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Started With a Lie â Chapter Twenty
Itâs warm.
For chilly mornings of spring, it sure is hot. But itâs a nice kind of hot. Not humid or burning hot, but cool hot. I feel warmth and comfortable. I curl my body into a smaller ball and enjoy this strange once-in-a-lifetime sensation. I flip over to my right side to get to the good side of the pillow. My hand brushes against a cold solid.
Did I hit the nightstand?
I reach for my phone. Why hasnât my alarm woken me up yet? Where is Mom? All I get in return is something hard. Itâs smooth. When was my table so smooth? I slap my hand around for some sort of recognition of my nightstand while my eyes remain closed.
âStop it.â
Whoâs that? I open my eyes slowly. Did my nightstand just talk to me? I need some more sleep before I think my pillowâs talking to me. But I should find my phone to see what time it is. I donât want to be late for school.
âCan you please stop?â
There it is again. I must be in the half-dream-half-awake state. Or drunk. But I donât recall drinking anything last night so I go with the other choice. I ignore my nightstandâs complaints and spread my fingers over, knowing my phoneâs here somewhere. If I open my eyes, itâll ruin my chance of sleep again.
âOkay, this is just absurd, Miss Ivory. Please stop.â
Miss Ivory? What? Is my nightstand taking over Leeâs voice orâ¦. My eyes snap open and right into Leeâs forearmâhis muscular forearm. And then my eyes travel to his tired faceâ¦and down to his naked torso. I scream.
Lee jolts up, covering his ears. âWill you stop that noise, please?â
I jolt up too and yell, âWhat are you doing here?â My eyes travel to his abs on my own. I blush. âAnd why arenât you wearing a shirt?â Iâve never seen him so naked and exposed before. I look away. âPut on a shirt!â
Suddenly, I feel a hand on my wrist. I scream again. Itâs Mark, his eyes half-open and his hair messy as can be. âWhy are you screaming so early in the morning?â he mumbles before falling back onto his pillow. His torso is naked as well. My eyes linger on his hard eight-pack before looking at the quilt.
âWhy is everyone naked?â I yell. And since when did businessmen work out? Did they even have time? Why do they all have abs? It must be because theyâre billionaires. âCan you all put on a shirt?â
I hear Mark softly snoring back into his slumber and Lee just staring at me with blank eyes. What the hell happened? The sunlight is shining through the windows. Why am I in my motherâs room? And then I remember last night. Wait, but why are thereâ
Ding-dong!
Who would be at the door? Momâs in the hospital and our family doesnât really visit. They usually just send a handful of cash with a card reading âHappy Birthday!â and thatâs it. Mailmen usually just leave the mail in the mailbox since we almost never order packages.
âGet the door,â I tell Lee.
âMe?â he says, pointing to himself like I accused him of great crime.
âNo,â I say, âIâm talking to the freaking lamp.â
Lee looks over to the lamp on the nightstand next to him. Itâs a floral patterned lampâone of Momâs favorites. He turns his gaze back to me, his eyebrow arched. âWhy would you talk to a lamp? Thatâs simplyââ
âIâm being sarcastic, genius!â
His eyebrows knit even more. âOh,â he says. He crosses his arms. âI knew that.â His muscles flex and I have to pry my own eyes away before he catches me staring. âWhy should I get the door anyways? Itâs your house. Why donât you go open it?â
âJust do it!â I demand, crossing my own arms. It seems that Iâm the only sane person in the bedâalso the only dressed one for that matter. My thoughts travel back to Leeâs abs but I catch and turn them around before they can get further. âGo open the door.â
âNo, why donât you.â
âOpen the fucking door, Lee.â
âDonât curse at me, you little woman withââ
I seemed to be so busy arguing with the stupid and arrogant Lee that I didnât realize that the doorbell had stopped. I also didnât realize someone was standing at the door. Someone I hadnât seen for a long while.
My eyes widen. âBrent?!â I jump out of the bed, a grin etched onto my face. âBrent, it really is you!â I run and jump on him into a big bear hug. My brother is here. I havenât seen him ever since he left for college this year. He could be a real jackass but he really isnât so bad. Heâs actually quite okay. âWhat are you doing here?!â
I feel Brent hugging me back. He pulls me away. His face is blankânot a trace of a smile or even any emotion. âWhat are you doing, Ivory?â
My eyebrows press together in confusion. âWhat do you mean?â Brentâs eyes wander behind me where the two (naked) men are, still inside the bed. Mark is rubbing his eyes open as Lee stares at Brent. Now that I think about it, it mustâve looked really awkward in Brentâs eyes. âOh! Them. Oh, this is not how it looks! I wasnât doing anything, I swear!â Brentâs face questions me. âHow about you head down to the kitchen? Iâll fix you up a coffee. Iâll explain. I promise.â
Brent stares for a few minutes at everything before nodding. âFine.â He readjusts his duffel bag on his arm before lugging away to the kitchen downstairs. When I hear him step off the stairs, I close the door.
