Chapter 2: Chapter 2

Cecilia pov's “It not what you think, Cecil’, he said to me, but I ran off in tears. I hurriedly went to the road, waiting for a cab in tears, bit seemed none was coming this way.

“Please listen to me,” he said, and I began to walk off hurriedly. He caught my hand and turned me to face him. Fortunatehe was in his singlet and shorts.

“What do you have to say, Aroan?” I yelled to his face as he bowed his head in shame. He said, “I'm sorry, Cecil," and Islapped him hard on his face.

“You are not sorry, and don't ever call me Cecil again because you lost that right,” I said, walking away from his sight.

I dried my tears and walked unconsciously, making me bump into someone; I raised my head to apologize, only to see thgirl from the party yesterday. I guess her name should be Betty.

"Hey," she said and looked at me, smiling, Her face dissolved when she noticed the tears in my eyes, but I was quick enough to dry it up and place a fake smile on nface.

I am sorry for bumping into you. I didn't notice someone coming before me, I said to her, still faking a smile.

“It's alright, but if you don't mind me asking, are you okay,” she said, looking concerned. Am fine, I replied quickly andsniffed in.

“I hope so, but if you need a friend or maybe want to have some fun,” she said, smiling as she handed me her card. I willfine, I replied immediately after receiving the card from her.

I was about to walk away from her when she called me back; when I turned around to know what she wanted from me, shquickly hugged me and pinched my n****e, making me gasp in shock.

I pushed her away in anger, but she smiled and muttered, “I like you," before leaving me in shock.

“Can somebody tell me what just happened?” I thought, still staring at her as she swayed her hips.

I guess today is one of the far most craziest days of my life. First, I broke up with my seventh boyfriend, and now 1 ammeeting a physio or maybe a lesbian, I thought and walked away.

I used to think Aroan would be different from all the other guys I had dated before, as tears brimmed down my eyes. Afteall the promises he made to me, he still went ahead and cheated on me. I gave him my body, my love, and care, but heended up breaking my heart.

I told him what I had gone through with the other guys I dated and how they all left me one after the other, but he endedup doing the same again; he broke my heart all over again; even after everything we shared, the good times and the love.I kept walking in tears, and people around me kept giving me strange glances, somewhere that of pity, but I didn't care; aknew was I had been broken again for the seventh time.

I knocked on the door. Joanna opened the door and gasped. Her eyes immediately landed on me. 1 am sure I looked sopathetic. I chuckled at my thoughts.

“Oh my gosh, what happened to you?” Amelia roared as she quickly removed her apron and rushed to me. I burst intoanother loud cry when I sat on the sofa.

The pain came back again, and that feeling of being used made me busted into a loud cry; why is my life like this? Why isso difficult for me to experience love?

Am I cursed? I asked them loudly, and they muttered “No” and rushed to hug me tightly. We are always here for you, Amesaid while I sniffed in.

Arran cheated on me, I muttered, and they looked at me in shock. joanna refused to believe me until I narrated everythinto her. She stood there, shocked, and looked at me in pity.

“He is a d**khead,” she growled and kicked the air.

“You know he happens to be my seventh boyfriend, and after all 1 did for him, he cheated on me; he broke my heart. Hetreated me just like the other guys have; he rendered me cheap”, I said in tears.

“Don't say that, you know you aren't; lets just believe Aroan is not your prince charming because when you finally meetyour prince charming, he won't leave you cause you are special,” Amelia said to me, and I chuckled.

I have lived in the fairy tale far too long, and it is always the same; this is reality, Amelia. Stop making me feel matter, I sain a cracked voice.

“You know, I blame myself for falling into the traps of this guy. I blame myself for feeling this pain because I should be usto it by now, but it hurts so much,” I added as tears brimmed down my eyes.

“Cecil,” they both called my name sadly, but I ignored them and went to my room. I need to be alone; maybe then I canthink straight and decide what to do with my life, I concluded in my thoughts.

At night, I woke up from sleep to still wear the clothes I used to visit Aroan earlier. I guess I cry myself to sleep.

I groaned and came down from the bed, pulling off my clothes when something fell from my body; I bent down and pickeit up to see it was the card Betty gave to me that day.

I carefully dropped it in my drawer and stripped myself naked before walking to the bathroom to have my bath. I got to tshower and thought about how much pain I have received from being with men.

Nothing good had ever come out of the relationship except for pain and tears after all their promise. I remember the pinI received from Betty today when I rubbed my tits, making me moan in the shower.

She affected me during the party and today, and from the looks of things, I can feel she wants me. Well, I do, too, becausam bisexual.

oh my gosh, why didn't I think of it? I mentally slapped myself after concluding in my thoughts. I guess it's time I endedthings with me and closed their chapter for good.

Maybe a change is what I need; perhaps it is where I can find happiness. I think it is time I follow this path because beingwith men is heartbreaking and can only be painful to me.

I tied the towel around my body and came out of the bathroom. I stare at my drawer for a while before sitting on my bed.“am calling her? I concluded...