Song of the day: Seven Devils-Florence and the Machine
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I opened my eyed and was instantly confused. First, where the hell was I, second, why did it feel like someone was taking a drill to my skull, and third, did what happen last night REALLY happen? I just continued to lay in the bed. Lifting the covers, I seen I was only in a black T-shirt. Well then...
I sat up,struggling in the process, jesus it felt like I was ran over by another golf cart. I laid my head in my hands and massaged my temples, when I heard the door open. I looked towards it and winced, seeing it was Jay I calmed down slightly.
"Here uh..I brought you some pain killers" He handed them to me, along with a glass of water. I took them and downed the glass in seconds. I was so thirsty.
"Jay, what the hell happened last night?" I croaked out. He just sat down on the bed and stared at the ground, as if debating on whether to tell me something or not. "Well what do you remember?" I sat there and thought. Bits and pieces flew at me. The club, the dancing, gunshots, and me almost dying. I gasped and looked at him, forgetting the pain in my head.
"I-I almost got shot..." I trailed off. He sighed deeply and rubbed the back of his neck. "Yes..." He answered the unasked question. "What the fuck Jay? Is this going to happen to me if I'm with you?" I shook my head in digust and confusion and got out of bed. I needed to find the clothes I came in with yesterday and get the hell out of here.
"Where are my clothes and purse?" I demanded. "Sadi calm down..your fine now. Your alive becuase I took care of it. I wouldn't let anything happen to you. He would kill me if anything happened to you anyways." He mumbled the last part and the only thing I got out of it was 'him' and 'anyways'. I was too pissed and upset to even ask who the 'him' was he was referring too.
"Yeah you fucking shot him in the head and I watched the blood pour out Jay! I can't handle this shit. Illegal fights fine whatever, shit I'm even okay with a gun around me, but when people are threatening to kill me and bullets are put in peoples head 5 feet away from me that is where I draw the line. Fuck this. I'm sure you can get another bitch cuz I am so out of here." I yelled, I was so frustrated and finally spotted my belongings in his closet and quickly grabbed them and locked myself in the bathroom.
"Sadi come on...everything is fine! You know who I am and know what I do. This shouldn't even be a shock!" He nervously laughed outside of the bathroom as if this was all fun and games. No duck duck fuckin' goose was fun and games, bullets and lifeless bodies, not so much.
I finished changing and checked my purse for my phone, which thankfully still had power, and called Ash. I just needed to breathe and I couldn't do that here.
"Heyyyy babe!" She answered.
"Ash, I need you to come get me at Jay's place asap. Please." I whispered so Jay couldn't hear me from outside the door.
"Sadi what happened? Did he hurt you?! I'll fuc-"
"No Ash I just need to leave..I'll explain everything later." I stated, interupting her threat.
"Yeah, I'm already in my car so look for me. Be there soon babe." She hung up and I breathed a sigh of relief.
I opened the bathroom door and walked around Jay and made my way downstairs. "Sadi where the hell do you think your going? We need to talk about what happened. You can't just run away!" He shouted. I turned around and pointed a finger at his chest.
"No! I don't want to hear how you 'took care' of shit or anything else for that matter. Just....just leave me alone. I mean I had a gun to my head Jay...a loaded gun and was being choked...I just can't do this right now." I ended as the tears started to form in my eyes.
His face softened and he took a step towards me and I took one back. I didn't want to be touched. I heard a horn honk outside and knew it was Ash. I walked to the door and opened it. Taking one more look back at Jay, I walked out and got in.
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It's been two days, and it's now Monday morning and I had no intention on going to school. I haven't even left my room unless it was to eat or use the bathroom. My mom was worried becuase this was unlike my usual behavior, and if she knew the truth to why I blocked out the world she would most likely send me away to a damn boarding school. I reassured her that I was just very sick and luckily she didn't ask many questions. She most likely assumed I had a bad fight with a guy or something.
I explained everything to Ash. From the dancing to the near death experiance. She was speechless for the first time in her life. She stayed with me until last night and we just sat and watched movies. She didn't pester me about Jay or anything. She was sympathetic and understanding and I appreciated that. She did however try her hardest to make me laugh and smile, which worked and I was thankful I had such an amazing friend.