âYou two need to go!â I tell Lee and Mark. I pick up their clothes, which they rudely decided to throw on the floor. Throwing their clothes at their faces, I start fixing the bed. âGet up, get up!â
Mark sluggishly gets out of bed. Lee is already on his toes, putting his pants and shirt on. He throws on his watch on his wrist and does his tieâlooking sophisticated and calm. Mark on the other hand is still trying to stand up. They were so contradicting to each other.
While Mark finally gets his ass moving, Lee pulls me to the corner of the room, holding my elbow in a death grip. âWho was he?â
âWho was who?â
âThat guy.â
âOh,â I say. âThatâs Brent.â
Leeâs eyes darken and his grip tightens but it doesnât hurt. His voice is barely a whisper before he says, âBrent who?â
Why did he sound so angry? And demanding? I donât have to tell him anything. Because after all, none of this is his business. Heâs just a stalker and a weird rich man that uses girls for his lonely stupid life. âNone of your business.â I snag my arm away and go pull the covers up on Momâs bed. I donât need Lee telling me what I should tell him and what I shouldnât. I run my life.
Iâm an independent woman who does just fine.
Mark finally finishes putting on his clothes.
âLetâs go, Mark,â I say, gesturing to the door. When I reach the bottom of the stairs, I hear Brent making clank noises. As sexist as it is, Brent was never meant for the kitchen and still isnât. I remember one time he had decided to make Mom a cake for Motherâs Day. He nearly burned down our house, along with Mom and I in it. In the end, Mom had to pay extra for damages and we ended up spending the day in a motel while workers got our kitchen renovated.
âWhere is the goddamn coffee?â Brent asks me when he sees me. He closes the current cabinet heâs opened. âWhat the hell, man. Itâs like the coffee is frickinâ gold.â He opens up another cabinet and only groans.
âJust sit down,â I say, shaking my head. Brent walks around and sits at the island. He looks over to Mark, standing shyly behind me. Before he can say anything, I say, âThis is Mark. Donât touch him. Iâll explain everything in a minute.â
Mark slowly takes a seat next to Brent, who just glares at Mark with his dark eyes. I get the coffee from the pantry and make four cups of coffeeâone for each of us. Lee finally decides itâs a great idea to join us because he walks in, his hair a styled mess, and takes a seat next to Mark.
I hand them all their coffees and stand before them. âOkay, Brent. I know what you saw, but this is not what it looks like. These are myâ,â I look around at Mark and Lee, ââ¦friends.â I take sip of my coffee.
Brent stares at me. âAnd they were in Momâs bed with you, why?â
âThat, I actually donât know,â I answer honestly. I remember falling asleep alone and dreaming of a random kiss, but I donât remember anyone sleeping with me. I look between Mark and Lee. âAny ideas how you both got there?â
Nobody answers.
âWhereâs Mom?â Brent asks suddenly. I first look at him, confused. Why would he ask that? He obviously knows where Mom is. And then I realize he doesnât. Because I didnât tell him. I shouldâve told him yesterday right when it happened. It mustâve slipped my mind. Even though it was tough taking in everything going on, I couldâve at least called my own frickinâ brother.
I dodge the question. âBefore that, I want to introduce you to them.â I gesture my hand to Mark. âThis is Mark. He lives next doorâjust moved in. Heâs a great friend.â I move on to Lee. âThis is Lee, um, an acquaintance.â Lee glares. âHe doesnât really live in this townâ¦.â Brent takes a sip of his coffee. I canât read his expression. He knows something is up. I gesture my hand to my brother. âAnd this is Brent, my brother.â
Leeâs shoulders relax from their tense position. His eyes are softer now. Mark has a small smile and shakes hands with my brotherâall friendly. âNice to meet you, Brent,â Mark says.
âYou too,â Brent says with suspicious eyes. He turns his head back to me. âYou want to explain how you got to be friends with some twenty-year old guys? They could be secret sex offenders for all we know.â He goes back to his coffee, prying his hand away from Mark. âWhereâs Mom?â
I feel cold sweat on my back. I shouldâve told him before. Heâs going to kill me, now. âTheyâre not sex offenders,â I say, adding in a fake laugh at the end to make it sound comedic. âMeeting them is a long story.â
âLike maybe saying youâre a couple with one of them?â Brent asks, his eyes twinkling. He knows heâs hit the jackpot.
âH-howâd you know?â I ask, hiding my open mouth behind my mug.
âYou really arenât the brightest fish in the sea,â Brent mutters. âThereâs something called the internet. News. Media. Ever heard of it? What the hell happened that you randomly got boyfriend-girlfriend with a frickinâ world class billionaire?â
I stare down at my coffee. I canât tell him this either. Not with Mark in the room. He canât know. Heâs not supposed to know. In the contractâthe one Iâve almost forgotten ofâit said that I couldnât tell anyone outside of people Lee and I both agree on. It kills to keep a secret from my brother. âWe were in love,â I whisper.
