her with you.â
âDo you think sheâs safe in the palace?â Feng Lao asked him.
âYes. As long as she is with Prince Lóng Wei, she is safe,â Xu Zifan replied.
âIs Li Hua with the Prince because he helped you and her?â He asked.
âNo. She loves Prince Lóng Wei,â Xu Zifan affirmed. âLi Hua is happy in her current life. There was a time when I found you as the most suitable man for her, but fate wanted something else. I am grateful that you saved my sisterâs life twice. However, you cannot be the man in her life anymore. She is already the wife of Prince Lóng Wei, whom she loves a lot,â he explained to Feng Lao.
âI understand. Even I want Li Hua to be happy. If sheâs happy with Prince Lóng Wei, I have nothing more to say. However, it will be tough for me to end these feelings,â he truthfully told Xu Zifan.
âIt is always difficult to end the one-sided feelings,â Xu Zifan stated as he agreed with Feng Laoâs statement.