Then again calling multiple homes asking various things such as 'is your refridgerator running' will make anyone cheer up.
The entire two days I had multiple phone calls and texts from Jay, which I refused to answer and respond too. I mean what does he expect? I'm a normal teenage girl for hell's sake, I'm not made to deal with gang wars. I know he protected me and saved my life and I am grateful, don't get me wrong, but I need space.
I slept in for the majority of the morning until about noon, where I managed to pour myself out of bed to get some food and a much needed red bull. I think I spend about 200 bucks a month just on the caffinated goodness.
I made a bowl of coco pebbles and dropped on the couch watching recorded episodes of Vampire Diaries. Elaina always gets put in life or death situations and she still stays with the men that cause it. Hmph.
I was really getting into the episode and was interrupted by the doorbell. Who the hell would be here at 1 in the afternoon. Sighing, I got up and answered the door. It better not be one of those bible salesmen. I swear I'll bitch slap them.
"Kitten" was what I got when I opened the door. He pushed the door all the way open and walked in like he owned the joint. "Well just make yourself at home." I grumbled and shut the door. I walked back to the couch ignoring him. I wasn't in the mood and I was still in my Kermit the Frog jammies. Don't judge.
I felt him plop down on the couch next to me. "You have been avoiding me and I don't like it kitten." I scoffed and rolled my eyes and stuffed another spoonful of my chocolately cereal in my mouth. "Talk to me damnit. I can't stand the silent treatment!" He was getting aggravated. I almost wanted to laugh, but I stopped myself.
He grabbed my bowl and put it down on the glass coffee table, grabbed my chin and made me face him. Ugh, I forgot how sexy he was, but it looked like he hasn't slept in days and his hair was a mess. Yet he still looked yum.
"Thank you..." I whispered, looking him in the eyes. "For what?" He asked, looking generally confused. "Well...you protected me...you saved my life Jay, so thank you. I'm sorry I ignored you and freaked, but I needed my space and time to think." He nodded in understanding.
"I need you to know I had no idea they were going to come and shoot up the place. If I would of known or had any clue about it I never would of taken you, understand that kitten." He pleaded to me and lowered his head to softly kiss me. I allowed it and to be honest I missed his warm lips against mine. "Your mine kitten and I protect what's mine. Remember that." He said as he layed his forhead against mine.
He moved away and cleared his throat. "Kitten...you know what I am right?" I nodded. "Say it." "A gang leader..?" I said, but it came out like a question. He chuckled. "Yes... I do lead the gang, but there is always a boss and he is the real leader, but thats not important. What is important is that we weren't able to kill everyone from the enemy gang that night and they seen you and they seen me defend you." I was confused. So what if they seen me? "Okay...and?" I stated.
He shook his head. "Your not getting it. I'm always a target Sadi, just as the leader of the enemy is always my target. We do anything in our power to hurt them and take them down and I showed that you meant something to me by killing Blaze who was about to kill you."
I thought that over in my head trying to make sense of it. "So that means...." He nodded in confirmation. "Yes, they are most likely going to make you a target now, to get to me..." It seemed like he wanted to say more, but I didn't want to ask because this was enough to deal with as it was.
"Oh this is just great! I'm on a hitlist?" I screeched and he laughed at me. Laughed! Unbelievable.
"This isn't funny Jay. This is all your damn fault." I folded my arms across my chest and frowned. What the hell am I going to do now? "I'm sorry..you just look so funny trying to be serious wearing Kermit the Frog pajamas." I threw a pillow at him and stood up to bring my bowl to the kitchen sink.
"So first I almost get shot in the head and now because they seen me and all that jazz, I'm basically on a hitlist. So what happens now? Hmm?" I asked clearly pissed off.
He smiled deviously and that worried me a little.
"We, my dear sexy kitten, are going to corrupt the shit out of you and teach you to shoot and protect yourself, but you will be with me at all times outside of this house. Or with someone in our gang. So think of yourself as a new recruit babe." He smirked.
Well shit, this just gets better and better....
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sorry if it is short...it was a boring but needed chapter..more action in the next one!