Brent looks taken back. âReally, now?â His eyes flicker down. Heâs confused. He knows I havenât dated ever since the Karen-Peter incident. âIâm sorry I couldnât be here, then. College is tight.â
I feel guilty. He feels guilty for not being here and yet Iâm the one whoâs been hiding so much from him. For forgetting him.
âDoes Mom approve of Lee?â Brent asks. Why is he making this so hard?
âWell, weâre not really together right now,â I say, which is true. I see Lee fidget in his seat and turn away. Coward. Mark has no reaction. Heâs just staring at his coffee and drinking it. I donât know what to feel.
âIvory. Where. Is. Mom?â Brent asks. Heâs caught on completely.
âEr, sheâs, um,â I stutter. Brentâs eyes are storming, trying to decipher what Iâm hidingâwhat Iâm not telling him. I canât go on anymore. âSheâs in the hospital.â My voice barely passes a whisper, I bet.
âSheâs what?â Instead of sounding angry, Brent sounds broken. It hurts even more.
Lee nudges Mark and whispers something incoherent before they both leave and go sit in the living room. I silently thank them for the privacy, but it doesnât help. Brentâs up and walking around the kitchenâback and forth, back and forth. Itâs scaring me.
âWhat happened?â he demands.
Tears streak my cheeks as I explain the accident, what happened, what kind of condition sheâs in right now. I tell him everything. How much it hurts. How much I miss her already. Brent listens. He pats my back. He hugs me. I havenât showered since Momâs accident. I smell, but he still hugs me. Iâm dirty and Iâm the worst sister, but he still loves me.
âWhy didnât you call me?â is all he whispers.
âIâm sorry,â I cry. I think he understands through my sobs. âI forgot. Mom. I thought she was dying. I didnât know what to do. I was lost. Iâm sorry, Brent. Iâm really sorry.â
Brent just holds me. âIâm sorry I wasnât there. I came today because your birthday is coming up. Iâm sorry I didnât check up on you sooner.â
âItâs fine, Brent,â I whisper. âThank you for being here now.â
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Later that day, Brent adjusts to his old room in the basementâhis âdenââand I decide not to go to school for this week. I just donât think I should be focusing on other things. What if Mom wakes up? I have to be there for her as soon as she does. Itâs the least I can do as her daughter. Also, why not skip out on an opportunity to not see people from school? Peterâs still mad.
Brent makes calls to anyone we have left and he calls insurance for Mom. He makes sure theyâll keep supplying her at the hospital with everything she needs. We refused for Lee to take care of all of the bills.
âSo, your birthdayâs coming up?â Lee asks as I flip through the channels on television. Both him and Mark refuse to leave even though my own brother is here now. Mark is in the shower and Lee is sitting awfully too close to me.
âSo, you were eavesdropping?â
âCanât help if I do have some fine hearing,â he retorts, taking the remote. I let out a cry but he ignores itâjust like usual. âWhat do you want to do?â
I stare at him. He stares back. âI donât think itâs a time to be celebrating my birthday. There are more important matters right now. Thereâs always next year.â
âNot every day you turnâ¦â
âYou donât even know my age!â I yell, crossing my arms. And this is the guy that wants to celebrate my birthday. Lee could be so weird sometimes.
âOf course, I do!â Lee rolls his eyes.
âYeah, okay.â
Another voice interrupts. âSorry, am I interrupting?â Mark is standing behind us, his hand ruffling a towel to his hair. Heâs shirtless⦠of course. I stray my eyes way. I canât help but think he looks attractive.
When I look up, I realize why Mark asked if he was interrupting. Leeâs face was a good centimeter away from mine. I slowly back away before getting up and standing next to Mark. I rip the towel from his grip and throw it on his chest. âWhy donât you guys ever put your shirt on inside the house?â
âWeâre men,â Mark replies, smirking. He grins. âYou should try it.â
I playfully smack his arm and Mark laughs, earning another glare from Lee. If I could get a dollar for every dare he gave me in a day, Iâd be richer than him and Mark combined. Lee seriously is bipolar. He goes from happy, to Mr. Cold guy, to angry 24/7.
Ding-Dong!
âWhy donât you guys stop flirting like weasels and go answer the door?â Lee suggests, his voice bitter. Whatâs up his ass today? I ignore his daggers shooting from his glare and warn Mark to cover up one time before I open the door. I gasp.
Whatâs she doing here?
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Thank you for reading and bearing with me. I know it's been quite a while. About a couple weeks, to be exact. I had exams. Ugh. They're finally kind-of over. So back to writing! I know this chapter isn't that long and things, but hope you enjoy it. Thank you for the messages of motivation. (Probably the most I've ever gotten because I'm a loser)
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